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a city girl goes country a city girl goes country and takes her family along for the ride tuesday february 4 2014 lost change here it is february and i have missed writing writing is good therapy i had forgotten that i write in my journal and that helps my mom always taught me to write what i feel in my journal the good the bad and yes even the ugly i d rather write it down than let it fester and eat me up inside so if you were to read my journal one day i hope it is not until i leave this earthly life but if you read it somethings are good some are alright some are sad some may even make you mad but it is how i feel and see the world around me we all have our own truth and my journal is mine yes my husband has read some of my journals and he still loves me and personally to me he is the only one that matters all that being said in the last 4 1 2 months i have not written much not in my journal not here grief is a strange thing it creeps in at the strangest times it loves to surprise me just when i think i have it under control it is there once again so i am taking this grief and embracing it i am writing it 2013 was the year of lost change change can be good change can help us grow change helps us to move from point a to point b and change can lead to better things i am usually enjoy a little change i love new experiences i love going to new places and seeing new faces yes change can be good this year for whatever reason change came with loss a loss of a friend a loss of a job a loss of a dear friends husband a loss of a mother a loss of a cousins son a loss of an aunt yes heaven has some amazing angels with losses came much change a graduation a mission call a move a new school year four kids in four different schools a step down from teaching love the kids but my family needs me more a new job a missionary a move new schools new city the best change is that of our missionary elder cottrell is growing and changing with each letter as hard as it is to let go letting him go into the mission field is easier than just letting him go change has helped me focus on the blessings that i have i must use these blessing to help with my grief oh how i miss my mom she was a good one but now i will embrace my sadness for a moment and remember that i was blessed to have a mother who showed those around her that she loved them grief has allowed me time to reflect on all that is good tears because of all the good that will be missed 2014 will be the year of gratitude how can it not with all my angels looking out for me posted by marnie at 10 05 am 2 comments friday october 11 2013 and life goes on wow this ride is at times a little more bumpy than i like don t get me wrong i love a good roller coaster here for the most part i can look back and say i did it i made it i can learn from this i can move on this time my heart hurts and i have questioned why a lot it has been almost a month since my mom took her last breath a month since i held her hand as she passed from this earth a month since i left my family here in texas thinking i would be back in a few days when grandma was back on her feet a month since i stood with my dad and siblings asking heavenly father to give us the strength we need to let her go i miss her i grieve for my dad i grieve for my children i grieve for my siblings i grieve for me i have had to stop myself the past few weeks from calling her phone because i knew she would have the answer just days before i flew to knoxville i was talking to her on the phone about a few things going on in my life and her word were so reassuring oh sis things will work out they always do not sure how this is the working out part i know there is a greater plan than the one i have and sometimes my course needs to be corrected a bit just didn t want this do we ever i have had an amazing earthly mother for almost 42 years she raised me to be who i am today and for that i am blessed i will write more about her passing and services but tonight i am going to cry again yes even the ugly snot cry that juli told me is best to do in the shower last family picture before they left on their mission to knoxville tn may 2013 posted by marnie at 5 29 pm 1 comment tuesday july 16 2013 birthday season begins this week begins the season of birthdays for our family peyton and nate share a birthday week within six days we enjoy two birthday dinners one mac and cheese the other monte cristo sandwiches yum two birthday cakes one chocolate the other lemon yum there will be no dieting this week i will celebrate my oldest and youngest sons birth 18 years ago i became a mom that same boy will make me a missionary mom 10 years ago i became a mom to a little boy who would show his mom how fasting prayer and faith work both will be serving missions peyton has been on one for a long time glad nate will get a chance to be like his little brother love you boys peyton and nate happy birthday peyton peyton practicing his photography my missionaries happy birthday nate posted by marnie at 2 08 pm 1 comment saturday june 29 2013 from 5 to 18 in a blink of an eye graduation has come and gone and i m still recovering where did the time go when nate was little steve and i use to talk about all the amazing things he was going to do and how we wanted him to do it all now yes first time parents are a little crazy why did i want to rush it it s here is he ready am i he thinks he is he is the one trying to rush i am trying to slow it down it s too late a few pictures to document this great adventure we are on life and graduation he looks so thrilled what a handsome young man graduation cap hair and dad trying not to be emotional she is thrilled this is not a day dedicated to her graduate and family family thanks for the support 3 graduates now we are on to our next destination in life a mission nate will report to the mtc in provo ut to prepare him to teach the gospel to the people in mexico mexico city southeast mission and he thought life was going to get easier leaving home we love you nate you will do great things posted by marnie at 2 22 pm 1 comment tuesday june 11 2013 what a month it has been it is strange to me that the last month of school is crazy everything is due everyone preforms and this year we threw in a graduation it is at times like these when i wonder how moms with fewer kids cope i m sure they are busy just less maybe so here is our month in pictures cams final football game cams last band concert last pink dolphin soccer game mase in pop show nate singing his solo for the last time at pop show prom my final kindergarten awards 4th grade awards singers company dancing divas graduation more to come later it is a blessing to be a mom a busy blessing posted by marnie at 12 21 pm no comments monday may 20 2013 to a life that never sleeps it seems that it was just moments ago when i became a mom i am the imperfect mom who became the mom of a perfect boy who once was this has grow into this he did it he taught me to be a better mom he is a thinker an observer of the world around him kind loyal quiet honest i am going to miss this guy it s hard for moms to grow up posted by marnie at 8 46 pm no comments sunday march 17 2013 happy sunday today i was in charge of sharing time teaching a group of children from ages 3 to 11 at church i love being around all of children they can bring a sweet spirit to my sunday i sure when the savior comes again he will go to primary children s church first my topic today was on the blessings of the resurrection we talked about how christs disciples were sad when he died we talked of those who have come before us who have died and how we are sad too we talked of how sad mary must have felt when she went to the tomb to find it empty then how mary felt when moments later she recognized the saviors voice calling her by name the blessing of the resurrection is that we all will live again i will one day see my sweet friend that left this world far to soon i will visit with my grandma o who i still miss everyday but most of all i will meet the father in law i have never met the man whose influence is still felt today sunday is the day that continues to renew my spirit get me ready for the next week and helps me remember that i can always be better than i am today what a blessing it is to celebrate the easter season again to renew to be better sure helps me deal with the toilet that leaked all night flooding the bathroom hall and managed to seep through the ceiling to the living room downstairs good times happy sunday posted by marnie at 3 38 pm no comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom who am i marnie i am an all american country girl enjoying the country life what i thought would be a slower pace here in the country has turned out to be just as busy with a little more driving when i am not teaching kindergarten washing dishes cooking folding the never ending laundry pile getting tomorrows lesson plan ready i can be found with a book in hand searching for a quiet spot to read a little most nights i end up in my room it is a quiet place most weekends my prince charming takes me to dinner for a little conversation and if a new action film is out we catch a show all in all i love this rodeo ride called life even with all its ups and downs isn t it the thrill that keeps us going view my complete profile grace noun beauty or charm of form composition movement or expression an attractive quality feature manner a sense of what is right and proper decency thoughtfulness towards others goodwill favor faith the future is as bright as your faith pres monson i can do all things through christ which strengthen me philippians 4 13 family and friends bill and becky jenn b what would she be like heidi the end returning home mission reunion sam and lisa heidenreich family where to begin fern and tyler for i am fernicus liz and chris tender mercies and too much driving rachel and ben opposition deshelle sheesh has 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