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or c section that sounds scarier than it did to me at the time but ultimately we decided we might as well go ahead and not prolong the inevitable right after we made the decision the urine sample came back and showed protein levels which meant i had pre ecamplsia and dr j said we were inducing me no matter what first check around 11am dr j checked my cervix for the first time and i was at about 1 5cm 60 70 effaced and super stretchy this was a big first step in the right direction because my mom was never able to dilate and petocin did nothing for her i had good hopes that things would progress quickly but dr j did say that it would probably take until the next morning or so before we finally got to meet our little baby ellie petocin petocin officially started at 12 09pm it took the nurse 3 times to find the right vein since my arms were so swollen she couldn t see the veins on my skin during the 2nd time clayton got extremely light headed and pale so i made him go sit down rather than holding my hand luckily that was the only time he got woozy through the whole birth dr j said i could still eat some so mom headed out to get lunch from taco bell for her and me and from freddy s for clayton things were pretty chill for the afternoon every half an hour they turned it up by 2ml so that by the evening i was at the full 20ml the maximum it could be without a doctor s orders but rarely is it ordered higher i spent the afternoon watching tv for the most part my favorite go to movie when i m sick is a cinderella story and it was playing on tv my nurse reba was pretty hilarious she was just fun to talk to and kept everything light and easy going the next movie playing on that station was maid in manhatten which was pretty ironic because reba and i had had a conversation about our go to feel good chick flick movies and hers was maid in manhatten so of course she made every excuse to come in that she could tiffany came about 3 00 and we started to played monopoly deal all together second check around 3 30pm the dr came back in to check me and we were all hopeful that i had progressed even a little bit i was at about 2 8 3cm and 80 effaced progress but slow he suggested that i get up walk around bounce on the birthing ball and such to get things going the 4 of us mom clayton tiffany and i got everything hooked up to just my iv pole and headed out they had to continue to monitor the baby and my contractions because of the high amounts of petocin that i was getting clayton pushed the pole for me and we made the rounds around the nurse s station when we got back i got right on the birthing ball to try to force things down and open we played more cards hung out and talked eventually clayton put in jurassic world first attempt at breaking my water at about 5 45pm dr j tried to break my water but he was only able to scrape it a couple of times i was still at that 2 8cm i realized during this that things were much too quiet for my comfort if i didn t have the tv or music or something on while things were happening to me i told clayton that he had to make sure that there was some kind of noise every time i was being checked or my water breaking for reals or something epidural dr j had mentioned in his office that sometimes an epidural can help soften things up and relax my body to progress better the night shift nurses emily and lydia a byui student came in and started talking to me about getting that epidural started around 7pm ish i decided we might as well give it a try i clearly wasn t going far on my own at this point i was extremely concerned about getting a spinal headache but my dr and i had already discussed it and he said to just be sure and tell the anesthesiologist to double check where he was putting it in and then in the hospital to make sure that i didn t sit up too quickly or do anything too rapidly and we would be able to catch it quick if i did get one the anesthesiologist came in about 8 30pm and i made clayton turn on the tv i have no idea what was playing but it was nice to have some kind of noise rather than utter silence i sat on the edge of the bed and clayton sat directly in front of me at one point the anesthesiologist said i would feel a crackling feeling i was rather confused at this description until i felt it and suddenly i knew that crackling was the only word you could use to describe that feeling broken water at 9 30pm dr j was finally able to break my water and that feeling was almost as weird as the crackling epidural when it broke he said that i had 24 hours to have the baby before we would have to do a c section i was still only dilated to 3cm sunday may 7 2017 through the night clayton slept on the couch that folded down weird and my mom attempted to sleep on this recliner chair but i don t think she slept a wink at 12 45am the nurse checked me and i was at 3 5cm they decided to try to do a wash out where you turn the petocin completely off and then gradually increase it again when the petocin turned off my contractions started to pick up but then leveled off again they also gave me a peanut pillow to put between my legs to try to stretch me out more the nurses had to completely help me get situated every single time we turned me because my legs were completely numb at least we knew the epidural worked i threw up in the middle of the night but since i had only had ice ships to eat it was just water i was so glad there was no stomach acid with it or anything gross tasting they gave me some zofran to help some time around 2am i started to try to sleep but every time i would get completely relaxed and nearly asleep my blood pressure and the baby s heart rate would drop dangerously low they would give me adrenaline medicine to bring it back up this happened quite frequently through the rest of the night because i was so tired i vaguely remember the nurse waking me up and asking if i knew where i was or what i was doing i think because of all the medications i was getting they had to make sure i wasn t disoriented morning emily and lydia ended their shift and my new nurse was amanda she was one of the nurses that had helped check me and take my blood pressure the day before i started feeling more pressure and my contractions were more uncomfortable in the morning but at 9 30am i was still only at 4cm dr j came in and discussed the reality of having a c section i didn t seem to be progressing hardly at all it had taken me 16 hours to dilate 1cm more he said that at anytime i wanted to do it then we could just have the nurse call him and he would be right there he tried to keep things lighthearted by mentioning that he did have to read some names over the pulpit at 11 05am since he was the high councilor but at least he didn t have to teach sunday school or something i wasn t completely ready to jump there but it was settling in that that was what was more than likely going to happen he also said that if we ever say the baby in distress or me too physically exhausted then it was time to go that route after the dr left i got pretty upset i was frustrated and crying i felt like we had made the wrong decision in inducing me that day but clayton and my mom were right there reminding me that even though we did make the decision it would have happened anyway because of the protein they found in my urine they eventually got me calmed down and we put in enchanted to get my mind off of things i so badly wanted to be able to walk around or eat food but neither were an option my legs constantly felt tingly but i could move my ankles and toes and i could move my left leg pretty well i slept through most of the movie which was really good because i was so exhausted both physically and mentally i perked up a bit after my nap and was really feeling like i would be progressing progressing or c section at 12 45pm when dr j came back i was still at 4cm again he said we were welcome to wait it out but if i hadn t progressed by about 5pm then it was time to meet this baby my mom decided that if i was at a 5 by 3pm then we were good to go vaginally assuming that all of the statistics about how quickly you progress after a 5 held true for me we all decided dr j the nurse me clayton and my mom that the nurse would check me at 3pm and then make a decision after the dr and the nurse left i had another meltdown it took longer to get my spirits up after this one and i was just sure that i was going to have a c section i decided that if i hadn t progressed by 2pm we might as well just get a c section going my mom told the nurse i wanted to be checked at 2pm but she said that we were waiting until 3pm inside my head i was ticked i was almost ready to just get going with the c section right then i felt like we had wasted everyone s time and it was just time to meet our baby all of my family kimi s fam stayed in pocatello at justin s house tiffany stayed at her niece alli s troy s fam even got a hotel clayton s family were in town and the longer we waited the less likely it was that they would get to meet her since they would probably have to head back home for work and school monday morning i was just beyond devastated and emotionally done contractions not long after my meltdown i started having some serious contractions maybe at 1 30pm they lasted about an hour and a half and then the nurse got the anesthegiologist to come back in and give me extra medicine in my epidural just after that the nurse came in to check me for the 3 o clock check i didn t feel a thing but i still held my breath the whole time because i was so nervous she kind of had a funny look on her face while she was checking and then she says 6cm for me is when my fingers make a peace sign and during her pause to take a breath i was sure that she was going to say that she couldn t even get her fingers a little bit apart she continued and said i can get my fingers a little further apart than a normal peace sign so i would say you are at about a 6 5 i was eccstatic looking back now after having birth i can honestly say that i felt just as much euphoria in that moment that i felt when i was handed my baby right after giving birth it was the greatest feeling i have ever had in my life next to actually holding my baby the first time i wish that i had a picture of my face at that moment so that i knew what pure joy looked like the only thing i said in my family s group text was a 6 the next few hours were kind of a blur i m not sure exactly what happened or when but i do remember kicking everyone out at some point besides my mom and clayton because of how uncomfortable i was later i found out tiffany yes i m calling you out was complaining that everyone was being too loud and that s why i kicked them out but in all reality i was just so uncomfortable i wanted to be alone funny things i don t remember when these happened but i definitely did some funny things during labor i told my mom she was deaf multiple times i would ask her to do something or get something for me and everytime she responded with what she then was talking to tiffany and asked her to repeat something so i burst out with see mom you are deaf luckily everyone just laughed at me when things were hurting or i needed clayton there helping me through something his eyes would get really wide trying to tell me it was okay his eyes getting wide though made me feel like he was scared so i kept telling him not to open his eyes everyone kept laughing at me but i didn t know how else to explain that i just didn t want him to open his eyes as wide so it wouldn t scare me i often would just randomly fall asleep all of the time especially during hard contractions i would breathe hard through them and then pass out in between pushing dr j came in around 6pm in a white shirt and tie and checked me he goes well you re at a 10 plus so let s start pushing he threw on the big blue tarp thing while the nurse got everything ready at some point around then i threw up a couple of times so they gave me zofran and an extra dose of epidural and both my blood pressure and the baby s heart rate plummeted they started to get out oxygen for me but then i guess decided i didn t need it dr j told me all in one breath what i was oging to do to be able to push and asked if i was ready for the next contraction to start pushing i was a little concerned that i didn t know exactly what he wanted me to do so i made him say it again we started going and it actually wasn t as bad as i thought that it would be probably due to the epidural my contractions were also about 2 and a half minutes apart so i had a long break in between pushes boy meets world which dr j said was a classic was playing in the background and we were having some really random conversations like about hunting moose where dr j lived and who knows what else the whole holding my breath thing got more and more difficult the further we went along and eventually i was spitting in the doctor s face every time i breathed out whoops dr j had to use a suction to help get her around my bones the nurse once asked if i was having a boy or a girl and i said it better be a girl and everyone laughed at that i pushed for 2 hours before she finally came out and they placed her right in my arms and she immediately peed all over me no one said whether it was a girl or not so i felt the need to check i had become a little paranoid about her actually being a boy ellie louretta murdock 7 lbs 2 oz 20 5 inches placenta this is random but i was really curious about my placenta after it came out the doctor picked it up and turned it all around and flipped it inside out and told me all about it i can t relay any of that information to you now but it was really cool to look at posted by unknown at 1 15 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels our family friday may 5 2017 pregnancy fair warning this post may be long and maybe more information than you want but i mostly wanted it for myself finding out clayton and i had just barely decided that it was time to start a family so we stopped all birth control and we were so excited i didn t expect it to happen so fast for us but i am so grateful for that blessing i just can t even imagine what some people go through and the trial that is in their life we went to the eastern idaho fair in blackfoot and all of the food smells that i normally love from the western idaho fair just bothered me like crazy i felt nauseous the whole night the next morning i got the faintest line and we couldn t have been more excited i lost all of my pictures from 2016 that i didn t post on social media but i kept my pregnancy test and the line has gotten darker over time due date may 18th 1st trimester i set up my first dr appointment and after talking with the doctor for a bit about how quick i got pregnant he decided that it was very possible that i could have just been spotting from stopping my birth control so he wanted an ultras...