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way but also because i want to go back and it feels that the concept itself is left in media res this is not the last day of london these are not the only survivors but just passer bys who want to spend a rainy night perhaps because even this dystopian vision is not entirely dystopian and has a glimpse of hope in it perhaps because of that and for many other reasons that i will discover when i return there again th 2058 is one of the most interesting and sudden experiences of contemporary art i ve had in recent years check it out until april 13th 2009 http www tate org uk modern exhibitions dominiquegonzalezfoerster default shtm posted by andromeda at 7 02 pm no comments thursday november 27 2008 no harm done really i d rather think about petty behaviours and small dramas as slimer gum from ghostbusters a bit disgusting but ultimately ridiculous and harmless laughing at what annoys you might be the best way out posted by andromeda at 10 59 pm 1 comment sunday november 23 2008 to make a note of 3 months later the right to love the way that you feel is appropriate the feeling of weakness that cannot be articulated the need for future adventures and conquests the importance of privacy and silence the anger against anyone who attempts to violate private spaces the arrogance of knowledge the failure to convince the fragility of information the fluidity of circumstances the lack of interest to convince the possibility of change and the utopia of all encompassing emotions of hope the realisation that replacement is part of the game the uselessness of certain ideas and actions the vanity of power the break with the past at last the ephemeral of promises the inevitability of the end the surprise that certain relations bring the all enduring love lacking any sense of pressure the urgency of certain notes the absurdity of relations and the beauty that sometimes is impossible to take in life as it happens everyday painting by mark rothko posted by andromeda at 3 21 pm 1 comment labels stories saturday august 30 2008 yet again for the year in dublin places are safer when you see them on a map when you just arrive and you cannot feel the distinctive smell the peculiarity of the city cannot really tell what s special about the accents and north and south divisions seem irrelevant to you places are safer when you see them from a plane or arrive at 8am late june and you stand by a bridge thinking oh what a strange deja vu i have lived here before but then perhaps you haven t you are just about to places are safer when you just bring in your baggage your memories your longing of a different place and when your everyday walk is a bit of a surprise looking for a flat looking for a job looking for a friend places are safer when you don t understand the local jokes or the references to names that you can t even pronounce when you stay in the safe twilight zone of the outsider who does not really want to learn about the inside but pretends that she does and you walk by houses without knowing or caring about whose house they were or pass by statues and read the information but they remain as irrelevant to you as before places are safer when they just have a name and numbers of people that are irrelevant to you and your world but places become dangerous when a little cafe has become your favourite niche and a number of buses take you to your everyday journey and the face of the guards are getting more and more familiar just because you walk past them everyday and the concrete built building becomes familiar even at 9pm on january nights when you leave it and the lights are off and it s cold you shake in your coat places become dangerous when they are filled in by sounds and stories and memories and corridors and rooms and pubs and drinks and flats and names of people first names then faces then bodies then beings then presences yes a place becomes dangerous when it s full with presences here now not from the world of before and soon just as the safety net just at a glimpse of the second it takes you to close and open your eyes again the presences have become absences again and your suitcase is full with cards and gifts to remember and the place is gone just like a dream it s gone and vanished and you cannot see its face you see it from above again like before but you cannot go back to the moment that it was just a name and not a year of your life and you wish you could go to that moment when the place was a name when the place was safe when the place had not taken part in your story but yet again you don t posted by andromeda at 2 09 am no comments labels confessions on third person singular saturday august 16 2008 when you are not around i normally prefer to stay at home or at most get a cup of hot chocolate in the best place in dublin and read japanese literature and admit that am so far away from achieving any understanding about the meaning of life funny how voices overlap in nights like this and the well known deja vu is almost becoming past perhaps it never actually happened all a story a tale to be said the nights you are cold and so very little make sense and the walks that i never did seem to come back to me now and the city offers itself to me but i know that it is gonna be for so very little no i won t take the offer what do you think and i come back home and i turn on the lights and i make hot noodles and i think it s boring cut the crap and i know that this is not home home is what we make of it and i find myself again in between states and i ve been here before and it s like a joke because i know that it s millions of lightyears away since you find yourself in my steps and i take it comically and lightly because there is no other way that you would have wanted me to take it and i pack books and stationery and the little purple anti stress ball that came with me a year ago and i stop to stare at the rain fall and contemplate that everything is a mindgame and to wonder what you might be doing now and to decide that it doesnot really matter and to talk to the man in the off licence on dame str who is wondering how long i ve been living around here but forgets to answer the basic question for how long still am i going to and autumn is almost here in a known unknown land that used to be my home if it ever was and the street up to christchurch does not seem as exotic as it did and i am packing my bags and my shoes and my clothes and my notes from the orientation lecture a year ago and what is left from this process of travelling and drinking guiness and talking about theatre and human contact and i am wondering whether this would have ever made sense otherwise but it doesnt really matter it s mid august and the drama thank god is over it s just that i see boxes around me and i am afraid of what can happen next and i know that you are not around and i am not sure that you have been around before even the night i felt that you were not some mindgame but really there next to me for so little i did i think this is not theatre this is drama and it s different how funny a stupid phrase when looked back changes completely it s been a year almost by the time it is you will be back around here at home one of these days i want to lose myself in the streets of dublin before i go it s the only thing i can possibly do posted by andromeda at 1 30 am no comments labels stories saturday july 05 2008 looking for gold was never really easy for example this famous duck spent years trying to get it and everything started with that one little penny that he found then he only had to find the ways to multiply this one penny and it took a lot of patience now we are all looking for gold too i thin not necessarily the shiny yellow gold or the black gold that scrooze was after especially these days with all the discussions about recession looking for gold sounds a bit awkward and taboo as a subject but when we are looking for other forms of gold how do we look for it how can we make the right steps that will take us all the way to finding and getting the gold and how much patience do we need to have to find gold what is scary about gold hunting is that perhaps over the years we become obsessed with a particular kind of gold and perhaps we might miss other valuable elements that we come across just because they don t look shiny enough posted by andromeda at 5 09 pm 1 comment labels stories thursday june 26 2008 this time they will have to meet or actually they already have but nobody was there to witness the meeting it needs to happen again this time properly posted by andromeda at 9 57 pm no comments labels the blue beast monday may 19 2008 mess is to start one thing go on with another and never manage to finish a third throwing clothes and papers all over the place and not minding the cigarette butts in the ashtray not managing to read a whole chapter of that stupid book and leave sentences unfinished and constantly checking your email your facebook page your mobile and setting your alarm at least eight hours before you start thinking of going to bed and keep on saying the same things over and over again in front of the mirror or maybe not not remembering the telephone number of your family and forgetting the birthday of the dear friend mess is when your routine is broken only for very little and then restored as if it was never broken but you know that it was and even though you can go back to it you simply cannot find the strength to do it and you find yourself in a mess what s problematic though is that the mess at the first place was not yours it was someone else s but at the end of the day that s what mess is contagious if you go close to people who are in a mess most probably you will end up carrying one of your own posted by andromeda at 1 09 am 3 comments sunday may 18 2008 summer festivals 1 7 1 reasons to visit greece during the summer 1 dimitris papaioannou medea 2 the renowed greek choreographer director reworked his seminal production based on euripides tragedy and opens the athens festival 1 5 june 2 the wooster group s hamlet shakespeare s text in a post modern reading looking forward to that even though sadly i will not be able to be there when it s on 13 16 june 3 pina bausch in epidaurus theatre with gluck s orpheus and euridice 19 20 july 4 the two oedipus rex and in colonus by the national theatre of greece if not for any other reason just for the interesting cast 8 9 august 5 the bacchae in a garage my most favourite greek theatre ensemble in their first performance after the closing down of the space post amore present the most challenging greek tragedy in a most interesting space 7 9 july 6 heiner mueller s philoctetes in the small theatre of ancient epidaurus if not for any other reason but for the excitement that any play by the german playwright brings 27 28 june 7 damage the world premiere adaptation of the famous josephine hart book as an opera if not for any other reason just because we did not have enough of the beggars operas work with their recent il trovattore 21 22 july and my most favourite reason to take an airplane to go to athens to see the world premiere of hamlet directed by thomas ostermeier of the schaubuhne theatre 7 9 july this summer the greek festival s programme is amazing and the festival should be considered a destination festival chapeau to the artistic director and the team and i will be there for more check the official website http www greekfestival gr home_page lang gr posted by andromeda at 9 22 pm no comments the ship song just for you night in dublin 03 18 groups of people in their early twenties running to catch the last night bus south i am walking and i feel my blue shawl getting more and more wet thank god i am wearing boots cross the traffic lights in trinity walking on dame street how long have i been living here when am i gonna get my own way ticket when is this gonna be over why didnt this ever work out you are lying to me such a lucky bastard 03 21 a girl with black hair among other girls with blond hair is trying to find her balance on her silvery high heels trembling wet hair and her silvery short skirt soak and the sounds of people screaming running towards me and my shawl being soak wet and i feel the coldness of the may rain pearcing me my skin inside sirens hurling in the night and girls and boys gathered outside the cheap chinese take away ugly i dont fucking belong here please show me home only when i am gone only then i appreciate that 03 28 i am running back home and feel the rain on my cheeks and the tears cheap as it sounds yes i am crying for going back home on that dublin night and for being wet and for screaming that i feel zero pain while i should have and for being may again 03 31 back home hair dryer and the rain growing stronger if i dont catch you when you are over i guess i will see you whenever turn on the heating wanna feel your 8 and the warmth on the skin and us never managing to meet and us never having the proper timing and you asking really why did you ask me 03 53 we talk about it all night long we define our moral grounds but when i crawl into your arms well everything comes tumbling down your face has grown sad now when i must remove your wings and you you must try to fly come sail your ships around me and burn your bridges down you are a little mystery to me everytime you call in round 03 56 everytime it rains in may the ships lose the compass lose the orientation but next morning they will sail again anew as if nothing ever happened as if it never rained that night in dublin posted by andromeda at 3 45 am no comments labels confessions on third person singular sunday may 11 2008 my angels some things we plan we sit and we invent and we plot and cook up others are works of inspiration of poetry and it was this genius hand that pushed me up the hotel stairs to say my last goodbye to a hair as white as snow and of pale blue eyes closing my eyes and actually praying not to god above but to you saying i ll love you till the end of the world images of favourite angels words from nick cave till the end of the world just for the unspoken prayers of these days posted by andromeda at 12 46 am no comments labels stories sunday april 20 2008 the ethics of dis embodiment i cannot make up my mind about the abortion performance art project at yale university and questions of ethics ownership and closure of representation reproduction embodiment and disembodiment who owns the body how much harm can a body take i am not questioning whether it was correct to launch such a project or even whether it is a hoax even the idea is quite simply incomprehensible but then again the materiality of the body is potentially the only thing that each one of us owns but ultimately i cannot help but asking a rather old fashioned question what s next have we reached our limits by now for more see http www foxnews com story 0 2933 351730 00 html posted by andromeda at 2 05 pm 1 comment 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