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e time off work the whole summer after our wedding this last week we both started working again and as i m sitting here in my faculty meeting shhh i ve been thinking about all the fun things we ve been doing this summer we all know it has to be documented a couple of luna de mier honeymoon pics jd s first birchcreek experience twilight movies at snowbird this picture just melts my heart church history museum with the fam my husband gives me pedicures does it get any better than that brother and sister shell our first friends in our new ward sushi night spur of the moment camping trip i almost beat him in the bb gun competition but i m pretty sure he goes easy on me kind of felt like most of our summer was spent writing thank you cards picnic at wheeler farm baseball game with the fam sad that summer is over but we re both loving our jobs and working hard we have really had such an awesome summer and we are loving married life he really is the best posted by kelsey at 1 42 pm 2 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest monday may 20 2013 the scoop he is thoughtful he is sweet he is a freaking goof ball i roll my eyes a lot about that but i love it we have fun we balance each other he works hard he has a plan he lets me correct his grammar i choose to believe he likes it he knows the lord he makes me feel safe he makes sure i know i m loved we re doing this thing for eternity june 22 nd we think we re pretty lucky posted by kelsey at 8 37 am 6 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday april 2 2013 definitely something 2013 really good year remember how i said i felt like good things were coming i was right stay tuned it s been almost 18 months since my divorce has been final and through every one of those months i have been trying to get over it over it like that s a thing is divorce something you ever really get over i ve learned something about life s issues just pushing them aside will not get you over them not permanently so there s been this tiny little issue i ve been needing to work through since all of this happened stupid forgiveness you guys it s hard it has been a challenge so many times over the last 18 months i would picture what it would be like if i ran into my ex again what would i do you want the truth generally i pictured the scene like that ending scene on what happens in vegas um a solid punch where it counts followed by you know why here s the link if you really want to know http www youtube com watch v 5mlnbz1eaam okay haven t had the best of feelings towards him since that mess started but i thought about another scene a little bit ago instead of imagining just me and my ex in a room i imagined what it would be like if the savior also joined us totally different scene christ would have said something like kels i know you hurt i know mistakes were made but guess what you don t have to suffer i already did that for you this is taken care of and my grace is sufficient for both of you that image in my mind was motivation enough for change to take place in my heart i don t know if i can adequately describe the way the atonement has worked in my life i don t fully understand how the feelings of hostility that i ve had towards my ex can be gone now all i can say is that i know the pains i have suffered and the wrongs i experienced in my marriage are not mine to cling to anymore it s freeing it allows me to be able to look to my future and not to my past i exchanged emails with my ex a few weeks ago it was something i have intended to do for a while but something i didn t want to do until i could sincerely and genuinely express feelings of forgiveness to him what an opportunity of closure he has made progress just like i have when we let it the atonement heals us god puts our lives back in order and helps us push forward the experience i had in my marriage and my divorce will never be totally erased it has changed me but it will not define me i have had so much support from special people throughout this process you know who you are thank you i love you so in honor of all of your support and love i ve got a future to go get posted by kelsey at 12 06 pm 11 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest monday january 7 2013 good things coming good things come to those who wait better things come to those who believe and the best things come to those who don t give up hey guys i got divorced last year people told me oh you ll be able to jump right back into dating you young little thing you i said i know people told me i bet you ll be married again within a year i said i know people told me it ll be like it never happened you re so great dating won t be an issue i said i know i didn t know on all counts but i thought i did over the last few weeks i ve realized that although i said i was still all for marriage and had that as my goal i didn t actually believe that this was possible one of my best friends recently observed that i m kind of a relationship hater ouch true i ve been on a lot of dates over the last year haven t put an ounce of effort into making any of them turn into a relationship one of these gentlemen told me that he felt i wasn t willing to try a relationship because i was scared but that s not it and yes that poor gentleman hit the road shortly thereafter it s not that i ve been scared i mean i am but that s not the point at hand it s that i just haven t believed that the kind of relationship i thought i had last go around was actually possible in reality i ve been looking around at couples in love couples getting married couples staying married and it s literally confusing i do not understand how it happens for the past 15 months i have not understood how that can actually happen in my life i mean i don t live in a movie here who says a knight in shining armor has any place in the story of my life well here s the thing someone with some serious credibility has told me that a healthy loving and eternal relationship can be in my life and its taking a significant amount of faith to trust him on it but i think i m starting to understand faith because once you get a glimpse of the kind of potential heavenly father can see in your life and you have the faith that he can actually get you there then a whole range of possibilities open up clarification i m not dating anyone haven t just met the one but i just have a feeling that good things are coming my way and i m thriving on the idea that i can actually have good things if i keep doing what i m supposed to be doing e e cummings said it takes courage to grow up to become who you really are well amen edward you got that right posted by kelsey at 1 47 pm 8 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday january 1 2013 being accountable last year i made my first real list of new years resolutions today is that fun day where we pull out that old list and see how i actually did eat more vegetables thanks to the blendtec check be thankful i try check forgive and let go worrrrking on it not check do things i like to do 85 check learn to say no check build a repertoire of lipsticks giant check i really took this one seriously be sincere less cynical sincerity check lower the cynicism check minus help other people more than myself thanks to a new calling check learn when to speak and when to not 60 check lighten up depends on the moment as for 2013 i went out for chinese with a friend last night and this was my fortune for 2013 reaction ok well i hate you 2013 i mean way to throw the emptiness of one s situation in one s face and then some facebook enlightenment one of my fb chums with some knowledge on asian culture said this most likely buddhist the second of the four truths taught by buddha states that the absence or emptiness of worldly desires brings happiness ok fine maybe it s not such a dreadful fortune maybe it s reflective of perspective and so it is perspective that i m choosing to focus on for 2013 i find that when the times i become most frustrated about my life are the times when i think things like this is not how it s supposed to be this is not what i thought my life was going to look like i was supposed to be happily married with a kid by now et cetera wisdom on perspective when you experience uncertainty you are on the right path so don t give it up you don t need to have a complete and rigid idea of what you ll be doing next week or next year because if you have a very clear idea of what s going to happen and you get rigidly attached to it then you shut out the whole range of possibilities deepak chopra and while that quote makes me wrinkle my nose and pull a face like a 5 year old facing cough medicine i know there is wisdom in it that i need to apply to my life i know i ve quoted this before but elder holland said when you are confronted with challenges that are difficult to conquer or you have questions arise the answers to which you do not know hold fast to the things you do know hang on to your firmest foundation however limited that may be and from that position of strength face the unknown the plan these thoughts are complimentary rely on your foundation use that foundation to keep you afloat and reaching but keep your eyes open find happiness in what life can be not only what it s supposed to be here s to perspective friends happy 2013 posted by kelsey at 10 44 am 1 comment email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest thursday december 20 2012 if i was better with words ok hey i got something to say to you man i brake for birds i rock a lot of polka dots i have touched glitter in the last 24 hours i spend my entire day talking to children and i think it s fundamentally strange that you re not a dessert person that s just weird and it freaks me out and i m sorry i don t talk like murphy brown and i hate your pantsuit i wish it had ribbons on it or something to make it just slightly cuter and that doesn t mean i m not smart and tough and strong one of my favorite quotes from new girl totally scripted but if i was articulate enough those are the words that would come out of my mouth so i m borrowing them also borrowing this posted by kelsey at 12 04 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest friday december 14 2012 dothesepjsmakemelookfat a hashtag for a post title i m sorry i couldn t resist instagram is new to me and thinking of hashtags has become a new hobby i think in hashtags i sometimes wish i could speak in hashtags it could add some fun to our day that s all i m saying in elementary school i hated gym i would pretend to be sick every time we had to play that dumb game where you had to simultaneously guard the bowling pin and try to not get pelted with the ball why i would call my mom every time hi mom i m sick can you come get me well what hurts uhh everything just please come and get me not my favorite day however the days i loved were the days i was allowed to wear my pjs there is something empowering about not having to zip or button pants for one day you know like how it s astounding how much one s stress level goes down with the simple act of switching from skinny jeans to yoga pants the read a thon was a big deal i would always make sure i had a treat and my blankie i would complete those assignments where we had to search the newspaper and cut specific things out like it was my job to do it so you can understand how pleased i am to announce that today is pajama day ah i chose the right profession i literally have been looking forward to this all week i have a secret and that secret is last month while on my stroll through k mart i found this sweet nightgown that may or may not be made of plaid flannel well naturally i had to have it stop judging me it s awesome my family hasn t warmed up to it yet i guess it s not the most flattering thing in my closet i told my family i was going to wear it to pajama day they laughed i said i was serious they said don t you dare so they bullied me into wearing my plain normal people pjs how dull don t worry on my way out the door i decided i better grab it just in case i had a change of heart i did only for one period but still people at work comment on how i always dress up and do all these goofy things in front of the kids it s true i do but i remember my middle school years being tempted to do something fun or goofy but being too scared these are the years where you have zero confidence until you see someone else do it and not die then it becomes doable so i have made myself that person i will do all the goofy things first so the kids have enough confidence to have a little fun and i can make up for all the awesome but unpublished ideas i had in middle school flannel jammies for life posted by kelsey at 1 10 pm 4 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest older 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