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breathing vs living breathing vs living saturday july 4 2015 the sifting process i would rather tell all my secrets and daily problems to a screen that doesn t fight with me on the way i deliver my message than to have one person i have to talk to in real life people are so fickle especially those that are close to you one second they are screaming from the rooftops about how great they think you are the next second when they don t get their way they re sitting in the next room gossiping about how terrible you are life has a way of sifting out the ones that don t belong there no worries ray posted by rayleaf at 4 23 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest saturday june 27 2015 all because of a shower i let a homeless man take a shower in my house today i was trying to be nice but for my family they did not see it that way i had a loaded gun on the table for a backup plan this person also went to high school with both of my brothers my brother had told him to come back later when he was here and he would let him shower my brother then went to target and bought him new clothes for this evening when the homeless man got to our house my brother was just leaving the movies so i found the guy a towel started the shower made sure the gun was loaded and accessible and let him in to the bathroom i didn t think it was a big deal i mean i had a loaded gun on the table they did not feel that way they felt i put everyone in danger and then some rough patches in my life were brought up how did it end in anger we all decided to move out from the same house so tomorrow i will be packing all because i let a homeless man take a shower oh by the way he took a shower thanked us profusely and left no harm no foul no worries ray ps do i know there was some risk involved of course but i also trusted that my god and or my gun could keep us safe while trying to help a fellow human being out posted by rayleaf at 2 05 am no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest friday june 26 2015 let s act like it today the united states supreme court ruled that same sex marriage is now legal and should be recognized in every state of the united states as a christian i believe a certain way and that would ultimately go against legalizing same sex marriage but my job as a christian is not to inflict pain on others because we feel and believe differently my job is to show love to every person around me my job is to pray for my enemies and my enemies are not gay people they are usually christians that are rude and nasty to people just because they think they are better somehow i love people i don t take personal issue with whom they decide to sleep with i think that if we could leave the judgments to the judge god we would all be in a better place with one another what i do take a huge stand on is racism i am not talking about the little jokes here and there from people that you hear from time to time i am talking about the people that are standing on stages in public calling for the killing of someone just because of the color of their skin i do not hold deep beliefs for my race i hold deep beliefs for human beings i wish it were different but it just isn t god made us all we all sin we all need jesus let s act like it no worries ray posted by rayleaf at 2 45 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels christian court forward motion god heart life life lessons living love morals pain people race racism racist same sex marriage scotus wednesday june 17 2015 win with the truth the person that had been irritating me by spreading defaming and slanderous lies is at it again i wonder if he thinks that he is above the law just because he is a law enforcement officer either way i will have my day in court as soon as i can i will file every motion i can to have him removed from my life on a permanent basis i cannot make him stop dragging my name falsely through the mud but i can make him pay for it as a law enforcement officer he knows that making false statements and filing false reports is a crime in florida it is actually a third degree felony i suppose that even though he is trained to know the law it did not stop him from breaking it i was cleared of every single accusation that he spewed at me unfortunately he will not have the same outcome i don t have to lie to get the court to decide in my favor quite the contrary i just have to tell the truth no worries ray posted by rayleaf at 2 59 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels accusation court cps dcf defamation life life lessons slander the end thoughts monday june 15 2015 get the hammer there are some people that drive me crazy they don t drive me crazy because of their personality or the way about them they aggravate me because they are literally pathological in their lies you tried to nail me to a wall well i got a hammer too but with truth there is a certain man that fabricates stories to fit his agenda he gets a small tiny portion of truth and then adds a ton of twists and turns to give himself the opportunity to be seen as a victim he refuses to take responsibility for anything he s ever done and then he lies to make things appear differently the worst part is he is an officer of the law this officer also called child protective services on me it is called dcf in florida it was very embarrassing for everyone involved but thankfully it was all lies so the case is already closed next up i will try to prosecute him to the full extent of the law i will not be bullied by a normal individual forget being bullied by someone that is intentionally slandering and defaming my name and character god i pray that you help me to forgive because right now i don t feel like it no worries ray ps this guy has nothing to do with my daughter or me he s just someone that thinks if he pushes hard enough that i will bend sorry sucker in this situation i ll be an olympic acrobat let s see what i can do with the truth i don t even need lies posted by rayleaf at 11 41 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels angry cops cps dcf embarrassed false reports god lies mad sunday june 14 2015 my way there are things that we will never understand life has a way of kicking you in the teeth even when you re down already i know people think that 4 months is just long enough for everyone to think i should already be over my dad s death but in my experience that is just not the case i m not saying that i haven t adjusted to the pain but i am saying that the pain doesn t lessen i just adapt to it some have called it pathetic but either way it s my way of grieving not theirs they still have their dad no worries ray posted by rayleaf at 1 23 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels death forward motion life life lessons parent death people thoughts sunday may 17 2015 be enouraged we are almost to the 4 month mark of my dad s death between the deep heartbreak and grief from that and the other emotional and financial stresses 2015 has been a rough ride for me having said that i will continue to trust god it is not always an easy task but it is paramount to my survival if someone out there is reading this and is going through something so hard remember this trust god it may seem impossible or fruitless but i promise that it works and will help when nothing else will be enouraged no worries ray posted by rayleaf at 5 10 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels death emotions forward motion god life life lessons parent death older posts home subscribe to posts atom get ray anytime posts atom posts all comments atom all comments blog archive 2015 19 july 1 the sifting process june 5 may 1 april 2 march 5 february 1 january 4 2014 14 december 2 november 2 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