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believe that god was leading me in every decision made words spoken and actions taken i pray that i will do better in the new year for all the ups and downs tears and laughter heartbreaks and joy i thank you lord that you were with me all the time i m thankful for all the lessons learnt and experiences gained i surrender all my hopes and dreams for this year unto your hands and may your name be exalted in all i do and say praying and hoping that year 2015 will be awesome cheers posted by aiai at 1 51 am no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest saturday august 16 2014 the best is yet to be however good or bad the situation is it s not going to last forever i have a love hate feeling about this caption on one hand it kinda suck that whatever good that i m enjoying now will cease one day but on the other hand it gives hope that whatever rough patch that i m going through now will come to an end sooner or later in recent days i ve been having the same wake up call over and over again to wait upon the lord and to trust that he knows best i find myself reminding my impatient self to be still and just embrace the present i m learning to refrain from complaining or wondering about how my life is right now it s really tough especially when others are seen to be moving forward with their lives the way the world expects but i myself is somehow falling behind but i choose to see this as my portion that god has for me and to believe that he s definitely not shortchanging me in any way at all he is almighty and i m his beloved it is my prayer that i will be faithful and obedient to him every day to bring glory and honour to his name things are really getting worse in this world but i pray that people will still be able to see his greatness posted by aiai at 1 24 am no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest sunday june 22 2014 roadblocks every now and then i m faced with disappointments that just crush me inside out and it s just happening way too often now i know fully well that when things don t go my way it s god allowing me to go through them in order to learn and grow but i really hate it so much that it doesn t seem to be ending anywhere heartaches after heartaches i have learnt to stop asking why because seriously who am i to ask the king of kings why my life isn t turning out how i expected it to be i couldn t hate the social media more right now seeing the beautiful things in people s lives and comparing it with my own i often asked why can t i have normal envy and bitterness cloud my mind and affect me a whole lot it hurts so much and so often that the feeling is slowly and sadly becoming familiar despicably my life isn t that bad at all in fact i ought to be more thankful than this for all the great things that god has blessed me with over the years but now i truly understand that money can t buy everything and there is so much more to life than all the material things and possessions that we can obtain through a little hard work i wonder every day if my life now is how it is supposed to be should i choose a different route or should i carry on this path and meet every possible roadblock there is i m really losing it i choose to believe that he knows what s best for me but it is such a challenge i want to trust him and wait upon him i want to know his heart and his plans for me and i hope my eyes will open and see them soon he will not let your foot slip he who watches over you will not slumber psalm 121 3 posted by aiai at 5 34 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest monday march 03 2014 febulous february has come and gone it was an incredible month i would say for starters cny was pretty awesome although it was one of the more quiet ones in recent years had quite a lot of fun with the cuz especially the slow mo vids we did and they had so much fun laughing at yours truly hmph haha other than that we managed to visit some relatives in kl too really appreciate spending time like this teos united got our custom made zhang jia tees d visited relatives at kl then came the week long birthday celebration i actually celebrated till i fell sick think i had too much good food and fun p but i m really touched and blessed by those around me who generously showed their love be it by a simple message or sharing a yummylicious feast not forgetting the pressies and bday cards which have been almost extinct in this era quite sad actually that s why i super appreciate hand written notes and cards thank you for making turning 27 such an awesome occasion heehee the early italian feast thanks peeps first time celebrating bday at a kopitiam awesomeeeee with the other two february babies and another italian feast so blessed last but definitely not the least i want to thank god for the 2 most important people in my life pa mummy thank you for extending your stay in melaka just to celebrate my birthday with me i thank god for both your unfailing love to me each and every day even when we re miles apart your constant support encouragement and prayers have played the biggest part in all aspects of my life i love you both your love never fails it never gives up it never runs out on me posted by aiai at 12 43 am no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest monday january 13 2014 3g1g 3 girls 1 guy that s what it stands for andrew rebecca elvi and i have known one another since cf days but we weren t exactly close well except for andrew and reb who dated and eventually got married i ve always been closer to elvi s sisters andrew has always been my fellow bandmate and reb was one of the paddlepoppers through serving together in ccc and hanging out frequently we got closer and just got really comfortable with one another it came to a point where we could just share anything under the sun and just be transparent about our lives i guess we grew to trust each other with no fear of being judged or misunderstood i appreciate that we are all different and that we are able to accept and complement one another i pray that god will continue to use us together to fulfil his plans and be a blessing to those around us it has only just begun r a g e posted by aiai at 1 53 am no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest sunday january 05 2014 the new year happy new year the first week of january 2014 is coming to an end and it has been somewhat fulfilling firstly work was just 2 days so it certainly was awesome haha other than that it s always wonderful to have pa and mummy staying with me showering me with love and pampering me throughout the day earlier this week i welcomed the new year at drewbecca s place they had a bbq party just among the cousins and invited elvi shi wei and i it was really fun the cousins were really friendly and we had a good time of laughter elvi and i slept over too and we stayed up till about 5am d within this week also i watched the secret life of walter mitty twice the first time was with nicole and claire and second was with styne and elvi personally i really liked the movie i thought that whoever who loves photography would really appreciate the scenes with such breathtaking sights i have never seen any other movies more beautiful than this also the story itself is an inspiration it certainly is a motivator for yolo you only live once motto in life i really hope that this year i will be able to see the world more than ever praying that financial needs will be met and that timing would be favourable emotionally i have been feeling thirsty i keep wanting more out of everybody around me and i myself keep wanting to give more but somehow the circumstances of life obstruct and i get frustrated i want to draw strength and wisdom from him and pray that i do not burn out fast i trust that as i have this longing to give more out of my life i know he will sustain looking forward to a good year ahead you will know that god s power is very great for us who believe eph 1 19 posted by aiai at 9 16 am no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday december 31 2013 reflection for 2013 year 2013 has been one of a kind after some reflection i realized that it has been a year where i was able to do a lot of things for myself in another words loads of me time for starters it was the first year that i ve been staying all by myself here in melaka although pa mummy come over regularly and the bros as well most of the time i have the house all to myself most people expect me to be scared or lonely but truth to be told i m really enjoying it haha apart from that i attended hip hop dance classes for about 2 months i loved it as a form of exercise because i could really sweat a lot sadly i m not a dancer by nature thus i felt that it was not as enjoyable as i wanted it to be the latest would be what i have always wanted to do all my life badminton training i have been feeling stagnant with my skills and thought that it was time i do something to improve myself i managed to get a coach who agreed to coach me one to one and i must say it has been quite an experience i thoroughly enjoyed all the sessions so far but every training felt like a near death experience haha nonetheless i hope to resume training soon for at least a few more times after all that has been said i want to thank god for his faithfulness to me throughout this year i have also avoided commitments and responsibilities whenever i could i kept having the thought of wanting time to myself and not be tied down by anything as i reflect back on this year i realized that life was not as fulfilling as it should be when living for one s self i will not deny that i had the time of my life doing whatever i wanted whenever and wherever but life s not supposed to be like this so i have made a resolution for year 2014 to serve others more be it for god family or friends i want to make everyday count not for myself but for the betterment of others i believe that there is so much more to life than making myself happy and i want to impact other lives as much as i can i m grateful for friends who have been there all along and also for new friends made this year i always believe that friends are one of the best gifts in life i pray for god s wisdom and guidance as i befriend them and also for his love and blessings to overflow in my life to them for the family i m grateful everyday for health joy peace and love that resonates to people around our lives i m forever thankful for pa mummy s unfailing love kor soly s understanding and bgr like close relationship i cannot ask for more thank you lord for 2013 i look forward to more adventures and yolo moments in 2014 the glory of life is to love not to be loved to give not to get to serve not to be served posted by aiai at 8 23 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest thursday august 08 2013 resuming wow it s been so long since i last posted here a pretty boring night has led me back here i guess and yes life has been nothing less than interesting since so much has happened yet i feel as though nothing has for starters i was able to bring my parents for some trips terengganu in april and penang in june i thank god that both trips came to pass and we had a really good time together terengganu we stayed at uncle ronnie and aunty olive s place penang soly brought us around apart from that work is still the same but we are traveling more than ever since the reduction of charges sign ups have increased a month ago boss spoke to me and proposed that i join the sales team for trade i agreed but till today there hasn t been any changes i m praying that god has something good in store as i have been feeling rather demotivated at work i need more challenges and progress recently i had the privilege of attending the eagles leadership conference in singapore it was such an amazing experience heard from so many incredible speakers i did learnt a lot and i hope to put them to good use in my daily life thoroughly enjoyed the conference so much to learn the 4 eagles from melaka met up with debbie for lunch yummy tonkatsu d julie brought us out for katong laksa awfully chocolate d the remarkable idris jala and his lovely wife ong kian meng member of parliament for serdang frequent author of malaysiakini our beloved lge was present too monita tahalea juwita suwito beautiful singers for christ also met up with xi and tiff on the last day went to chc too feelings have been on roller coaster since forever once a while old heartbreaks will surface and consume the soul i could only hold on to him and get through the moment it s really unbearable and i always wished that god would do something right away yes right away i m so sick of waiting and envying others i wonder how long more do i need to survive before i get to live looking forward to the bangkok trip in 2 weeks time praying for an awesome trip with the peeps d be the change posted by aiai at 11 00 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest wednesday january 09 2013 where do sinners go my friend was having a conversation with a man who didn t have much good to say about the christian faith my friend knew that if he were to sound too religious he would jeopardize any chance to witness so in the middle of their discussion he said hey bob do you know where sinners go that s easy he replied you re going to tell me they go to hell no my friend responded they go to church bob was speechless that wasn t what he expected he wasn t ready to hear from a christian who realized he wasn t perfect my friend had a chance to share that christians understand their sinfulness and their need for continual spiritual restoration he was able to explain grace the unmerited favor we have with god despite our sinfulness rom 5 8 9 eph 2 8 9 perhaps we don t give those outside the church a clear picture of what s happening inside they may not understand that we re there to praise our savior for providing redemption through his blood the forgiveness of sins col 1 14 yes sinners go to church and sinners forgiven ones go to heaven because of god s grace we re far from perfection yet perfect forever for christ is our righteousness lord and our savior no justification for sin can we offer yet sanctified fully we re now his forever lee a church is a hospital for sinners not a club for saints adopted from rbc posted by aiai at 7 59 am no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest monday november 26 2012 over you although i can t relate to this song i can t stop watching this video such a simple and honest performance by cassadee pope on the voice over you weather man said it s gonna snow by now i should be used to the cold mid february shouldn t be so scary it was only december i still remember the presents the tree you...