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y we be blessed with great health strength and patience in this holy month to perform extra deeds and may this be our best ramadhan ever posted by dalam dakapan ibu at 7 25 am 6 comments labels celebrations puasa friday july 23 2010 patience my girls this time my hasya and my haifa managed to practically act on how to be truly patient they learned how it felt to wait for something they really wanted to happen they also learned how to maintain their cool with their friends whenever the topic they so badly wanted to hear was brought up they managed the stressful period of 1 week so well kudos hasya and haifa yes they so badly wanted to watch eclipse but their ayah and ibu told them that they could only watch the movie when my hanna s back for the weekend break of course lah i could bring them to watch the movie when it was out and watch it again later with hanna but it wouldn t be fun for hanna to watch it with people who d blurt out what the next scene would be like hahahaha i m proud of you girls posted by dalam dakapan ibu at 2 10 pm no comments wednesday july 14 2010 to raihana to my beautiful friend my confidante i know it s hard for you to accept what s happening in your life right now the life you thought would be void of cruelty and madness i know it s even harder for you to wear that fake smile to show the world that you re not hurting i know it hurts dear it hurts so bad that even i can feel your pain if only we could go back to change things to the way we want them to happen if only that could be done mistakes are made i know but it depends on how they happened how severe those mistakes were how ugly the actions were that you d want to puke and cringe just thinking about them how dirty the mistakes were that they can t be erased with anything except taubat only taubat will be the answer but the person who made those mistakes will have to give his all but did he or will he after all these years and after all those so called mistakes will he change i know you re a giver dear you re the kind of person who d give the shirt off her back you believe that people can change for the better you re willing to take the risk thus you ignored everything around you the others who love you those who care for you those who re part of you in the whole episodes of your life sigh there are so many things i want to say to you but i just don t want to lose you sigh posted by dalam dakapan ibu at 1 53 pm 10 comments labels sad times wednesday july 7 2010 hanna mrsm i was cleaning my drawer last night when i saw 6 movie ticket stubs we watched the movie last year at sunway pyramid and i still remember one incident while queuing up to get that tickets i was waiting with my hanna when she recognized this guy in the same queue she went ibu itu sam bunkface i asked her are you sure very sure lah ibu came the answer so i went like you really want to buy his cd so why don t i ask him jangaaaan ibu malu hahaha i was just bluffing and there hanna was trying to make herself invisible for having a daring mom like me i saw her face reddened my god my 11 yo daughter really thought i was gonna embarrass her since sam and his pretty girlfriend were like two feet away when the line went the corner i sakat hanna some more i whispered let me take his picture with my phone you definitely wanna post this in fb and myspace jangaaaaaan ibuuuuuuu pleeeeeezz nooooo and she turned away malu for sure so i said oklah but i did snap twice when they were waiting for their popcorns i know hanna would like to tayang to her two sisters hasya and haifa later on alahai teringat my hanna who is now away from me in a boarding school up north since end of march sigh i miss you double sigh you see when she took the upsr exam last year just to be fair i told her that she d only be applying for mrsm and not other schools so i didn t get online to apply for sbp for her when the upsr results were out i have to fulfill my promise so with a heavy heart i filled out the mrsm form for her and send it to mara hoping that she wouldn t get in the mrsm results came out in february 2010 and she wasn t selected i was happy yay i gotta keep my baby at home hanna was ok since initially she didn t give much thought about mrsm anyway she was happy with her friends and the school that she went was just around the corner unlike some of my friends who appealed to mara we didn t i just told her it s all fated that you didn t get to go to mrsm remember allah knows what s best for you it was a month later when dear hubby called me in the office telling me that somebody from mrsm called him and asked him to check mara s website regarding hanna i was surprised to see the online offer letter from mrsm and that she had to register at the mrsm in less than two weeks she was included in the second intake for form one students to be enrolled in one mrsm up north that was a tough decision to make should i let her go how about the classes she s been taking like swimming taekwondo piano squash and the guitar lesson she s just started would she be ok like me when i was 12 finding my way in mrsm kulim in 1979 would she find great friends like i did would she learn the many tastes of life like i had my friends in fb gave their opinions so did my parents and my siblings there were pros and cons but mostly pros most would say that it would be for her future her education so that the path for her to go on will be there once she finishes high school but i knew then that whatever it was it would all be up to me to decide since hanna herself couldn t decide the thing was i ve always told myself ever since the kids were just babies that i would never let the children leave the house until they re done with their spm and further their studies elsewhere not in a million years would i send them to boarding schools it was a yes and no decisions in the next 4 days until one day while on our way to kluang to see my mil dear hubby and i discussed again and he said something like it s kinda funny to me when you don t want hanna to go to mrsm and yet you were schooled there you should know how great it was yes i had been selfish i wanted her with me just because so what should i say to her now that she s got the offer what about it s all fated that you did get to go to mrsm remember allah knows what s best for you so i decided to let her go she s now away from me in her mrsm it s tough you know especially during birthdays when she wasn t around to share the birthday cakes like going to the cinema to catch a good film or eating her favorite food and drinking her favorite drink or walking passed her favorite store in a mall all would always come to hanna sure will love this it s been more than 3 months since and i m getting used to her not being around the house now i can t remember how many trips we ve made up north to visit her or how many phone calls she made to me she learns how to take care of her things now washes her own clothes gets up in the mornings on her own tidies her own bed and locker sweeps the floor irons her clothes and manages her own time these are all new to her since at home these are all done by the maid everytime i see her she looks more mature than my previous visit but i guess she s still pretty much smitten with sam bunkface hahahaha we love you hanna take care of yourself ok posted by dalam dakapan ibu at 1 25 pm 8 comments labels hanna movies mrsm parenting ramblings school thursday april 29 2010 haifa s 8th birthday it s been a while since my last posting so many things got in the way but today i just have to write yes today s a very important day for my darling haifa she s 8 today april the 29th no request for rabbits this year hahaha she said she wanted a new bike the one she s been cycling in and around the house was from her 6th birthday i asked her what are you gonna do with two bikes no answer just a shrug hasya quickly said that she d take haifa s old bike so that we could buy haifa a new one oh you re so sweet hasya but it just didn t make sense having two girls cycling in and i mean in the house it would just be too chaotic lah so i tried to convince her how about a new watch since she lost her watch her birthday present for her 7th birthday only months after getting it i thought it would be better to have a new one lucky that she agreed phew i was actually feeling this guilt these past two weeks haifa wanted to have a birthday party with clown and balloons at home since we were very busy on weekends with trips up north to see my hanna at a boarding school and swimming trainings for hasya and haifa i convinced her to have the party done at any mcd kfc restaurants around our area as easy as one to consume a small bowl of creme brulee she agreed it was when i started calling and visiting these outlets that i realized that i was too late to make a booking for haifa s party thus the sad news kesian haifa so it was a simple celebration at home just now the cake cutting and the picture taking it felt rather incomplete without hanna around but we just have to get use to it for now so here s a birthday wish for my darling haifa haifa ayah and ibu will always make do a for you for your life to be filled with great health and wealth undying love and happiness sweet success beautiful imaan and wonderful friends and families we know that you re full of potentials so do what you think you can do best ok remember that we love you so very much we love you haifa happy birthday cake from lea oven as usual memang sedap cantik posted by dalam dakapan ibu at 10 35 pm 5 comments labels celebrations love monday march 1 2010 an update on asrama donni remember donni john duin donni was 11 when he took his own life in march 2007 so that he could ease the suffering of his mother and replace his mother s weak heart with his it was during our 30th killerbatch reunion at taman equestrian putrajaya on the 7th february 2009 that this idea of kulim to kiulu k2k for asrama donni was tabled out at that time i was somehow skeptical eh boleh ke ni so many things to do la how to get rm250k etc but who d ever thought that it would become a reality k2k project initiated by us the ex students of mrsm kulim 1979 1983 aka killerbatch is actually a fun raising project to build a dormitory for the underprivileged high school students of smk tun fuad stephens in kiulu tamparuli sabah who have to walk miles across the rivers and jungles for hours before they can reach their school with the dormitory these students will no longer have to endure those exhausting long walks anymore the journey that killerbatch took to realize not only their dream but the dream of hundreds of students back in kiulu sabah was full of adventures and lively of colors along the way new friendships were made and new paths were taken everything was indeed remarkable and at the end of the road countless huggings hand shakings phone calls emails teh tarik dos brain storming sessions smiles laughters sweat and tears could fill the ocean spread between kulim to kiulu such precious experience priceless how did we get the fund apart from the generous donors companies families friends and even strangers killerbatch participated in 3 major events through out the 12 months tune talk i miss him so much and ghazal party queen kulim to kiulu charity series started off with us participating in the tune talk competition which was on from june to august 2009 with k2k as its cause it wasn t easy doubling up the votes but with the help of our family and friends especially those from sabah credit corporation we managed to win the first prize of rm50k not bad for a beginner the second was i miss him so much art charity where we teamed up with our good friend galeri chandan held at galeri chandan from 30th september to 12th october 2009 around 40 generous local artists participated in the exhibition and more than rm200k worth of artworks were sold it was a huge success datuk mukhriz officiated imhsm and attended gpq such a great person the final part of the charity drive series was ghazal party queen which i ll elaborate more here held at taman budaya from 5th to 8th february 2010 gpq was a restaging of an award winning play with 8 killerbatch and angka angkatan karyawan aktif kuala lumpur as its cast it was based on a true story of one pak teh nan a famous former ghazal party queen in sungai bakat during the day he worked as a paddy farmer and at night a graceful belly dancer in ghazal party pak teh was in love with kamariah and nobody knew of their love affair he was broken apart when kamariah was married off to his own bestfriend pak din indeed it was a sad night for pak teh when he had to perform his ghazal dance during their wedding kenduri to further crush him to pieces pak teh was accused of something he didn t do that was the last dance he d ever done the hurtful dance i loved the play especially that munah character so entertaining gpq some of the cast which include aishah the big hearted singer munah is the one in the short black kebaya hmmhh the project is now at the end of the road looking back at the road we ve taken i would say that alhamdulillah kulim to kiulu is a success despite some criticisms made by certain quarters regarding the project killerbatch stood tall to endure the sour remarks and other challenges with wonderful people with visions in the team giving their best in everything they did and those not in the team but giving everything their support and encouragement asrama donni is now complete yeap the official opening will be on 17th april 2010 insyaallah tyt tun datuk seri panglima ahmadshah abdullah and datuk mukhriz mahathir among others will be attending the ceremony as well as killerbatch families and friends it is such a great honor for me to be an iota part of the project we are very much thankful to so many people especially k2k partners sabah credit corporation galeri chandan cimb foundation and tun ahmadshah foundation friends from ansara galeri chandan tune talk and angka our teachers from mrsm kulim killerbatch families and friends and those who supported the project by helping in so many ways thank you let s hope that more asrama donnis will be built to help other kids around tanah tumpah darah kita ini posted by dalam dakapan ibu at 5 49 pm 6 comments labels killerbatch mrsm school wednesday february 10 2010 missing my flight january s gone and now it s already february that first month of the year passed me by ever so quickly like a blink of an eye i ve been trying to write for quite some time but there were many things that got in the way errr a lame excuse huh january has been an easy month to begin with with the kids starting schools especially my hanna who is now in a secondary school i didn t apply the sbp for her but i did fill out the mrsm forms and sent them to mara and ansara after her upsr results was out hanna didn t say anything to me regarding mrsm we both thought the same thing just wait and see when 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