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xo sprinkle magick mischief miss robyn katoomba nsw australia here i am in a little cottage that evokes the energies of my ancestral lands a cottage on the moors of cornwall or on the cliff tops of ireland or scotland it has a hearth i am a hedge witch of sorts i wear upcycled clothes patchouli oil and redback boots i am a gypsy an eccentric and a mystic i often live with a foot in two worlds i serve my guests tea from an old silver teapot i love vervain yarrow chamomile mint star watcher and moon gazer story cloth weaver keeper of family dreams and wishes good friend and creator of life herbal tea drinker and potion maker view my complete profile the croning of miss r global warming is not a myth reach for your dreams and if something wonderful falls your way catch it current moon lunar phase by gemma blessed be reach for the moon if you fall short you may land on a star my journeys driving miss robyn daily parcels months back june 26 may 11 april 22 march 20 february 33 january 31 december 6 there s such a lot of different annes in me i sometimes think that is why i m such a troublesome person if i was just the one anne it would be ever so much more comfortable but then it wouldn t be half so interesting friday june 29 2007 thanksgiving to you alone it is given to know the truth about the gods and deities of the sky the innermost groves of far off forests are your abodes and it is you who say that the shades of the dead seek not the silent land of erebus and the pale halls of pluto rather you tell us that the same spirit has a body again elsewhere and that death if what you sing is true is but the mid point of long life lucan pharsalia c 60ad this will be my last post on this blog i light a candle for the other half of my soul as she returns to the earth that she so dearly loved we are still the yin yang daisy on one side of the veil me on the other now she anchors me in spirit i continue my journey here as she continues hers in the summerland this is where i will be living as from tomorrow tales of inglewood the next instalment of my journey where i hope to chatter about my daily life please stop by and please comment every so often it helps to know that someone is reading and that my chattering means something i hope you will continue to visit me a new blog a continuing journey so blessings farewell my dear daisylupin xoxo posted by miss robyn at 7 52 am 11 comments labels missing daisy thursday june 28 2007 heartsease the ache in my heart is easing today i have been sleeping with a rose quartz crystal clasped to my heart the crystal sent to me by gemma the crystal of the heart heartsease the flowers were considered cordial and good in mending a broken heart from which may have arisen its popular name of heartsease as much as from belief in it as a love potion no i haven t been dosing up on heartsease cordial but have been using a special mix of bach flowers made up for me by my herbalist i have been really nurturing myself the past few days i had a glorious massage yesterday i bought myself a magic hat just like daisy s and i have been sitting in my big comfortable chair reading a favourtie book apple tree lean down while i sip hot chocolate all wonderful things to do when the soul aches i spent a few hours reading through daisy s blog copying some of her words to keep and last night i slept from 11pm til 6 30am that is indeed a good sign yes there is the light at the end of the tunnel i can see it and feel it posted by miss robyn at 7 43 am 11 comments labels missing daisy wednesday june 27 2007 let children walk with nature let them see the beautiful blendings and communions of death and life their joyous inseparable unity as taught in woods and meadows plains and mountains and streams of our blessed star and they will learn that death is stingless indeed and as beautiful as life john muir i find myself ok during the day i keep busy but as soon as those winter shadows begin to fall my heart starts to ache i wander aimlessly around the house watching uk tv shows so that i can feel close to her i feel such a lonliness in my soul very odd as i am married to the most wonderful man understanding and compassionate but even he cannot take this pain away slowly slowly i am beginning to be able to visit other blogs and comment it is like putting my toe in the water to feel if it is cold or not testing the waters if there is any sign of daisy s name i quickly click off the blog if i don t see it it s not real like i said please don t feel like you have to comment it is doing my soul good to journal my grieving process posted by miss robyn at 6 28 am 5 comments labels missing daisy tuesday june 26 2007 grieving sifting and getting it out i know oneday i will wake up without the sense of loss without this ache in my chest blogging my grieving process is good for me and comments help alot too but don t feel like you have to comment while i go through the mourning process daisy and i emailed alot sometimes 5 times a day and i have kept every single email she ever sent me at the time i thought i was insane but i am so glad i did because somewhere in those emails is the answer to my grieving you know she even use to email me and ask me what i was having for lunch and i use to email her and ask her equally boring questions but it is in those mundane emails that our friendship grew to what it was it is absolutely pouring here right now has been for a few weeks our dam has gone from 39 capacity and is now near to 52 capacity mother earth is indeed good posted by miss robyn at 7 04 am 9 comments labels missing daisy monday june 25 2007 strong women today i made myself do some normal everyday things i cleaned the bathrooms stripped the sheets and threw the windows open even though it was absolutely freezing i felt my home had become sad it was holding my grief after i cleaned i lit lots n lots of little tea lights and some of the yuletide incense that daisy sent me last week it is just this heartache in my chest that is hurting so bad i know i will survive this grief lord i come from a long line of survivors strong women my paternal grandmother florence emily tester had 7 boys no daughters and spent her early married years in a one room home with a dirt floor later moving to a home with real stove one that she had to light with wood my maternal grandmother jean ingall franks who was blind and endured diabetes all her life having a needle every day and who survived 4 strokes before succumbing to a 5th leaving this earthly plane with not a grey hair on her head then there is my dear laura curnow tregilgas my great grandmother on my pa s side came to australia with her children to join her husband who had moved months before with the navy settling in for a few years and being left a widow in a strange country with all her children she must have missed england so much but she stayed here in australia for whatever reason i am from good cornish stock i have the blood running through my veins so yes i will be ok but i miss daisy so much she was my link to cornwall posted by miss robyn at 4 33 pm 8 comments labels missing daisy come away o human child to the waters and the wild with a faery hand in hand for the world s more full of weeping than you can understand william butler yeats the stolen child posted by miss robyn at 6 40 am 3 comments labels missing daisy sunday june 24 2007 winter magick yesterday joe took me to the winter magick festival to get me out of myself it was good it was good to be among people to be walking and looking living i did have fun lots of gorgeous faery things and greenmen and oh just magickal things i found my self seeing something that i knew daisy would love and thinking i could buy it for her then had to catch myself saddened to realize that she was here no longer on this earth plane there were little pixies dressed in green dragonflies she would have loved to hang around her much loved cottage there was even a little sprite named daisy i bought myself two gargoyles to sit on my steps to frighten those evil spirits away that is the theory anyhow and as i walked around i felt halfway normal i talked to a man who is going to try to make me a hare for my garden and i looked for a gazing ball we then went for a walk and i felt myself grieving again i remembered the time when i was telling her about how i felt when i walked in katoomba how it was an amazing feeling in my soul and her wise words that she believed it was a power spot for me to walk there when i felt the need for energy it may be time to take a long walk it was beginning to get cold by now so we ducked into a little coffee shop for a lovely warm drink and then off home as we travelled back down the mountain a car passed by and i glanced at the number plate dai sey a sign perhaps or should i say another sign there have been many this past week posted by miss robyn at 8 09 am 13 comments labels missing daisy saturday june 23 2007 the solstice gift last night i opened my gift from daisy i sobbed and howled til i knew i had to take control of myself she had sent me a medieval garden book that she had promised me awhile back and tucked into a page titled mystic garden was a note that said this sounds like our sort of garden doesn t it well that set me off again as did the string of blue butterflies crystals that she sent to me to hang above my bed there was a yule sabbat card some yule incense and a package of glitter and fabric i am trying to be strong but truly i can t i can t stop thinking of her i can t eat i have chest pains i know eventually i will be at the end of this dark grief tunnel but right now there ain t no light i can see posted by miss robyn at 7 26 am 9 comments labels missing daisy friday june 22 2007 winter solstice daisy was my confidante my mentor and part of my soul family i would often say to her that i wish we lived near each other and she always said that the world could not cope with the two of us together that we balanced each other by being on opposite sides of the world the yin and the yang of the world she knew me she knew what i believed she understood what i believed and she believed the same thing we had the same dreams the same waking times we each had a twin record keeping crystal we celebrated winter solstice and midsummer at the same time on opposite sides of the globe we planted a tree in each of our gardens in honour of our friendship me a rowan and she planted a eucalypt her little bit of australia she called it she didn t give up until she found my great grandmother for me she knew of my love for cornwall we were in the middle of creating for each other an altered book of shadows i will share the one i was making for her later on the day she passed there was a parcel on its way to her from me and one to me from her i received mine a few days after she left she was teaching me her knowledge of the craft we were planning on meeting up in a year or two and maybe travelling to cornwall together hilary and i have spent many incarnations together and i just found her in this one and have lost her again she was my soul connection to cornwall tonight i will be honouring her in my sacred space under my pine tree where faeries live i will have a farewell ceremony of my own to say canu n iach to my best friend posted by miss robyn at 6 54 am 8 comments labels missing daisy thursday june 21 2007 today my heart aches a painful spot right in the middle of my breastbone a pain that goes much deeper than this life this is the pain from a past life connection with her the time of the druids i believe i am taking the advice given to me before daisy passed physician heal thyself i am fortunate enough to have my healing crystal collection that i can choose most crystals that i can ever need so i choose rhodonite a pink crystal a heart healer it heals emotional shock and panic lending a supportive energy to the soul in the process rhodonite clears away emotional wounds and scars from the past whenever that may be it can be used in past life healing you place it over the heart for healing of the emotional wounds so this i did and as i did so i placed my hands over it took a very deep breath and said the words i place my hands on my own dear heart with the gentleness and with exquisite care the care i would afford a tiny frozen bird i found here on my doorstep here with my gentle healing hands my touch brings warmth and life to right what once went wrong to heal what once was broken fear not my love i will do all i can do for you for sure i am no angel but what i have to give i give to you author unknown with that i went to sleep sleeping nearly all night in that position hands over heart with crystal doing its work posted by miss robyn at 7 04 am labels missing daisy tuesday june 19 2007 tuesday today the grief comes in waves i sob and sob i email people constantly hoping that someone will say a magic word to take this emptiness away i still cannot believe that there will be no more words of wisdom no more emails no more support advice from her no more sabbat gift swaps yesterday i received my yule package from daisy it sits here unopened to look at it makes me physically sick and yet i am wanting to hold it knowing it was the last thing she sent to me i want to smell it and absorb it but it sits unopened she emailed me and told me she had sent the package off her words were at least i managed to get your yule package off now its here i tried to do something normal today i drove to my little hippy shop but it was closed so i just drove then i came home emailed more people hoping that the magick word would be said and then i had a sleep then i woke with a start and decided to go to katoomba i thought if i bought myself something it would take the pain away so i am now the proud owner of a greenman rondel that i will hang in my home but i look at it and it means nothing now oh my god this ache is just dreadful posted by miss robyn at 7 36 pm labels missing daisy monday june 18 2007 monday june 18th right now my heart is absolutely breaking in two i cannot stand the raw grief i sit at this computer waiting for an email from someone so i can pour my heart out or for someone to come onto the yahoo chat so i can at least talk to someone who understands i cannot stand the going to sleep at night hoping beyond all hope that when i wake in the morning this will all be a dream the knowing that there is never going to be another email from hilary that not another sabbat lesson is coming to me at each turn of the wheel of the year she use to tell me how to treat the faeries now i am on my own she gave me snippets of ideas on how to decorate my home with a magickal feel oh god i loved her garden i loved her home and i adored her last night i cried and sobbed and wanted to go and just lie on the ground outside but it was wet and freezing i wanted to find her star i feel like screaming noooooooooooooooooooo i always wanted a bosom buddy ju...