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that s not for me to displace the fact that yes it feels so good when you wake up early in the morning regardless of the time you went to sleep the night before even though the good feeling only lasts like what 10 minutes it still feels good and that s the point but i digress anyway don t worry folks the updates are gonna get even more scarce from now on dissatisfaction guaranteed so yes ladies and gentlemen i m finally getting my ass off this rock and into university where i can finally get my life in motion i hate saying terms like that my life so and so and oh that s life and coconuts have children truth be as it is my life s not as hugely important as say brad pitt s or the son of the duchess of wales or something and surely i ve only been on this earth 19 years and a little more so granted whatever i know of life is completely miniscule compared to the true complexity of it the true grandeur and scale of it and so i have no real right in saying anything about life as i know it because hell i don t really know it by simply uttering such a statement as i m just trying to get my life going is purely pretentious and it just shows how idiotic i am but then again i am idiotic so oh i just can t get wait to get my life going ugh i repulse my own self this is impossible anyway the beans love you and so do i ___________________________________________________________________ okay i ve waited an hour and the alcohol s wore off my friends and compatriots and hopefully lack of immediate family members giving patron to this blog i write you here today as an excited and terribly nervous person excited simply because i m finally heading off to the states and nervous simply because i m terrified of flying don t ask me why i just hate it but i do love that strange feeling you get when you stare out the little peephole as you wait for the toilet and you see the clouds and sky below you you see the expansive land that stretches on from here to forever and you dream just a little bit how life my be like for one of the blokes down there and then you get the strange understanding of how small you really are in this big big world but i digress anyway there s actually very little point to me writing a oh i want to thank so and so and so like an awards speech purely because everybody s already gone to other places so i m just going to say a mighty fine see ya soon bitches line to compensate i ll send wishes from wesleyan woo ps i just finished watching malaysia get raped in the gold medal match for badminton i swear it s almost a picture perfect encapsulation of what we normally do oh we re almost there there we go there we go a little more a little more oo it s a little hot let s turn back i swear if i ever became pm or the education minister or something i ll reform the school system to produce not a society of people who take the easy or safe way out but a society of daredevils heroes reckless abaddons shooters of the stars and also chefs because we need the food see ya soon bitches currently listening to i m gonna be 500 miles by the proclaimers posted by alejandro miguel mcsexy jr at 6 49 am 2 comments wednesday august 6 2008 motif of harmful sensation sounds a lil erotic but it ain t oh glorious joy of wikipedia it provides such knowledge that have completely no use for practical day to day life but are completely good batter to be thrown about when you re having dinner with a person for the first time in your lives and you ve gone all across the usual topics like where are you studying what s your favorite color or whether you like using force in bed yes the wonders of the internet works as such that i no longer have to extend an arm to find out rubbish that otherwise could not be accessed in this country ah technology it makes things so much more easier and us so much more useless can christian bale save us from machine damnation oo terminator 4 reference so early for some reason i ve stumbled on the aforementioned motif of harmful sensation a literary device that s also very apparent in various mythology such as that of greek roman and hindu among others it s commonly mentioned in texts that common mortals that s you and me folks unless you wanna up yourself or something feel free to do that in your own time are not able to really set their eyes on the full form of a deity be it a big papa deity like a god like zeus or something or be it a small fry deity like a vague passing icon entity like medusa ah yes medusa perfect example you see her freaky reptilian hair and not only do you go whoa mama wtf but you get stoned no not like hee hee haa haa this is good shit stoned but stoned as in you get hard man is there any way to say this that doesn t insinuate some crude form of vulgarity you turn to stone okay yeah so wikipedia tells me that it is because it is believed that we as mortals are ill equiped to fully comprehend the magnifince or sheer divinity of those beings i mean most of us when confronted with a page of algebra start drooling ourselves so we can t possibly comprehend the sheer existence of an ultimate being so says wikiwikimen when lot s wife defies the order of an angel and sets her eyes on the big g man that s god not government officials lay the smackdown on a city she turned into a pillar of salt as they quote genesis 19 16 26 why she turned into a pillar of salt and not a bunch of bananas i do not know maybe the pope or god himself does there are several variations to this literary device sometimes writers or literary figures or scribes transpose the concept and scale it into a specific section like medusa s hair or like in that kevin smith movie dogma where god played by alanis morisette appropriately enough has a voice that is unable to be comprehended by human beings so she speaks through another medium another person another variation does not deal with gods or deities the only thing i can think of at such an hour is looking so damn fine and beautiful that anybody who lays a finger or even an eye on said person would burst into flames gives a new dimension to the term flamin hot no but you know i don t think that that is entirely a literary device i mean if the argument proposing the existence of the g man or men is still being acceptable by a significant percentage of the human race and by definition i believe that as long as you give contribution in the form of faith and belief in something therefore making that thing that is being believed real i pretty much think that someone can be so hot that anybody looking at the fella burst into flames yes i know my mission now i shall make myself so seksi and hot that i ll make you so finger lickin good kfc s gonna wanna sell ya ya mama you read history begin right here currently listening to opening song from episode 2 title debatable from dr horrible s sing a long blog posted by alejandro miguel mcsexy jr at 9 15 am no comments tuesday august 5 2008 if hollywood s taught us anything it is that sex guns and explosions make people go woo thinking about it when big moments happen in big budget movies like hollywood fare or poorly made movies like hollywood fare and mostly malaysian fare you know it s a big moment on the count of the fact that there s the humongous overblown dramatic musical orchestration with 16 part string sections and stuff like that bloody hell slap into your face the fact that heck something big is going on right this minute like when a main character dies in the film more often than not a really moving sad piece of string heavy orchestration is inserted to support the sad anguished looks on the faces of the reacting characters or when the male lead finds out from his wife that his wife is actually the daughter of his father and his niece who was conceived by nut job in which a big dun dun dunn sound comes in you know that big shit is goin down because hey big musical cues tell you also sometimes these moments are emphasized by subsequent reaction close up of the character s face usually trying to extend a sense of wtfbbq refer to the following picture lifted this pic off somewhere at random but it serves its purpose but you know when heavy pivotal moments happen in real life for me i don t get that same sense of doctored oomph specifically because of exposure to such films like when i say goodbye to a close friend who i m never going to see again for a long long time there s no sense of tragic drop or deep tugging of the heart strings what happens instead is an empty hole that forms in your gut and somewhere in your heart in which you d then walk off like one of the undead living in shining glory on the physical level but dead inside which more often than not is a good definition of yours truly so what i do instead is that i carry along with an orchestra in my head so far it s missed all its appropriate cues but it can do a pretty good cover of the orchestration from the casino royale soundtrack hmm currently listening to 96000 from the in the heights original broadway cast recording posted by alejandro miguel mcsexy jr at 7 36 am no comments sunday august 3 2008 suspended not suspenders it s a gentle feeling a sort of transient dream like mood not unlike the subtle caressing high you get when you ve had a little too much drink you know when you haven t quite hit the hard wall of nausea but when you ve gone way past just a little tipsy like standing up straight on a sea borne boat like after spinning around in circles like waking up in a plane mid flight that light breezy feeling hammocks such sinful pleasures they bring i have never really entrusted myself to a hammock whenever i choose to lie in one there s too much risk and fear in it the string could loosen or the material could break and you could injure yourself you could sway too much that you end up flying to the neighboring state you could get way too comfortable and realize that you can t pull yourself out you could well the list goes on and on i was being cautious careful chickenshit i suppose three ways of saying the same thing i don t quite trust people so how can i bloody well trust a hammock how can i trust the might of productive industry how can i trust gravity how do i know gravity s not out to kill me all this complete lack of trust that s in me no wonder why my shoulders are so tense but this afternoon something changed in the way i connected with the lovely hammock i climbed into one shoes and all pulling both my legs in for the first time and settling my posterior into the very center of the groove i nestled myself in and while i was nervous for awhile at first i just let myself take a breath and decided that hey maybe we re never supposed to be in control of anything after all so i closed my eyes and felt the cold breeze take me swaying i was not too little that i wouldn t feel the light headed sensation but not too hard that i would attract attention and then for the first time in a long time i relaxed and let the whole world take over from here it was wonderful it was perfect yes i think it was the happiest i ve been in a long time and then the clerk told me that testing was not allowed ____________________________________________________________________ i wonder why the most versatile word in the english language supposedly the universal and most flexible mode of verbal communication in the world is a swear word read fuck what does that say about modern civilization currently listening to i ll be there for you by the rembrandts posted by alejandro miguel mcsexy jr at 8 32 am no comments friday august 1 2008 the productivity of boredom there s a certain inelegance when one comes face to face with the grim reality of how mundane one s life actually is while this does not necessarily stand true for everybody or in fact i m willing believe most people for those whom this predicament is applicable to i feel your pain the scenario is as such i have another 15 to 16 days before i leave a fact that squashes any possibility of seeking part time formal employment to complete non existence i m currently gaining additional income from the source that already supplies my usual income i e my folks by doing a steady flow of odd jobs which include but are not limited to mild accounting deliveries house cleaning car washing agreement signing and cooking i m usually alone in the condo what with my dad with his now very hectic work flow and my self employed read professional housewife and occasional stock broker mother somehow having a social life more vibrant and exciting than mine most of my acquaintances and hombres are either currently studying overseas working their own part time jobs enjoying their lack of activities more than i do or dead it s a problem i suspect that is a derivative of another problem when it comes to extended periods of vacation and leisure time i am both confused unmotivated and compulsive in other words i don t know what the hell i want but i want to do it but heck i ll do it later a trait not altogether beneficial to the institution of the greater good i have seen this problem and have grown accustomed to it and as a direct reaction to overcome such adversity i have in the past few days embarked on a remarkably pointless task of creating something well something the corner of my room is now home to a semi gigantic tower of empty tin cans inclusive of soft drink cans soup cans cans of beans etc etc shaped in the spirit of our very own petronas twin towers you have no idea how proud i am if only i had a working digital camera i could share this glory with the world for now it shall stand in secret until finally someone notices and i m forced to take it down currently listening to so they say from dr horrible s sing a long blog posted by alejandro miguel mcsexy jr at 11 04 pm no comments thursday july 31 2008 the return of the comeback of the reemergence of the coconut oil okay right so here i am folks changed the url changed the color scheme though not by much changed the blog title stripped down the content and altered other such things all in the effort to both pump in a waft of fresh air into this stale damp place as well as to reduce the number of things i have to deal with too lazy to put in a chat box too lazy to put in more pictures this might change in the future though depends on my highly erratic motivational mood swings and i m too lazy to summarize my ramblings to avoid over wordiness there that took a lot of energy for me to write i m going to go lie down and roll with the bushes now currently listening to johanna 3 from sweeney todd 2005 broadway revival posted by alejandro miguel mcsexy jr at 2 52 am no comments home subscribe to posts atom about mi alejandro miguel mcsexy jr no don t even look at me don t even attempt to grace your eyes with my presence just cease your futile attempts to comprehend the wonder that is i who i am is not just a word not just a turn of phrase i cannot be explained through text or any form 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