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colors on my mind 11 20 2009 sai baba nag champa incense typhoo tea decaf tea bags posted by colorsonmymind at 10 38 00 am 9 comments 11 19 2009 first vlog i am posting this vlog even though i feel like a dork i am committed to getting as much work done today as possible so i didn t give in to my urge to get a better angle think of something more eloquent to say etc just putting it out there inspired by denise philosophers notes posted by colorsonmymind at 11 14 00 am 31 comments 11 05 2009 november is here and like each year since my mother passed 7years ago this past march as her birthday approaches nov 21 and the days get shorter i feel sadness rising inside like smoke from a smothered fire it amazes me that the sadness and ache can be so strong my closest friend from childhood called this week to tell me that her mother just told her they found a white spot on her chest xray i feel all tumbly inside can t even make sense of the feelings some resentment comes up for me too towards myself about how much i took for granted my mothers motherly unconditional love although limited in some ways by her personality her interest in me interest on a level that only a mother could have for her child was such a gift what a treasure a mother s love the knowing that someone loves you more than anything and wants what is best for you more than anyone it feels so petty and selfish to want such things but i do i am so missing her posted by colorsonmymind at 10 59 00 am 9 comments 11 03 2009 channeling my creative force oiy i am mentally all over the place here i love the awareness that i crave creative expression yet practically it has dawned on me that there needs to be space for that to expand and come through so it is a bit much for me to plan on taking creative photographs every day and to post here about it so more modification to the portfolio project 1 daily writing for sure as this is definitely helping me to channel my creative force firstly by helping me to plan better and to get more efficient with work and life so that i have room for the creativity i crave daily writing to take the form of one of the following a morning pages b writing here c writing on business blog i am going to give this 3 day cycle a shot this is really giving me the opportunity to accept that often ideas do not come out 100 right away that it is ok to not be perfect and that i need practice in what i can and cannot take on in my life and that what i take on should be adding to the quality of my life not making me stresssed posted by colorsonmymind at 7 43 00 am 3 comments 11 01 2009 ahhh i missed a day already damn cold i am still feeling pretty yucky from a cold all three of us got last week it started with an itchy throat and then went to the chest and runny nose now i have this cough feels like some yucky stuff going on in my chest scratchy throat is back and i look and feel run down and tired seems like many many people are getting same thing adults and kids i am shocked that i have been sick twice already this fall i rarely get sick i think stress may be a factor just from being so stretched busy probably didn t help that last night i went trick or treating with my boy wearing a long tshirt only to get caught in the pouring rain about 4 blocks from our friends house and our car i can t remember the last time i felt that physically miserable luckily our boy had a blast despite it being cut short by the rain posted by colorsonmymind at 9 55 00 pm 1 comments 10 30 2009 i think the universe is sending me a message not sure what it is about but i had a rough day with some personal things going to go ruminate on these and see if things become clearer each journey kind of like a haircut should never be fully appraised until it s complete otherwise one might mistaken a miracle in the making for a setback part of tut email this morning fear is nothing more than a negative expectation think about it when you re afraid what are you imagining you re imagining what could go wrong yah if you want to get rid of the fear you ve gotta swap your negative expectation for a positive one it really is that simple part of big idea email this morning when you feel fear turn it into inspiration patient said to derek on grey s anatomy posted by colorsonmymind at 10 53 00 pm 4 comments 10 29 2009 refinding portfolio project driving down my road this afternooon i felt a sense of dread about posting today yesterday s post seemed so boring when i noticed the dread feeling i questioned myself what is my goal as i take on this project to write here every day motherhood is a big part of my life but my intention for taking on this project is not to write a journal of what i do each day but what is it then as i listened to the re finding podcast by jen a few moments ago i had a thought maybe this is about re finding my artistic playful side with my photography this will come through in all areas of my life i am sure but what i want to focus on in this project is to carve a place where i can be creative completely utterly creative with my photography for me to knead and mold the part inside of me that is my core my photography now is expressed only as part of a relationship either a relationship with my loved ones or a relationship i share with my clients and their loved ones i don t have much time to play artistically with my photography during a 2 hour session where my goal is to tell the story of them using the tools skills techniques i know how to use well but what i see happening is that there is a need for me to grow and reach and claw and struggle if i direct this into my art i believe wonderful things can come as i write this it comes together this energy drive leaks out all over my life if this life force creative energy is directed i believe that i will feel more at peace that my itch to do something will be satisfied so with a feeling similar to fear in my chest i am saying out loud that this portfolio project is about me channeling this creative force quantity over quality eeeshhh what am i getting myself into posted by colorsonmymind at 8 42 00 pm 3 comments about me name colorsonmymind photographer artist wife mother view my complete profile where to find me email thea theacoughlin com my website my business blog facebook myspace subscribe to this blog by using friends indie business alma anji inc a room somewhere boho photography bohemian girl designs boho blog banners christina simonds cottage road designs darlene s signature designs darling shoppe funky finds fractal tree gypsy wings heal grow create heather ramsey jen lemen kate swoboda kelly rae roberts keri smith l essence du monde leonie allan lucky baby marisa haedike mati rose megan creates misty mawn omondieu outi art penelope illustration pluck the petal poppytalk handmade online market revealed photography rustic relics sabrina ward harrison sanni superhero designs swirly girl tangled wings tara whitney unravelling previous posts sai baba nag champa incensetyphoo tea decaf tea bags first vlog november is here and like each year since my moth channeling my creative force ahhh i missed a day already damn cold i am still i think the universe is sending me a message not refinding portfolio project today i 1 had a friend bring me a yummy decaf am at the suggestion of many books and people i admir the portfolio project archives july 2006 june 2007 july 2007 august 2007 september 2007 october 2007 november 2007 december 2007 january 2008 february 2008 march 2008 april 2008 may 2008 june 2008 july 2008 august 2008 september 2008 october 2008 november 2008 december 2008 january 2009 february 2009 march 2009 may 2009 september 2009 october 2009 november 2009