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the struggle it has no meaning as all cycles have a beginning and an end no part can be achieved without what went before that understanding and appreciation of love because of the pain anger struggle and fear that we have faced to achieve it all those emotions brought about because of what we each individually needed to face to fine tune that understanding and like that last step to the summit an appreciation of what went before it is no small feat a lifetime of trying to break free of this thing that will not let us go until we understand fine tune each step so that whenever it holds us in its thrall we slowly understand that what went before was not that key we have been looking for so we try again sometimes blocking because we are not ready yet but one day all of those paths come together all of those experiences and the wisdom that we have gained will push us to do the unknown step beyond what we think we can do and like all masters challenge our beliefs to step where no man woman has gone before a belief beyond what had held us for so so long and finally see that what we have held in our hearts had great purpose to see that stairway leading up the mountain in all its glory to understand that we had to follow our own paths exactly as we have to achieve that very understanding to see that by doing exactly as we have trips stumbles and falls guiding us to that very key to open a lock within to a beauty almost beyond belief as it shows us how it has all been done exactly as it is so that we can see and appreciate that love like no other there is no wrong as each and every step has only one thing in its purpose to guide give understanding and find that thing we always seek it is the only path or we would never finally feel its beauty in our understanding of that path climb my friends and understand that even if you do fall down know that beneath it has great purpose because behind it all is a love like no other it wishes to show you someone a someone who does know how to struggle does believe enough of themselves to take that next step and in doing so will find that nirvana of love and happiness that they looked for for so long is really there waiting for them believe in you climb and be free share this share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading this entry was posted in the journey and tagged journey love within unconditional love understanding on april 13 2019 by mark lanesbury the sound love makes 50 replies when the heart speaks the conscious objections crumble in an instant and there is nothing left to decide there are no doubts and there is no insecurity as long as there is doubt and insecurity the heart has simply not spoken yet i just read the above but it had no author attached so i went for look see on the internet and up popped a book called the enchanted world by sylvia hartmann i read a part of it and it may be an interesting read regardless the above is a very beautiful truth share this share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading this entry was posted in the journey and tagged heart life love love within sharing spirit truth unconditional love understanding on march 14 2019 by mark lanesbury this is it 25 replies ok i ve finally backed everything up and about to step into the nethers i ll try a new theme first to see if it fix s the hiccups on this site otherwise it will be back to scratch and a rebuild which will mean a new name etc so if i drop off the map for a while cross your fingers spirit may have me starting a new path and to be honest i can still feel something in the background and about to hatch share this share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading this entry was posted in the journey on march 7 2019 by mark lanesbury merry christmas to all 62 replies still here guys just still a little sidetracked with some healing my own and others i tried to individually give a little merry christmas message to everyone i follow on the reader but as i have followed in the hundreds that soon became ridiculous so hopefully this will still post and go out to the one and all beautiful people on this blog world and give a little cheer to join the many heart lights that this world brings thank you all for a very interesting year to say the least and to those magical people who s caring and love is always to the fore for each and every soul on here and especially to those whose care towards my journey showed that love also thank you may the blessings of the season be returned in kind to everyone show the beauty that a helping guiding light can bring and the love that is within us all shine on that path to our happiness a new year beckons a new journey may yours be built on that love mark xox share this share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading this entry was posted in the journey and tagged healing heart journey love love within magic sharing spirit truth unconditional love on december 22 2018 by mark lanesbury our nakedness 58 replies i am walking down the middle of the main street of my town many people on both sides each step i take shows me a different part of the street a new shop different people even the energy can be felt at levels never before touched i have started at the beginning of the street slowly making my way along its length and the people are quite loud it is laughter and becoming quite distinct and for some reason i m really affected by it squirming at each step and afraid that it is at me then i realise why i m naked exposed physically and emotionally and totally at odds with the environment and bringing myself to the attention of one and all there is nowhere to go nowhere to hide i just have to keep walking at each step i begin to hear voices now but they are no longer laughing they are now voicing their concerns branding me with their shock at what i am doing letting me know that this is not acceptable many emotions can now be distinguished laughter becoming embarrassment raised voices becoming more stern and touching on anger as their judgement comes to the fore i try to disappear in plain sight but regardless of my direction i must face what is happening and in that humdrum of noise it is my turn to be shocked and strengthened by a lone voice one of praise for daring the un darable and standing in the nakedness of my truth no longer masked by my fears it puts another brick into the foundation of the path i am walking i have almost reached the end of the street and an overpowering urge to stop and look back overcomes me and in that moment i finally see where i have been and realise this is my life s path many judgements from all around reinforcing beliefs that were never mine but locking me into their owners all of these built on the fears that they held from that very same process i now tread my walk has taken quite a long time and i now realise that as each step gives me these understandings my nakedness no longer matters and in fact has built a quiet strength as my belief in self grows the people back at the beginning of my walk have forgotten me and moved on i can see everything that has been directed at me was only coming from their fears their embarrassment their inability to deal with a moment because of where they were at within themselves as they deal with their own naked walk so what does this all mean no i didn t dream the above it was shown to me after a little wander into my own main street that lives within each of us in fact spirit has taken me on a guided tour back and i mean way back into my past the beginning of my walk up that same main street to a time of my childhood to where my fears of rejection were really being locked in at around that tender time of 9 years old that rejection i felt was a lack of love from my father and my attempts at gaining it by doing so many things to please and being knocked back each time until a coping strategy was put in place to deal with its pain a wall of fear and each time i faced that rejection in the future it would raise its head i thought i had faced that life fear over the last couple of years and understood that journey and i had as an adult but that 9 year old was still lost and needed to touch that understanding and the reassurance that it brings over the last couple of years i had met this very nice lady that had an incredible energy that always gives me a signal that something is about to happen but as the years went by nothing seemed to be occurring so i thought that it was just something in the connection and it was doing its thing little did i know i was being prepared for that event i have visited this ladies home out in the country a few times now each time to mind her home while she was away or on a mercy errand to help with a healing with her animals and to be truthful an enjoyable re connection with her and my childhood love of nature growing up in a similar place but on the second last visit she had given me some bowen therapy that released something very powerful within me and as i was minding her home while she was away at a workshop i was left to fend for myself not realising i was about to re enact those childhood fears in a big way when i was a child in those moments of rejection i would go out into the nearby forest lay down in the long grass and just close down and hear the nature all around me wind blowing through the tree s and an intense loneliness would envelop me the first night at this ladies home after the bowen therapy felt exactly like those moments in the forest her home buffs against a state forest so wind in the tree s birds and other animals calling and that loneliness descended like a blanket to a point that i was almost in shock because of my reaction at first i wasn t sure of what it meant an emotion that seemed to touch me and leave me drained but with no understanding to follow but the next journey to her home months later now finally opened that door allowed that 9 year old to touch a missing link but with the wisdom of that hindsight above and look back into my journey to see a time traveled and why i reacted as i did i ve seen that my dad had also been treated that very same way by his father and it was all he knew he could only be what he had become on that journey given to him by those he loved and looked up to just as i had through my life but understanding changes us and that wind in the tree s showed me that i have come a long way indeed so far that i can now see forgive release and become the nakedness of my truth no longer held back by thinking it was others and uncovering those things that i had buried through fear it was a raw touch of those past feelings of a 9 year old but for that 9 year old to see those truths and finally understand them released a way of being that had held him for way too long no longer stealing life by living within those shackles that we mold because of our journey the road has cleared a little more the light is extending further on my path and an acceptance of myself has shown me that even though these paths are pretty rough beneath them all is a love like no other under those muddy steps there really is a yellow brick road for us all the peace that has descended on me is quite profound even though i feel i am still in shock dealing with these understandings so much so that on arriving home i feel very disjointed like i no longer live here and feel that i m in a strange place but the overall feeling is one of change the releasing of the old so that a new path can be built no longer reacting to life but one of building a future of wherever i wish to go there may be more to add to this story yet as time goes by but its like going through any event when we look back we see it with new eyes and understand it in its different pieces until an acceptance of who and what we have become because of it settles into place and in fact and to be totally honest at the moment i just feel like sitting in the sun and eating an ice cream i wonder where that 9 year old really is right now do we ever really leave them behind no longer a part of what we have become share this share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading this entry was posted in the journey and tagged fear healing journey life love spirit truth understanding wisdom on october 20 2018 by mark lanesbury lost soul 50 replies good morning one and all i do hope you are all going to have a lovely weekend for me i have created a hiccup with my email server which is refusing to connect me back to the world so i haven t received any posts likes comments or even a cup of coffee from a lost delivery man over the last couple of days even my bills haven t turned up which i ll take as a blessing until i m overdue and my electricity gets cut off and i don t even know if this is going to post so i may be just talking to myself my mum says i do it all the time so i m not ignoring anyone just lost for a while until i can sort this out and just to add to this holiday i m going away for a few days to help a horse which has cancer he s been calling out to me for another healing but to be truthful he just loves a good brush and a hug to which i will lovingly reply until i return and sort this all out may your email be working your hair get a good brush your body get a good hug and an order of coffee knock at your door share this share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading this entry was posted in the journey on august 18 2018 by mark lanesbury becoming the love you ve been looking for 46 replies a wonderful understanding of that search for the love in our lives share this share on x opens in new window x email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading this entry was posted in the journey on april 4 2018 by mark lanesbury the people in our 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