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ven get past customs thank goodness i had remembered to ask for that before we left so we got to their station and asked the station master where to go from there and he said that john had been coming by every once in a while to check and see if we had gotten lost turns out their house was right across the street from the station so that was a relief i don t remember much else from that night except crashing on the air mattress posted by unknown at 5 13 pm no comments sunday july 27 2014 maggie s birth story i m not sure i ever got around to writing joshua s birth story out i think i just wrote down notes and never got to writing it all out his story is relevant to this story so here s a brief summary i had braxton hicks contractions pretty regularly for several days but they didn t hurt monday december 27th dave and i were shopping at smith s the same one where we met and they started hurting enough that i had to stop and squat down for each one so we went to the hospital they checked me in asked me all sorts of questions i was too in pain to answer i requested an epidural first thing it kicked in and was like a warm blanket of tingliness and happiness they checked my progress and couldn t feel his head so they got the ultrasound in and found his head way up in my ribs since it was 2 days after christmas my doctor was out of town and the team of doctors that turn babies was out of town so the doctor on call said well you re going to have a c section he gave me a couple hours to see if joshua would turn again but he didn t so joshua was born that evening at 6 15ish via c section i caught a cold that day and was miserable for many many weeks you try coughing with a 6 incision on your abdomen i also had some digestion problems no other way to put it i was very constipated which made me miserable as well all in all it was horrible i m realizing now that i probably had some postpartum depression and it was the middle of winter now i ll do a quick summary of maggie s birth for those of you who want to know what happened but don t want the gory details i was taking a nap sunday july 13th afternoon 5 30pm and i felt what i thought might be my water breaking so i waddled to the bathroom and discovered lots of blood so we packed up and dropped joshua off at dave s parents house and headed to the hospital 6 00pm they hooked me up to the iv and the epidural in case i had to be whisked off for a c section i hadn t felt any pain with contractions yet to this point so epidural in i was pain free the whole time i sat in bed for about 3 hours but i didn t progress from the 4cm i was at when i got to the hospital so the doctor came and broke my water i sat there for another 2 hours they checked me again and i was at a 9 the doctor came and i pushed for 25 minutes and maggie was born at 11 36pm at 7 lbs 3 oz and 19 1 2 long i stayed in the hospital another 48 hours and went home and recovery is going great maggie is great at eating and sleeping and pooping ok you birth story junkies here are the details seriously if you don t want tmi don t keep reading i was 39 weeks to the day during my nap 5 30pm i felt a squish so i waddled to the bathroom and two large blood clots came out and everything was soaked with blood i had dave run and get me some new panties and my stash of maxi pads i was having a few contractions but that wasn t anything new for the past month i d been having braxton hicks contractions all the time sometimes they even were regularly 3 min apart and 1 minute long for about an hour it was usually about dinner time though and would go away when i ate i called in to the doctor to see what they advised i do the doctor on call said yeah you should probably go in to labor and delivery and they ll check you out to see what s going on so we finished packing the hospital bag and joshua s over night bag i even remembered to spray my blood soaked clothes with spray n wash before we left put a garbage bag and towel over the passenger seat in the car just in case and headed to dave s parents house to drop joshua off i still didn t have any pain i d have a contraction here and there but no pain we got to the hospital and joked about things as we headed up to labor and delivery we signed some papers got to our room put the funky gown on i even went to the bathroom and there still wasn t anyone in the room so we stuck our heads out and asked when we d be seen because i was still bleeding i just wanted to make sure i wasn t dying and baby was ok just minor things really they came in a few minutes later and hooked me up to the heart and contraction monitors baby s heart rate was steady and i was having contractions every 3 to 5 minutes they still weren t hurting they checked me and i was dilated to a 4 the nurse hooked up my iv with just fluids they got the anesthesiologist in to hook me up to my epidural i actually felt him putting it in this time with joshua i was too busy being in pain to notice the epidural happening so i was tingly numb and just hanging out in the bed listening to the wooshwooshwooshwoosh of baby s heartbeat for a while my blood pressure kept dropping epidural blood vessels dilating blood pressure dropping so they pumped me full of fluids so i would stop getting nauseated the fluids only helped a little bit so the anesthesiologist gave me something to constrict my blood vessels some they checked my progress at 9 00ish pm and i was still only at a 4 the nurse called the doctor and had her come to break my water then the doctor said if i still didn t progress after a couple hours i might have to do another c section anyway boo hiss we chilled out in the hospital room for another couple hours resting watching hgtv it was lame house hunters though the nurse checked me at about 11pm and i was at a 9 yay she let my doctor know and started getting everything ready i wasn t completely numb just tingly numb so i could still feel when contractions happened and i started feeling the pressure they talk about they originally said that since it s my first time pushing i could push for an hour hour and a half or two hours before baby came then they changed their minds because baby had descended so much turns out they were right i pushed for 25 minutes and baby came out they plopped her on my belly she pinked up nicely right away except her adorable purple hands and feet she was already rooting around like crazy but they had to do their little tests etc before they let me feed her after they brought her back we snuggled and i fed her and she latched perfectly the first time i had only a 2nd degree tear from her chin or nose or something so the doctor stitched that up then she spent a while getting the placenta out it didn t want to come out on its own since i was bleeding the whole time they thought the placenta was detaching early but it didn t appear to be the case when they actually got it out so they said it was just labor bleeding whatever that means the doctor also said she s pretty sure i have a full blown bicornuate uterus on the outside too since i had the septum removed last year i don t think i ll have many problems because of it anyway she got all the placenta out stitched me up and sent us on our way i m pretty sure that i was in a wheelchair for the transfer down to mother and baby but it s a bit fuzzy maybe i was still in the bed i do know that when they took her to the nursery to be bathed i was in a wheelchair upright feeling fine i must have still been a bit numb at that point the point is that i felt up to going to the nursery too now on to the recovery i was given a nice mesh undies glove full of ice witch hazel pads giant pad diaper to help the swelling go down they had me try and pee at some point now i know i wasn t at all numb for this bit standing up felt like my bowels weighed about 20 lbs and were trying to fall out i tried to pee but i couldn t i didn t even feel like i needed to pee they checked my belly and my bladder was very distended and pushing my uterus up quite a bit on the right side they said they d have me try again in half an hour and if i still couldn t go they d put a catheter in i knew i wouldn t be able to go then either so i opted for the catheter right now instead when you have an epidural they put a catheter in because you can t get up to pee i doubt you can even control the muscles so you d probably pee yourself without it too let me tell you i was so grateful that i have been numb for every other catheter i ve ever had my poor down there bits were all swollen and hurty and they were poking around with a catheter stretching stuff out trying to find my pee hole and it was not fun anyway they finally got it in i have a feeling the nurse hadn t done many catheters before she wasn t terribly confident about it and my bladder released 1400 ccs of urine into the bag right away by the end of the first hour i had filled a 2000 cc bag with urine let me give you some perspective normally when you pee a full bladder s worth of pee it s about 400 ccs four hundred ccs i peed 2000 ccs two thousand ccs now that was a relief pun intended i opted to have the catheter stay in until the next morning because i wanted to have the swelling go down and be able to pee on my own and not have to go through getting another catheter if i couldn t owch so i just had them help me change my diaper every time the ice melted every time i stood up i got that 20 lb bowels feeling so i started freaking out that maybe i needed to poop but couldn t too and had a pretty major break down about having to deal with that they calmed me down and re assured me that it was going to be ok the next morning i had the catheter removed about an hour later i was able to pee on my own it s amazing how much such a simple thing can be taken for granted i still don t really get the urge to pee so i have to remind myself to go pee every couple hours i sure hope that goes away or comes back or whatever a few hours after that i pooped yay so much better already than recovery with joshua already also this time i stuck to only taking ibuprofen and nothing stronger no percocet for sure i had the option to take a different one if needed but i never needed it day 2 in the hospital was mostly spent sleeping i got discharged in the evening and got to go home saturday july 19th i got a major pain in my right side and i thought i was dying it went away once i took my ibuprofen again it happened again on sunday i figured if it happened again on monday i d call the doctor it did they had me come in tuesday but told me if i developed a fever or vomiting overnight to go directly to the er i went in and it wasn t hurting at all or so i thought the doctor pushed on my tummy though and immense pain commenced she said it was like i had appendicitis but no other symptoms of appendicitis so i peed in a cup and went home turns out it was a bladder infection got some antibiotics and now i m almost as good as new note at this point with joshua i was begging my mom to stay another week because i just could not handle doing it on my own yet i was still in major pain exhausted to no end and coughing up a lung summary vbac is much better than c section i think i could have another baby at some point in the future if it goes like that again not anytime in the near future but sometime especially if it s another baby like maggie who eats sleeps and poops so well posted by unknown at 4 25 pm 3 comments tuesday december 17 2013 dream 12 16 13 ok here goes first dream was at home in nm i woke up and it was snowing out on the front lawn were strewn a bunch of skis poles and bicycles i guess what had happened was alex and daddy had been planning on going skiing but at the last minute they couldn t go because of weather or something and alex freaked out and chucked everything out on the lawn in the snow and had run off to sulk then mari padilla and samantha pompeo came by to look at the bikes there were mountain bikes and road bikes of all sizes and kids bikes and bmx bikes all sorts of bikes they were test riding all of them one by one to see what kind they liked best in the snow in the second dream joshua and i went to a huge ranch up in the mountains south of here which i think i ve dreamed about before it s a fictional place though it turns out the owner is a distant cousin of daddy s and i told him that we were related he was having a huge rodeo and a bunch of people got to dress up in old western clothing for it to ride his horses around since i was related he let me dress up too but the only clothes he had left were frumpy bulky nasty clothes he declared that i got to be the devil s bride for the rodeo and threw a white afghan over my head i didn t want to be that but whatever i guess joshua got to dress up as the groom and that would be funny i went to go find joshua and he was playing with some other boys with some toy cannons that shot little baseball sized cannon balls and that s it posted by unknown at 9 41 am no comments monday december 16 2013 dream 12 15 13 i can t believe it s already been 4 days since i posted a dream i have had dreams but they weren t terribly noteworthy last night i had 2 dreams again the first one was about visiting chelsea and kevin in some foreign land and we went on a long walk when we got back to their house turns out their 2 girls had just been alone at home the whole time with the front door ajar i was shocked but they said they did it all the time usually when they were napping and it was no big deal because they never left or got into any trouble or anything then a friend of mine stopped by to pick up something i had borrowed from her a pen the second dream i ll definitely categorize as a nightmare it wasn t scary or rather i wasn t scared or bothered by it in the least until the very end and it disturbed me to the point of waking i dreamed my friend molly and i were walking around in a city where we lived and we found this coin that was bigger than a nickel but smaller than a quarter and on it it said 9 cents and it was a token to get into a secret club then we found a paper that had the instructions on how to get there it was in a subway station and the paper was actually an old subway ticket so molly and i went to go try and find it molly was a klepto pick pocket and she kept taking things from me like the coin the paper and a picture of joshua turns out i realized that joshua was missing and whoever had given us the coin and the paper map had found joshua and taken him there we found the subway station and we had to wait until a certain train had left and the other two had arrived molly wanted to get on the one train because it went right to her house but i told her we had to go find joshua then we ran into the tunnel of the one that was gone and there was a little escalator that went up to the second level and there was a big empty room and then in a back dark room there were a bunch of people playing games and eating ju...