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index message links faq archive social media twitter recommended rec1 1 2 3 4 5 gay disabled west central asian links faq art account for sproutwiki disabled gay he him autistic full time wheelchair user ️ ️ faq https rentry co sproutfaq 253 notes reblog like tagged pinned art links lilmerh sent dropping my attack here too aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i just saw this now i ve been taking a break from socials for a bit i am stunned and amazed you captured them so well aksana is 100 falling asleep on call with wenbin she definitely cannot laugh super hard on call without getting cataplexy this is sooo cute thank you so so much aaaaa i love it so so much 28 notes reblog like tagged wenbin aksana i ve been watching steven universe w my partner recently i wanted to do a small design of lapis since lapis lazuli is found primarily in afghanistan 1 296 notes reblog like tagged steven universe su lapis lazuli su lapis steven universe lapis afghanistan gayaest this disability pride month has been extremely hard for me it has just been a reminder that the medical system would rather i die then to try to get me treatment it is a reminder that they have given up do not want me to live it has been seeing white disabled people get all the treatment resources while black and brown disabled people are left behind it s been eugenics and the threat of losing ada bringing back institutions people would rather pretend life with several diseases parasites viral infections unclean air that we can t breathe is normal rather than wear a mask and do something about it every abled person is letting us all die and watching just like the beginning of covid too i have not felt any pride or joy i have not felt accepted in a community i don t have community care or access to the resources other disabled people do i have felt shame anger frustration jealous depressed and other negative emotions i feel hopeless people follow me for my art but would you care about my art if i become so disabled i no longer can make it if i waste away in bed because i can t get up and have no caregiver or resources i am just another faceless nobody a disabled person slipping through the cracks of the system that will never be here for me people tell me to stay strong but have no idea how hard it is to live for a day in my body i am tired i have only 18 in my bank account because of some mental health struggles of my partner going in out of residential and hospital treatment if you would like to help i would always be grateful and appreciative you help me not stress about money and that s a giant weight off my shoulders https ko fi com sproutwikis 478 notes reblog like gayaest this disability pride month has been extremely hard for me it has just been a reminder that the medical system would rather i die then to try to get me treatment it is a reminder that they have given up do not want me to live it has been seeing white disabled people get all the treatment resources while black and brown disabled people are left behind it s been eugenics and the threat of losing ada bringing back institutions people would rather pretend life with several diseases parasites viral infections unclean air that we can t breathe is normal rather than wear a mask and do something about it every abled person is letting us all die and watching just like the beginning of covid too i have not felt any pride or joy i have not felt accepted in a community i don t have community care or access to the resources other disabled people do i have felt shame anger frustration jealous depressed and other negative emotions i feel hopeless people follow me for my art but would you care about my art if i become so disabled i no longer can make it if i waste away in bed because i can t get up and have no caregiver or resources i am just another faceless nobody a disabled person slipping through the cracks of the system that will never be here for me people tell me to stay strong but have no idea how hard it is to live for a day in my body i am tired i have only 18 in my bank account because of some mental health struggles of my partner going in out of residential and hospital treatment if you would like to help i would always be grateful and appreciative you help me not stress about money and that s a giant weight off my shoulders https ko fi com sproutwikis 478 notes reblog like hotimaginator some recent artfight attacks i m on a roll with these lol 1 wenbin gayaest 2 solaris pashiegom 3 blanche darkyukifr gayaest wenbin wenbin wenbin wenbin my boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy thank you so mu h 56 notes reblog like hotimaginator some recent artfight attacks i m on a roll with these lol 1 wenbin gayaest 2 solaris pashiegom 3 blanche darkyukifr gayaest wenbin wenbin wenbin wenbin my boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy thank you so mu h 56 notes reblog like this disability pride month has been extremely hard for me it has just been a reminder that the medical system would rather i die then to try to get me treatment it is a reminder that they have given up do not want me to live it has been seeing white disabled people get all the treatment resources while black and brown disabled people are left behind it s been eugenics and the threat of losing ada bringing back institutions people would rather pretend life with several diseases parasites viral infections unclean air that we can t breathe is normal rather than wear a mask and do something about it every abled person is letting us all die and watching just like the beginning of covid too i have not felt any pride or joy i have not felt accepted in a community i don t have community care or access to the resources other disabled people do i have felt shame anger frustration jealous depressed and other negative emotions i feel hopeless people follow me for my art but would you care about my art if i become so disabled i no longer can make it if i waste away in bed because i can t get up and have no caregiver or resources i am just another faceless nobody a disabled person slipping through the cracks of the system that will never be here for me people tell me to stay strong but have no idea how hard it is to live for a day in my body i am tired i have only 18 in my bank account because of some mental health struggles of my partner going in out of residential and hospital treatment if you would like to help i would always be grateful and appreciative you help me not stress about money and that s a giant weight off my shoulders https ko fi com sproutwikis 478 notes reblog like pastel kaleesh friendly fire for sproutwiki gayaest your ocs are dear to me i love how they feel like real people here s some e daters gayaest my little blorbos they remind me of chiikawa i love this so so so so so much i vried seeing it i want to squish them so badly aaaaaa thank you so so much 78 notes reblog like gayaest zayneb akosua a west north african autistic lesbian with myasthenia gravis mg new oc she loves gardening all things botany while taking care of her chickens begeistee i wanted to draw zayneb for a long time since her having myasthenia gravis just like me made me feel less alone with my disorder i literally had never seen anything about mg on the internet and especially an oc with it i love zayneb s creator sm for including representation of sooo many disabilities and or disorders quickly sketched this gorgeous oc just to express my gratitude appreciation and love for their art 3 gayaest sending love gayaest this is absolutely gorgeous thank you so so so much for the appreciation kindness it means so much to me it makes me feel like my art means something bigger in a good way i am so glad i can be someone that can shed some light on certain disorders disabilities that aren t as talked about in the general public spaces i want other disabled people like me to feel less alone this art is absolutely perfect her smile her hair she looks so soft and whimsical that fits her so so well i am so thankful for this i am stunned amazed at the love my art has gotten it truly changes my life thank you 1 312 notes reblog like tagged zayneb akosua oc gayaest my healthcare team has officially decided i am a drain on the system no longer care to look deeper and try to help me they decided that i am not worthy of help they would rather i die like this than ever ever help me all i want was to get better get treatment have a life but they don t care they never have i will be severely disabled the rest of my life with no treatment and if they missed something then its my faulr they decided its in my head now that i m not trying hard enough i am at a loss of what to do i just have to go on living suffering everyday feeling like i m dying from lack of treatment i can t do anything i already graduated and finished cbt dbt therapy but apparently since its all in my head now it doesn t matter all my therapists and psychiatrists have told them its not mental health related but they don t care they don t want to look anymore there is nothing i can do anymore gayaest i m not sure what to do anymore my last resort was medical tourism aka traveling to another country for better healthcare but i don t even have money to live alone for a month let alone travel or anything it s not a viable option right now so as of right now i am without help and care i have been abused and neglected by the medical system so badly i have such bad trauma with doctors and hospitals now i truly believe there is no doctor out there that didn t go into it for a selfish reason gayaest i would appreciate any help even 1 helps me save up for a better future it s totally okay if you can t i understand money is tight for everyone so please don t feel obligated buy sproutwiki a coffee become a supporter of sproutwiki today ko fi 1 334 notes reblog like