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t more than 10 years old his mother was worried that he won t make it through the night seeing how his son was admitted and intubated put a tube into his airway in the icu he was fine and was subsequently transferred into acute cubicle where i had to look after him i had explained what i understood about the illness to the mother because she still had some confusion everything happened so fast she didn t remember anything anyone told her about it i carefully explained it to her for a while and she was glad to hear my explanation i think i did a great job explaining in the following days eventually this boy got discharged from the ward and as usual i was doing my work in some other parts of the ward the mother came looking for me and had personally thanked me for treating her son and i told her there is no need to thank me and that it was my job to help her son she refused to acknowledge that i was doing it because of my job and she felt i did it because i was sincere there are other patients who did the same and those are the times when all the hard work and long hours was all worth it everyday i sat in my car just before i leave work for home i would sit back and think of the long day that i had and think about the patients i had seen its just an amazing feeling knowing that i had made a small tiny difference in their lives and that is more than enough for me posted by mr nobody at 19 29 1 comment monday 24 march 2014 prayers for mh370 today the prime minister of malaysia datuk najib razak announced that the flight of mh370 ended tragically over the south indian ocean over the course of two weeks of scrutiny and agonizing wait the search and rescue that had covered a size as large as australia has finally come to bear fruit hope and despair mutually exist and one does not reign over the other while we always hope for the best for flight mh370 there was always room for despair it is a heartbreaking scene even by looking at photos of families wailing and calling for their loved one to come home we never thought of losing someone we love and that always caught us unprepared even worse while surely we know that flight mh370 s time is running out they are permitted with a hope that it is not yet in times of difficulty i admire the spirit of our people we may not have known each other the people on board and those who waited eagerly for news of the flight on the ground but we were so close to one another spiritually that we felt that we had to put aside our differences and come together to help the families and those who cared to go through such difficult and scrutinizing moment like in the shadows of darkness there was a glimpse of light shining through my sincere thoughts and prayers to the fellow people on board of flight mh370 and to their families may god give you peace and the strength to go through such moments that the whole world is watching disclaimer i do not intend to make a light out of a devastating situation it is merely an observation through social medias and news all stated in this post are my opinions this post were not intended in any way to cause harm or psychological impacts to the readers of this blog posted by mr nobody at 22 59 1 comment wednesday 8 may 2013 an inspiring man i met it s been ages now but i wanted to share something with you guys i m sorry i didn t wrote sooner rather than later i haven t had the time to write i met this man who was taking care of his mother in a ward he is in his mid 20s barely older than me but one look you knew there was a deep feeling in his eyes thoughts racing in his mind when i came to the bed where he was sitting beside he stood up and offered a handshake quite unusual for someone his age to be doing that to a man with a labcoat in a hospital from my experience they would just stop whatever they re doing and sit helplessly as if a police or someone in authority came but he was just fearless i would say not that i was being intimidating or anything i was being friendly he asked for my name and i told him what he asked along with consent i saw his mother was too ill to talk but yet she smiled she smiled even though you could see the effort she has to make just to smile i pulled up the curtains and started the history taking just few minutes then the son said let s talk someplace else so i walked with him to another place some sort of a lobby you could say i sat there with him in front of me and we started talking we talked about the clinical stuffs first the timeline of his mother s illness and the treatment she got which i don t want to divulge in here in the end after all that finished i saw him reluctant to go maybe he was just lonely and wants a company but something in his eyes i saw there really was something inside so i asked how do you feel about all this surprised and shocked about all this yeah about your mother in the hospital i can understand it must be really difficult for you to go through all this would you mind talking about how you feel wow do you really want to know i didn t think you would ask no one asked before do you have time all in the world if need be all the while i was thinking about his mother and the illness running through diagnosis running through investigations and management plan but i ve somehow lost the fact that it s more than just all that its about people and how they feel so we sat and chat just chat no one is better than the other i m me and him as him we were two ordinary people sharing stories with one another he told me that his father had passed away just 3 years ago it was too sudden his father had lung cancer and passed away when he was sitting for his final exam he told me that his family changed ever since then and now his mother is going through cancer stage 4 terminal and considering palliative care its only a matter of time he told me you know it s not like in the movies where a tragedy comes and you get all sad crying and gets better after it passes or maybe have someone to help you around it doesn t work like that in real life after a while you stop feeling anything all there is is just a fact that she s gonna leave me me and my brother only the two of us i can almost hear tears from his voice even when there isn t any coming out from his eyes it was not sadness but tears i know it s ridiculous but i felt it i know it even when i can t prove it i know he was sad but he just maybe couldn t bring himself to cry maybe because he had enough of crying my mother is very ill and even in that state she could bring herself to smile why can t i when she is the one that goes through all the pain of radiotherapy chemotherapy and battling all that herself so why can t i smile i talked to him for an hour and a half we just talk no notes no pen just talk sitting in the lobby just the two of us i m really glad i met you i appreciate for letting me talk to you for sharing you stories with me i can t say that i ve been more inspired by any patient s story than yours i told him no one really asks me about what you ask i never met any doctors like you that s because i m not a doctor yet he smiled i smiled i asked him if it is okay for us to meet again in the future i just wanted to check his mother s condition and also to see how he s holding up with life i supposed we in the medical health care professional point of view always think about what we can offer to our patient treatment management etc etc but we often forget what the patient has to offer to us not the fact that they are and will be our bread and butter in the future but rather how they would teach us in life i learned a lot from this man and it all makes it even more amazing when he s just 3 years older than i am it feels like he s been through and experience a whole lot more in life i admire his courage and his view on life itself to all doctors and doctors to be out there if any of you are reading this i m sure you ve been touched by one or more patients before let that not die in you let this be a reminder that they are people and sometimes their family are going through a difficult time and all they need is someone to talk to spare 5 minutes that 5 minutes is the difference between a caring doctor and just a doctor posted by mr nobody at 19 54 no comments wednesday 13 march 2013 the gift of life the story of a baby hi everyone i ve just finished my paediatrics rotation and now in my obs gynae rotation things are going pretty well so far but these two rotations without me knowing and realising taught me something about life i was in nicu the other day stands for neonatal intensive care unit mostly for babies who were born prematurely so i was strolling around mainly observing the other day wasn t going to do much i went on from one cubicle to another watching these small babies sleeping but this one baby in his cubicle that got my attention the most he was born just a few days ago with a birth weight 990gram that s insanely low he s about 26 weeks gestational age he was lying down on his back and looks so small got the feeding tube down his throat and all the wires and fancy gadgets to monitor his vital signs what struck me the most was that he opened his eyes and stared at me at first i was glad he was opening his eyes and make some silly face hoping that he would be entertained but the longer he stared the more i felt there was something in his eyes it wasn t sickness or disease it was more to that as if saying or making a statement to me that he s trying his best to make it it s like he said i can do this i stood there for a whole 15 minutes just looking into his eyes oh the wonders that very moment i see a small premature baby battling all in this world to live on and be someone and yet i realised that there are people in this world that just simply throw away their gift of life i guess life s unfair it s unfair for this little baby but hey it s not for me to decide what s fair and what s not i guess we just have to accept it and realise that the good will always be rewarded somehow in the end and i ve watched a number of times babies being born in this world maybe soon i would deliver one myself personally i don t feel much when they were born it s all messy and noisy i suppose what more surreal to me is that when i stand at a corner and looking at a father reciting azan for his child the happiness was just blooming even from his voice you could tell that it was no ordinary azan it was special i guess another gift of life that we all have is religion it s what connected us all in the first place i do not know neither the father nor the mother i ve only seen the baby for a few minutes and yet that happiness came to me as if it was meant to be i can feel that the azan would give me happiness even when it s not my child i hope that child knows how precious his gift of life i hope we all do thank you everyone for reading i hope this makes sense to you as it did to me posted by mr nobody at 22 51 no comments thursday 14 february 2013 routine hi everyone it seems it has been a very long time since i last update on this blog i hope there are people out there who are still reading this i apologise for not being able to update anything because time is really not my friend right now third year in medicine is packed with reading clinical examination history taking and more reading plus presentations and clerkings i hope i can find time to write here somehow apparently i m too sleepy by the end of the day and can t be bothered to do anything even then i still don t get enough sleep waking up at 6 am is the usual routine and i go to sleep at 1 2 am every night just to catch things up still there are so many things to catch up now i m in my paediatrics rotation so many cute babies around some of them cry some of them smile nevertheless they are cute in their small figure there s so many reading in paediatrics i guess that s why its very exhausting i still have presentations to be completed and present them this friday apparently i m being assessed every week for presentation i couldn t care much i feel free when i don t really give much thought to it anyhow this is just a routine update probably will write more if i have better ideas other than just medicine i hope i m not boring thanks see ya posted by mr nobody at 00 55 2 comments sunday 11 november 2012 lines in an infinite plane as i stood in the rain and my hair dancing in the wind i remembered the years behind me i ve met a lot of people some i don t mind calling them a friend some i just couldn t remember sorry most importantly they taught me about friendship regardless of who you are and where you re from if i ve talked to you and shared memories together at any point in my life you have already taught me what it s like to have friends i m not mr popular nor am i mr smart in anywhere i ve been so i don t really have much of friends i m not lonely too like how some people would see me i just don t look for people as much i have this idea not to bug people so much about their lives its just annoying i think perhaps not i ll give it a try some other time i always believed that each and everyone of us is drawing a line in an infinite imaginary plane some of the lines meet eventually somehow somewhere while some run parallel to each other and sadly never meant to be ever in touch maybe if you re reading this our lines are close to each other and maybe someday we re bound to meet again i ll be glad if that happens i always wonder about those lines that would never meet with mine its just so full of possibilities that one of those lines could be your best friend but sadly we re not destined to meet if you think about it you have this idea that all 7 billion of those lines you re bound to meet one that fits who you are interesting how fate destiny or whatever you call it works i believe everything happens for a reason and he decides what the reason is so be glad of whoever you have as your friend though some of them you wish you never met but whoever that one friend of yours they do teach you something about friendship so look at the bigger picture if you don t find someone interesting you ll have a long way in life to meet more people just be nice posted by mr nobody at 20 46 2 comments saturday 20 october 2012 the palestinian issue the upcoming u n assembly is one of the most anticipated meetings by all islamic nation why because palestine is trying to upgrade their status united nations have 3 groups of members the lowest of them is non state entity which is palestine it s the only nation that is branded as such what does that mean it means you dont have a land and your country doesnt exist you re a group of people on the face of the earth that doesnt belong anywhere so what does this group of people called palestine can do in a un assembly they have a right to speak and only speak they cannot vote or suggest a notion in other words you only speak when the big boys let you speak that is the un permanent security...