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don t make the mountain your enemy don t make the mountain your enemy nature fandom shitposting 2b owns my ass this is truly an auspicious day archive random call me hawk 30 clinical biologist carnivore runner discord paige3760 yeet unto the void submit unto the void about tags ao3 ghoulbling 1234654435465767986543464756 um cut him in half hot dog or hamburger style boss 19th may 2026 reblogged from afreemanlearns notes 139064 got damn i laughed nature travel photography was here at yosemite national park around january author limberlight 18th may 2026 reblogged from nature travel photography notes 294 nature atepa09 hawkeyedflame my best friend called bidet users the vegans of the bathroom world and i think i disagree with that even more vehemently than i disagree with the use of 10 000 ply toilet paper are they vegan about it in regards to they constantly talk about their use of the bidet and it s advantages whether you asked them about it or not to my understanding he meant that they think they re better than everyone else 16th may 2026 reblogged from atepa09 notes 31 my best friend called bidet users the vegans of the bathroom world and i think i disagree with that even more vehemently than i disagree with the use of 10 000 ply toilet paper 16th may 2026 notes 31 the hawk speaks only some will remember this discourse whatever a girl can nightmare 13th may 2026 notes 8 the hawk speaks yetanotherdayofdrudgery yourtoradorasextendedwarranty echoedcall yourtoradorasextendedwarranty hawkeyedflame i decided last week that i am done chasing people who don t meet me halfway and that whichever relationships die because of me not texting first driving the meetups so be it none of these friends are flaky or bad people they re all very busy with partners and jobs and kids and stuff but that s not really an excuse if someone is a priority in your life you put in the effort so that they know i can t keep being the only one checking in i didn t say anything to any of the people who were top of mind when i made this decision but one of them surprised me today by asking me if we can get coffee every week from now on i guess you just have to let go to find out who is going to catch you amen i ve thought about this for different reasons but i feel guilty about actually doing it what if they are thinking the same thing and its why they are not reaching out what if im the problem i actually had a long time friend effectively tell me to stop reaching out to her because i only did it on my own time when i wanted something or needed social connection i could say i was busy but to be fair she had a point i was never there when she needed me just when i needed her an honest friendship goes both ways however there s always a need to be upfront in a friendship about how you feel are you depressed tell someone are you busy with work tell someone are you just living your life live it friendships come in s number of different dynamics just because you don t always reach out doesn t mean you don t care it means you have priorities in your life that have importance some men especially don t talk for years will see each other and seem like they just saw each other yesterday all you can do is your best but at the end of the day communication is key also apparently that s an adhd trait if what i read somewhere is correct it is absolutely an adhd trait that s still not an excuse i have adhd and i became aware that i was hurting certain people in my life by not reaching out because i don t need constant contact to love and care about people i often would let friendships fall to the wayside and then i would lose them while they were waiting for me to remember they exist i worked really hard to break that behavior and now it s become very apparent to me who has and hasn t done the same work i m just no longer interested in having relationships with people who tell me we should spend more time together and then never reach out i m done being the one always checking in it s not like i am hurt i understand it but it doesn t mean i have to stay and keep putting in effort that is only returned when it s convenient 8th may 2026 reblogged from yetanotherdayofdrudgery notes 33 long post i decided last week that i am done chasing people who don t meet me halfway and that whichever relationships die because of me not texting first driving the meetups so be it none of these friends are flaky or bad people they re all very busy with partners and jobs and kids and stuff but that s not really an excuse if someone is a priority in your life you put in the effort so that they know i can t keep being the only one checking in i didn t say anything to any of the people who were top of mind when i made this decision but one of them surprised me today by asking me if we can get coffee every week from now on i guess you just have to let go to find out who is going to catch you 6th may 2026 notes 33 the hawk speaks i now have two friends i get regularly scheduled coffee with the other one is monthly though i m ngl i am so fucking used to not being loved for who i am but rather what needs i can fulfill that i m not sure what to do with myself r like someone wants to see me every week just to be around me i make someone feel that nice that they want to be around me more i might cry i told something to my voice teacher yesterday that really scared me to say out loud because it made it real but it was important to tell her she was very receptive and took me as seriously as i hoped she would which is also scary i don t feel ready but i guess one only becomes ready through the process anyway so here goes something 29th april 2026 notes 6 the hawk speaks personal singing disgruntled foreign patriarch the davest of uncles mortimermcmirestinks ralfmaximus joebidensbignaturals eatpussypraylove favorite adderall review you have to watch the dosage you have to watch the dosage you really have to watch the dosage as someone who has been on adderall before this is no joke i once took way too much to do a drive from ct to boston and then from boston to michigan i did it all without peeing without eating and barely drinking by all rights i should have stroked out one of my friends was put on the absolute max dose of addie right out the gate and it made her so insane that she became a kleptomaniac she stole a whole ass christmas tree from target once you have to watch the dosage 28th april 2026 reblogged from disgruntled foreign patriarch notes 218509 hawkeyedflame if you wait for your fear of being vulnerable to go away before you let someone see you you will be small and invisible forever my friend who is also my voice teacher and a professional opera singer sang for me yesterday after we finished my lesson it s an aria that she s been working on for a few weeks and she hadn t shown it to anyone before when she asked if she could sing for me for a little bit i said yes and she replied that she felt embarrassed to do it and that she is scared of one particular passage i told her she didn t have to if she felt uncomfortable but she insisted on it and then she sang and it was so beautiful it transported me somewhere else entirely and she delivered the passage that intimidated her with flawless execution the thing is she is legitimately one of the most insanely skilled singers i have ever heard in my life the reason for that is not because of her natural talent but because she learned how to work with and in spite of her fear of being vulnerable in front of others in order to find and deconstruct her weaknesses singing is an intimate behavior it is natural to feel afraid to share it with others even though she has performed hundreds of times in front of literally thousands of people in the past she still felt nervous after years on stages she still had fear singing for me and she still sang the fear doesn t go away if you want to grow you must learn to make space for it 23rd april 2026 reblogged from hawkeyedflame notes 93 the hawk speaks i am actually so glad she admitted she felt embarrassed it was genuinely so comforting to know that even someone as insanely skilled as her still gets scared and i know partly it s because she cares about my opinion more than she cares about a random audience member who she ll never meet but it was very reassuring that it s normal and ok to continue feeling vulnerable even when you re good at the thing it makes my own fear feel a lot more manageable if you wait for your fear of being vulnerable to go away before you let someone see you you will be small and invisible forever 23rd april 2026 notes 93 the hawk speaks fear is information about you more than it is information about the situation making you afraid haha hey did anyone else ever have their mouth scrubbed with soap as a kid for swearing back talk or was my mother just a psychopath 20th april 2026 notes 20 sweatermuppet having childhood ptsd is crazy like whyd they do that to me lol 19th april 2026 reblogged from corvidae for days notes 5912 hawkeyedflame in other news guess what s relevant again 16th april 2026 reblogged from hawkeyedflame notes 38 the nba kicked florence off of her spot at td garden on sunday because the celtics are in the finals bracket and she was forced to move the show to monday which means my friend can no longer come with me because she is working on what is normally her day off because god hates both of us apparently i am sure she is way more upset than i am but at this point i m wondering what i did wrong in a past life to be having such a horrid fucking year i was literally clinging to this show and to sharing the experience with someone for whom it would be equally meaningful in what has otherwise been a dogshit year i just want a fuckign break from everything i m so tired and overwhelmed 14th april 2026 notes 4 the hawk speaks she could reschedule her last couple students but she s been sick a lot and the school is sort of mad at her so it would be risky for her to do that and i would obviously never ask that of her so basically april continues the trend of everything that can go wrong will go wrong which has been the theme of 2026 so far page 1 of 5789 next this blog is not for special snowflakes approach with caution