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of a story it really hits me on my soft spots mcfarland usa freedom writers and coach carter are a few movies that i love watching because one they are about educators going beyond the classroom or curriculum to lead their students and two they are based on true stories freedom writers is easily in my top five favorite movie list so to see a local movie very similar to the movies i look up to is very heartwarming to me i am a very emotional person so a few scenes did make me shed a tear akak sebelah i pun nangis gak k dont judge me hahhaa i never wanted to be a teacher because i know i am bad at teaching and i am not really good with kids but i really want to be an educator i want to instill good manners common courtesy and kindness to the people around me especially the young ones i want them to know that life can get bumpy and thats okay i think being an educator is the closest thing you can get to being a superhero although in the movie cheryl ann fernando thought of the kids as her superheroes but to me she is the superhero i am greatful enough to have teachers who are also educators leading me as i grow up not just teachers though family friends whoever that have helped me get through hardships come to think of it the kids were superheroes too as they showed such perseverance to anyone who doubted this kampong school anybody wants to watch the movie you can still watch it in alamanda i know it is a bit far but it is the only cinema showing it in the area kedahans can watch this in jitra mall read the article on the original victory of smk pinang tunggal here posted by fathishah fathir at 3 25 2017 11 37 00 am no comments sunday february 26 2017 wonderwomenpublika hello beautiful balloon decorations from whichkraft one of wonderwomen sponsor earlier this week i was introduced to the wonder women bazaar that is happening from 24th to 26th of february inn publika shopping gallery the wonder women bazaar is publika s fuyoh art bazaar with a twist of femininity for the first time ever fuyoh art bazaar goes total girl power with participation of 100 women vendors this event which is a collaboration by publika and makers co showcases our amazingly creative women entrepreneurs in celebration of the upcoming international women s day over 40 businesswomen in arts craft and humanity sectors joined together to make this event a success fuyoh art bazaar has been in the scene since the start of publika s operation in 2011 and appreciates self expression and individuality of local talents owner hooi yin with her amazing artworks one of the vendors that i was really excited for was tinypinc tinypinc models polymer clay into tiny little food shaped trinkets and sells them as jewellery such as bangles necklaces and earstuds the tiny polymer clay charms are molded into various forms of our favorite dishes from desserts such as macarons and ice cream to local favorites like nasi lemak angku kueh and kueh bahulu this business that started 7 years ago has been in the international market selling her products on etsy amazonhandmade and also their website the brains and hands behind this yummy little business hooi yin saw that most of the polymer products made by other international crafters were pretty similar to each other and had the idea of making local delicacies that represents malaysia and reminded her of her childhood looooook at those tiny treats the wonderwomen bazaar did not limit themselves to our wanita malaysia but saw a few international ladypreneurs as well willimina hand made jewelry has a very interesting story behind it it started out 3 years ago when wilma and john bunk a couple from holland were cleaning the beaches of penang and used pieces of shells and aluminium to create unique jewellery with the inspiration of the beaches up until now their pieces are still made from the same source and each piece is no same to another to ensure everyone gets their own one of a kind accessory left willimina hand made jewelry right the couple behind souk stroll at their boho chic booth owner of souk stroll asma who came from morocco with her husband decided to start up her own business and focuses on bringing goods from the maghrebi country this young business offers handbags with a traditional twist and also one of the must haves for every woman s skincare and haircare routine argan oil the bags are handmade by women of the mountain tribe using the materials from traditional berber designed carpets giving this modern day accessory a traditional moroccan vibe sharon chai with her diy dreamcatcher station where you can choose your own colours anybody who knows me personally knows i love to craft so i ll get really excited when i see a diy craft kit sharon of dreamchaser has always been business minded from she was younger at the tender age of 17 she wanted to try making her own dreamcatcher after seeing that a lot of ready made dreamcatchers are priced at up to rm200 but she then realized that even the materials used to make a single dreamcatcher were quite expensive it then gave her an idea to start importing materials and selling them herself and eventually she came out with do it yourself dreamcatcher craft kits so that everyone can have a go at making their own dreamcatchers at a very affordable price quick selfie with philo before we started strolling around at the bazaar before i left the event i managed to have a little chat with philo the director of love is and also one of the women who made the wonderwomen event a success on her hopes for the event she believes that this event acts as a platform for women entrepreneurs who are still shy and afraid to bud out to get an opportunity to stand alongside other strong women in their field and build their confidence in branching out their businesses she also hopes that this bazaar can be an annual event to commemorate all our strong ladypreneurs philo is also one of the women behind the independent pet adoption network where they have rescued a lot of cats and dogs from being strays on the streets photos i managed to take during the event petite fizzies from love is that smells oh so great there were also live painting sessions from our artists in photo thineswari govindasamy left mixed material artworks by shakti d right speed paintings by haze long actual rescues from the independent pet adoption network on the notebook covers left dreamcatchers from dstyleo handmade right custom engrave bracelets from sillynuts cute pillows with illustrations of familiar sights in kl and penang from noox with all the bloggers for the day posted by fathishah fathir at 2 26 2017 05 18 00 pm no comments sunday january 01 2017 twenty sixteen new year 2016 primrose hill london another year another chapter in life i know everybody has complained on how 2016 has been the worst year by far with passings of many many beloved names rip harambe but also personally 2016 was rough on me it started out with a lot of hope with the whole idea of turning 21 and whatnot but oh boy did that light of hope dim in a split second of course never in my life had i imagine that i would be celebrating new years eve in london a city far away from shah alam with my bestfriend it was indeed a beautiful start but as the year progressed i did not finding myself sitting under the duvet people wondering if i was in town when i actually was but people just rarely saw the sight of me my brain draining all the positivity away that i was only left with dark ideas if i were to travel back in time to meet my teenage self i would tell her to not look forward on turning 21 i dont know all my life turning 21 was one of the things i looked forward to due to the whole turning into an adult and getting my key to freedom or whatever but oh boy my 21st birthday was literally the most depressing birthday ever i am not even kidding don t want to go further on this because everybody is probably tired of everyone s story of fighting depression and blah blah blah it was kind of hard to try and remember anything good from this year that happened personally but here goes a very mediocre list on my highlights of 2016 in no particular order new year s eve in london never did 15 year old fathishah and syaziyah ever pictured themselves six years from then they d be celebrating new year s eve together in the suburbs of london the struggle of 3 tiny southeast asian girls to get through the jam packed crowd trying to enter chalk farm station after the celebration was unforgettable then waited for the bus to get back to our hotel at a little past 1a m in zone 6 of london might i add in winter then had to send them to heathrow the next morning sobs getting a cat yoshi a day after adoption after making the decision of taking the year off i thought getting a cat would be real good therapy for me all my life there was never a point where i did not have a cat around the house at least up until i flew to gb so somewhere in august i adopted yoshi and basically shes my roommate now because she sleeps eats shit in my room of course the last part is in her litter box in my bathroom hair makeover i started bleaching my hair late last year and started dyeing my hair since earlier this year it was tween fathishah s life long dream to have green or purple hair and in one year she has had 9 colours in her hair volunteering sfkl cat shelter the cat shelter thing was supposed to be a job but it only lasted a week because i still couldn t commit to anything but it was a great experience i started volunteering in 2015 but then it was just teaching programs tuisyen sayang chance and then there was that one time we distributed food to the homeless in birmingham street feeders of kuala lumpur sfkl was one of an eye opening experience for me what i really like about sfkl is it was more than just giving out food we were told that the homeless of kl are fed 365 days a year but sfkl also prioritized engagement and emotional support most of the time we always just feel about giving stuff to the less fortunate when sometimes they just need someone to talk to get their voices heard their stories across i thought listing out good things that happened in 2016 would make me feel better about the year but nope 2016 still sucked for me i know a year is just a year a man made system to ease documentation based on our earth s rotation around the sun but for 2017 i just hope i can be more satisfied with what i do to be more expressive putting myself out there try new stuff keeping up with feticia s felicity and this blog i don t have any specific resolutinos for 2017 but i just want to be happy and true to myself til next time ff posted by fathishah fathir at 1 01 2017 12 56 00 am no comments monday december 19 2016 ola bowls acai uh sigh ee bowl is a new food trend which originates from brazil where its original name is acai na tigela or translated to acai in the bowl this brazilian dish is booming all over the world and malaysia is not a country to miss out on this superfood with a lot of people hopping on the healthy life train and heading towards a fit nation this is a great meal to swap for a filling meal and getting our five a day portion of fruits and veggies last friday my friend and i went to kl to accompany another friend to run an errand and after settling what had to be done we just walked along kl since the last time any of us did that was back in highschool we ended up walking to bukit bintang and eventually stopped to find something to eat at pavilion we passed by this stall and i tasted their samples that the workers were giving out im a sucker for free samples i ended trying 4 different samples and finally bought a green juice and while i was looking at the menu i saw that they happen to serve acai bowls so i felt like i had to order one to know what the hype is all about otime favourite top king of greens bottom i ordered the king of greens which has avocados bananas coconut raisins chia seeds oats almonds and im not really sure of the red things in the middle if youre a bit hesitant on having too much greens and want some sugary sweetness you can try the otime favourite that my friends ordered that was topped with coconut strawberries oreos and cornflakes our verdict acai bowls are thick smoothies that you eat in a bowl with a spoon rather than sucking it up with a straw from a cup but contrary to a typical smoothie these bowls really fills your tummy neither of us could finish our bowls because we were too full and on the plus side we ate more fruits and veggies in a sitting probably more than we do in a whole day farm power green juice romaine spinach celery lime and apple i actually like strong vegetable tastes in my veggie juices like celery or ginger and this one is really good the taste of the celery is not too overpowering because the lime really balanced it out and there is also a slight sweetness from the apples you can also try their fruit juices if you are not into the vegetable taste within the first sip of the green juice i could already feel super fresh and i just love green juices so this gets two thumbs up from me ola bowls is located at the connection on level 5 of pavilion kl posted by fathishah fathir at 12 19 2016 11 43 00 pm no comments monday december 12 2016 dealing with depression in malaysia i have been contemplating talking about this for quite some time now i actually planned to do a video discussing the topic but i just couldn t i am more comfortable typing but i still want this to reach out to as many people as i want to i actually feel it is a bit selfish on my part if i did not talk about this because i know that there are a lot of people who are going through what i went through i feel that staying silent on depression and mental health issues just contributes to the stigma that is already strong in our society i do not want to get too personal on how my journey went i only want people to know that there is help available but i feel like it is easier for me to tell bits of how my journey went and i know most people do not know when or how or where to seek for help so i really hope this post helps if you already think you are depressed please go and seek help call a friend call family meet a shrink if you are still thinking am i depressed or am i just sad and need more justification or want to know more about it just hold on and yes there is a difference between being depressed and being sad symptoms of depression feeling little to no motivation you feel worthless you feel like there is no use to get through the day you don t feel like getting out of bed or simple daily tasks like taking a shower or eating a meal seems like a huge burden for you to do having difficulty concentrating or focusing you can t watch a movie without zoning out you can t read an article without feeling jumbled you can t study without breaking down feeling fatigue or no energy a simple distance you re used to walking somehow becomes like a hike to you 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