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hamba malam skip to main skip to sidebar hamba malam di sinilah aku kembarakan irama rasa akarku tuesday april 5 2011 it s now in high definition if my progress is related to the analogy of a television now i am starting to see the big picture in high definition mode everything seems to be clearer day by day things start to reveal one by one in this world that we call malaysian education waking up at 6 in the morning is still somewhat ok and i will have to face this for the rest of my life probably but going home at 5 everyday like it or not that phenomenon is starting to be a norm in my daily life from monday friday and i am not liking it even a bit yes it is true that teachers are like candles that burn themselves to light the lives of the students it s ok if staying at school means delivering my knowledge to the students but if staying at school means to do clerical works and other tasks that are not related to teaching and education please bear in mind that teachers have lives to live other than that my progress in teaching seems to be good but i believe if more time is spent to prepare on lessons rather than other special tasks it would be better and i believe i am speaking on behalf of most teachers in our beloved country we have hours at school and it seems like that we want to put everything inside our students mind and body and soul students taking mine as the subjects have a lot of potentials in them but it s a sad thing to see these potentials to be just kept deep inside because there are not much ways for teachers to bring them out because there are a lot of side activities for them to think about basically a teacher lives three different lives and works in three different fields teaching of course managing tonnes things in school and this is the one thing that we often ignore that a teacher must focus on his her family for those who think that being a teacher is merely about marking exercise books think again hambamalam posted by hamba malam at 9 45 am no comments monday april 4 2011 at last it was said 3rd april 2011 at last she said those three meaningful words to me although i already knew it i just wanted to hear her say it and she just did thank you posted by hamba malam at 12 27 pm 1 comment sunday october 3 2010 staring far into the future this semester will soon come to an end in less than 1 month time and i think that i m still like who i was last semester and the semester before and before and before it s just the same old me just older maybe my quest for a degree ends next year and that may seem to be an end of the exhausting studying days but it s actually a start to another thing adulthood yes poop out your eyes mr hamba malam poop it out and pick it up from the floor at times this guy felt he s so ready to confront this new horizon i felt so confident to go through my courier my life and i even set a goal to further studies as a post graduate student oh yes and let s not forget marriage never forget marriage but at other times i think that i m still far from ready to face all the challenges in the adult world it s quite hard for me to imagine myself not as a student what more as a teacher that educates the future or as a husband that s responsible to take care of my dearest one or as a father that protects my family at every time even now as a student i sometimes neglect my responsibilities towards my studies as a son sometimes i forget my duties towards my parents as the eldest brother sometimes i act more childish than my younger siblings this worries me a lot will i be able to walk along the path of adulthood the right way friends have started to plan for their future even some had start saving for their marriage and i am still like this lingering around the streets looking for cheap thrills i want to start planning for the future no i have planned for my future i know what i am planning for i know how i want it to be and i will do it my way i want to be a sincere teacher i want to be a loving husband i want to be a responsible father and i hope i will be all of the above i want to be a good man hambamalam posted by hamba malam at 11 24 pm 2 comments monday august 30 2010 just some shit of mind just like the title of this entry this is just a piece of crap in my rusty mind after i woke up from a not so good sleep and getting moody at people that i should not get moody towards yea this ill tempered good for nothing guy can be quite annoying at some times or most of the time well there are quite a lot of things to be said but i wouldn t to say that i care about peoples feelings maybe or some people might say just voice out your mind and practice the freedom of speech to hell with what others think well fuck you i wont hurt people s feelings just like i don t want to be hurt yes i do hate and dislike a lot of things sometimes very small things such as a tiny pimple in my nose it feels like shit but i need not tell the world about shits like that or other shits about other people if i choose to share i ll share it with someone who is there which i know that someone will listen to whatever crap i say if not i ll just end up here and let you readers ponder what the hell am i talking about as if there are readers of this crappy blog lol well that s about it too much writing or typing may result in more information being leaked some infos huh the essentials of a head wtf is this hambamalam posted by hamba malam at 4 06 am no comments wednesday august 4 2010 edisi jiwa kacau damn mood swing melanda secara tiba2 rasanya sudah lama aku tidak mengupdatekan blog ini entahlah aku sibuk dengan apa kadang2 ada jugak perasaan ingin menaip kata2 di sini tapi entahlah perasaan itu cuma aku abaikan dan aku biarkan berlalu begitu sahaja mungkin agaknya apa yang ingin aku tulis mungkin akan menyinggung perasaan sesiapa yang terasa kenapa agaknya aku susah sangat nak mengguris hati orang lain bila aku tersinggung aku susah pula nak cakap pada yang menyinggung hah aku mula merapu entah apa apa sebelum aku meluahkan apa yang terbuku di hati ini lalu melukakan perasaan ada baiknya jika aku berhenti di sini sahaja buat suzy yang sedang kesejukan di luar sana aku rindu saat saat indah yang panjang bersamamu hanya kau yang sangat mengerti hati ini entry bodoh dan merapu yors sinsierlee hambamalam posted by hamba malam at 12 44 pm 1 comment friday july 9 2010 perpisahan dan pertemuan pernahkah anda melalui sebuah proses yang bernama perpisahan tidak kiralah perpisahan dengan keluarga rakan rakan kampung halaman harta benda atau apa apa sahaja yang kita pernah tinggalkan ataupun ia yang meninggalkan kita ataupun ia telah dirampas atau dicuri dari anda rasa rasanya tidak ada yang terlepas dari merasai perasaan ini sekecil kecil perpisahan seperti kita menyedari kehilangan sebatang pen ketika anda mencari2nya di dalam kelas ia pasti mendatangkan kesan kepada hati seseorang walaupun hanya sebesar zarah sebelum terjadinya perpisahan pasti kita akan bertemu terlebih dahulu sesebuah pertemuan yang diinginkan atau yang langsung tidak disangka sangka tetapi membawa kebaikan dan kegembiraan ke dalam jiwa seseorang sesungguhnya cukup indah dan bermakna apabila di dalam suasana ini kadangkala waktu terasa begitu cepat berlalu terlalu singkat sekali adakalanya pula ia terasa seolah olah begitu lama tanpa ada sebab sebab yang pasti kesan yang dirasai pula ada yang terus dirasakan sejurus terjadinya dan ada pula yang hanya disedari setelah sekian lama hakikat bahawa tiada apapun yang berkekalan di dunia ini haruslah kita terima dan jangan sekali kali kita nafikan yang bertemu sudah pasti akan berpisah yang tidak pastinya cuma bagaimana pertemuan itu terjadi dan bagaimana pula perpisahan akan berlaku bukanlah niatku untuk meminta perpisahan akan tetapi aku harus sentiasa mengingatkan diriku bahawa ianya pasti akan tetap terjadi yang aku harapkan jika ia terjadi biarlah ia menjadi sesuatu yang bermakna di mana tiada kekesalan dirasai yang diingati hanyalah keindahan ketika detik pertemuan sehinggalah perpisahan itu sendiri aku sangat mengharap supaya perpisahan tidak akan terjadi kepadaku atau kepada sesiapa sahaja kerana kadang2 ianya amat pedih untuk kita lalui bukannya terlalu mengharap tetapi tanpa harapan tiadalah usaha bersungguh sungguh untuk menjaga apa yang ada pada kita hambamalam posted by hamba malam at 1 43 am 1 comment wednesday june 9 2010 i felt like ideas were comin in then i opened this window i stared at the screen for a long time but my mind was blank hambamalam posted by hamba malam at 5 36 am no comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom followers blog archive 2011 2 april 2 it s now in high definition at last it was said 2010 23 october 1 august 2 july 1 june 1 may 1 april 4 march 2 february 8 january 3 2009 7 december 7 about me hamba malam a nobody view my complete profile