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indication to them psychologically and blatantly to stop stealing although this is not a guarantee yang mereka mereka ni will no re offend takde tangan boleh mencopet pakai kaki pulak nanti i am afraid until they have comprehensive psychoteraphy that will make them realise and rationalise si pencuri pencuri habitual ni tak kan berubah so cik m my advice to you ialah bila you keluar lunch ke hapa silalah kunci pintu opis all your cabinet drawers and jangan lupa bawak handbag sekali simpan ayat kursi ke hapa tak kan menjadi pasalnya pnecuri pencuri yang macam ni telah men brainwash diri masing masing yang they all tu masih ada masa nak bertaubat nasuha sekian hope this helps muttered by makji esah at 8 02 pm 3 comments wednesday may 21 2008 agony part 2 maka dr mahathir pun dah keluar umno sebagai tanda protest to tidollah what should i say entah lah i don t know why tidollah bother the job is very stressful and he is certainly not very good at it if there is an opportunity to blah and still get hefty pension pergi ajelah kan then came the loyal supporter or shall i say the ardent boot licker nak tunjuk taat setia pun berpada pada lah si loyal supporters ni bukannya under educated macam i ni semuanya pandai but is this just an act of desperation semua bangsa duduk atas pagar waste of space betul the situation in my other work place pun begitu jua this demoted manager walaupun tak pernah lagi kena tangkap tido dalam opis she might as well be labelled as sleeping on the job hypothetically speaking dah le pemalas kebijaksanaan nya sungguh diragui and this made me sound like super duper bongkak i tried to make connection with her emotionally but kesudahannya i yang rasa macam nak pengsan and geram sungguh dengan kebodohan melampai batas nya tu i really don t feel good about this i m sure if my nature contributes to how i really feel or this is just a bad thing to do i took over her job the resentment from her is so clear i told her that this is not personal i shouldn t really said that but somehow i feel i should because for some reason i am consumed with guilt padahal pada dasarnya she lost her job because she is not up to standard things get really difficult each day i hounded her like a wild animal pointed out her mistakes blatantly i keep telling boss that this made me feel bad boss cakap if you ask them to do their job then that is not wrong betul lah tu boss tapi i started to feel like a big bully knowing that dm ni takdelah sepandai mana mak datuk terserlah kebongkakan ku but keep on expecting that dm will do wonders cpb kata let find more evidence to get rid of dm this is business when you can t deliver there goes you dm cannot deliver and i agreed with cpb that she should be sacked tapi i pulak rasa bersalah everytime i look at dm rasa nak cakap aje sudah sudahlah janganlah nak melawan boss lagi do yourself a favour and step down your standing ground is wobbly i heran betul setelah si dm puas mengadu domba kat cpb katanya i ni tak pernah berpuashati dengan her work dan tak termasuk gossip liar yang ditaburnya untuk memburukkan nama i i still feel so kesian and hoping that cpb tak sack dia transfer her to another level and just let the able one work but si dm ni arrogance nya boleh tahan betul lah orang cakap kan your greatest enemy is your own conscience i am struggling and i don t know if i can live with it semua orang cakap kat i kalau si dm tu kena pecat tu salah dia sendiri tapi tah macam mana aku pulak lah yang terasa aku nilah penyebab utamanya adoiii i strongly believe in retribution takut jugak bila memikirkan kalau lah makcik ni berdendam kesumat dengan i maka suatu hari nanti aku akan dapat balasannya we never know hari i ada kuasa besok segala gala boleh ghaib dari mata siapa tahu how i wish i don t accept the challenge in the first place emotionally i am so very weak dia ada anak kecik pulak tu cpb asked me to decide if i want to take the promotion mula mula macam nak jugak tapi bila pikir balik duit banyak hati kelabu asap pun tak guna juga macam mana nak masuk the apprentice ni hjh leemah oii muttered by makji esah at 9 21 pm 3 comments friday may 16 2008 agony part 1 ohh hari guru kan hari ni well to my sister yang mengajar kat sekolah budak budak bohsia kat shah alam nun happy teacher s day lah hah padan lah muka kau siapa suruh buat tesl dulu kan ke dah kena jadik cikgu i am a bit liat dalam update mengupdate blog ni bukan apa you all first nya laptop mb dah kena hantar service sudahlah sidua orang tu tak ber laptop maka i yang baik hati ni kasilah pinjam laptop i maka i pun terpaksa bergantung harap kat office computer ni lah padahnya browsing internet sambil ber hisrok kan puas dah ku nasihat jgn hisap rokok masa pakai pc but towards the end bagi nasihat kat mb serupalah macam bagi nasihat kat amy winehouse or pete doherty supaya jangan isap dadah bak air lalu aje laa ni nak cerita lah kat you all sebelum i gi berchotti that day i pun buatlah lawatan muhibbah sekejap kat workplace number 2 kat harlesden area gagak tak bertamaddun tu manal oii tak kan kau tak tau kurang ajar tak i ada unsur unsur racism lak kan if i m being honest which i am brutally i always find gagaks is a racist git themselves talking about being discriminate by the putihs yang obviousnya gagaks always made themselves stood out for a wrong reasons pastu tuduhlah orang lain unfair la tu la ni la adalah sorang council registrar ni job description kata registrar ni one of the responsibility nya kenalah mengahwinkan sesiapa aje yang nak kahwin kat registrar office tu civil partnership ceremony is included tup tup the registrar wanita gagak yang boleh tahan jugak la religiousnya refused to perform the civil ceremony for 2 mamat ni ayo kesian kan jantan selalunya liat nak diajak kawin bila dah nak kahwin sangat tak dibagi kebenaran gitu cesss kata wanita gagak ni as a christian harammmmmmmmmmmm and because of that she refused to do her job yakni me register kan civil partnership kat 2 jantan ini nak jadikan cerita nya nak jadi cerita apa memang dah jadi pun kawan kawan se opis pompuan gagak ni macam dah tak happy la katanya sigagak ni lah and she claimed that her work colleague treated her badly singled her out dah tak nak minum kopi sesama gittew so wanita gagak ni rasa ter pressure sangat pressure hapa nya kalau orang tak nak minum kopi dengan kau kau gi lah minum sensorang maka she had no choice but to leave and now she is suing the council surprise surprise on the ground on discrimination based on religious belief okaylah look at her point of view as a christian same sex marriage haram lah kan but this is a job religious belief aside la she could have been more subtle tak yah lah terang terangan discriminate si jantan 2 orang ittew after all this is uk same sex marriage is already legal lainlah kalau kat paroi jaya kan but knowing the gagak to get their point across especially dalam part part homophobia ni kalau satu dunia boleh tahu lagi bagus talking about discrimination kan in line of work our hands are tied sometimes but there is always a choice okaylah since i dah melalut sangat janji nya nak cerita pasal my trip to the other workplace kat harlesden tu let me tell you what happened to me on that lovely saturday 2 days before i jet off to isle of sicily a day earlier hati i memang dah panas ni pasalnya i dapat tahu telepon opis dah kena potong pasal hq lambat bayar bil and si demoted manager dm ni boleh buat mcdonno and tak report kat i pun berhempas pulas lah i gi buat call sana sini and kesudahnya bayar bill telepon dengan my own money and si puaka dm boleh buat tak tau padahal i dah put her in charge so bila i jumpa dia that saturday i pun tanyalah kenapa you tak bagitau i you tau tak kalaulah ada emergency macam mana orang nak call you dm masih lagi menunjukkan muka mcdonno nya kat i dalam pada dia tahu i tengah hot bengang tu boleh pulak dia buat last minute request nak mintak balik awal i pun kata apsal you selalu buat request last minute dia boleh kata dia tak nampak rota padahal benda tu dah terpampang atas dinding so i pun start la cakap eh you tak boleh buat macam ni blablabla and selamba badaknya dia blah je from the opis i pun cakap la don t walk away when i m talking to you nak tahu dia buat apa she kissed her teeth at me gagak silent way to say pakyu gittew wah bertambah panas darah ke i cakap balik don t kiss your teeth at me terus dia menjerit kat i why are you quarelling with me eh siapa yang cari gaduh ni terus dia cakap kat i i m older than you be careful when you talk to me boleh tak melawan boss macam tu i left earlier than expected that day it must have been 5 minutes after i left and i was told laki si dm ni datang kat unit sambil menjerit jerit cari i katanya mana hjh esah ni apasal dia suruh bini aku kerja lebih lebih ni ohh boleh tak panggil laki dia serang i kat opis nasib baik i dah balik kalau tak haruslah aku berperang mulut but knowing me yang penakut sungguh ni ada yang mati sakit jantung kat opis nanti when i came back i terus bagitau boss si cpb tu cpb punyalah marah terus bagi dia warning dia sekarang ni ada sebulan to shape up or else she will be ship out ohh bosss aku chenta padamu i was really shaken after that and i think that is why i haven t been writing i do feel uneasy about the whole thing but i ll tell you about it soon tarraaa muttered by makji esah at 11 51 pm 6 comments thursday may 15 2008 untuk tatapan hjh leemah mak datukk ada ke orang nak makan kat kedai ni ferry to gozo island malta mediterranean sea from the catamaran island of malta from the catamaran muttered by makji esah at 10 36 pm 2 comments wednesday may 14 2008 best blog mutalib tak tau lah if this is his nama sebenar has likened my blog to rpk in term of popularity if i understand him correctly if i also remember correctly he is the same person who persistently torturing me when i had that accident with baby sam ahh cerita sudah lama sam turned 2 yesterday he was singing happy birthday to himself non stop when i saw him to my delight he has successfully managed to pronounced my name correctly ah really amazing anak yahudi yang comel tu rpk i read his blog sometimes i am not his biggest fan infact i don t think i like him at all i really have instant disliking to nato type of people but nato type of person seems to gather massive follower biasalah kan ke manusia ni gemar menda menda superlative ni no action talk only i met him in person some long yeas ago at a wedding in istana perlis kl my best friend was married to his cousin he is what he is in writing quite brass to my liking he is now in jail if i m not mistaken awaiting trial or for whatever reason he wrote something quite provocative he must have a good resource for that nevertheless malaysian needs someone like him someone who can really stand out to point and verbalise all wrongdoings but i think malaysia needs some action berating non stop dalam blog takdelah gunanya it is quite unfortunate that malaysian government practise selective freedom of speech they let khairy jamaluddin lambasting all the oppostion right up centre but people like rpk get his point and frustration across through his blog we are indeed quite similar in objectives expressing ketidakpuasan hati berkoyan koyan and sampai sakit tangan i menaip marah dengan orang tu marah dengan orang ni i labelled my blog as a cheap humour yet another container to offload my stress i have a very stressful job and i am constantly not happy i don t take pleasure mengumpat dalam blog i still live within the society yang masih lagi kena cakap berpada pada because of certain behaviour restrictions in my real life maka this page is dedicated to people yang tak dapat ku maki direct to the his her face that will ultimately made me talam 2 muka lantak lah mangkuk bertingkat pun tak pe rpk is way above my league he has great insight and passion i just don t share his interest and i think i don t like to be asociated with his musings rpk is like many other disgruntled anti goverment supporters he called names and derogate them just because they have different views it is like ppl hates tun m and called him mahazalim i still can t understand why but there s really no need for name calling lainlah i yang sah sah jahat ni if you want to enjoy cheap humour read on this is certainly not the best blog after rpk i think the best is the one that is link to mine that worth reading daily sekian for today sekian muttered by makji esah at 7 39 am 3 comments tuesday may 13 2008 tuesday thoughts kalau tak silap i last week when i was at weymouth terbongkar lah kisah si tua bangka from austria tak sedar diri kubur kata mari rumah kata pergi kambing gurun bangsat eh cukup cukup lah kang tak habis pulak posting ni dok nak menyumpah aje kan alaa you know that story about 73 yr old father who kidnapped his own daughter forced her down into the cellar persistently raped and abused her leading to the birth of her 7 children dah mati sorang tapi dah kena buang masuk incinerator for the last 24 years for the life of me i can t even begin to comprehend how it happened kalau boleh imagine pun tak nak begitu kijam nya sekarang ni si tua tu pandai pulak nak kata yang kepala nya tak centre itulah yang menyebabkan dia jadik begitu committing all these offences sakit betul hati i mendengar nya jantan memang macam tu lah kan bila dah menyetan tu mula la kata kepala ada sikit biol la tak centre la likened it to his manhood yang centrally positioned tu macam lah takde excuse lain kan in my work without given a choice i have to work with a convicted paedophile yang kalau boleh jangan kata muka nya yang itu itu pun rasa nak ku potong masuk food processor but my hatred for them will not beat my disgust to the puaka who melantak darah daging sendiri mana perginya perasaan kau pundek oi hish ni emosi gila babi ni i think in malaysia some years ago adalah satu generation datuk bapak and abang dok merogol cucu anak and adik kandung kalau lah si 3 beranak ni masih lagi tak kena gantung patutlah justice system in malaysia tu dilontar dengan telur busuk aje i have plenty of clients who was abused and raped by their own father brother uncle or apa aje segala sedara mara jantan they all the effect on them as a person sungguhlah menyedihkan and i really salute those who emotionally has risen above it sebab nya susah sungguh nak move on apabila digasak oleh the love and the dependable one rape is always about taking control for someone who unable to perform so emotionally that seems always is the case the predator always know the effect this may have on their victim and that bring ultimate satisfaction boleh kata 9 out 10 jantan tak centre kata kat i dalam session session teraphy they all yang the best way to show frustration to woman is by raping or killing them ni yang tak centre yang separa tak centre pulak akan membuli dan menyeksa bini or girlfren memasing cukup cukup kalau boleh 20 jam sehari tu perlu dihabiskan untuk stalking 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