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every day is a gift from god every day is a gift from god am i living each day to the fullest isaiah 41 13 nkjv for i the lord your god will hold your right hand saying to you fear not i will help you saturday march 03 2012 the point of no return u know when u stretch a piece of rubber band it s supposed to return to its original shape and size when u let go and when it doesn t it has passed the point of no return i feel somewhat like that tonight today lately when tiredness and exhaustion kick in nothing has any meaning any more it s like i m so tired sleep doesn t seem to help i m so tired that when i tell myself to rest i don t seem to understand the meaning of the word rest anymore and when i m so tired the extent of how meaningless life seems to me scares me o god help barista cq ur service 11 28 pm no comments tuesday november 22 2011 39 days left that s it another 39 days and 2011 will be history for this particular kairos course running in eefc what really left an impression was when i did chap 4 it s as if god put those words in my mouth to say it to me in a way that will sink in for me history is his story he s still writing his story today with our lives what story is he writing with yours i think i ve been in an ugh state lately lotsa reasons the most obvious one would be the reno going on in the house it s quite disruptive to have the whole house in chaos but with a room i know so well my fort my refuge and shelter to hide in it s not so bad you can tear down the whole house i have my room and we agreed to leave my room as it is or so i thought i was totally unprepared and shocked when i got home one day to find my room in chaos too in all honesty i cried it was difficult i wondered why i was so emo about something that s not such a big deal i think i found the answer he has to shake me out of my comfort zone tear down everything before he could give the walls a new coat of paint and do proper rebuilding hmmmmm the room is kinda back to normal now 80 but being the meticulous person i am that little 20 of order or more accurately the lack of kinda malfunctioned me i get home back to my room to sit on my bed and wonder what to do with myself sure there s lots on the mental to do list but with things out of the usual order i m lost the poor cat suffered too we had to call her home every night when reno first started she couldn t eat she d walk around up and down looking bewildered and lost she couldn t even recognise her bed eventually she slept on the only part of the house that wasn t touched it s like the great east japan earthquake that struck in march this year i shudder to think how the people felt this is not even 1 of what they had to go through and their lives are still being rebuilt today not being able to do much i find myself returning to this blog my cat has returned to her bed once again my house will too i just need motivation and discipline to start restoring that 20 back to order maybe after kairos 39 more days i wonder what story is he writing is this the way he wants it written how will it link to the future chapters there s lots to think about barista cq ur service 10 15 pm no comments new black coffee lab it s so refreshing to find a place like this near home http www newblackcoffeelab com home at 5pm on a weekday only 2 tables were occupied that was nice for a change crowded cafes are not very conducive for me time i read enjoyed a 50 off latte with nice music playing in the background had a little chat with the person manning the place he has a partner who went to nz and did barista certification there wish i had the guts to do that myself when i was there he used to be a salaryman too but came out to open this cafe out of interest and passion somewhere sometime for some people dreams do come true barista cq ur service 10 06 pm no comments friday november 04 2011 god is bigger than my circumstances he s sovereign is he not but no matter what my head tries to tell my heart this is how i really feel i can t help but wonder how much more does my head need to brainwash my heart heartwash before i will stop feeling like this jesus said 28 come to me all you who are weary and burdened and i will give you rest 29 take my yoke upon you and learn from me for i am gentle and humble in heart and you will find rest for your souls matthew 11 it is the eye of faith that will allow me to see beyond the circumstances but i lack this faith o god help me to see things from your perspective barista cq ur service 7 26 pm no comments thursday september 15 2011 new motivation to blog siqin san do you know any famous bloggers in malaysia there is a programme to send them to japan to blog about the reconstruction of the disaster zone there s so many out there how will you decide why don t you just send me to japan hahaha so now i ve got a new reason to blog barista cq ur service 4 57 pm no comments friday august 19 2011 a confession i had decaff ed coffee yesterday gasp needless to say i was disappointed what was i thinking anyway harbouring unspoken expectation of being kicked when the kicking agent s been removed it was a cup of a cup of of milky stuff yikes but i couldn t help it i love my beauty sleep too hello looks like i m blogging again barista cq ur service 4 07 pm no comments thursday august 18 2011 de activated something caught my eye today while i was digging up old stuff it wasn t that long ago really but how things have changed have we been de activated have i been de activated i m not sure what the future holds but i have to keep reminding myself at least i know who holds my future hmmmm do i really barista cq ur service 1 19 pm no comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom psalm 32 8 nkjv i will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go i will guide you with my eye missed out a post 2012 1 mar 1 the point of no return 2011 9 nov 3 sept 1 aug 2 jan 3 2010 50 dec 2 nov 4 oct 4 sept 1 aug 9 jul 3 jun 4 may 1 apr 5 mar 8 feb 7 jan 2 2009 83 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