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ly tessica hello world i now have my own blog it ll kinda be like my online but edited journal so to speak it ll be fun and i am excited so to start things off i will warn you right off the bat i am an eccentric crazy fun loving person but i do have my own opinions and i will let you know how i feel about things so on that note welcome to my blog believe that man will not merely endure he will prevail he is immortal not because he alone among creatures has an inexhaustible voice but because he has a soul a spirit capable of compassion and sacrifice and endurance william faulkner friday october 19 2012 my crazy life posted by you re one and only tessica at 2 51 pm no comments sunday february 13 2011 hello everyone sorry i have fallen off the charts as of late cause things were getting so crazy and i felt like my head was gonna explode s i also think i kinda lost track of what i was trying to do and i was straying away from i wanted my blog to be so on that note i promise to do my best from now on and update more often and about important stuff d ok so as you all probably know by now egypt has been having some issues big ones for a while there it was pretty scary and i m glad that the light has come to some extent back on the people and their country but their attractions have created a domino affect on all the surrounding countries in that region governments and kings are getting alot of fire power from their people and it makes me think of the prophesies and how the last days will be coming here soon starting in those areas lets keep them in our prayers posted by you re one and only tessica at 10 36 pm no comments saturday december 25 2010 merry christmas remember god sent down his son to a mother s womb when our world was cold and winter laid her wings on our hearts knowing he would be sent to a borrowed tomb and hoping we would do our part knowing the king has come let our spirit soar knowing his love pray for our brothers to come home hope for peace and the wishful dove sing of bright stars sing of a church bell fear not the end and praise the beginning let the spirit come into your heart to dwell do not fear if your world is spinning just remember the light in the heaven one cold clear night how your savior and king came here to earth embrace the world so white and rejoice in his humble birth yours truly posted by you re one and only tessica at 8 09 pm no comments tuesday december 21 2010 glitter and satin covered fairy tales if i die young bury me in satin lay me down on a bed of roses sink me in the river at dawn send me away with the words of a love song lord make me a rainbow i ll shine down on my mother she ll know i m safe with you when she stands under my colors oh and life ain t always what you think it ought to be no ain t even gray but she buries her baby the sharp knife of a short life well i ve had just enough time if i die young bury me in satin lay me down on a bed of roses sink me in the river at dawn send me away with the words of a love song the sharp knife of a short life well i ve had just enough time and i ll be wearing white when i come into your kingdom i m as green as the ring on my little cold finger i ve never known the loving of a man but it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand there s a boy here in town says he ll love me forever who would have thought forever could be severed by the sharp knife of a short life well i ve had just enough time so put on your best boys and i ll wear my pearls what i never did is done a penny for my thoughts oh no i ll sell em for a dollar they re worth so much more after i m a goner and maybe then you ll hear the words i been singing funny when you re dead how people start listening if i die young bury me in satin lay me down on a bed of roses sink me in the river at dawn send me away with the words of a love song the ballad of a dove go with peace and love gather up your tears keep em in your pocket save them for a time when you re really gonna need them oh the sharp knife of a short life well i ve had just enough time so put on your best boys and i ll wear my pearls if i die young the band perry i absolutely love this song the lyrics are so powerful and hold lots of meaning i really love this quote funny when your dead how people start listening so true something i think we need to think about why should we wait for someone to pass on before we start listening why should we wait for something as final as death before we give someone a chance to make a difference this world isn t fair and was never meant to be but i think we should try to make it as much as possible thats the whole reason we re here to do our best and to help everyone do that too another song that i have discovered lately is glitter in the air by p nk i have to say this rock diva has her moments but she is a truly talented musician and was inspired by the lyric gods when she wrote this song i highly recommend it for anyones ipod but get the version of her singing it live at the grammy s all i can say it is absolutely stunning and it is my 1 fav have you ever fed a lover with just your hands closed your eyes and trusted just trusted have you ever thrown a fistful of glitter in the air have you ever looked fear in the face and said i just don t care it s only half past the point of no return the tip of the iceberg the sun before the burn the thunder before the lightning the breath before the phrase have you ever felt this way have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone your whole life waiting on the ring to prove you re not alone have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry have you ever invited a stranger to come inside it s only half past the point of oblivion the hourglass on the table the walk before the run the breath before the kiss and the fear before the phrase have you ever felt this way la la la la la la la la there you are sitting in the garden clutching my coffee calling me sugar you called me sugar have you ever wished for an endless night lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight have you ever held your breath and asked yourself will it ever get better than tonight tonight glitter in the air p nk feeling alone ain t funny how it can change you re mind how can i tell you what you mean to me i know i know its just like a fairy tale but they say its stupid and never real yeah i know i m looking for a way to fit in please don t runaway oh how can i possibly hurt this much to be this close yet so far away how does it feel to be so beautiful i would give it all away to see you coming my way to be the one you noticed you re like the sun on a cloudy day an angels song in the night that s my fairy tale of you we always used to talk about how when you left it would be different but we would change it but then it really did i never got to tell you how it really was with my feelings towards you but i couldn t tell then all i could do was cry in front of you those words my heart couldn t say those words concerning you oh those words concerning you oh how i pray i can make it through the fall and to see that fairy tale for real i long for the moment i see you again for my miracle oh my miracle my fairy tale my fairy tale of you i turned my perfect moment away theres no going back feeling alone ain t funny how it can change you re mind how can i tell you what you mean to me i know i know its just like a fairy tale they say its stupid never for real yeah i know i ll just try fairy tale of you rough draft yours truly posted by you re one and only tessica at 11 25 pm no comments wednesday november 3 2010 my love of fall i love the season called fall everything about it i love the wind as it nips at your ears reminding you that jack frost will be coming soon so you better cover up i love how the leaves turn bright gold and red yellow and topaz i love how all the animals start to puff up their fur to stay warm i love halloween i love the costumes the taste in the air as friends and families plane pranks and haunted houses i love the mystery and the stories of ghosts witches especially the witches as they cast their spells and stir their potions yes i love that i love it all and yet i didn t feel that this year this year there was no gold no mystery in the air the taste of magic did not tingle on my lips the world stayed green there was no flurry of rich costumes and warm fuzzy kittens playing in the pile of topaz fire leaves on the lawn i can t wait to see it again posted by you re one and only tessica at 11 08 am no comments tuesday august 31 2010 the connection between depression and creativity while i am working on that other piece which has truly become quiet the challenged to say the least i have decided to post some my old essays from my 10th english class i did alot of research papers dealing with psychology of which i found immensely interesting tessica tripple 10th english 2 10 09 the connection between depression and creativity since the beginning of written human history there has always been a need for people to express their thoughts ideas and feelings though creative forms of communication such as music painting the performing arts and writing there are the individuals who express themselves more than others using these techniques these individuals are extremely creative and are usually held in high esteem for their work ideas and insight on life these individuals are commonly known as artists the human emotion span is very large and the reasons behind people s emotional and mental reactions have fascinated the psychology world since the beginning of modern practices one idea that is becoming more and more recognized is that there is link between creativity and depression this idea first developed it was discovered was found that many artists throughout history had symptoms of depression or had been diagnosed with depression but how is this is creativity a side affect or does creativity lead to depression recently cnn did a report concerning questions like this after the great 20th century writer david foster wallace committed suicide september 12 2008 there are several points in this report that i would like to use and emphasizes points that are important when discussing this idea dwelling on the same thoughts for extended period of time this is a way of perfecting ideas but obsessing over a thought can lead to more complex ideas and emotions concerns and problems also become bigger or more threatening in some cases it s pretty clear if you read wallace s books that he was a very obsessive kind of ruminating guy you can see it in his sentences they re breathless and they need to be annotated and the annotations need to be annotated again says paul verhaeghen associate professor of psychology at georgia institute of technology verhaeghen also a novelist describes himself as a somewhat mood dissordered person one of the things i do is think about something over and over and over again and that s when i start writing verhaeghen explained another point that i myself feel is very important is sensitivity being sensitive to their surroundings has been a quality that artists must either have or develop throughtout their career but can a person become too sensitive accourding to mihaly csikszentmihalyi professor of psychology and management at claremont graduate university in claremont california the answer is yes such hypersensitivity can lead people to worry about things that other people don t worry about as much csikszentmihalyi states and that can lead to depression the arts are more dangerous than other professions because they require sensitivity to a large extent he says if you go too far you can pay a price you can be too sensitive to live in this world becoming too sensitive to surroundings can easily affect a person s mood colors lights sounds the emotions of others can lead to a loss of ones own emotion control and lastly internal analyzing also helps develop depression self critique quickly becomes negative and when it is added to all of the above becomes a potentially dangerous concoction the idea of a link between depression and creativity has the the chicken or the egg question and many experts have statistics that back up both points of view but i personally after studying both sides of this much debated question have come to believe that creativity can help lead to depression links and sources http www cnn com 2008 health conditions 10 07 creativity depression index html myers david g ed 1995 psychology new york ny worth publishers posted by you re one and only tessica at 7 55 pm 2 comments wednesday august 18 2010 this is an unfinished piece that i was working on for an english assignment there is so much i want to do on it now but i thought i would do a before and after thing of it let me know what you think now is the time that one of man kinds sins be looked upon and over come this problem has been present since the beginning of human society and has lead to issues that could have been avoided this sin we refer to as is commonly known as social classes but we will go deeper to say its not the social classes themselves it is the feeling of pride over another over looking the clear undeniable fact that we are all humans all people under one god and sharing one earth money possessions and blood make us who we are this is the mentality that commonly accompanies the higher class here in america we have a very sharp defined social ladder the steps are easy to climb and there are not as many obstacles but the difference is easy to see as a nation we say all men are created equal but many of its wealthier citizens have forgotten this their feelings toward their fellow men in lower circumstances are negative and can be seen thru their actions we wish to stay away from stereotyping this class there are class members that show great feelings of respect for their neighbors but sadly they are over shadowed by harsh money does not change the clear undeniable fact that we are human and respect should not be affected by this lower class work as a way to provide for themselves and their families and their work often consists of providing for the high classes please keep in mind that this is not done posted by you re one and only tessica at 11 19 am 2 comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom be yourself live in the moment but face the future never forget never forget where you came from but move forward with an open heart always dream never settle for less than what you know god intended for you be strong always know that if you reach out god will find you even in the darkest of places about yours truly i love god animals singing music theater swimming dancing drawing writing reading romance and mystery novels my friend and family i love life i have opinions and i want to make a difference in the world i don t know how yet but i m getting there blog archive 2012 1 october 1 my crazy life 2011 1 february 1 2010 15 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