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circus children skip to main skip to sidebar wednesday 18 july 2012 i peed on a stick today i m still here i ve been searching for my blogger mojo for quite some time but she s been mia that and i just don t seem to have any time to myself anymore not complaining though i m accompanied stalked and followed by the greatest little guy ever seriously i look at him and i m overwhelmed with love you know like a crashing wave of raging l o v e it s awesome every day is an adventure and i m so fortunate to get to spend it with my bubster diver dude is fine as in completely fine as in normal size heart beating at a steady rythm fine after getting under the proper care of an amazing cardiologist and on the right meds his heart seems to have healed itself doc thinks it was all caused by a virus a stinkin virus alright alright get to the stick peeing already so my blogger mojo is not the only thing that s been mia ms bloody monster has also gone awol since a brief return i april again not complaining i m on the mini pill and still breast feeding up to four times a day woah if i d told my younger self this she would ve gasped and dr google told me no or irregular periods is to be expected but then i had this nagging voice whispering in a high pitch annoying kind of way in my ear lightning could strike twice stranger things have happened you should pee on something do it poas do it so i did and it was negative and i was fine almost relieved we won t be trying for a sibling for max but for a split second while the dye was passing that magic window on the stick i felt a tiny flutter under my heart peace posted by circus princess at 06 47 13 comments saturday 21 january 2012 chasing my dream literally chasing my dream around the house a little over a week ago at ten and a half months bubba started walking life is good and so very very busy posted by circus princess at 03 56 10 comments sunday 9 october 2011 greetings from the pacific northwest woah if someone suggested having a baby moving across the atlantic renovating your house and having your husband go through various cardio treatment in less than six months i would laugh in their faces and strongly advise against it it s been well it s been interesting and exhausting at least we re all in one location in one piece and for now that s not bad not bad at all we all made it across the world in spite of a heat wave that restricted our pets from flying with us on the plane and an insane amount of bags which diver dude couldn t carry an inch thank goodness for porters and over priced cargo planes that carry pets our house has all new floors and new molding it also has no doors and is currently a bathroom short it s still filled with unpacked boxes bubba is crawling and i have to follow him around like an undercover agent so he doesn t get into things he shouldn t let me tell you the child can move he s in a hurry to get anywhere fast and he s starting to pull himself up on whatever gets in his way without worry weather it will fall on him in the process he leaves the worrying to his mamma he ll most likely be walking within a couple of months i m looking forward to that with an interesting mix of fear and pride diver dude has had two cardioversions since we got here and has his first consult for an ablation this month it s such a relief to have him in the care of a passionate and competent cardiologist i have so much more to say about meeting old friends sleepless nights the joys of solid food and the impact of medication on your sex life but alas i have no time thanks to those who stopped by to make sure all s well i still try to keep up on all your blogs but my commenting currently sucks a big fat one sloppy kisses to all of you posted by circus princess at 04 27 18 comments friday 29 july 2011 aloha tomorrow night around this time we ll be back in the states i d lie if i said i was all excited i am a little but also sad to move further away from my family and worried about the trip over worried about our pets who we ve had to rerout due to severe heat and fork up an arm and a leg to fly luckily they didn t ask for our first born worried about diver dude lifting stuff he shouldn t and hurt himself he s back in afib and worried about bubba traveling that far but we ll be ok i m sure i m just a worry wart see you back in beautiful washington state aloha posted by circus princess at 21 23 13 comments wednesday 6 july 2011 a short post with good news just a quick note from a gorgeous warm swedish summer evening bubba had a name ceremony last sunday and it was beautiful mini man was christened the same day a double whammy if you will promise to post more details later diver dude had another cardioversion here in da motherland and is back in sinus rhythm fingers crossed it stays that way toes crossed too for good measures currently hanging out with bubba at my parents cabin by the sea while diver dude is packing up our house in england for the big move back across the atlantic i feel slightly guilty slightly having a glass of wine and enjoying the night lots of love to all of you posted by circus princess at 21 29 9 comments monday 20 june 2011 one week one week of seeing my man filled with energy of rediscovering that wild twinkle in his eyes of getting reacquainted with the ants in his pants of hearing him giggle like his little boy of having my wonderful strong husband back one week of sinus rhythm yesterday he cleared out the space in the attic did a lot of heavy lifting had a beer and a cigar to celebrate father s day by the end of the day he was tired understandably so when he came home from work today he was still tired he protested when i brought out the stethoscope i listened to his heart anyway it s back after just one week the damned a fib is back fuck posted by circus princess at 18 58 14 comments tuesday 14 june 2011 shock yesterday was the day the doctors shocked diver dude s heart one time clear and his heart rhythm was a beautiful consistent beat again seeing the slow constant beating of diver dude s heart on the ekg reminded me of the joy we felt the first time we saw the quick flutter of bubba s little heart almost a year ago perfection diver dude told me this morning that for the first time in a long time he could hear his heart beat when laying on his pillow last night and that the sound that used to annoy him and keep him from going to sleep now was the most soothing and beautiful thing he ever heard no more of this please i sinus rhythm posted by circus princess at 10 54 10 comments labels diver dude heart beat older posts home subscribe to posts atom please if you happen to know me in real life please respect my privacy enjoy the stories but please don t repeat them to other people in my or your life thank you current status circus princess 37 year old swedish american woman married to 52 year old diver dude with a diagnose of azoospermia and a range of female reproductive challenges we went through one fresh ivf that resulted in an early miscarrieage and two failed fets but had a miracle happen while gearing up for ivf numero two on february 27 2011 we welcomed bubba to the world and our family a few months later diver dude was diagnosed with atrial fibrillation and dialated myocardia and we moved back to the us after three years in england to get him the care he needs currently busy chasing a very fast baby unpacking boxes painting walls and making sure my husband takes his heart medication on time view my complete profile the circus family bubba 1 week old bubba 21weeks gestation performances in fertility december 6 2003 i do may 22 2007 d s vasectomy reversal may 24 2007 first normal pap result since cervical cancer in 2001 june 2007 officially start ttc august 2007 spotting between periods obgyn says don t worry it s a good fertility sign bah painful periods october 22 2007 3 days late bfn january 2008 hormone tests taken all normal march 2008 d s 1st date with a cup low count motility and abnormal morphology not good october 9 2008 ultrasound suspected uterine polyp move from washington to england and take a break from medical issues february 2 2009 repeat ultrasound polyp cyst found in uterus february 9 2009 hysteroscopy eval confirm uterine polyp february 23 2009 hysteroscopy remove 1 5cm uterine polyp mid cycle spotting and period pains disappear april 2009 hormonal labs again still normal june 4 2009 hysterosalpingogram left tube s open right tube s a mystery august 7 2009 d s 2nd date with cup less than 2 million august 21 2009 meet fertility specialist in sweden d s 3rd cup date shows no sperm opt for ivf with icsi and pesa ivf icsi 1 october 7 2009 ivf circus begins with daily shots of 225ie gonal f october 12 2009 first u s showed 3 follicles on right side leftie was hiding increase gonal f to 300ie and add orgalutran to daily shots october 16 2009 second u s showed 6 follicles on right and 2 on barely visible leftie october 18 2009 7 30pm trigger shot of ovitrelle october 20 2009 egg retrieval 8 mature eggs and tesa since no sperm is found in epididymus using pesa october 21 200 9 5 eggs fertilized october 25 2009 1 blastocyst embryo transferred the acrobat 3 for the freezer 1 day 5 2 day 6 november 5 2009 bfp in spite of bleeding november 19 2009 spontaneous miscarriage confirmed at 6 weeks 2 days completed december 7th fet 1 february 19 2010 cd11 ultrasound to check for lead follicle 12 9mm right ovary february 22 2010 10pm cd14 positive opk february 26 2010 cd18 u s and blood test confirms ovulation february 28 2010 cd20 transfer of ice skater one day 6 blastocyst day 5 blast didn t survive the thaw march 9 2010 9dp5dt faintest of faint lines on hpt chemical march 11 2010 11dp5dt af starts bfn fet attempt 2 march 30 2010 transfer cancelled when our last blastocyst didn t survive the thaw a miracle july 6 2010 poas when bloody monster is 7 days late spontaneous bfp july 14 2010 6w heart rate 118bpm crl 4 6mm hcg 100 000 july 29 2010 8w weight 165lbs heart rate 173bpm crl 19mm august 26 2010 12w weight 164lbs heart rate 166bpm heard on doppler september 24 2010 16w bp 123 78 weight 168lbs heart rate 140bpm cervical length 5cm october 28 2010 21w anatomy scan bubba is a boy heart rate 159bpm everything a cervical length 3 5cm november 8 2010 22w4d bp 128 66 weight 172lbs heart rate 153bpm fundal height 25cm december 9 2010 27w bp 123 70 weight 178lbs heart rate 150bpm fundal height 28cm january 6 2011 30w bp 119 69 weight 180lbs heart rate 153bpm fundal height 33cm january 27 2011 34w bp 123 71 weight 181lbs heart rate 148bpm fundal height 36cm february 10 2011 36w bp 119 78 weight 183lbs heart rate 142bpm fundal height 37 5cm february 24 2011 38w bp 125 83 weight 182lbs heart rate 140bpm 1cm dialated 75 effaced strep b negative february 27 2011 baby max bubba is born at 23 29 weight 7 38lbs 3354g height 20 5 52cm kona athena k boy pooper dogster trouble snookums meow meow rat girly shitty kitty puddy they answer to many names and we love them to pieces who s who in this circus circus princess yours truly diver dude or d my better half bubba our baby boy born feb 27 2011 kona the dogster athena the kitty sister my only sibling mr sister brother in law married to sister nephew sister and mr sisters son born in july 08 mini man sister and mr sisters second son currently cooking mamma mom pappa dad farmor paternal grandmother rip feb 13 2010 mother mother in law hippie jew step dad in law spoiled brat youngest brother in law marie antoinette sister in law billy bob marie antoinette s middle son the professor marie antoinette s youngest son j girl middle bonus daughter snorkel kid j girls husband and baby daddy froggy boy j girls oldest son born july 02 sta bas j girls middle son born october 07 little man chevy j girls youngest son born january 10 party girl oldest bonus daughter lawyer lost girl estranged youngest bonus daughter dr swedish american ob gyn at military hospital in 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