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ou know i ve switched over to substack you can subscribe if you want it s free it will always be free author fluidpudding posted on november 29 2025 november 29 2025 categories daily fish don t fry in the kitchen beans don t burn on the grill about six months ago i drove to lawrence kansas and purchased a loom from the yarn barn of kansas if you re anything like me and i know you re at least a little like me because we both know how to read and that s a very good place to start gretl von trapp you need to constantly be learning something new to do with your hands and you need to constantly be using your hands it has nothing to do with idle hands being the devil s workshop nor does it have anything to do with the verses in thessalonians that some people use to justify our current administration s decision to cut the supplemental nutrition assistance program which has led to food banks running out of food and people being hungry like truly hungry which is something most of us have never experienced and my god at what point will we take a step back and actually care about the well being of others instead of seeing everything from the us vs them mentality that is super fun i guess for things like sporting events but seems sort of diabolical when we re not considering the fact that we and they are all humans with fears and opinions and dietary needs was that a question or a statement i lost track along the way i mean i really don t think jesus would get a kick out of seeing how some people are behaving right now back to the loom i ve named her weezy after isabel sanford s character in the jeffersons obviously my first project on weezy was a let s see what happens when i do this sort of thing because i had no idea what i was doing the second project was more of the same but i stepped it up a bit by warping the long threads a patterned yarn in a way that zigs and zags and using black as a weft the back and forths next up dogtooth and then a lace scarf for a friend after the lace scarf i learned how to use pick up sticks to add patterns and texture to my projects for this scarf i wanted to showcase the multicolored silk yarn my mom gave me so i used a pick up stick to create the colored ladders that sit on top of the ivory yarn i really love how this thing was coming together note the past tense i just foreshadowed can we talk about my mental health for a sec it s no secret that i deal with a half bucket of anxiety and depression also my relationship with food is very complicated a few years ago i was evaluated and diagnosed with adhd along with everyone else and their brother s friend s cousin s sister in law and her kids all of these things are super manageable pills pills pills therapy and i m super lucky to have resources an intentionally vague term to get through this thing called life but i m here to tell you there s something else when i get upset or angry about something that i have no idea how to fix i ll feel an intense and uncontrollable urge to ruin something that s completely unrelated to the thing that upset me specifically i feel the urge to destroy projects i ve been working on i once unraveled a cardigan that was close to being finished i ve ripped up drawings i ve removed yarn from my spinning wheel and tossed it into the trash and a few weeks ago i cut that silk scarf off of my loom i immediately felt better i always do but the next day i was full of shits damnits and fucks note no need for concern these moments of impulse control occur maybe once a year and i never mess up anyone else s stuff hhhhhhhh it would have been a really great scarf ack let s get back to weezy who is currently holding a blend of yarns that i purchased in denver several years back although the yarn is brittle because it was recycled and overdyed incorrectly i m digging the plaid let s just hope the world doesn t get shittier for the next few weeks so i don t feel the need to rage harvest the scarf immaturely let s also hope the world doesn t get shittier after the next few weeks regardless of what your definition of shittier might be did you know i ve switched over to substack you can subscribe if you want it s free it will always be free author fluidpudding posted on november 6 2025 categories daily 3 comments on fish don t fry in the kitchen beans don t burn on the grill dinner in the diner nothing could be finer a few days back i was feeling sick and cranky so i did what anyone else would do when feeling sick and cranky i went online and purchased a gift for myself it arrived about an hour ago and although i m still feeling sick and cranky i m now feeling sick and cranky in a fresh jacket it s white with black stripes after easter and black with white stripes after labor day and it will serve me well as i crystallize my dream of orchestrating a major career change during the final 25 of my life author fluidpudding posted on november 2 2025 categories daily terminal dilettantism in the past six months i ve done a lot of weaving and a lot of knitting and a lot of reading and a lot of working and a lot of aging i haven t done a lot of writing and not a lot of drawing and not a lot of sleeping which explains the lot of aging is it still nablopomo if i post only 2 3 times each week it is there are no laws and there are no checks and there are no balances and i am the king did you know i ve switched over to substack you can subscribe if you want it s free it will always be free author fluidpudding posted on november 1 2025 categories daily what i ll miss most about the past few months is nothing when yoshitomo nara was a kid growing up in hirosaki japan he mostly listened to albums recorded by western artists he didn t yet know english so he stared at the album covers as he listened to the music creating his own translations based on the vibe he was getting from the cover art i ve been listening to a lot of sigur rós lately their music is really beautiful and although i don t normally dig a falsetto the singer s falsetto hits me just right to me this song is perfect give it nine minutes of your time knowing that the build that begins near the 6 30 mark and culminates at around 7 50 is one of my top three favorite musical moments it wads my heart up tosses it onto the floor stomps it into a forensic analyst s wet dream and then scrapes it up with a spatula and flips it towards the sky where it becomes a functional heart again right as it reaches the apex and drops back down to oomph between my lungs just in time for a tragic infarct near the 8 32 mark back to this i ve been listening to a lot of sigur rós lately their lyrics are a mixture of icelandic and hopelandic a made up language that fits the music phonetically and i could look up the english translations but i would much rather take a cue from yoshitomo nara and create my own it s been a rough summer for everyone i m sure but also for me i ll spare you the details have you forgotten that i share only 17 of my life with you but please know that to me this particular song is saying something like i said goodbye to the greatest boy dog last week and my life is at sixes and sevens right now last weekend was great with cold drinks and old friends but today i am nothing but bullamacou and my left eye won t stop twitching also this was 14 years ago and it was yesterday he really was the greatest boy dog did you know i ve switched over to substack you can subscribe if you want it s free it will always be free author fluidpudding posted on august 23 2025 categories daily the worst chicken i signed up to receive phone notifications from our neighborhood app not because i m concerned about missing important news but because i m always delighted to see what the people in our neighborhood feel compelled to share earlier today i received the following this neighbor wants everyone to know that about a half hour ago she went to kfc where she was given the worst chicken here are my favorite two sentences from her emotional report i told her chicken was not fresh old cooked in old grease something is wrong you need to check it both my hubby and my dinners were terrible i believe that everyone gets the chicken they deserve i also believe that more details need to be provided on the terrible husband just in case someone needs to pay a visit a friend and i have designated july as an accountability month during our accountability months we establish personal goals and then check in with each other a few times each week to make sure progress is being made our past accountability months led to me writing each day november and spinning yarn each day april i haven t been able to commit to a singular goal for july so i decided to go with the theme of spirited sporadicisms i was surprised to see that sporadicism is not a standard word to me it is the very thing that is done sporadically use it in a sentence okay creating a mugshot of the worst chicken is one of the many sporadicisms you ll find me engaged in during the month of july did you know i ve switched over to substack you can subscribe if you want it s free it will always be free author fluidpudding posted on july 3 2025 july 3 2025 categories daily i ve been waiting for this moment for all my life oh lord if you were sitting in a room filled with random people from your past and you had to choose one person along with a song to which that person is required to dance would you humiliate someone by making them dance to a song like crazy little thing called love by queen no one looks good when they dance to that song or would you match your chosen person with a song that complements their style with the hope that someone will do the same for you when choosing your dancing song i always play music while i m getting ready in the morning mostly from a playlist i created titled may i have some which holds 665 songs and is 42 hours and 17 minutes long please don t tell me how playlists are supposed to be curated everything i do is done deliberately i have never been a person who dances but if i was required to dance i would be okay with dancing to any of the 665 songs from may i have some this morning while getting ready i took a left turn and listened to an apple music playlist titled 80s soft rock essentials as the music played i started thinking about the room filled with my people and i began to dance because you should always be prepared and you never know and better safe than sorry and don t get caught with your pants down here is a list of the 80s soft rock essentials to which i danced while getting ready this morning the best of times by styx i felt a little awkward dancing to this song because i was including shoulder rolls that i don t believe conveyed what styx had in mind when they performed the song back in 1981 did you know that dennis deyoung wrote the song as an expression of the fear felt in america after reagan was elected in 1980 forty five years later i still know all of the words and holy shit i can relate to the fear gah i too wish the summer winds could bring back paradise dennis deyoung the way it is by bruce hornsby the range i ve hated this song since the first time i heard it back in 1986 but i can dance to it if you make me if you re curious other songs i hate from the 80s include you belong to the city by glenn frey lady in red by chris de burgh and into the night by benny mardones a song about a man in his 30s who wants to have sex with a minor time out have you seen the video of tonight s the night by rod stewart yeesh true colors by cyndi lauper most of the movements during this dance came from my eyes instead of my arms which i believe was a very effective decision when my arms did move it was surprising eye catching impactful in the air tonight by phil collins if you want to humiliate me make me dance to this song the tempo is impossible so i found myself acting out the lyrics instead of cutting the rug if anyone had seen my interpretation they might assume i was making light of phil collins s painfully heavy situation very inappropriate author fluidpudding posted on june 4 2025 june 4 2025 categories daily just give me three minutes i come to you today after a three month absence because i was driving down the highway yesterday and it was raining and i was listening to ione skye s memoir and i saw something out of the corner of my eye and when i turned my head i discovered that at least 50 rolls of toilet paper were lying on the side of the road soaking up the rain next to the body of a dead raccoon i thought i needed to talk about it but now i m wondering what else there is to say i know you don t wonder what i m up to when i m not here and that s the way it should be but i feel the need to tell you let s work backwards today i met a cat named milkshake and i fell in love with him he s wearing a red collar because he s feisty and mouthy two qualities i ve always admired several months ago i ate breakfast tacos while sitting at a table with a friend and his mom one thing led to another and now i have a loom my friend s mom is a weaver and a knitter and a writer and a traveler and an artist and an inspiration i turned 55 which is really fucking dumb so i conclaved i took a photo of myself being 55 on the day i turned 55 and i posted it to instagram using ol 55 by tom waits as accompaniment because the alternative doesn t suit my style i spun some yarn and stitched some notebooks the bottom one isn t finished her sweater needs a sweater finally i went to a thing at a church and i thought this would be an appropriate thing to wear but once i got there i felt like maybe it wasn t honestly i feel that way every time i put on clothes and go to a place so it really doesn t matter what i pull over my head plus this shirt it s a good one i m in between jobs right now so maybe you ll see more of me i have so much to share with you here s an example in the sixth grade we were asked to memorize a list of 20 being verbs and because brains are so weird am are be been being can could has have had is may might must shall should was were will would did you know i ve switched over to substack you can subscribe or whatever it s free it will always be free author fluidpudding posted on may 27 2025 may 27 2025 categories daily 3 comments on just give me three minutes we ll turn our ball into a doomsday device holy shit with the measles and tuberculosis and job cuts and also eggs since everyone is talking about them and it s impossible to keep up and depending on where you get your news you re either really fucking terrified or you re perhaps placing your palm over your heart and singing mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of the lord he is trampling out the vintage where the grapes of wrath are stored sing the next part to yourself because i m done typing this song until we get to his truth is marching on the past several weeks have been filled with highs and lows sadly my baseline is down a few notches because i 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