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n that memo how many people are living in some private hell because they think the perfectly normal ways that their sexuality functions is somehow abnormal and wrongheaded and is going to send them to hell like life isn t hard enough like fitting in all the things we must do and all the things we d like to do and all the people who give our lives joy and fulfillment and contentment doesn t eat up enough of our brain cycles we focus on something that s meant to bring us pleasure and instead wring anguish from it how good are we humans at screwing ourselves up embrace the dichotomy life is there to be lived and sex is there to be enjoyed consensually of course happy holidays blogland posted by conina at 11 26 am 5 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels sex thoughts saturday october 3 2015 art art comes from pain i ve always heard it logically follows that when one is happiest one is least likely to create but what happens when happiness is like a long bike ride through the hills some of the uphill climb might be wearisome and one might sit in the shade of a particularly nice tree to let one s heart rate go down and while doing so one might write a poem or sketch a landscape or come up with the idea for something amazing happiness doesn t have to stall creation but people who are happy haven t got much to get out of them except perhaps the overwhelming joy of just being alive the hills are alive with the sound of music yo they re just not singing to me right now i ve been there in that place of overwhelming joy last week even perhaps even this week thursdays tend to be particularly nice but right now i m stalled about halfway up a hill maybe it s a silent hill or maybe it s a hill that has eyes i m hoping it s neither of those and i d be perfectly fine if it d just start singing well maaybe a little creeped out ultimately climbing it will be good for me but wow the climb is certainly some work i m looking forward to cresting and coasting my way down the main problem with this metaphor is that when you re biking you know where the summit is most of the time you can see it or see it on your map life doesn t give us such easy cues for more complicated situations than geographical layout my pain is not immense at the moment so my art is only small art a jokey blog post with mixed metaphors even so it feels good to create something more lasting than dinner i wish you all happy journeys and non silent non eyey hills posted by conina at 1 23 am 1 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest sunday june 14 2015 fluid i went swimming at a friend s house recently it had been a while since i had so much skin bare in the sunlight and though i carry sunscreen with me everywhere i forgot to put it on my back the water was amazing it embraced me welcomed me back like a long lost lover supported me as i moved through it for hours and hours that night though i paid for my lack of forethought with a sunburn so severe and painful that lifting my arms over my head brought tears to my eyes the brush of my hair across my shoulders made me whisper fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck as though being burned with a hot iron days later the pain persists and makes me regret my foolhardiness pondering it all made me think of how relationships are similarly fluid they change and move and what may seem a tiny oversight can lead to huge mishaps friends lovers family people themselves are fluid if we don t make an effort to keep up with the changes apply our protections and keep swimming we can drown or burn no one is carved in stone no one stays the same throughout their lives sometimes it may seem like a lot of work and sometimes it may well be too much work and we may have to let a relationship go or suffer burns over and over and over again most of the time though the rewards are worth the work and the painful reminders when we forgot to put in the labor still don t make the relationship one we should ditch altogether we just need to be more careful next time now and then it just pays to remind ourselves that time only flows the one way and the moments spent we can never get back best to spend them wisely what s your favorite wise way to spend your moments posted by conina at 10 37 pm 5 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels relationships thoughts monday march 16 2015 spin the slave girl a fantasy i have a very very good imagination once in a while my husband will use that to his extreme advantage by crafting a fantasy directly into my ear while he manipulates my body bondage discipline even fucking can come from his lips into my ear without him actually putting forth more effort than coming up with the idea he spoons me and his lips are right against my ear his arms around me as he begins to speak you d like a cage wouldn t you and i could just hang you from it tie your wrists to your ankles spread your legs wide and hang you up just to beat you or to fuck you wherever i want just to keep you right here and fuck you i could spin you around to decide where to fuck oooh i should fuck your pretty face right now he whispers his hands roaming my body as they like in point of fact i have a cold sore right now but my imagination doesn t worry about that as he describes his cock filling my face my throat i moan deeply and his fingers find my clit as he keeps talking about using my face to fuck he strokes it lightly expertly driving my desire for him to a fever pitch as he keeps talking his sexy fucking voice playing right inside my brain turning me into a puddle of need i could get your ass all nice and slippery slide my fingers in there then shove a huge plug into you then when i fuck your pussy there won t be much room but i d make room you re mine and i d shove my cock into you because it feels so fucking good inside you too big you ll say oh master it s too big for me but i won t fucking care and i will make you take it all and there is nothing you can do about it i just keep moaning my brain has completely accepted that my face is currently full of cock despite the fact that it is not mmm it s so good inside your throat he murmurs and i know that once your face realizes what it s really for it hates to stop all your holes are like that aren t they once they realize they re fuck holes again they hate to give it up your sweet mouth doesn t want me to stop fucking it does it but i should just spin you again and see what else to fuck face hole pussy hole ass hole face hole pussy hole ass hole and inside my head it s exactly as if he has done just that i am a collection of holes spinning slowly suspended from a cage while he decides where he wants to put his cock next i barely stifle my screams of gratification at being so objectified mmm i guess i ll fuck your pussy he murmurs sliding his actual cock into me from behind as i make loud grunting noises his words causing minor spasms over my entire body i am a slippery wet mess by this point his words and his fingers have made me come several times already i am floating every nerve tingling hanging on his every word suspended by his voice as surely as the imaginary restraints into which he has bound me take it girl take it all too big is it that s your favorite thing to complain about isn t it i should spin you around again and shove it down your throat you won t complain about that will you of course you won t your throat will be full of cock don t worry girl soon your lip will heal and then ohh and then then you ll fuck my throat again i gasp each syllable interrupted by my gasps as his cock moves inside me oh yes what a clever fuck toy you are that s right then i ll fuck your throat again he croons the low rasp of his voice sending tingles down my spine you love being full of my cock having all your holes filled and stretched open around me for me that s what you re fucking for for me to fuck all your holes your ass loves my cock too it loves me to shove inside it to force you open to make you mine you re afraid too afraid of how big it is but you love to be afraid of my big cock fucking your ass you re a collection of fuck holes what s that like to be a walking collection of fuck holes i can only respond in grunts and barely restrained screams his words and his actions have driven any rational part of my brain away and i can only feel things react to things arch scream pant gasp and i can just keep you here hanging here for me to fuck those holes whenever i want however i want ohh yes i like that my own hanging fuck toy he pulls me closer into him as he speaks his cock pushing more into me than there is me stretching my insides further making me cry out as he finally comes his orgasm is long his moans of pleasure intense but then he is on top of me his fingers sliding into me stroking my clit pressing hard into my g spot and i am screaming again i thought i was spent done no more gasps of pleasure left but he is wringing every bit out of me that he can and i adore him i adore what he does to me and i just keep thinking when i am allowed to think as his fingers draw more orgasms from my exhausted body how very lucky i am to be this man s sex slave thank you husband posted by conina at 2 35 pm 12 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels d s fantasies sex submission talking whoa tuesday march 10 2015 floggers and punishments and sex partners oh my delfonte answered my plea for questions by asking do you still make beautiful floggers and sadly my short answer is no i had to give that particular pastime up due to arthritis in my hands i was down to a simple choice make floggers or live relatively pain free i do still have all the materials and all the ideas and i d love it if my hands would magically return to their former ability and i do still have quite the lovely collection of floggers of my own if you have one of mine be happy if you want one of mine well i do still have a few i made before my hands crapped out on me sub hub in phx asked three questions 1 in what ways are you punished for being a bad girl hm this is an interesting question it feels a little playful we don t really have a punishment dynamic as such but now and then my love will say something like you re awfully grumpy i think i need to beat that out of you and then will begin a pretty good session of flogging spanking usually followed by a pretty forceful fucking it s really rather delightful he s not a man of many rules though or of precise bizarre desires there was a time when i kind of wished he was the sort of man to want me to do something mostly impossible and who would then punish me for not being able to do those things but i think for me that s best left to a fantasy scene we play out together rather than the reality of my existence it might be incredibly hot at first but i have a feeling it would get eye rollingly old for me soon 2 do you have any desire to be required to have sex with others within the realm of your servitude these are wonderful questions thank you for them i personally don t have a desire to be made to have sex with anyone else i do very much enjoy a sensation of violation but i think that this might cross a line though then of course required is up for debate i don t want to have sex with anyone but my master there was a time funny how things change when i thought hey this d be great we should try this but harsh reality always intrudes and people are messy messy creatures they re all full of feelings and emotions and flaws and for the moment at least it seems like just too much work 3 would you able to witness your master husband having sex with another woman wow these are really thought provoking i m trying to imagine this thing i don t know if i d be able to witness it in a literal sense because he has even less desire to have sex with others than i do he doesn t like people so having another one in his personal space is farthest from what he d want but i think i might be sidestepping the intent of the question i believe what you mean is would i be emotionally able to witness such a thing and i am completely secure in the fact that i am his and he is mine if he got a bee in his bonnet and wanted to have sex with another woman while i watched i think i d be okay with that i might wonder what was wrong with him and if he was okay because that s not his style but once we d ruled out the possibility of brain tumor i think we could roll with it i d be more interested in watching the woman though to be fair i have more answers coming please feel free to ask more questions i am loving interacting with you all posted by conina at 12 42 pm 3 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels questions older posts home subscribe to posts atom this blog has explicit descriptions of lots and lots of sex if you are under 18 or can t handle that 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conundrum there s this movie my husband and most everyone in our circle has seen it i have not i consider it part of my identity blow jobs are awesome so i ve been wondering the friends i talk to about sex all hate giving their men blowjobs i know they re averse to the tih ttwd d why i love sucking my husband s cock take 1 i have two very different approaches to this and the other one will be coming up i make no guarantees on how quickly spanky set this cha love our lurkers 7 the giveaway saturday morning update i have decided to leave this open for the majority of the weekend due to some craziness around here i have lo in a different world monday was interesting i couldn t stop being horny all day i longed to just get my husband home and take him to bed to feel him touc sexual shutdown submissive defense mechanism i like sex in fact i love sex love may even be a bit of an understatement in a conversation with my husband i once defined sex as my leveling up when i was a child i watched my mom work hard to support the tw...