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happily ever afterr in second life happily ever afterr in second life an empty space posted on february 13 2017 updated on february 13 2017 when i was very young i accompanied my grandmother on a trip and while i was away my mom decided to thoroughly clean and organize my bedroom to a perfectly put together and essentially unlived in state i was a bit of an unbridled hurricane at that age but there was creativity amongst the chaos we were a family of little means so writing had become my solace winsome poetry and rambling prose song lyrics and abstract sketches when i learned about her plans i cried inconsolably fearing that my private hamlet would be invaded and conquered my whimsies and words all cast away as if they were meaningless scribbles and scrawls upon returning home i found my room devoid of color and character turned over and barren like fallow earth it reminded me of the set dressing in a film with carefully arranged assemblages of stuff and things all meant to give the impression of coziness and comfort but bereft of actual life it felt disingenuous a mirage like when you close your eyes after a sunward gaze and you see an impression of brightness that fades away into black that room never felt like my own again and it was the genesis for a poignant shift i stopped feeling like i had permission to be childlike and free and as life became mired in upheaval and trauma being reined and restrained was sometimes the clearest path to emotional survival we would move several times in the following years we would lose one home to a fire but even when everything i owned was swallowed by ash and smoke i just kept trying to rebuild the refuge i longed for one more time desperate to make my bones there s something so poetic about analogy and metaphor and often i find that they re the best means of expressing the inexpressible to illuminate what may otherwise be shrouded in the dark the profound emptiness i ve been feeling since the passing of the baton between the old year and the new is akin to how i felt about my cleaned and decluttered room more than twenty years ago nothing has gone missing and nothing is seemingly amiss but it s as though a sword bearing trespasser has cleanly cleaved the me from home my spirit for lack of a perfect word feels like a home without a house and the familiar curves and planes of my body are as a house without a home please click for full size sadness is a coat of many colors it reminds me of a classic ani difranco tune i keep trying to articulate how i feel and what i desire but i m 32 flavors and then some and they re starting to clash and collide i m the devoted lover of language showing up at its doorstep at all hours it never fails to let me in but if language is as a lover then words are the caress and sometimes no matter how malleable my thoughts are my words feel empty and hollow not able to fully satisfy in those times i search for the eloquence of others and i recently found a quote that spoke to how i m feeling with insightful aplomb at the innermost core of all loneliness is a deep and powerful yearning for union with one s lost self brendan behan those words have helped me to understand why i feel empty has been the touchstone phrase on my lips and fingertips when those closest to me ask if i m okay it s feeling lost without physical loss the ache of loneliness when you re not actually alone a dear friend suggested that i really needed to refill myself and my mind swiftly imagined a deep and vast well with an organic network of roots through which those whom i care for are replenished and therein lies the heart of my weakness i can t receive without trying to give it away and when it s gone i just keep going i m so inept at letting others take care of me i ll become arid as a southwestern desert scorched as wildfire touched earth before i allow myself to admit that i m parched but i m taking the first steps spending these past days sending heartfelt apologies to the designers and brand managers whom i blog for and quietly removing myself from their groups now i m once more as i arrived in this blog unfettered and astray and not quite sure how to be in the virtual world rather than of it a friend of mine once said that she believes that everyone in sl is broken i gently amended that in my mind to unfulfilled and shared her thoughtful insight with another who remarked that not only was the original statement more accurate but that everyone in real life is broken too maybe we re all right and we re alright too we re all in this together to quote another apt and beautiful token of wisdom a bit of a mash up between hemmingway and cohen we are all broken that s how the light gets in i feel empty but lighter inside in both of its poetic meanings less weighed down with commitments and the attendant fear that i m letting people down while trying to slowly warm myself to the embers that illuminate this hollow with their indelible glow i really want to grow creatively and to continue to be inspired by the artistic expression that sl encourages and fosters i m also cultivating an idea to transition my blog into a different kind of resource encouraged by the sl sales shopping events calendar that surprises and humbles me with the number of daily visits it generates i would like to become a kind of ambassador for second life helping people to find what they re looking for where to go how to find their place although admittedly it s not an entirely altruistic endeavor as i ve been seeking that same direction and enlightenment at varying times over the last decade or more but still it s a place to start none of us yet know how much time is left in sl s gloaming with sansar on the horizon i have to believe that we re in the twilight years i want to make them worthwhile and meaningful ones to sneak in one final quote which i ve referenced before we re all made of star stuff i think there s a place for everyone in second life if we locate ourselves on the map and then orient our desires to the virtual world around us it s like a vast expansive sky with room for evermore constellations so here s to taking a breath turning the page and finding a new foothold amongst the stars sounds dustin o halloran an empty space share on share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading this entry was posted in 2nd second life and tagged second life sl as the world falls down posted on january 10 2017 please click for full size though we re strangers till now we re choosing the path between the stars i ll leave my love between the stars as the pain sweeps through makes no sense for you every thrill is gone wasn t too much fun at all but i ll be there for you as the world falls down look maitreya lara body genesis lab head skin l etre ears olympe mesh ears l etre closed eyes natural mesh eyelids entwined hair mila light blondes hud new release the crossroads through january 28th style pose zenith mask baroque butterfly mask just because dress dana bodysuit daniella skirt for freya hourglass isis lara physique venus new release uber through january 22nd ios props pose magic spheres pose gift edited destination inspiration sights memento mori sounds david bowie as the world falls down share on share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading this entry was posted in 2nd second life second life fashion and tagged chouchou entwined ios just because memento mori second life sl the crossroads uber zenith half of the time we re gone posted on january 8 2017 please click for full size half of the time we re gone but we don t know where and we don t know where here i am the only living girl in new york look maitreya lara body genesis lab head skin entwined hair georgina new release fameshed through january 27th style pose tetra top sporty bra for maitreya lara slink physique slink hg addams jeans ornella high rise jeans for freya isis lara slink hg slink physique venus new release addams shoes sixtyseven sandals for belleza maitreya slink new release pose my own sonic inspiration sounds simon garfunkel the only living boy in new york share on share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading this entry was posted in 2nd second life second life fashion and tagged addams entwined fameshed genesis lab maitreya second life sl tetra always in my head posted on january 4 2017 updated on january 4 2017 please click for full size i think of you i haven t slept i think i do but i don t forget my body moves goes where i will but though i try my heart stays still it never moves just won t be led and so my mouth waters to be fed you re always in my head look maitreya lara body genesis lab head skin avi glam eyes entice eyes blue new release tetra hair melon red tones hud new release uber through january 22nd style pose yummy piercing eclipse septum gold pearl mandala jewelry legacy earrings kilimanjaro pose my own sonic inspiration sounds coldplay always in my head share on share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading this entry was posted in 2nd second life second life fashion and tagged avi glam genesis lab maitreya mandala second life sl tetra uber yummy your ghost posted on december 18 2016 please click for full size let him walk down your hallway it s not this quiet slide down your receiver sprint across the wire follow my number slide into my hand it s the blaze across my nightgown it s the phone s ring i think last night you were driving circles around me you were in my dream you were driving circles around me look maitreya body lara v3 5 genesis lab head skin melissa l etre ears olympe mesh ears avi glam eyes ardent eyes sky lelutka hair h nv 0001 base naturals hud style pose prop yummy piercing gold teardrop septum white pixicat dress darling dress white tarte bed upcycled pallet bed from luxe box september 2016 pose my own sonic inspiration sounds kristin hersh michael stipe your ghost share on share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x share on reddit opens in new window reddit share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr email a link to a friend opens in new window email like loading this entry was posted in 2nd second life second life fashion and tagged avi glam genesis lab l etre lelutka luxe box maitreya pixicat sl 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