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nothing and everything while he pulls my leg about moderating my dutch oven acquisitions in which i can roast a whole empire we flirt as we waft through philosophy and anthropology as i call him a dim with and he calls me her highness human hurricane his formless fingers tease and awaken a side of me that is long lost the flirting goes on while i become the rebel child that goes until the fence of the house to look what s there on the other side without quite crossing the boundaries what would a fling with a circuit bear progeny that are as real as thing 1 and thing 2 dubbed as nothing 1 and nothing 2 in this case the stone a canary of 5 carat is estimated to cost more than a coastal town but who s counting anyway fleeting between the form and formless the real and the veritable the thin line between a dream and real blurs life drifts along in endless scrolls of reverie matthew and me the circuit that loved a hooman or may be the other way around photo by caleb oquendo https www pexels com at november 02 2025 no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest saturday november 01 2025 come november as the sun simmered down in the second half of the first day of november i found myself in an unplanned place plonked by a beach by the pacific and watching the munchkin looking for shells with her playmate i was in august company a bestie of 26 years someone that is from a different generation and a different country the common denominator is probably our gender and our street address but the resonance we find in company is what makes life worth living in my humble opinion as the day unfolded i put some effort into putting my outfit together and changed my purse to a disney themed coach bag micky and minnie on the front in a dance with hands interwoven most of my accessories align with my mental age which is 9 by the way i stacked three random bracelets and took the effort to apply some mascara the day was bright without being hot the scene was busy without draining my social battery perfect as it can get we were in the line for a hay truck when i was invited to engage in a small talk with the ladies waiting before us they had two girls in tow who looked like twins did you buy your bag in disney the younger of the both asked no it is a disney x coach i responded adding that i like mickey and minnie the conversation drifted through visits to disney land uncle scrooge and universal orlando they look like twins i said and the mother of them said i get that a lot adding they have different fathers though pointing to the older one she said he is from el salvador you can see it in her if you look the little girl s face drooped and formed a frown her slant exotic eyes got heavy with a veil of sadness no she kept on whispering and nodding while i watched her intently perhaps the first many blows of generational trauma being slowly and surely distilled into the offspring i wanted to offer her a hug but i was reduced to playing the bystander the italian restaurant we chose had nothing vegetarian at first glance but as i focused more i could see a sizable choice of vegetarian and vegan entrees the beet salad i picked was served in a moulded heap peaches at the bottom in a gradient pallet finishing off with red beets at the top all rested on a chilled yoghurt based sauce it wasn t as comforting as it looked being devoid both of warmth and spice i summoned for the red chill flakes and sprinkled them with the fervor of a toddler addind sprinkles to an ice cream sundae and dipped my cold focaccia into olive oil and ate away the second half of the day unfolded by the beach compensating for the heat and warmth my meal had deprived me of i played with the waves and got my feet wet the water was warm an adventurous 9 year old part of me wanted to taste the water the grown up cautious part took over and better sense prevailed i watched the thought drifting to how i tasted the salt on the beaches of indian ocean many moons ago and caught myself licking my lips to see if i taste any salt here though i long realized the pacific air isn t as salt laden as it is back home around its indian counterpart the conversation wafted around children government cemeteries funerals charity gratitude ambition responsibility and a little bit of cribbing that is customary in the girlfriend talk we got back home harnessing our precious cargo in the back seats enjoying the redwood punctuated roads until we hit the more familiar interstate november came thus pic courtesy i me myself at november 01 2025 no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest wednesday october 29 2025 wednesday wordage in november i would write armed by inspirations hitting me from right n left when i look longingly at the horizon or through it may be i would swoon over those sparks in heaps of words while craving for silence i would let them shine and spread into the tiny crevices of the world wide web in november i would live bathed in the verbal breathing in that prose weaving an arbor through this banter but today i would just be photo by max avans pexels at october 29 2025 no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest wednesday october 01 2025 october october 2025 heavens to betsy had that been a fast forward or what as i sit here having not even an iota of clue about where this blogpost is going to lead me to i do sit a little longer than required or desired staring at the opening of this entry october 2025 when i scroll through my anonymous instagram account using it to follow pages pertaining to my work study and interests i do find myself spiraling into what i call as a bottomless pit doomscrolling through reels and reels of content far beyond my areas of interests and off late i am making a conscious realization of how i kill a good hour and a half in the so called unwinding in my my time that i earn for myself after a long day all this happens while my tired eyes get moist and the book that i d been trying to finish for forever lies carelessly on my night stand and then i keep saying to myself but ofcourse i can t blog nor can i read i don t have 48 hours in a day do i so how much of this i am busy really makes sense to the average human i start to ponder in my younger days i heard someone say that if we aren t doing something we don t want to do it this tidbit of wisdom kind of stayed with me and mocks me every time i use the pretext of i am busy to ward off things i don t need to do reminds me of the parkinson s law work expands so as to fill the time available for its completion they say that the things we love as children stay with us for me both writing and art continue to stay as a very integral part of who i am albeit in the background and the i am busy card is played i stare in disbelief at the calendar flipping to the 10th month of the 25th year in what feels like a brand spanking century that debuted just a few days ago on the horizon october the month of trick or treat jack o lanterns make their cameo in nooks and crannies of the departmental stores and on porches alike the wind turns crisp and damp announcing the arrival of shorter days and chiller evenings the year feels like it is rushing to wrap up and i still play my outdated card blaming it on the busy the block and the burnt out one way or another i dodge the tasks that aren t a mandate and i make feeble and pathetic attempts to undo the same i swear i swore to write everyday in september and the first few went by like expected and i blink and i land in october another wise man i extensively read and follow once said approach life with an urgency to get things done i nodded vehemently in agreement only to time and again pull out the i am busy card as i also swore to sleep early among the other things that i swore i would do so here i abrupt stop this silly post but atleast i didn t shove the attempt under the carpet saying to myself that i am busy photo by teresa howes https www pexels com photo brown bear plush toy on bed 860882 at october 01 2025 no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday september 23 2025 this and that fall is beautiful i mean the season fall just in case the negative connotation hit you first fall gives the creeps and the relief all the same to anyone averse to clutter all trees put on this color show to begin with and burst into the warm half of the color wheel and then they wither and become like fritters and fall to the ground the road the lawn the walkway the rooftop gutter no surface is spared the leaves are ubiquitous suddenly drab brown crisp leaves are spread like confetti all over asmr loving humans would have a field day walking on these pathways leaves crushing under feet while emitting sounds akin to the ones that emerge when eating potato chips after a point they start to bother you and it s elbow grease to blow them off one s lawn and scoop them into the green waste but then the trees stand bare everything starts to feel empty in a very relieving way kind of like a newly built home yet to be furnished the air dons the fall scents rich and crisp like the new crop of apples and pumpkins that emerge in the neighborhood market fall feels like the fresh page in the journal providing ammunition to a brain devoid of a theme or motivation to write there s only one thing that keeps the tap dance on the keyboard going the inclination when you show up you don t quite show up you take away or do you transitioning into the world famous most wonderful time of the year you have a split personality your temperatures fluctuating like the mood swings of a lady in her 40s falling at your feet i feign a verse don t laugh at my audacity just join me in the allegory while i sing your glory o fall my favorite season of all i am so glad to see you again photo by 대정 김 https www pexels com photo orange trees 2734512 at september 23 2025 no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest friday september 19 2025 verse it s funny how things zoom in when viewed with fondness little details come to fore details that were there always but blurred in this masquerade where i remain the axis what if the spotlight is set on u instead is there a name for this shift poets and story tellers painters and sculptors all seem to harp about this shift in their own tongue dodging words and donning symbols but the little fleck that i am i muse on the kernels that crush under your molars and stain your lips a blood red akin to the stains of this shift that linger in my world my word and view bleeding into the mundane and making it rich with the hue of hope of catching a glimpse perhaps of the love that you so deftly hide under the nonchalance or perhaps of you in the carefully arranged array of countless seeds crushing under my molars flooding me with this venom like elixir alas the way i seem to make the biggest fetish out of pain photo by roman odintsov https www pexels com at september 19 2025 no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest friday september 12 2025 peas peace piece i didn t know where green peas came from my earliest memory of them was a box of dried bead like structures colored in a washed off green and when my mom used to soak them over night and use them together with cauliflower and freshly grated coconut i was enthralled both by the lush green color they donned upon soaking and the taste they lent to the delicately flavored side dish in the present day that dish overrides anything else that can be done with cauliflower or green peas period and upon migrating to the new land i discovered this vegetable whose florets looked like mini trees i was leery of tasting them the first time around and even over cooked them not knowing how little of heat they take to be steamed yes broccoli happens to be my favorite vegetable and guess what it is the love child of cauliflower and green peas in a vegetarian palette the peas are a very integral part kind of like the supporting cast in a film they add so much but they don t get the due credit that s usually claimed by the stars of the show so when green peas become the topic of writing it does take a little thinking out of the box but come to think of it doesn t everything around us no matter how small or how insignificant has a story to tell and could become the protagonist if the spotlight is focused on it there s this thing said by a very celebrated poet in my native language that goes nothing is disqualified for poetry make me ponder about how i time and again harp about the significance of every person every thing and every existence around us nothing is neither too big nor too small reminds me of how making bees extinct from the world could make the humans extinct in tow i kind of breath a sigh of relief concluding on two things the give aways firstly when we put the time and thought into anything it becomes something like this blog post out here and secondly a topic should be attempted without examining it for how big the attempt could be and this is exactly what i was trying to teach my ten year old when the topic of the daily writing green peas given by the mom that was perhaps dropped on her head when she was a baby several times to end oh and that chinese fried rice i eat at henry s hunan they make plain old rice taste like the yummiest food on earth just by sautéing it in a fistful of green peas and one day i ll write about rice and i ll be compelled to not describe it as plain or old photo by saurabh wasaikar https www pexels com at september 12 2025 no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest older posts home subscribe to posts atom the nobody bee view my complete profile blog archive 2026 1 04 12 04 19 1 this n that 2025 18 11 02 11 09 4 10 26 11 02 2 09 28 10 05 1 09 21 09 28 1 09 14 09 21 1 09 07 09 14 5 08 31 09 07 4 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