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foreverinfidel this wordpress com site is the bee s knees foreverinfidel this wordpress com site is the bee s knees main menu skip to content home about me is god good posted on july 2 2012 by zodiac there is immense evil and suffering in this world that cannot be denied whether suffering is inflicted by fellow mankind or by natural disasters the problem of evil is so pressing that it seriously questions the idea of a good merciful and compassionate god the typical answer to the evil caused by mankind is the free will defense it is argued that the calamities of wars violence and genocides is of our own free choice and therefore god cannot be held responsible for it well i do agree that a great deal of suffering in this world is caused by the lust greed and mischief of fellow human beings but it also highlights the fact that no matter how much filth plague and corruption we spread god will never intervene to help the oppressed certainly god could have stopped the holocaust or the nanjing massacre if he is all good but no he didn t he chose not to intervene the truth of the matter is that freewill is a scapegoat to conceal god s hypocrisy mankind has paid a huge price for this freewill the price is not the mischief we spread but the indifference of god to what we do men women and children killed by landslide does this make you a saint on the other hand the problem of natural evil is hard for anyone to defend a common viewpoint most apologists hold is that natural evil exists so that good can come out of it pain and grief are means to develop human morality and conscience in other words suffering leads to saintliness well yes but isn t the suffering in this world too much already does god really need to torture us with earthquakes tsunamis droughts famines and aids in order to make us better moral beings the level of suffering in this world is too much to justify this claim in the indian ocean tsunami alone 230000 people were killed if that many people were killed by a bomb or terrorism it would have stirred the whole world the people responsible for it would have been prosecuted tried and sentenced but unfortunately justice cannot prevail when god commits such atrocities was it too much for god to make nature a bit more accommodating there was no harm in a little more perfection his own universe would have been more splendid and his own children would have been at peace to conclude i see only a couple of answers to the question maybe god is all good loving compassionate and merciful maybe he did create us in good intent and tried his best to provide us with a perfect living environment but the evil in this world suggests that he is too weak and powerless to intervene and help those in distress or maybe god is very powerful who can do anything he wants but the problem with this assumption is that an apathetic god cannot be good in any sense the omnipotent god who does nothing to alleviate misery and anguish is a ruthless self righteous hypocrite and a sadist who enjoys human suffering the universe is his entertainment and we are his gladiators posted in deism religion tagged apostate atheism deism ex muslim god is god good islam problem of evil 2 comments why deism posted on june 28 2012 by zodiac since i left islam i am being constantly asked by my atheist friends why i have chosen deism and why not atheism or agnosticism well i have to confess that i am a highly spiritual person i have always had a very strong belief in god this is partly because i believe science will not answer all my questions religion is ridiculous but so is the idea of existence of something from nothing i am not just a random collection of molecules my emotions might be due to chemicals in my brain my feelings might be result of physical stimuli but there is more than that i am creature of love and hate compassion and corruption i am creative i am destructive i am evil and i am good i am inexplicable and incomprehensible there is a conscience there is a ghost in the machine deism is a concept that holds a rational view of world with no need of any organized religion but this rational approach of deism has a room for an intelligent supreme being the universe is like a clock wound up by the supreme being has a pre specified time duration after which it will ultimately stop and die you can call that intelligent being god krishna buddha or spaghetti monster if you want all is fine but one has to admit that there is something out there that started all this most probably the intelligent being we are talking about is as powerless as any of us for if he were powerful with a tiny bit of conscience he would have done something about the filth famine and disasters in this world this gives me a sneaky idea that god is probably a nerdy scientist the universe is but an unintended unsustainable consequence of his uncontrolled experiments that went horribly wrong and since he cannot control it he has no choice but to sit back and watch the universe run its course coming back to the topic i am not a hypocrite to suggest that deism is the answer to the mystery of universe i believe that the riddle of existence is too big to have a single path to the ultimate truth rationally thinking you can not be sure with complete certainty of any belief that you hold whether it is atheism agnosticism or deism every single one of these beliefs has justified criticisms but no matter what beliefs we hold we should and must have a unique philosophy on the purpose of life the purpose that became the reason we are here today the reason we can talk think and act the purpose of life is nothing but to evolve morally ethically and intellectually thousands maybe millions of species have died so that we could evolve and exist let us not their sacrifices go to waste posted in deism religion tagged atheism deism god infidel purpose of life religion why deism why i left islam 2 comments why i left islam posted on may 28 2012 by zodiac i was an observant muslim who had very strong belief in islam i had a huge interest in philosophy and was a keen reader of books on morality religion rationality and science i always thought that theologically islam is the most rational religion it seemed ridiculous to me how someone would choose to believe in something else as i matured i decided to study my religion deeper as to better myself at defending it the dos and donts that mullahs preached never made sense to me my reason did not reconcile with things like ban on playing chess music and drawing all the things that i so much loved i grew tired of mullahs and so i rejected those things and convinced myself that islam has deeper meaning than this i decided that to be a perfect muslim i have to follow and understand the character of muhammad but when i read the life of muhammad the things that i found made me quiver cringe and squirm i was totally disgusted by the fact that he married a 9 year old exterminated a tribe of around 800 mostly innocent jews including boys who had just grown pubic hair he ordered stonings and amputations and commanded capital punishment for anyone who spoke against him i just couldn t defend these loathful acts not even to myself let alone defending it to others i became suspicious by the fact that whenever he did questionable things those events were immediately followed by verses that approved of those things he married the divorced wife of his adopted son and when people questioned this immoral act he presented them with new verses that ratified this he was married to nine women at a time although islam permits four wives at most when aisha thought of questioning it god revealed new verses that gave him special dispensation allowing him to marry as many women as he pleased although many good sayings and deeds are related to him on the other end his life account is also full of stomach churning incidents i became skeptical of him and i felt that the character of muhammad reported in hadith was a moral paradox he certainly is not the best example for human beings and if he were alive today he would have been sent to prison it was a bitter pill to swallow but my belief was so strong that i decided to reject all hadith books i convinced myself that hadith are not authentic one by one i had rejected most of the things claimed by islam i thought to myself that the only thing on which i could base my belief in islam was quran i believed as it is commonly believed that quran is the direct word of god and is free from any corruption to be honest i never finished reading the quran because it was too boring and i used to feel sorry for myself not to appreciate the precious and eloquent word of god but the little that i did read completely blew me away it was full of such laws and commandments that could never be word of an all good god the god of quran totally condones owning female slaves for sex commands brutal punishments for thieves and adulterers recommends beating of wives restricts women rights to half of men in court testimonies and inheritance and even sanctions child brides he persuades us to use our intellect yet not to ask questions has created the universe yet makes erroneous claims about science and before i tried to reject that i asked myself who was i trying to fool i decided that if this is the all good all knowing god i don t want anything to do with such a god i began losing my faith i moved to philosophical questions and asked myself why does god need worship why did he send all prophets to the middle east who guided the indigenous amazon tribes who had their first contact with outer world couple of years ago why did he send books only in pre scientific era there are more non believing and misguided people in these times why doesn t he send us a prophet now whats the purpose of life what is it that he wants to test i never opted to take the test why is he always threatening the non believers surely he could have created a more reasonable religion why would he punish people for rejecting something that lacks reason the torment in hell is so brutal that no human would suggest it for a criminal or disbeliever does this mean we are better moral beings than god there are so many questions that made me doubt all religions i went through the most mentally disturbed period of my life but i came out strong in the end rejected islam and became a deist finally i want to say that i tried my best to believe in a god s religion but he has left no room for reason and rationality mankind is suffering from pain disease filth agony hunger and corruption while god sits back and enjoys the show i have recently read a story of a taxi driver in pakistan who poisoned himself his wife and children because he was too poor to feed them the god who not only allows such suffering but also ordains eternal torture in hell as punishment for suicide and yet claims to be ar raziq the provider and ar rahim the merciful is a sadist selfish morally corrupt and a hypocrite and is certainly not the god i would like to believe in posted in religion tagged apostate atheist deism ex muslim god infidel islam why i left islam 14 comments what am i posted on may 24 2012 by zodiac am i the slave am i the king or am i the desert wind a stone in my own shoes a cancer under my skin am i an object of intention or failed experimentation your proclaimed master piece or an unexpected complication an answer to your loneliness a result of adam s transgression let man in the image of god be made did you not know what it entailed subjected to your tests and satan s deceit entangled is a mortal trying to make ends meet what is this test what is my creed does it justify the pain suffering and greed i prayed to you and i did prostate fasted the fasts and qayam al layl why do you need praise i am amazed is that not enough that you know you re great you taught me to reason and exercise my brain but attempts to comprehend you have all gone in vain if your guidance is eternal beyond doubt and precise why did you abandon us in the present times i m sorry i don t get your divine plan dear god make me understand posted in religion tagged atheist god infidel islam 3 comments search for about me i am just a normal person who has a deep interest in philosophy science maths and arts i am born and bred in a highly observant muslim family my friends and family think of me as the most practicing muslim but what they don t know is that this muslim has given up his belief in islam long time ago pretending to be muslim is a very hard thing to do i don t think i will ever be able to open up to my family however what i can do is to share my story with the world through this blog recent posts is god good why deism why i left islam what am i archives july 2012 june 2012 may 2012 categories deism religion create a free website or blog at wordpress com subscribe subscribed foreverinfidel sign me up already have a wordpress com account log in now privacy 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