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y breath yearning swells a weightlessness on wind bets laid with reverence on warm sand tips us blindly over summer s edge into fall posted in poetry leave a comment may 19 2020 by forgetmenow chaos tonight magpies are on one with the starlings dusk is noisy battered by self righteous claims to air trees support them all blackbirds scatter thoughts wild chaotic dreams it will be dawn before i m done with all the hate collisions between light and dark shading into one disgusting mess of crazy bird shit sticking to my ribs tongue coated with the startling aftermath waking is a tangled glitch of sheets wound round and through the echoes of birdsong sometimes it makes sense but mostly i am lost while robins tug my hair to remember art diana turner posted in poetry 1 comment march 11 2019 by forgetmenow freedom tears bleed your eyes it s a red moon love twisted out of shape caught in the dying of a strangled knot s cloudy dream of freedom choice lost cemented a grave sheds me every day heavy with adversity moments born in wish tanks full of touch out of touch with reality a million dreams away from peace starry tears bleed my eyes for both of us it s a blood moon love we re gasping under concrete dreams that don t make sense haunt obsessions make ghosts of habit trail drag to a dead end listen for wild birdsong love forget all this posted in poetry february 6 2017 by forgetmenow disconnected draft my type feather light in quiet breath drifts on a whim of fancy nothing but a song half formed on a fingertip dream in a mad breeze promise sent like a road sighing somewhere beautiful and real lying low daylight hangs between us there is nothing but nice chit chat and the memos that remember everything but this posted in poetry 2 comments june 26 2016 by forgetmenow changed every door slam raised voice barrelled in a fist every time you dragged me to the ground kissed me on the up curve of a crippled howling no how long til the echoes of your will crushing mine say no more say no more of bone or break or song strangled in brief light no don t touch me posted in poetry august 17 2015 by forgetmenow transparent you said you d only let me down which you did soon enough i knew better than to take you back for more still i miss hearing you play guitar though you can t sing or echo the waste of my embrace you pretending to be the good guy posted in poetry may 1 2015 by forgetmenow independence i can t see the moon beyond dark tree and thought branching out into the universe each busy with itself she has locked me out left me to fend as best i can beneath her awesome vacant space lit only by the garden fairylights too busy for my needs she has a chaos of new stars to teach about the destiny of planets constellations souls and all the rest that can t be named outright in word or song because everyone absolutely everyone is running scared that everything might well turn out to be nothing but a technicality an aberration of the tick tock let s invent whatever seems to be a possibility and worry later if it all goes wrong stars too should know how to fend for themselves so i accept the obvious tonight i m on my own with the bloody fairylights posted in poetry 1 comment december 5 2014 by forgetmenow in difference your touch doesn t drive me reckless crazy i don t hear stars pound in your veins but sometimes you re a perfect shallow anchoring my complex depth calm when i am all wild moon and moor screaming for the lost who spin and cry like wind chimes clashing in mad chaos you are measured careful with my breath posted in poetry 2 comments august 25 2014 by forgetmenow almost haiku your gentle touch a life raft sound in water pounds deep silent blood we float your gentle touch a life raft rain pounds the placid water in deep silent blood we float posted in poetry s nothings thought wanders 2 comments august 6 2014 by forgetmenow target died sept 14 2014 she was 24y knife found its w ay into guilty skin to paint one more fine blood line not allowed to draw breath live without fear you still cut your way into art grieve for the children hope for nothing but a door that will not give at the first fist crush posted in poetry 3 comments june 25 2014 by forgetmenow lost dancing in the car park i d have liked that music balanced on the car hood you and i working out how to move each other slowly one step at a time without pain watching meteors power through night sky i d have liked that too sparks and destiny crashing in the frightening void me curled into your shoulder everything and nothing i was quiet and you could not hear my thought or count my heart s pulse could not feel my desire to kiss a falling star you and share a precious waltz in time s chaos voiced http forgetmenow podbean com e lost i m struggling with free recording stuff there s a glitch here but did my head in uploading never mind re recording posted in poetry april 18 2014 by forgetmenow summer song easy to attract kind less control swallow it for healing later he asks if i could drop the poetry emotion joy and soul that compel me to drive storms make love in stars and smile at random black holes trying to be bright lighten up i reply through clouds and fuzzy dreams my beat s a crazy crow in a quantum heart i absorb sunlight intravenously dance in the car park to a rhythm that defies you every time by the way that s my flame melting your achilles grip to ironic dust voiced http forgetmenow podbean com e summer song posted in poetry voiced 2 comments march 29 2014 by forgetmenow delete art pino if anyone should look for you on my phone for emergency blackmail or the paparazzi there would be no trace but for a random number which you could always say was some weird mistake because for sure you never knew me i deleted everything it was stupid thinking that you meant for me to hold your words thoughts or goddess be amazed feelings so my phone is empty of our contact the rest will take a bit more precious time but i m sick of being someone s secret and i m gone never was kept more than seconds on your soul or memory card yet for a while i dallied in your palm and felt happy safe posted in poetry march 19 2014 by forgetmenow quest ion waiting for a word from you city tyres spin tread shining magic into rainy roads sensing a storm horses scream on the moor churn dark earth toward clouds gathering freedom can get furious i want to love you but it seems cannot when the smoke clears will you still be here yes linked to previous poem posted in poetry visiondream 4 comments march 12 2014 by forgetmenow swan song photo lars van de goor at night a heavy rush of wings over the deep lake disturbs everything i long to touch you but cannot temper my approach a complex desire crazy to break through your glossy surface blurred with gravity posted in poetry 11 comments february 7 2014 by forgetmenow in awe art pinot a collision force rushing towards impact i crash through fleshy walls climb into space and disappear until the sun explodes blind crazy dreams of sanity your hand is calm and steady creates thunder in my ocean pulse ready to go wild and fall complete and heavy curving into glassy sand your logic s beautiful to my windswept soul though i fight it sometimes just to know more of you posted in poetry february 15 2013 by forgetmenow magic xalatarielx deviantart com i d hoped for stars but after all that you denied outright knowledge of their names i tested you what s this or that pointing out bright patterns in black sky fingers glowing moonish magic and pure expectation only to be grounded like those garish toys in your garden where the vegetables failed without explanation i know you lied because you said that you could not your fury at the garden was irrational contrived rejection of each star was worse you knew every one but refused to share anything that might shine too close like the photo on your dresser just another nameless piece of spinal pain posted in poetry 2 comments may 5 2012 by forgetmenow sweet nothings 1 on deck the man is cradling a large fish for the camera its silver skin flows lightly over heavy hands he talks about the fish admires form and muscled ocean art the fish is calm moves like it s breathing he extends one curving gill careful with the structure raised now like a wing about to catch the wind arced like a wave about to fall the fish is breathing drowning gracefully 2 there is no space for me in yours not really not even in imagination s optimistic scanning of the broken clutter headless gothic lamps support two dolls and pictures of your love lost in suicide your morphine tablets lie scattered seed at her goddess feet her dainty feet bare and fading behind dusty glass she stands alone for the camera her gaze is always to the right of you no matter where you stand no matter where i stand no contact with the past just the constant thought of it you talk about her carefully admire her nature note how her essence shone when you took away the colours that she loved to wear she never needed them to be beautiful you crow i am flowing from your hands trying to remember why i will not meet your eye why i hold my breath when it seems that you might speak posted in s nothings thought wanders 4 comments march 25 2012 by forgetmenow intimately unknown re write the moon is hanging there with that look like i should know alone and wild she s a blinding mass of ancient art forgotten her dark side s vicious grave with dream debris and angry space next door savage voices power up fire shots at what their coupling means that s my point he shouts what s it to you if i get smashed beautiful and still she s a bell in toning when struck hard enough adam s precious rib hangs there a mystery with that look like i should know but gravity s a blinding mass of ancient art and i ve forgotten every star story savage voices next door power up fire shots at what their coupling means that s my point he shouts i can be out less time and still get smashed there s lightning on the moon some say hiding fear in hollow laughter under veils of dusty lore she s a bell in toning when struck hard enough posted in poetry 8 comments march 18 2012 by forgetmenow reach i am trying to climb trying to heave soil hands curled like cups ache and sting below birdsong among roots crows wait up there patient sentinels at ease with accidental chaos the car is inside out one wheel spinning air sparrows calm down here in the muddy ditch their flighty pitch a somewhere i might reach a chattering of hedgerow life that might mean nothing tiny pointers whirling giddy sound written by way of an image challenge from magpie tales the last two lines aren t right but i ve lost the plot so they ll have to wait for now lol posted in poetry tagged image challenge 6 comments january 12 2012 by forgetmenow grave goods are there more of you and me pissed up in a few dimensions wondering if this thunder strums each sky the same as now whatever i am not about to lighten up later you will kill for dinner and i ll watch awed that life can boil so fiercely pray those crayfish reappear in a world that you can t stake or drown let s forget about the ring you found for me while you teased another girl in the cemetery she d have liked to die but you had no urge for idle merriment we won t talk about that i don t like it moment words set in obsidian against silver turning my thanks and apologies to everyone who commented on the drivel that i posted late last night i had to send it into trash this is a re write possibly just as bad but maybe not as embarrassingly so lol posted in poetry tagged still a draft 5 comments january 1 2012 by forgetmenow the moon s not dead exile made ice work of all caress you couldn t bear to be touched so i kept the tide low key waned almost out of reach love knew you would not drown my intuition that you were hollowed ground scrying craters dust and loss for the times you killed yourself and felt better for it posted in poetry tagged loss 4 comments december 31 2011 by forgetmenow urban torque next door s noise is rolling in while they move out door slamming conversation doesn t slow the church bells striding from street s end blunt axing through neurotic wailing car alarms decisive click click clicks of next door s switches fire at will kill all but this headache wondering if it s early for red wine or just too late to stop the noise on the path beside the furrow ploughed by motorbikes last night a random concrete slab is resting i count finite tap tap taps of rain posted in s nothings 2 comments december 30 2011 by forgetmenow on the rocks 2014 rewrite no matter that a gull screams yet another invocation tears the rain apart dives at my smoky silhouette spinning into distance i am a simple thought drifting in the wild crazy flowers colour reaching for a sky to climb out of time s disguise i m not on the rocks no matter that a gull screams yet another invocation tears rain apart dives at a smoky silhouette spinning in the distance i am always just a simpler thought drifting in wild crazy flowers colour reaching for a sky to climb posted in poetry 4 comments december 2 2011 by forgetmenow barely sentimental broken glass tumbled holograms faking love on our ragged bed rain s overhaul of reality wept into pale dawn cloudy thought in skin s delusion traded hours for leaves posted in poetry thought wanders 4 comments november 23 2011 by forgetmenow grounded past lives glower on this current wake shimmer fades dying in the dive while stars turn in slow burn such a gorgeous smile in your dark spider thoughts my love that red back in your soul simmers like the land waiting for another storm to be free of grief passion s urge is cruel stark frightens what survives love posted in poetry tagged outcast 5 comments october 6 2011 by forgetmenow un titled 2 that comment on my shy undress was merely observation much like the way you study ants find them cute an acceptable diversion since olympia s out on the lash again still i felt like shit when you deigned to view me once i did not stain sole s level or your world so full of it posted in poetry s nothings thought wanders tagged anti romantically 5 comments september 24 2011 by forgetmenow un titled you cage fight words make them scream wrestle like bare knuckled children cloned and bartered for a crowd that caws win lose give it more of that and when they roll promiscuous in heat from your wagered tongue you are exhausted heaving and amazed in a void that still lives ache for all your pounding disconnection words cannot do but fail framed in cruelty your slaves are bound to starkest principles of cause posted in poetry tagged self incarceration september 4 2011 by forgetmenow third eye tern circles airy arrogance leaves me spiked on its final shriek wondering how to dress a sudden vortex whirling at my brow you won t notice that the sky has fallen and i m wearing a bandana you ll retreat as always flight is all that we agree on day s 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