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if life is a journey if life is a journey friday october 15 2010 one word happy i ve hit a happy bump in the road i feel happy i can t stop smiling and just want to giggle that s how i feel tonight happy posted by bizzab at 3 55 pm no comments friday october 1 2010 silence i just got caught in a moment of silence at this stage of my journey i can t handle the sound of silence the sound of silence unravels the vines that hold me together so i scream to make them stop from falling down but you can t hear me you can t hear me i scream and you can t hear me or can you can you hear me and can you hold the vines up tight so they don t unwind and stop me from falling apart i can t live with the silence that has been left behind you life without you is so quiet it is too loud inside my soul i want to talk with you instead of scream at you because i m losing my voice one day all that i will have left to say will come out in whispers but only if i let the silence rule me it won t because it has no chance against the sounds that i am letting in they are bright and happy and colourful posted by bizzab at 9 49 am no comments wednesday august 11 2010 i m falling i ve been spun so around i m stumbling i m falling i ve got scratches on my knees i m bleeding i m hurting i m crying i m waiting for this feeling to leave me but it won t it will follow me down the road to forever i have to learn to live with it and accept it it will be mine only mine to haunt me or teach me to live or to die to laugh or to cry i ve been spun so around not sure where to walk where to run where to rest where to belong it s a pain too heavy to carry a sorrow so hollow yet deep it s a comfort i find in the notes of a song i feel guilty i wasn t there to hold you to catch you while you were falling and hurting and crying and longing for me to come and spend time that s no longer left i m sorry so sorry i failed you i love you i miss you i feel you i still need you i ve just been spun so around and am searching for ground i m falling posted by bizzab at 10 57 pm no comments monday june 21 2010 annie my shiny stars came out with a video today it s about annie and i think she s got her bags packed and is off with graffiti6 on an incredible journey annie she s that someone that will save you from the world when you re down and just don t believe that you can go on the video starts out with one lonely flickering light bulb quickly joined by many flickering light bulbs which eventually begin to sway to the beat and rhythm of the song the beat and rhythm of life i don t know how i ll be able to turn my light out tonight to stop watching this video it is simple but filled with the complexities of life people all different people each one on their own journey whether a baby or a boxer life isn t always easy but it can change it can change from despair to delight when you ve got your annie and the faces in this video surely show it together with jimi crayon graffiti6 s partner with paint they present their electrifying uplifting song annie you save me and will leave you smiling with delight i am posted by bizzab at 4 57 pm no comments labels annie you save me graffiti6 tuesday june 15 2010 a snail s pace a hedgehog s race sometimes the shortest journeys can seem like the longest ones today s journey was a short one but i sure was relieved when we made it to the end of it all in one piece the journey today a 6 min bus ride to an 11 o clock appointment sounds easy enough right the ride is short and the appointment isn t early in the morning that means plenty of time to have a cup of coffee eat breakfast finish up some chores and then head out the door but not with 3 children it doesn t how come children move at the pace of a snail when they know you are in a rush and are on the verge of being really late maybe panicking and saying go go go go go go really makes them think slow down slow down slow down in this case my son was moving like a snail before i hit the go go go go go phase ok maybe i should have made my children take a bath the evening before but in my head i thought it would be much easier to bathe two happy and well slept children in the morning than two crabby already past their bedtime children in the evening yes it might be easier on the nerves in terms of crabbiness but in terms of snails and a time crunch the nerves go crazy by 9 o clock things were looking good i had finished some chores my day care child had arrived and i had just let in the bath water for the boys all on schedule if it wasn t for the snail pace after several small arguments by the time both kids were in the bathtub it was already 9 30 still i felt a sense of we can do this after making sure the baby i look after wasn t getting into anything that could harm her i ran around the house doing the check list while the boys got clean in the tub snacks check extra diapers check wet wipes check toys for entertainment check money for the bus check überweisung can t think of the correct english word at the moment for the appointment check clothes laid out for after the bath check towels in place check every thing s good and ready to go but did i mention that snails don t like to wash their hair discussion whining discussions difficult difficult time is ticking it s 9 50 one child still in the bathtub one out but not dressed a baby crawling around my feet and we have to catch the bus at 10 08 if we miss it the next one doesn t come for another 20 min if we miss that one we re screwed and miss the appointment i m starting to panic have reached go go go go go i don t know how somehow through all of the chaos everyone got dressed from head to toe we jolted out the door ran to the bus stop and made it with 4 minutes to spare after paying for my ticket and settling the boys into their seats with a baby in my arms as the bus starts moving i plopped down and let out a sigh of relief yes we did it phew from then on the journey was a piece of cake i watched the people around us smile at the baby and grin at the kids forgot all about the trouble we went through to get there and thought that as long as we make it to the appointment the ride home will be smooth sailing that seems like it was ages ago now there was still a busy afternoon and evening to the day but it has now come to an end and as i walked the dog tonight i spotted out of the corner of my eye lit by a street lamp a hedgehog scamper out into the street and waddle his way across to the other side and i thought to myself where is your journey taking you mr hedgehog and how much trouble will you have to go through to get there posted by bizzab at 4 57 pm no comments saturday june 12 2010 superstar i just got home from a good friend s birthday party it was great i met a lot of really nice people tonight at one point i was sitting on the couch with another good friend of my friend s we were talking and she said in the middle of this conversation that she liked my earrings dangly diamond stars i know they are just objects but it made it smile in a bittersweet way i got these earrings on the day of my mom s funeral my mom s closest and oldest friend gave them to me she came to me with tears in her eyes and a tiny box in her hands she told me how she bought them for my mom a couple of weeks before and had planned on giving them to her the next time she visited she had bought them to cheer my mom up and bring a smile to her face and because they had a special meaning to her the nickname she called my mom growing up was superstar but then my mom died before she could give them to her so she wanted me to have them i wear them often and think of how my mom could always light up a room and shine like a star when she entered it my mom and i talked on the phone the morning before she was going away on a short bonding trip with some of her best girlfriends to a cabin on a lake in wisconsin she told me about what her trip was going to be like and it felt so good to know she was going to have a break from hospital visits and radiation treatments to spend time with friends in a beautiful and peaceful location i then told her about how i was planning on going to visit friends and see my favorite singer jamie scott in a concert a couple of weeks later in england i also continued to excitedly tell her about the new band he was forming called graffiti6 and that i had a feeling they were going to be really really cool and that made her feel good we couldn t talk for very long that morning though because her friend was picking her up early to get on the road for their trip i wished her a wonderful time and we said our goodbyes i didn t know then that that would be the last conversation i would ever have with her she passed away a couple of days later i m sad that i can t talk to my mom about graffiti6 now that she can t hear the wonderfully soulful music that jamie scott and tommy d write together and perform with the full band that makes up graffiti6 or see jimi crayon s bright and colorful artwork which accompanies their music but i m so glad she knew they were on their way they are shiny stars to me their music lifts me up when i m sad keeps me happy when i m already happy makes me want to shout for joy while singing and dancing around the house and feel totally and completely like me so i ll be talking about them a lot things happen in life that you can t control some bad some good in this case i got both at the very same time i m thankful for graffiti6 and the happiness they bring into life picking me up and keeping me moving i think their song starlight fits well to share this morning this is one of my favorite songs of theirs and the beat in this song builds up inside of me pushing me to keep on going even in times of darkness there is always a starlight to follow posted by bizzab at 6 37 pm no comments labels graffiti6 starlight stars thursday june 10 2010 the stars are shining the stars are shining and it s time for sleep so the journey will stop for tonight and start again tomorrow i have to tell you about graffiti6 posted by bizzab at 3 29 pm 1 comment older posts home subscribe to posts atom followers blog archive 2010 8 october 2 one word silence august 1 june 5 about me bizzab view my complete profile awesome inc theme theme images by lobaaaato powered by blogger