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de the initial guilt of not being home i will send this into he wilds of whyfi trusting it will find distant screens to light up i do love packing up leaving i believe my favorite part of my tiny life is viewing it from the other side of the planet i like people not knowing who the hell i am that assuming i m anyone at all i like not having to plan i like not taking care of a lot of things not having much to keep up w having experiences that were not on any list the uncomfortable ness of it of really not knowing what where a denominator perhaps the older i get the more i understand the paradox of choice having too many it s getting heavy in here your turn if you want to take it the more time i use up the more i believe time doesn t count but i need more time to be sure difficult to explain how beautiful it is here just now saying that knowing there is beauty everywhere there are vultures in the mountains that surround trap this village to the sea you can see them circling every now again i hear goat bells from in the hills mistake them for far off church bells the frèska froùta kai lachanikà man visits coming in a blown up open bed red toyota red mini truck tented w a tarp w a bullhorn strapped to the top of the cab i name him the ice cream man because he uses music to call out to the village upon his approach thing though that gets me to come out onto the balcony eventually head down to buy is that as he is drifting down the ziggy mountain cliff road w his the greek hurdy gurdy music blasting as gargled it is ricochets back echos trapped between the cliffs sea there is a resounding reverb inside this cavernous bowl traveling up then back down in a beautiful answering to itself working the relative into the absolute i need to practice that like a friend described in the process of writing same in visuals always always pulling away the web looking for the eternal muse that comes to play some days i look way past it neglecting that it was in front of me waving frantically all along ah that true quiet profound excitement feeling the pull home just a bit if i concentrate i have that familiar feeling as though i need to be where i m going to end up so i can be there a while sending love 0 honest people having a think email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 2 4 24 when it s ok from both sides it reminds me of those cartoons where you put your foot out there you get flattened by traffic i don t watch the news at night because strangers faces will taint my nighttime dreams i will dream a wall of confusion already i awake not knowing if my dreams were partial films i have seen recently or in fact where dreams sometime it all seems like the 42nd dimension if only it had some deeper meaning sometimes a dream is something so obvious it becomes embarrassing my realization upon waking this morning is that i ever loose my mind i want an unknowing bliss to transfer w it s absence so to not to realize i ve lost it because waking knowing you have lost your mind is very frightening life is such an add on my greatest relationships have been w other artists working collaborating that s always been my true quite profound excitement off book sometimes means that i unknowingly forget to drag the playbook along it s then that i m really listening to another find it easier to give back communicate in a bona fide way not planning composing an answer before i know what is needed we are older we need to permit ourselves to be off book we have worked at this life have the last 40 years of push behind us if we allow ourselves yes we know what to say in the next 5 minutes as to any craft any it took 40 years another 5 minutes to complete that s my pep talk to you myself above below practicing the back to basics 0 honest people having a think email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 24 3 24 what are we suppose to steal what to give freely such a nice costa rican memory thumbing for rides the kindness of being picked up he hawing pitching along the road in the back of old trucks w the work men paying them back by impressing quick pencil portraits caricatures nearly parlor tricks really dissociative fugue imbued w inspiration i remain an unreliable narrator paying in cryptomnesia arrears w me cryptomnesia wins most of the time but i may have figured that before now i have probably said it before now even before that many have said in many different ways that repeating something over over again expecting different results is a sign of madness i m looking for the poetry in that wierd where does this shit come from i don t mind rocking the boat don t mind constant change unexpected spinning backward love nothing more than to adapt i know i m dizzy just now tattoo reminder that we re all in this human condition thingy together some things we really honestly cannot take personally no pressure l ast week i was in miami till tomorrow squirreling around b ut you know i live in a dream world yea 0 honest people having a think email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 31 1 24 a crop rotation of odd thoughts logos logic involved i unpack the strings to start the engine blues leaning over to wag the creative thrust of a head turner briar rose the iconic ending of all endings how shall i defend the wax fortress of my love an undiscerning gaze took in all that is simple and inconceivable and i understood life had slipped from my grasp from the film the color of pomegranates i remember the warm fuzzy of tea at an outdoor cafe in autumn steaming into the air mingling w cloud like breaths from bodies rushing by reaching for not noticing the slip back the anguish of slowing down to a stop stupefied at love taking a back seat to the overwhelming work at hand the innocence of playing records falling in love in an afternoon seeing it happen i wont say blind but it s devastatingly romantic it s dark tormented w the furor of passion the despair of an unattainable idealism yes i m a romanic kill me now reminded of yeats spiritus mundi the collective memories of the universe of all time tapping into spiritus mundi for the first time ever while in kindergarten rest on that 1 honest people having a think email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 23 12 23 another meandrous it s tough when you can t imagine your artwork hanging above a couch when in art school i wanted to do a visual essay i planned a photo shoot we d push a chesterfield couch underneath along the wall of the exquisite impressionist s room or the riotous blue rider collection w friends socializing drinking carousing napping passed out on the furniture snapping photos along the way well the folks at the met absolutely refused to budge on this thesis rats impending the creative process i thought much later i reckoned i could do this all in photoshop but i felt the immediacy was lost in that second generational process extreme consequence usually are agape is the highest charity of love as if charity needed an outing i wake very early because that is the time of day when i am most optimistic by nightfall i m done in it s like watching the 1 5 hour film requiem for a dream stretched out over an 18 hours a film that in the watching you slowly loose the will to live having undergone loosing the proverbial will to live you must take the 6 hour break for sleep to let your dreams work rearrange your priorities hopefully one of them is to live on it never bothers me to know how the film ends up it s the telling that interests me actually knowing the end keeps anxiety of the the telling at bay this brings me back to the couch yes from green wood cemetary brooklyn nyc 0 honest people having a think email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 7 10 23 it s like i m being a single mud hen on a still lake w other little mud hen friends far away in the distance there is solitude except for the water that is reflecting everything you ever needed wanted to do this is a constant reminder of not doing those things it s all blurred by the moving sky because there are always clouds being reflected into the water interrupting these thoughts w scattered caprice when it rains it s even more obscured making doubtful the here now very random thought i have a hard time remembering words so i make them up as i go along todays distractions encompassed looking for where i wanted to be buried heads touching comparing your half of the sky w my half of the sky the memory of someone at an art opening saying to me you write like you just got out of prison i understood thanked him i beame very very tired began making mistakes forgetting which way a j points spoke words sideways because i was trying to compensate for showing someone a book as i held it upside down i sewed my finger into the material i said something to a client that even i didn t understand i wrote these things down now so i ll believe they happened later a memory of living w the circus the kids yelling from the kitchen table i m setting up for supper mom so i m moving the tiaras i don t think this was from this lifetime but i ve lived so long or so it seems that i may have had a chapter in a circus at some point dream of a mandatory submission what type of dog does not like pizza the answer has to be submitted in a mathematical equation sometimes i don t need to look back as some are still in my life frozen in time as they always were oh go o d please don t let me waste this second wind on bad poetry 0 honest people having a think email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 23 7 23 finding solutions to everyday living design problems i vest in the every man for himself design i build the next challenge reminding myself once once again at how well i cover up the last mistake w the next process starting with music a calm center waiting briefly for the flood that will run through me running feral as if to organize a chaotic universe a multiverse where no level ground exists there is nothing to equalize that is a poor way to describe what happens w in the space between molecules between the football fields of space between atoms the creative curve is never as clear as in this slipstream ending w an image conjured out of thin air i take intention with a point in time then i walk away only when i ve gathered up my bravery i come back to see what the moment has rendered what was dropped in the dance i find myself too old for either ennui or angst but i get sucked into it every time rest on that 1 honest people having a think email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 18 6 23 like most i ve had partitioned gated chapters in my life though i ve crossed over these low fences w ease sometimes sometimes not i forget that all the people i care about do not know each other i fall victim to thinking they do how could they not the feeling is that i have the same group of friends reforming in every place i ve lived each group mimicking the next sort of like in the film s ynecdoche ny where there are players doubling the original people so when i share a story to a friend it becomes an introduction to someone not a shared memory i forget you weren t at the eagle dance on a zuni rez that summer i had to explain that no matter the why or whose doing it sometimes all you can do is pray not w words but w action i forget you weren t in hong kong experiencing the law brothers andreas vollenweider s k itaro when i punch that music on it sends me back into hk elevators the smell of acetone sweaty chrome i forget many things namely if i m driving on a coast road i m lost in the not knowing if i m traveling north on the west coast or south on the east coast i need to force myself to consciously observe which side the water is on remember they say it takes a minute to find a special person an hour to appreciate them a day to love them an entire life to forget them i want to ask you as clearly as i can to bear with patience all that is unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves as if they were rooms yet to enter or books written in a foreign language don t dig for answers that can t be given you yet you live them now for everything must be lived live the questions now perhaps then someday you will gradually without noticing live into the answer worpswede july 16 1903 rainer maria rilke letter to a young poet you re not afraid of death it doesn t help to say i m not because you don t feel that way it doesn t help to say i ll die for you because i may not i know all this but we can still talk about it anyway i love you that s all i needed to say hear or wanted to know this was a dream 0 honest people having a think email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 26 3 23 sometimes i m sharp when waking in the morning sometimes i cry w dread trying to remember who i am whose body i m in what i m suppose to do i always come back but the psyche gets so far out that it takes a few to register into this world what i learned today don t eat cranberries in the morning it doesn t pay to pour out all of the paint at once there are two reasons to keep the phone on overnight family may call about someone in trouble or someone on the other side of the world is calling in which case you need to answer because it s convenient for them somewhere in atlanta here s an example of hotel art that looks a though the photographer jumped out of the window to take the shot 0 honest people having a think email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest older posts home subscribe to posts atom meraki issues harnett hargrove harnett hargrove jayne a harnett hargrove is a working artist cross trained in the traditional arts whose output encompasses word wrangling illustration bricolage a quarterly zine entitled meraki issue costume design for opera immersive and other theatrics jayne moves deftly through these traditional arts creating narrative shards exploring memory history and myth her overriding drive to create is to experience the human condition with mindful compassion frustration and fear that we collectively experience she has written painted designed on four continents while lending her hands for mentoring exhibiting art along the way while emulating her heroes bouboulina hundertwasser and joan dearc she has lived in the shadows of the rockies in joshua tree desert in iconic florence and on the libyan shore of crete and continues this tradition for work and other pleasures as an important part of her inspiration and musing she currently lives in the blue ridge mountains near asheville nc but her heart always seems to be miles away learn more harnetthargrove com view my complete profile done pile required reading primary portfolio comrades de arc search this blog blog archive 2026 1 mar 1 2025 2 jun 2 2024 4 nov 1 apr 1 mar 1 jan 1 2023 8 dec 1 oct 1 jul 1 jun 1 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