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ttle this is why i asked you not to stanley jolted clearly not having noticed stanford come in and scowled shoulders rising defensively i m not regressed right now my mind is perfectly stop stanford cut him off jerking a hand out as if to halt his brother stanley had been about to move forward and he was currently only wearing socks it would ve been dangerous for him to move at the moment with all the glass around unfortunately stanford s yell only startled him and stanley jerked losing his grip on the carton it hit the floor and orange juice went everywhere making even more of a mess stanley stepped back to escape the juice spray bumping into the counter behind him his elbow knocked into some dirty dishes that were sitting next to the sink and the bowl on the top of the pile wobbled and fell breaking on the floor uh oh stanley mumbled reaching to steady the rest of the dishes just stop stop stanford yelled hands in his hair as frustration overtook him stop moving stanley froze stanford let out a wordless growl how is it you re so uniquely able to cause such a disaster is breaking things your only talent you re a walking hazard he stormed forward because of course he was going to have to clean it up stan had no shoes on and would just cause a bigger mess if he tried and wasn t that always how it was even when they were young stanford cleaning up the messes stanley made stanford reached to grab his brother how about you just stanley flinched he flinched and stanford paused taking in the wide eyes and anxious expression the hunched shoulders and tense stance stanley was cowering away he looked afraid as if he thought stanford was going to stanford jerked back as if burnt anger dying down in the face of his brother s fear stanley s eyes went soft and teary his lip wobbling stanford felt his stomach sink as right in front of him stanley mentally regressed to the state of a little boy and began to cry great great he d yelled at his brother and caused him to trauma regress good going stanford what a genius he was stanford shifted uncomfortably hesitant to try reaching out again he wasn t even sure what he would do if he could how could he make stanley feel better cautiously he raised a hand stanley stanley took off running yelping halfway out of the kitchen as he stepped on glass stanley stanford shouted worriedly he made to run after stanley but froze looking at the mess on the floor he really should no stanley was more important right now he was his brother s guardian and it was his job to make sure stanley was alright 99 notes may 18th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink wheretimegoestodie allright came back wrong trope but the character knows that they came back wrong they re so acutely aware of how different they are now from how they were before that it drives them fucking insane they re stuck trying to return to somebody that s long dead they can never be the person they once were everybody around them knows it deep down they know it too but they re trapped in a cycle of their own making of trying to revive someone that no longer exists 57 813 notes may 16th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink star light artist star light artist rereading journal 3 makes me so emotional cause what do you mean that in between the light hearted wacky episodes ford was wishing he could tell stanley about the rift but he felt like he couldn t trust anyone because when he asked fiddleford for help he was left alone with the demon and when he asked stan he was pushed into 30 years of misery he feels like he ruined both of their lives and that his life was ruined by them and that he is meant to be alone in life no matter how much it hurts cause it s what he deserves for once helping bill his martyr complex feels more like suicidal ideation he felt like it s his responsibility to save the world alone and that he can t ever open up to stan about anything he s failing in or he ll be mocked and sabotaged further he finally opens up to dipper but trusting anyone feels so hard for him there was so much internalized victim blaming that he couldn t trust his family with his trauma ford really believed that he had to be alone in life so much in order to be a hero that he never believed the zodiac to be possible until working with others was his literally last hope he feared trusting anyone that much ford learning that everything would be okay if he would just open up to his family and trust them with everything broken inside of him was the most perfect ending this book could ve had it really added so much depth to the very quickly paced finale of the show ford s family really saved him from himself it s easy to see gravity falls as a story of a faustian deal and a man making his own hell or a gateway to it at least but i see a drowning man who learned that his family loved him after a lifetime of thinking no one ever would he literally battles his demons wins and gets to come out on the other side to realize how loved he is originally posted by forduary 115 notes may 15th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink dark lord of awesomeness anonymous asked reading the new chapter of highway to home made me think a lot about the line the thought of seeing his brother unable to feel anything but fear made his stomach twist and its possibilites so i kept imagining what if stan talked to ford earlier and so only a portion of his emotions got eaten after stan got saved he lost the ability to feel fear guilt shame and love basically he became everything ford thought of him after the science fair betrayal an inconsiderate jerk that doesn t care about the consequences of his actions and only thinks about himself that s why at first he didn t even suspect something was wrong with his brother it was just him being his usual ungrateful asshole but deep down he knew something was off thinking about a person being a certain way and them actually being that way are two different things after all even fiddleford an outsider to all of this could tell stan was being off he was moving and acting all energetic and boisterous but there was a hollowness in his eyes if you stare just long enough stan on the other hand felt like a huuuge weight got released off his shoulders a type of freedom he didn t experience in ages if ever there s nothing to fear or long anymore earning millions doesn t matter anymore acceptance doesn t matter anymore forgiveness doesn t matter anymore family doesn t matter anymore he can finally breathe when he says he doesn t need anyone this time he means it and it s the best feeling ever he feels empty dark lord of awesomeness answered oh that would hurt just enough stan to function as a pale version of himself but not enough to actually be himself just the guy people think he is this would be a rough one as while ford might be able so sense something s off it d be a while until he figured out what exactly and not until after they d had several fights because this stan has enough to be angry and get in fords face about fords yelling but not enough to care if he hurts fords feelings or admits to things he s done ford would still do his best to ward stan but he d have a harder time convincing stan to wear the wards and stan s jerky attitude make it hard to keep wanting in this case fiddleford becomes the mvp not having enough personal connection to be furious with stan s attitude and enough separation to see that stan s been through something traumatizing and is probably working through something then eventually bringing up the fact that something might be wrong with him it d probably be the lack of love or fear that would tip them off because if stan s love is missing then he doesn t care about anything not just ford but money or fame or his car and he isn t afraid of anything either so all it d take was one incident where his life is in some kind of danger like trying to climb out a window to get out of a moving house to admit that he hasn t felt afraid of anything since ford yoinked him or shamed or embarrassed or a lot of anything actually its kinda great all the awful feelings he s felt are gone and now he can do what he wants cue ford being horrified stan s basically been walking around with missing pieces and it took him this long to notice 57 notes may 13th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink dark lord of awesomeness anonymous asked hmmm what if ford after bill s endless torture on him he almost gave up but he remembered stanley so what if he calls him for the first time in 10 years and the last time too its not gonna hurt anyone is it besides stanford missed stanley so much hearing his voice after all this time is gonna bring him some peace and the loop happens but to ford of course stanley is gonna save him somehow dark lord of awesomeness answered ohohoh hehehehe so i see what you re doing here stanford wakes up mid bill joy ride outside right by a payphone and he remembers stan s commercial has some loose change in his pockets he s feeling weak and he just wants to hear stan s voice just once doesn t want to talk or call for help just something puts in the change dials away stan answers and he panics how stupid of him he can t drag stan into this can t let himself bend or break under bill s torment he ll figure this out on his own and thus gets stuck in a loop while stan s motel phone is getting blasted except for one thing bill is also here bill is here and he s got eyes everywhere including fords he s not gonna let this thing eat ford he needs ford that nerds the only one who can open the portal and make bill s dreams come true and stan unlike ford is not going to try and outlast an ever ringing phone that thing rings a few too many times in a row with no one talking and he s taking it off the hook its the middle of the night he s tired he s lost control of his life and he s not going humor some dumb kids harassing him because of his commercials takes the phone off falls asleep and bam bills here because even if stan can t save ford he s got the same eyes and can at least unlock the door to the basement convinces stan that he s real and that fords in danger by telling him to answer the phone and tell the person bill says hello see what happens well stan does that because that was a weird dream in the middle of his power nap of like five minutes and he s got nothing else going on so why not then he gets yelled at by ford for a few minutes until the loop resets and oh no that dream dorito was right and fords in danger and he s miles away and and ford resets and through a few trial and error calls stan manages to get ford to give him a general idea of what they re dealing with and how to save him one thing though everything stan needs is at fords house in oregon thats 20 hours away ford doesn t have that much time so stan s listening to his brother call him over and over helpless to do anything but its still early it hasn t even been an hour since ford got eaten there has to be something stan can do from here gets a genius idea if he says so himself this thing feeds on negative energy and its eating ford s helplessness and misery all stan has to do is cheer ford up make him unappealing get it to spit him out so stan starts answering the phone with jokes starts out with saying he knows its ford reminding him of the good times making him snort then chuckle get a few laughs here and there messes up once or twice gets yelled at but he s got a good rythem but he s running out of material and he keeps getting calls he has to do something big something that ll really bring up fords spirits takes a deep breath answers the phone and apologizes finally says he s sorry that he knows he ruined fords life and its all his fault but he never meant for it to go this way that he was scared he still is and he misses ford knows he s having a rough time but no matter what stan will be there if ford needs him together forever he loves him phone disconects then doesn t ring stan s anxiously staring at it too terrified to leave just in case something he can t drive to oregon to do anything but but maybe cue break down as stan tries to grapple with the fact that ford might be dead which means when ford calls him again ten minutes later from his home phone stan s a blubbery mess too used to grabbing the phone for the last however long he d been sitting there to remember he s a sobbing mess and thats super embarrassing they have longer not cut off talk where fords still kind of out of it and stan s so relieved he isn t dead he s become a puddle then stan hightails it to oregon the moment ford says he s fine actually don t worry about bill he s got it somehow ford is surprised when stan appears at his door twoish days later like they didn t just have a whole thing over the phone where ford almost died ford figured stan had helped plenty while stan is now glued to fords side until the dorito guy is dorito dust and to make sure nothing tries to eat ford again he s gonna learn so much magic mumbo jumbo so he never feels so useless ever again and there s nothing ford can do to stop him 120 notes may 13th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink artistredfox anonymous asked given the spam reblogging of need to bite i am now obligated to ask you for vampire centric gravity falls recs i read the dark lord of awesomeness s ones a while back and loved them but i struggle to find vampire werewolf gf content i haven t already read please help me fix this tragedy artistredfox answered okay okay let me see hmmm vampires vampires vampires alt ah here we go keep reading i was too nervous to post off anon but this is really nice tysm for the great recs i can t wait to check them all out 8 notes may 9th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink kindkyber kindkyber whatever doctor looked at these x rays and indicated ford has postaxial ulnar polydactyly should be fired he clearly has central polydactyly if you lopped off the finger that s circled he d had 2 middle fingers and no pinky doctors in the 1950s 454 notes may 8th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink dark lord of awesomeness gliychra asked stan gets cursed so he can only say letters of the alphabet dark lord of awesomeness answered goooood this is so funny mostly because it wouldn t change stan s life overly much he d switch up to schemes that don t involve talking and work on his sign language but it would change the basement scene so much stan nods and silently works his way through his interaction with ford all they way to the basement hears fords speal about taking the journal away and angrily shouts individually one letter at a time thats it you called me here just to send me away he gets maybe halfway through before fords cutting in with stanley what are you doing i m he does have to spell out the word apostrophe or say i am there is no other alternative he has to ...