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emilie s blogservations it s all about what i think here family traditions and connections home about chenda and the airship brofman the perdido key condo emilie s blogservations it s all about what i think here family traditions and connections feeds posts comments the beginning of the story november 14 2013 by epbush dementia and it s early sign is the topic of today so i will get the useful link up front early alzheimer s symptoms when did i know that my mother had a problem many people want to know when it started and the better question is when did my mother s memory problems start for me at my sister s grad school commencement mom threw a bit of a cake and punch back at their home in northeast ohio simple just my little family sis and the parents when it was all over mom put the leftover grad paper plates in a paper bag set them on the dining room table and walked away passing back through the dining room she looked at the bag and said what s that the paper plates mom oh i didn t think anything of it until the next time she passed through the dining room what s in that bag grad plates from the cake oh third time through what s in the bag mom plates and then it hit me and i got all cold and i said nothing not until i was on the plane on the way back to georgia i said to my husband the fears i had what i had begun to suspect i wept about what i remembered happening to my grandmother about how she forgot me eventually and then my mother was also lost to my grandma s mind how i feared that happening to my child when i got home and called dad and relayed the incident about the plates he said oh good one of you girls finally noticed i thought it was me this has been going on for a couple of years years and he said nothing and i quietly got angry years years years and he did nothing as if there was much he could have done that he would have known to have done i wanted to be mad about it watch how quick i boulder through the 5 stages of grief and dad sure looked suitable as a target caution it s easy to get angry about this when it pops up it s easy to want to blame someone as i said in my first post when you go looking for spiritual gifts in dementia you will likely find them same goes for blame anger resignation and humor in equal measure what you seek here you may just find careful what you look for and then it was real that was about 7 years ago next up what my mother had become since then posted in life with mom tagged dementia life with mom leave a comment starting a new roll for this blog watching mom november 14 2013 by epbush let s get the pride out of the way first i ve just turned 40 and i have moved in with my parents blink okay not so bad why my spouse and i have parted company and i don t have a job so i can t get an apartment it is what it is now i am here just in time to help my folks out my dad has recently been sidetracked with a brain bleed that has left him a bit goofy a touch wobbly and with a vision problem that will keep him from driving for a bit he will recover likely in full in 6 12 weeks so this is going to be okay it s not lost on me that just when he needed me i m there my best friend said i see the hand of god in this i think i do too but i don t know if that hand isn t to some extent flipping me the one finger rebuttal but i rather like that god has a sense of humor which brings me to my mother mom can t help my dad it s been years since she could my mother has mild cognitive impairment she s losing her memory i m told it s not alzheimer s but really it s a difference without much of a distinction her short term memory is nearly gone and she has started losing some of the older memories as well her mother had it and a score of her other family members had have it as well the family tree is littered with it and alzheimer s i think some day it may happen to me my two girls so i am going to write about it because that s what i do i m a writer without a job who is 40 years old living with her parents watching her mother slowly become the essence of her nature more on that as we go along but for today i want to get some links out there we aren t too far from emory university a place that is doing all kinds of research into memory and issues with memory take a look at their cognitive evaluation one of the things that i found helpful to me a few years ago when all this started was a mensa annual gathering talk called spiritual gifts of dementia i don t think this slideshow is the same one but it is similar and i found that when you go looking for spiritual gifts you often find them i will also talk about this in upcoming posts as well and we will need to laugh or we will just end up crying sometimes jokes bring on the jokes i look forward to reflecting here i will tag all of these posts with life with mom posted in life with mom tagged alzheimer s dementia life with mom losing memory mom leave a comment it never rains but it pours september 30 2013 by epbush so also today a new video link from an interview with one of my favorite writers jean marie ward this is from spring 2013 at ravencon enjoy http buzzymag com emilie p bush interview posted in uncategorized leave a comment september 30 2013 by epbush crossroads is coming this week check out their interview with me i m really looking forward to this as crossroads writers conference is one of the best conferences i do all year oh who am i kidding it is the best see you there http www crossroadswriters org home 2013 09 30 books steampunk the writing life interviewing emilie p bush fb_source pubv1 posted in uncategorized leave a comment 1910 public house a mixed bag september 6 2013 by epbush well it s the night of the month i like going out best dinner with the church ladies pat becky and claire we finally got to go to the 1910 public house a restaurant in old town lilburn that has been ages in the opening just about everyone in lilburn wants this place to be a hit old town had just about shriveled up and died after the blue rooster closed the service at blue rooster was horrid but the food was good the sweets amazing and the price and the hours were just right now the 1910 public house lives in the same location but the building has been completely gutted and remodeled into a modern space so let s start with the space saying the paint is still fresh is an understatement two of the ladies in our party in white blouses ended up with stains on their elbows from the table varnish clair was in short sleeves and i was wearing black oh dear not good the indoor seating area bustled with activity and conversation a bit too noisy at times the bare walls metal chairs and wood tables absorbed little of the sound the outside seating seemed a whole different experience things on the patio were cool and relaxed if the weather is good sit outside the waiter was attentive never was there an empty glass and the menu had a good variety rolls came to the table but they were nothing to write home about i asked the owner about them when he visited us at the table are those made on site he said everything is made fresh there or at his other restaurant sprig they bring the rolls in from there i ordered two small plates chicken livers with peanut butter grits grilled pear and celery root coleslaw and fried pickles i love chicken livers and these were good the peanut butter grits were interesting and the flavor went well with the mellowness of the livers but mostly it didn t make me moan with delight the slaw and pears again were good but not great i was a bit disappointed in the pickles i didn t care for the sweet pickle flavor i like a fried dill pickle i ve been craving a fried pickles for weeks and was a bit let down they were thin and limp they were just okay becky and pat both got the pasta primavera the presentation delighted the eye but the flavor lacked that special something it should have been better pat enjoyed hers but didn t rave about it and becky took a few bits and decided that she would enjoy it more at home with some added spices not a giant win for pat and not even close for becky claire ordered the black eyed pea salad beautiful a colorful display on the plate but again no ooooohhhhs or aaaaaaaahhhhs the portions were moderate the price also i enjoyed my chicken livers but anything up off aweful will do for me when it comes to chicken livers the rest of the gang isn t so sure they will come back we really want a good restaurant in old town so on that point alone we will come at least once more we discussed the great restaurant in lilburn three blind mice which is just up the road a piece and wondered if we d gotten too spoiled by that wonderful place but the sum of our dinner really was meh 1910 public house was just okay posted in uncategorized tagged 1910 public house chicken livers dinner with the church ladies grits restaurant review 1 comment september 16 2012 by epbush the new cover for the book coal city steam we ve got a cover view original post posted in uncategorized leave a comment september 10 2012 by epbush come to the steampunk side of my life coal city steam we re on a duck hunt send us pictures of your ducks coalcitysteam gmail com we re sharing pictures of great ducks all around really want some red white and blue duckies for patriot day tomorrow so what you got here s our first contribution from a fan of the duck sharron parker click on over to like steamduck on facebook or follow us on twitter coalcitysteam why because we are going to be giving some stuff away and we are going to have great duckies up to and through the launch of steamduck learns to fly get funky with me now we want the duck gotta have that duck we want the duck bopping away with a quack and waddle now a sneak peak of steamduck in the new book he s with his buddy goose oh hold on just an old navy buddy there take me to duck or view original post 14 more words posted in uncategorized leave a comment the duck will rise july 13 2012 by epbush if you haven t already go buy my first children s book go on we ll wait got it oh good happy to sign it for you next time i see you and now you are ready for join us as we attempt to make the bestseller lists again on 10 10 2012 with our new book steamduck learns to fly thanks for your support posted in uncategorized leave a comment april 6 2012 by epbush kristen lamb s blog happy good friday i hope everyone has a restful holiday we are entering the conference season and there are a lot of large conferences coming up soon so today i d like to relay my disaster experience with my first conference and then offer the powerful lessons i learned remember i made all the dumb mistakes so you don t have to i have to say that i have attended quite a few conferences and the dfw writer s workshop folk have been one of the best it was also my first so it will always hold a dear spot in my heart this year the keynote speaker is new york times best selling author james rollins the dfwwww conference has a history of selling out early so seriously buy your slot now you ll thank me later dfw offers an amazing variety of classes taught by some of the best talent in the industry view original post 2 476 more words posted in uncategorized leave a comment march 4 2012 by epbush coal city steam it was a blast to launch and see the book go from over 100 000th in the sales rankings on amazon to it s highest point of 471 that was awesome that was better than i thought it would do but we re coming down it s natural it is what it is kev prefers not to watch the slide he told me not to do the reverse play by play and that s probably wise but i still look at the rankings every day it s in the 10 20k range now still very respectable for the kind of publishing we are kevin and i shrug and say this is a marathon not a sprint and in the long run our books yes books as we have already started working on the next two will become a body of work that will stand for some time a good launch is nice view 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