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was more than 10 years ago the value of our money has went down badly a small packet of nasi lemak will cost you more than rm2 which is almost double if i compared with the same item when i first landed here now the difference between air conditioned bus and non air conditioned bus is only 1o sen that is the fare from my place to the city centre and vice versa so i thought many would agree with me if i said that passengers would not mind to pay that extra 10 sen to get a ride on the air conditioned bus even if you got to stand the whole journey it would not be that bad as it is still more comfortable if compared with bus without air condition that is what i thought until one day time has just passed 7 30 in the morning and there was a long queue of passengers at the bus station then the huge air conditioned bus arrived and i thought its going to be very cramp if i go now at almost the same time another bus arrived but without air condition and i could see it was already full logically the earlier bus would be a preference to most people but that was not the case the number of passengers went to the later bus were so many that i am sure none of them would find a seat when i went in to the first bus there were still seat available and i just took my seat and still thinking does the 10 sen could make much difference in the year 2009 maybe it does to some people or to some degree it is very small and could be considered negligible to many if not all of us i think it is not that really true to say that 10 sen is nothing if we look again from different point of view there are approximately 27 millions inhabitants in this country called human it was reported in the press that there were at least 11 million in the labour force at the end of 2008 if each and every one of them contribute 10 sen yes only 10 sen and not more than that how much would be the total it is the amazing rm1 100 00 00 in short it is rm1 1 million well dad is always the best financial controller i have ever known and the 10 sen story proved that posted by it s ok i am fine at 7 10 am no comments sunday august 23 2009 smile no problem i was waiting for the train when i saw the old man with broad smile singing happily almost everyone on the platform were smiling whenever the old man start singing he is one of many whom we called crazy or people with problem these are the term that we usually use to call them but i do not know whether we are using the right word to describe them are they really crazy do they have more problem than us that we must call them such a name after boarding into the train i still can see him smiling and maybe singing as i can hear the voice inside the train but his smile really make me think deep it look so sincere the world will be almost perfect if only everyone on this earth can smile like him was it very difficult to smile at someone whom we know so who is the one with problem now i doubt anyone would admit that he or she find it is very difficult to smile rather it is the heart which is not able to move the lip to smile the intention is somehow there but the heart is the real boulder i saw it in my office where people try to avoid eye to eye contact because to them that would be an excuse not to smile or at least to say simple hi it may me a small issue to many people when asked why is it so difficult to smile but for me it is one of the basic thing in life which many have ignored whether intentionally or unitentionally if only each and everyone in this world forget not to smile there will be no problem there will be no crazy people everyone will be singing in their heart joyously and smile sincerely mom said it is not difficult to smile but it it not easy to smile with your heart smiling maybe she is right people in the city do not have a smiling heart but a heart full of jealousy posted by it s ok i am fine at 7 31 am no comments sunday july 26 2009 she loves me a lot people says that the youngest in any family will always be the one who will get most attention and cares the mother especially will be more concern with their daily stuff whether their breakfast lunch dinner or to some extend their love life we all know that when we want to talk something very personal mom is the better person to talk compare with our dad but that is not always the case last weekend was very busy and fully occupied we were out for some serious shopping not for a few hours but until the sun is gone meal shopping meal rest shopping and the list goes on with the word shopping continue to dominate the agenda of the day after a short break in the house for a refreshing shower we were out again for dinner it was a long and fine dinner and for the first time after these years i was unable to finish my dinner not because the food is bad but my stomach was totally full no space for even a slice of watermelon maybe it has shrunk as a result of my two meal a day diet maybe the next day i received sms from big brother why no call last night mom was so worried well at that moment i didnt really think that it is necessary for me to call mom immediately after all that was not the first time i didnt call her on saturday night actually that is one and only thing which i must do on every saturday call mom and dad either in the evening during their tea time or at 10 pm its a must if i dont do then mom will feel very uncomfortable true enough when i called her at night on sunday she told me that she thought that i was sick and unable to call her mom even if i sick i will still call you but yesterday was very busy went home so late and i dont want to disturb you and mom was more than satisfied with that i am sorry mom thinking of her always make me feel like the youngest in family though i am the middle but mom loves really make me feel that she never treated her children differently all of us she treated equally just like dad mom always says you all are my children your dad and me are not rich you must work for anything that you want be you are the eldest or the youngest and that is how we all grew up and we are very fortunate that mom is always there to listen our voice sometimes i just could not understand why many people are more concern of finding an old folk home for their parents instead of thinking how to make parents feeling comfortable staying with them i remember one of my friend told me that it was not their plan to send their parent to the old folk home but it was the elders choice they want to be there because they want somebody to talk they want to be there because the grandchildren making their life like in a 24 hours karaoke then i told my friend to find way how to make them feel better old people very difficult to talk lah we got fed up already never mind lah since they want to go there we will send them there i hope those who are reading this story will remember that mom never give up mom never fed up mom never complain mom will do thing that she feels would make us smile and sleep soundly and mom are just like us when its come to place to stay to them it was it is and will be there is no better place like home home not an old folk home because they want to be with us for a simple reason mom loves us love you mom posted by it s ok i am fine at 7 45 am 4 comments monday july 20 2009 we are special this is going to be my first story with my macbook i didnt abandon my asus actually in fact i put it at a better place for a good purpose initially i thought of keeping both as macos is a new thing to me i always feel that windows is the best and easiest operating system on earth then des told me that macos is more simple and user friendly and it is a special one and that remind me to mimi my friend she suggested to me to write something about being special so i browse my old oxford advance learner s dictionary looking for the definition of special it is defined as with exceptional quality or different from others i do not know how special is this machine but i know there are certain features which i cannot find in windows based notebook or pc but i found it here in my mac it takes time to see the special value maybe i will be able to see it soon it is the same with us human there is one or maybe more than one in ourselves that make us special but we easterners particularly malaysians are very humble whenever the term special referred to us when our friend said you have a special talent or you are special we will always tell them this no laa i am no different from you nothing special about me but deep in our heart we are very proud so why not just thanks them for calling us special after all we all are special and unique i have a female friend with a very low self esteem she always feel that she is alone and lonely because she doesnt have anything special that may make her attractive she does not have the feeling of being special to the people around her so i told her that i am very choosy in friendship and only special person can call themselves my friend she was a bit shocked and started to tell me all the negative things about herself then i ask her one simple question dont you know that you are special because i choose you to be my friend sometimes we do not know that we are special until someone tell us that we are special to him or her many times we forgot that we are here in this world because we are special we are the chosen creatures we are gifted but as i said earlier malaysians are very humble they love to put themselves as low as possible in the hierarchy of society why because that is how our parent raised us that is how we grew up the elderly will keep reminding us proud is bad proud will bring you down one day nobody is special that we should feel proud come on my friend if we do not have the feeling of being special we are not going anywhere in our life not everyone can walk run sit laugh or even cry look at the food in your refrigerator or your wardrobe full of designers good which you cannot remember the last time you wore it because you got too many or your racks of shoes do you think that each and every one on this earth is as lucky as you are we are special those who do not have what we ourselves have are also special they are special because they know that they are special posted by it s ok i am fine at 9 32 am 2 comments saturday july 11 2009 reward yourselves after getting my macbook last saturday i thought i could start using it today after leaving it idle for the whole week but life is not always as we wanted or expected the machine refuse to start so i decided to send it to the service centre at the garden mid valley thinking that i would be able to use it tonight or maybe the latest is tomorrow well jacky the technician told me that i have to leave it with him for one week as they need to get the replacement hard disk from singapore according to the sheet of paper which he gave me there are bad sector in the hard disk that prevented the machine from functioning okay that mean i got to use my asus again during the absence of the mac its not bad actually i have been using it for the past 4 or five months i think and it was problem free the decision to buy the mac was an impulse decision i was thinking what should i get myself for my 40th birthday i want it to be something which can remind me that it is something big to be 40 then des show me the leaflet from machines my eyes stuck on the macbook aluminium the offer is so irresistible with a discount more than 1k with upgrade of 2gb ram to 4gb ram i always tell myself that one day i will be the proud owner of the macbook macbook is my dream machine but the price make it affordable only for the chosen one like mimi but now with this price i must make my dream come true i worked so hard to earn my living i deserve a reward as such i must reward myself because i know nobody is going to buy this machine for me then in the evening of 4th of july 2009 which is the eve of my 40th birthday i joined the mac s club i am now the proud owner of apple macbook aluminium maybe i have to wait another week to collect the mac but it does not matter at all because i know i have rewarded myself most of the time we are very concern of rewarding our friends siblings parents colleague or our staff but sometime we forgot that we must reward ourselves too i know some of my friend who are willing to spend a lot buying gift or present for others but very stingy when buying thing for themselves well each and every one of us has the right to reward or not to reward ourselves no one can stop us except maybe those with spouse because i know some are very good in satisfying their spouse but not themselves for me i work i earned i reward and i enjoy our life is short and this world is just a transit before leaving to a permanent place we are unhappy not because we did not get what we wants but because we do not want to give ourselves what we want posted by it s ok i am fine at 9 42 am 1 comment thursday july 9 2009 you are not alone share it yesterday the 2ks commented in my fb that maybe i am going to write about food in ipoh or maybe the white coffee in ipoh old town the one which now has become normal sight almost everywhere well gals i am not going to write and talk about food today the dialogue session we had in penang yesterday was very interesting when we throw questions for their discussion we saw lot of arguments or shall i call it act of defend there was one participant who seems to me always curious with answers from others i can see it from her eyes its like he is saying cannot be waaat but she never speak up so every time i see her curious eyes i will ask her to speak up to tell the other why she believe that she is right or perhaps not totally wrong in all session that we had my approach is to conduct it in a very relax and not too formal so that every one will feel more comfortable to air their suggestion or idea of course their grievances as well sometimes if we ask ourself and free our mind to think more open we will notice that most of us are not much different with this lady we always complain and share our problem with people who has nothing to do with what is playing in our mind when we were asked to forward it to the relevant person or party what usually we do never mind la small matter la or not nice lah but after that we will continue to complain it happened everywhere in our life office restaurant night market and even at home we are not happy or satisfied but we keep it to ourselves or most of the time we spoil our friend day with it what is so difficult to ask we wont die nobody going to chop our head our limb or our nose no one look at the foreign citizen they will not stop asking until they are satisfied people do not know what do we have in our mind our parents and siblings do not know what is bothering us what is playing in our mind unless we speak up do not hide yourself and cry because you feel that they ignored you or you are not more than an addition in your family 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