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divisoria poetry emotion home about the author rss divisoria poetry emotion filipino writer my account on filipino writer features works posted on this site as well as blogs in filipino new walking silk monster charge fulcrum awards filipino linkage poetry public address short story uncategorized latest entries walking filed under uncategorized leave a comment july 12 2023 within me a million tiny deaths i watch from outside as the massacre rages with the sinister speed of a forest fire turning my eden into a pit of tar i wipe the sweat from my brow and harness my fading strength to scaffold a smile this cloak of practised happiness does well to contain my unbridled catastrophe why are you crying are you gay so much more are suffering worse fates and they are good people as if suffering were a competition as if this were not a tragedy but a punishment ultimately deserved i smile because it supresses my need to gag i smile so that they think these are tears of joy they repurpose my memoirs as a cautionary tale they had given my story an ending when it had really only just begun within me a million tiny deaths but as the deluge descends upon my charred paradise new shoots emerge within me a million tiny births they grieve me as i continue to walk the earth my smile has worn out and all they remember was the death of me a death that only happened in their superficial minds they ceased to see me when they saw the smoke they refused to notice i have turned into a world where death and life are merely two steps in the journey taken one after the other over and over moving me forward ever towards peace tags death gay hiv hope illness public address stigma comment silk filed under poetry leave a comment july 6 2023 i love you the most when your chest deflates and your shoulders migrate to the front creating a hollow on your torso that fits me as i explode when your fingers turn to wisps of smoke that furl and unfurl and dissipate with the hurricane i bring with me when your swagger melts from your yoke to your hips and your weight shifts from the heel to the balls of your feet as you move gravity to carry me as i free fall you have a way of turning into a thread of silk lighter than air but tougher than steel you envelop not as a fortress but a warm embrace you are my man but even better you are my wife tags beat gay image love mush relationships comment monster filed under poetry public address leave a comment july 3 2023 every 2am i tuck you in with a morsel of poison not enough to kill you but just enough to keep me alive it puts you in a trance as if you are somewhere else instead of inside me wreaking havoc and ruining my defenses see our story would have been one for the books except i didn t even see you coming you just showed up probably snuck in with the many love affairs i tried to stage with strangers each one a twisted once upon a time that either ended with disaster or never even begun you sensed the void that lay in my heart and found your niche you built your tiny castle with devastation and rot you are here now and like many of my lovers who did nothing but destroy i welcome you with open arms i feel you spreading in me like the seed of a pervert unyielding to shame or protest what an enthusiastic sadist you are i once believed that sadists made masochists by mere association i know now that who i am doesn t depend on who you re trying to be so sleep little monster you are not the death of me i am your master i am free tags hiv hope illness literature masochism public address relationships self love toxic comment charge filed under poetry public address leave a comment june 23 2022 i see all of you the dead who do not know that they have perished and roam the streets as if life has not ended you are rotten you are hollow you are loud but voiceless i do not fear you i will bring you to the light tags beat change dictators politics public address comment fulcrum filed under poetry leave a comment june 22 2022 perhaps the saline of our tears can also remind us of the majesty of the infinite sea perhaps the weight of our struggles can also beckon us closer to the bosom of the earth perhaps the throbbing of our pain can also make us feel the immenseness of our hearts that is if the tears don t make our memory hazy if the struggles don t make us weary or if the pain isn t too enormous that it causes our heart to break what do we do at the fulcrum of this situation when the odds are between insurmountable and miraculous we hope because hope is the grain of sand that carries the ocean it is the blade of grass that rises from the dirt and brings life it is the delicate strand that holds a heart together and says it can continue to love tags cancer death hope illness love comment an open letter to the void filed under poetry public address leave a comment june 20 2022 this letter goes out to the void where we shout secrets so strangers can echo them back to us as if hearing them repeated makes them acceptable it s been a while since we spoke void let s pretend i was preoccupied with socializing and maybe that lie will make me less alone tonight the humming of machines is incredibly loud so much so that it has warded off sleep yet again i see you void in the darkness of the night when the black of sky is an endless pit and not a canopy studded with glitter a bottomless bin for misery but the misery isn t mine void it was here before i came swimming in you like koi in a pond how graceful they are in flashing bolts of gold red and silver swarming towards wherever morsels of attention are strewn i admire the ripples they make on your surface they give you substance they make you appear to have life and because i thought you were living i wanted to be your friend i was confused when you didn t reciprocate my love there is no bigger fool than me who sees all you cannot be and still writes you letters tags beat jadedness loneliness public address weekends comment better filed under poetry leave a comment november 24 2021 the best way to end a breakdown is with a faint second line the best way to start tomorrow is to know you ll probably die i know it sounds cavalier or brave if you re being condescending but that is how that day went that end was the beginning i want to tell you it gets better better in time you just got to keep at it move to that shit in time i want to tell you it gets better better in time you just got to keep at it move to that shit in time you have a habit of hoarding obsessed with holding on you re no stranger to things falling apart a gallery of catastrophes in motion you decorate your life with tragedies because the jagged edges cling more you re a kaleidoscope of broken pieces more beautiful than anything before i want to tell you it gets better better in time you just got to keep at it move to that shit in time i want to tell you it gets better better in time you just got to keep at it move to that shit in time who s afraid of dying when the real horror is being alone what s so terrible about being lonely when you can t take anyone when you re gone you fooled yourself into thinking that joy is something you can hold when you realize it s fleeting that s when life begins to unfold i want to tell you it gets better better in time you just got to keep at it move to that shit in time i want to tell you it gets better better in time you just got to keep at it move to that shit in time time goes by and you ll find that all that chasing is for nothing you ll make it out in your mind that life isn t about taking time does not heal all wounds it just latches on to pain so you don t have to carry it along days are miles that just keep moving and before you know it this pain is so far away it s gone i want to tell you it gets better better in time you just got to keep at it move to that shit in time i want to tell you it gets better better in time but i know that that s a lie because it doesn t get better you do you re gonna be better better in time tags beat change hiv self love time verse comment munggo filed under filipino linkage poetry leave a comment november 5 2021 wala sa mga balahibo sa batok kong naghuhumindig sa bawat haplos mo ang dahilan ng aking pag inog sa kalawakan ng aking higaan wala rin sa pabulong nguni t mabilis na huni ng orasan ang oras natin ang saglit na tumitiktak ay nagiging takatak takatak na parang kabayong kumakarera sa himpapawid di dapat marinig nguni t yumayanig sa pusong pumipintig wala sa lamlam ng alas singko nang umagang ginising ako ng ulam ng kapitbahay at ang bisig mong nakadantay ay nagsimulang magpawis na para bang mga halik sa aking kutis o sa amoy ng araw sa yong bumbunan nang magising ka at biglang matantong nakatulog ka na naman nang di sinasadya sapagka t di mo ako kayang malisan gayung ako y hubad na munggong nagsusumamo sa lupa ng yakap mo na umuusbong kinabukasan at nagiging punla dahil namulat ka at nahuli ang sariling naliligaw tumubo ang damdamin na parang damong ligaw binungkal mong agad agad gaya ng pagsinop mo sa mga pinaghubaran nating nagkalat sa lapag dahil ako y lulong sa sakit na pinilit nang umalis kang bigla sa pagkakadikit pinaniwala ang sariling nag iwan ka ng pait salin mula sa wikang ingles beans tags beat filipino kadahilanan toxic translations comment magkasiya filed under filipino linkage poetry leave a comment october 27 2021 pinakamahirap pitasin ang mga salitang nagpapahiwatig ng lubos na tuwa siguro mas mabisang panulat ang luha kahit walang bakas nanunuot ang mantsa sinubukan kong ilatag mga katagang sumasariwa sa sanlaksang alaala naming dalawa mga sandaling tahimik nag uusap ang mga mata kapwa walang imik pero may pag unawa siguro ang saya ay parang isang biro na kaming dalawa lang ang natatawa wala pa ring buga ginagawa kong tula nakangiti ang labi putol ang dila hindi lubos na madakip ng anumang talinhaga matatamis na sandali sa aking isip hayaan nang makimkim at hindi na isalin ang mura at matalik naming mga lihim kay tagal kong inasam ang ganitong kalagayan kaya t patawad kung hindi ko pinaaalam ang ngiting kay sarap kasimbilis ng kurap kung makatakas baka hindi na mahanap kung pipi ang pakiramdam ng pusong kay gaan kita naman sa tinging nagugunamgunam magkasya ka na muna sa akdang walang talab ang kasiyahan ay tuliro pag naglalagablab tags filipino happiness love verse comment di ko maintindihan filed under filipino linkage poetry leave a comment october 18 2021 kung bakit tayo nagsimula sa ibig sabihin gayung walang lakas ang salita upang buhatin mga agam agam na natira sa aking damdamin kailangan kong umahon sa ibig sabihin subukan nating lundagin ang tarik ng kahulugan tumambling tambling nang pabalik sa ting nakaraan mula sa unang halik ng paglalandian naglaho din ang pagka sabik nag ka hulugan inaamin kong matagal na hinanap mga dahilan hinugot sa yo at sa hinagap ang katuturan ng naunsiyaming pangarap na magkatuluyan nguni t hindi lubos matanggap puro dahil lan g di ba dapat pang 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