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es hope peace and chaos what is the meaning of life hope peace and chaos something that ends in a split of a second might look meaningless so did life to me but an alarm clock taught me that hope doesn t need a guarantee to give meaning i didn t know if i d wake up tomorrow but i set the alarm anyway that s what hope is not certainty just the decision to act as if morning is coming dying is the end of life but every end has a start and it s the start that tells you why the existence mattered every breath you inhale is you striving to live and you don t run out of life when you run out of breath you run out of life when you run out of hope as for peace it only feels like paradise when chaos has shown you the hell without the hell heaven means nothing peace and chaos are railway tracks they don t exist without each other loveblossom random thoughts leave a comment may 24 2026 1 minute i got married in october i got married in october four months later my period didn t come i ve always been regular so when ten days passed i was sure i took a test negative i did bloodwork negative but my body wasn t giving me answers so i stayed in that in between space certain of something the science couldn t confirm in those ten days i started writing unborn came from that window a woman named catherine who knows she is carrying something real even when every test every doctor every person she loves tells her otherwise a woman the world calls broken but i never called her that i couldn t i understood her too completely my periods came two days later the pregnancy if there ever was one resolved itself quietly the way these things sometimes do but catherine stayed she became a novella twelve chapters about grief about the wax sculptures a woman makes in secret about a husband who comes home to a house that is warm in ways he cannot explain about what it means to love something so completely that reality reorganises itself around that love i m 23 i m a teacher i m querying my debut fantasy novel and in the margins of all of that i write things like unborn stories that come from the ten days when your body knows something your bloodwork doesn t this one isn t finished yet but it needed to exist loveblossom uncategorized 1 comment may 23 2026 1 minute mulaqaat urdu shayri intezaar us pal ka hame har vaqt rehta hai jab mulaqaat mere mehboob se hogi khwaab har shab ka hai mulaqaat kab mere mehboob se hogi ham chand ko dekhkar unka didar samjh lete hai hawa ke gaal chhute hi unka mazaq samajh lete hai har khat me un alfaaz ko dhudte hai jinme ho likha mulaqaat kab mere mehboob se hogi har mosiqi me dhun unhi ki hai har shayri me kafiya hai wo mere zehen ka har khyal hai zindagi ka hasin waqiya hai wo beet rahe hai jo lamhe unme saanso ka ek sawal hai mulaqaat kab mere mehboob se hogi loveblossom poetry shayra_zahra leave a comment may 12 2026 1 minute my only dream i have a dream that we would someday will grow old with each other that we will have that unbreakable bond of love with each other i have dream that we would someday will have a home ohh together that we will have that unbreakable bond of love with each other the day i met you i had the feeling that yeah it s gonna be the love that i crave we had a great time we laughed together thought yeah it s the utopia that i crave i have started writing the songs that i wish to play for you someday i have a dream that we would someday will grow old with each other that we will have that unbreakable bond of love with each other loveblossom poetry shayra_zahra leave a comment may 10 2026 1 minute am i a feminist i am a feminist but i am not against marriage i am feminist but i don t support drinking or smoking i am a feminist but i don t see short dresses as a symbol of freedom i am a feminist but i put my family in the first place i am a feminist but i love cooking for my family i am a feminist but i don t scrunch my nose when changing my baby s diaper i am feminist but i don t find any problems in making tea for my husband when he returns from office i am feminist but i don t support irresponsible sex life question is what is feminism where did it all start let s have a look the history of feminism is long layered and often divided into waves to show how priorities shifted over time early roots before 1800s feminist ideas existed long before the word feminism was coined ancient figures like hypatia 4th c alexandria challenged male dominated learning in the 15th century christine de pizan wrote the book of the city of ladies 1405 defending women s intellect during the enlightenment 17th 18th centuries thinkers like mary wollstonecraft a vindication of the rights of woman 1792 argued women deserved education and rational equality first wave feminism 19th early 20th century focus legal and political rights especially the right to vote major movements arose in europe and the u s key figures susan b anthony elizabeth cady stanton u s emmeline pankhurst uk suffragettes achievements women s suffrage voting rights gradually won new zealand 1893 uk 1918 1928 u s 1920 with the 19th amendment many others followed second wave feminism 1960s 1980s sparked by civil rights and anti colonial struggles plus post wwii gender inequalities focus social economic and cultural equality key issues reproductive rights contraception abortion access equal pay and workplace rights fighting domestic violence and sexual harassment challenging traditional gender roles iconic text betty friedan s the feminine mystique 1963 exposed women s dissatisfaction with domestic confinement figures gloria steinem simone de beauvoir audre lorde bell hooks third wave feminism 1990s 2000s response to the perceived limitations of second wave feminism focus identity diversity and intersectionality emphasized that women s experiences differ by race class sexuality nationality ability etc celebrated individuality and challenged essentialist ideas of womanhood feminists like kimberlé crenshaw who coined intersectionality judith butler gender performativity and rebecca walker shaped the discourse fourth wave feminism 2010s present driven by digital activism and social media metoo timesup yesallwomen focus ending sexual harassment body shaming gender based violence and promoting inclusivity lgbtq rights trans rights characterized by online movements global reach and youth driven campaigns also critiques structural inequality unequal pay representation in politics unpaid care work global feminisms feminism is not just western across the world india leaders like savitribai phule education reform and contemporary dalit feminists middle east writers like nawal el saadawi fought patriarchy and authoritarianism africa thinkers like chimamanda ngozi adichie we should all be feminists latin america movements against femicide e g ni una menos in argentina the history tell us that feminism was a revolution for women s rights from education to political rights from fighting against domestic violence to fighting for our financial independence from freedom of speech to freedom of career from what we have discussed till now being a feminist does not mean hating kitchen work but yes feminism i do expect brothers or husband to appreciate woman s effort and do dishes after not as a help but as a co work feminism does not mean hating men but yes men must respect women s consent and choice feminism does not mean hating the idea of becoming a housewife but yes it knows that it s uncomfortable when asking money from your father or husband so yes women need to be financial independent feminism does not mean hating tradition and culture many love wearing their traditional wear and they do feel uncomfortable when wearing revealing dress because for many freedom is not just short dresses night wild parties alcohol smoking drugs irresponsible relationships and sexual intercourse and being half naked on beach like men do freedom for many means freedom of giving opinion in house and work freedom of getting positions and salary based on one s qualifications and not gender don t just say the promotion a woman got was because of her vagina a true feminist soul want a equal opportunity and appreciation a true feminist soul wants everyone to see a woman s achievements the same way they would look at a man s and appreciate my hard work what s your idea of true feminism let me know in the comments loveblossom uncategorized leave a comment may 9 2026 3 minutes unborn he stayed unborn three months into a long awaited pregnancy catherine and her husband samuel are told the unthinkable the pregnancy is critical four doctors advise termination to save catherine s life samuel agrees catherine refuses on the drive home in the middle of a bitter argument something strikes their car they survive the baby does not catherine nearly dies from complications she survives physically but something inside her remains suspended in the years that follow their marriage becomes quiet and careful samuel avoids the subject of children entirely catherine retreats into her art room where she works with wax sculpting delicate lifelike forms no one else pays much attention to three years later believing enough time has passed samuel gently suggests they try again for a baby he hopes it will bring catherine back to him instead something shifts fifteen days later catherine s period is late pregnancy tests are negative bloodwork confirms nothing a sonogram shows an empty womb the doctor aware of her past trauma suggests stress may be manifesting physically samuel agrees catherine nods but she feels something she stops taking the prescribed medication meant to regulate her cycle quietly privately she believes she is carrying life there is no visible change in her body no swelling no medical confirmation yet she senses movement weight presence she tells no one months pass the pregnancy progresses without evidence one night alone in the house catherine goes into labor she feels unseen hands guiding her a pressure a release a warm weight placed against her chest the cry is soundless but she hears it she holds her child from that night on catherine begins living as a mother in secret samuel notices odd changes closed doors hushed whispers subtle domestic disturbances but never confronts them catherine spends increasing amounts of time in her art room occasionally samuel thinks he hears soft giggling once he believes he sees a shadow move past the hallway years pass catherine marks birthdays no one else acknowledges he s walking now she murmurs once under her breath samuel assumes she is speaking metaphorically about her art then one morning catherine enters the art room and feels it instantly silence an absence the presence she has nurtured for three years is gone terrified and shaken she finally allows samuel inside the art room a space he has not entered since the miscarriage what he finds is not a hidden child lining the walls are wax sculptures chronological a newborn an infant a toddler a child of three each impossibly detailed each preserved samuel realizes catherine has been sculpting the growth of their lost child since the miscarriage the late pregnancy the labor the years of motherhood an extension of grief she could not relinquish catherine sits on the floor holding the final sculpture a three year old child in her lap but something is wrong the statue s gaze is fixed on samuel not blank not accidental intent a thin crack runs along its collarbone the room feels colder samuel takes a step closer the wax is warm catherine says softly he stayed the story ends there leaving uncertain whether the child was only grief made form or something that waited three years to be acknowledged loveblossom uncategorized 3 comments may 7 2026 2 minutes the day i met him and every day after a day that started with a surprise my papa took me to meet someone i was nervous and worried because i was never someone who would be nervous each step on the staircase was bringing me closer to him i was instructed to be calm not talk much because as a girl i am supposed to be shy right then he came through the door and opened the door to my heart in a room full of his family and my papa i could only see him the nervousness that i never had faded away when i saw him playing with his thumbs in anxiety like a kid who is being hit with anxiety about a paper he didn t study for he kept sweating cold and rubbing his thumbs the snacks were served everyone came closer to the table i looked at him blinked asked him without words to have more then came the time we were asked to talk alone ice cream in hand just us i was talking he was listening i was being clumsy he wasn t judging i kept talking and opening up he kept looking at me with a smile on his face i noticed he was getting comfortable he didn t say it in words but his body language showed it from sitting straight with sweaty hands to sitting criss cross putting a pillow on his lap it was a short but long journey from exchanging glances to exchanging phone numbers from texts to calls from calls to video calls from thinking 100 times before speaking to not thinking before hitting send from impressing to roasting it was a short but long journey now he roasts me loves me scolds me cares for me does my hair feeds me adores me makes fun of me gets angry with me shows me attitude becomes a kid sometimes and wants me to coax him it feels good when an introverted person starts opening up to you because now he feels safe and he makes me feel safe he doesn t just listen and ignore me he understands my words he understands my anxiety and sweeps away my overthinking he takes care of me when it s my period and handles my mood swings he hugs me when i m crying he never leaves me alone when my trauma or anxiety is hitting me hard sometimes he annoys me makes me angry hurts me but i know i annoy him a lot more i have hurt him scolded him blamed him given him hard times but he stayed and i know he will always stay because i have a man for myself not a bo he sings me a lullaby and tells me a bedtime story to put me to sleep he lets me sleep on his shoulder and then slowly holds me in his arms to make sure i sleep peacefully and wake up without a sore neck he feeds me with his hands does my hair makes me braids and ponytails he helps me in the kitchen and encourages me he lets me do whatever i want and fulfills my wishes even the unreasonable ones he is murtaza my man the gift allah gave me loveblossom love story leave a comment may 6 2026 may 5 2026 2 minutes falling for you a quiet love song when i heard your name knew about you when we met saw you for the first playing with the thumb and i liked you yeah i liked you talking little less eyes adoring me having me talking all i want felt that that you liked me and i liked you we are gonna keep trying hard we are gonna make it our way we are gonna make it make it make it make it it would be the best one of us yeah i am 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