Meta tags:

Headings (most frequently used words):

the, sunday, 2017, story, diaries, march, marriage, june, 18, 22, 2012, you, blog, archive, intarwebs, wednesday, 19, saturday, july, 24, genting, apartment, bunk, bed, re, not, first, telephone, booth, november, 13, 2011, about, me, popular, posts, labels, currently, stalking, stalkers, minions, swear, recent, articles, subscribe, will, make, same, mistakes, shower, thoughts, marriages, are, disturbed, post, 50, shades, of, grey, bedtime, stories, part, happy,

Text of the page (most frequently used words):
the (223), and (136), was (68), that (67), her (49), she (44), for (36), you (35), with (35), this (32), his (29), from (26), when (26), share (24), but (21), not (19), just (18), like (18), about (18), out (17), one (17), now (16), would (16), him (15), how (15), all (14), they (14), what (14), are (13), have (13), there (13), had (13), into (13), two (13), june (12), love (12), get (12), room (12), being (12), world (11), because (11), things (11), could (11), bathroom (11), more (11), will (10), some (10), found (10), while (10), reading (10), did (10), bed (10), than (10), july (9), march (9), make (9), facebook (9), people (9), other (9), don (9), grey (9), know (9), time (9), then (9), something (9), again (9), heard (9), find (9), always (9), comments (8), who (8), has (8), whom (8), finally (8), arius (8), got (8), before (8), were (8), day (8), sex (8), november (7), marriage (7), diaries (7), same (7), few (7), really (7), here (7), husband (7), old (7), friend (7), too (7), pinterest (7), blogthis (7), email (7), posted (7), girl (7), never (7), play (7), kid (7), eyes (7), which (7), twilight (7), posts (6), may (6), 2017 (6), family (6), shades (6), its (6), popular (6), though (6), back (6), person (6), right (6), happened (6), having (6), any (6), story (6), everyone (6), still (6), around (6), man (6), book (6), stories (5), college (5), life (5), enough (5), maybe (5), can (5), since (5), quite (5), went (5), lot (5), talking (5), our (5), decided (5), much (5), days (5), sister (5), call (5), end (5), didn (5), first (5), sunday (5), young (5), someone (5), phone (5), guy (5), them (5), down (5), those (5), night (5), immediately (5), under (5), also (5), slightly (5), seriously (5), face (5), blind (5), managed (5), even (5), off (5), sad (5), bdsm (5), read (5), thought (5), body (5), january (4), february (4), april (4), august (4), october (4), 2012 (4), mistakes (4), please (4), girls (4), friends (4), long (4), aware (4), surprise (4), past (4), many (4), male (4), comes (4), social (4), years (4), want (4), house (4), use (4), almost (4), noticed (4), turn (4), completely (4), later (4), felt (4), pretty (4), only (4), made (4), saw (4), bunk (4), sleep (4), using (4), apartment (4), screaming (4), started (4), looked (4), hot (4), moment (4), whole (4), game (4), very (4), why (4), despite (4), interest (4), description (4), porn (4), wet (4), details (4), age (4), rich (4), myself (4), arms (4), regenerate (4), rather (4), iman (4), atom (3), 2011 (3), stuff (3), monkeys (3), ghost (3), general (3), anyone (3), part (3), hobby (3), sorry (3), anything (3), new (3), start (3), relationships (3), own (3), business (3), inner (3), home (3), older (3), wall (3), after (3), several (3), been (3), think (3), done (3), place (3), said (3), waiting (3), rule (3), coins (3), stood (3), booth (3), telephone (3), stop (3), sun (3), stopped (3), saying (3), voice (3), slowly (3), hair (3), asleep (3), huge (3), slept (3), together (3), feet (3), white (3), possibly (3), events (3), open (3), basically (3), living (3), bad (3), fact (3), towel (3), ran (3), stay (3), see (3), lost (3), became (3), experience (3), area (3), playing (3), missing (3), once (3), hide (3), seek (3), led (3), looking (3), such (3), these (3), ever (3), different (3), unfortunate (3), activities (3), genting (3), become (3), company (3), attention (3), dude (3), year (3), gets (3), understanding (3), guess (3), couldn (3), christian (3), handsome (3), least (3), over (3), sure (3), hear (3), does (3), usual (3), okay (3), your (3), aging (3), faster (3), bigger (3), shower (3), relationship (3), picture (2), subscribe (2), swear (2), 2007 (2), 2008 (2), 2009 (2), 2010 (2), september (2), blog (2), archive (2), uitm (2), seroja (2), idiots (2), cat (2), grand (2), known (2), supernatural (2), ghosts (2), residents (2), bedtime (2), avid (2), reader (2), expressed (2), far (2), removed (2), gregarious (2), loud (2), cancer (2), name (2), instead (2), wrong (2), quiet (2), usually (2), science (2), jacko (2), might (2), hates (2), mostly (2), immediate (2), direly (2), ashamed (2), prodded (2), summer (2), workings (2), mind (2), sort (2), freak (2), corner (2), try (2), soon (2), studies (2), came (2), gift (2), thoroughly (2), expensive (2), happy (2), actually (2), stranger (2), paralysed (2), trembling (2), feeding (2), minutes (2), continued (2), run (2), patiently (2), straight (2), bitch (2), trivial (2), giggling (2), behind (2), full (2), headed (2), bills (2), allowed (2), non (2), mom (2), phase (2), less (2), kids (2), sunset (2), until (2), hour (2), favourite (2), repeated (2), awake (2), doing (2), footsteps (2), seconds (2), thing (2), woke (2), sounds (2), scared (2), somehow (2), wasn (2), human (2), told (2), look (2), pretend (2), group (2), dorm (2), fan (2), cramped (2), sweet (2), blood (2), best (2), course (2), won (2), moving (2), locked (2), door (2), however (2), small (2), alone (2), originally (2), shit (2), fuck (2), empty (2), short (2), supposed (2), head (2), trying (2), win (2), front (2), faced (2), wrapped (2), everything (2), purpose (2), either (2), serious (2), search (2), party (2), months (2), probably (2), bedrooms (2), second (2), floor (2), little (2), boy (2), dirt (2), kampung (2), last (2), tell (2), remembers (2), better (2), looks (2), help (2), come (2), described (2), reason (2), every (2), ish (2), third (2), throughout (2), highlands (2), spirits (2), dad (2), personal (2), personality (2), great (2), expectations (2), piqued (2), within (2), accomplished (2), often (2), give (2), amoral (2), barely (2), frequent (2), plot (2), stupid (2), used (2), describe (2), hoping (2), author (2), stephanie (2), graphic (2), characters (2), enjoyed (2), sexual (2), next (2), chapter (2), god (2), bella (2), baby (2), aha (2), twist (2), clamouring (2), unconsciously (2), charms (2), devilishly (2), magnate (2), suitors (2), internally (2), downplays (2), self (2), evident (2), bombshell (2), anastasia (2), clumsy (2), awkward (2), moments (2), mass (2), brain (2), tries (2), makes (2), bit (2), bag (2), annoyed (2), honest (2), good (2), married (2), features (2), let (2), amusing (2), law (2), similar (2), mistake (2), mother (2), actual (2), black (2), skin (2), means (2), surface (2), ability (2), both (2), thoughts (2), internal (2), hold (2), 7am (2), hard (2), himself (2), doesn (2), curiousity (2), relive (2), particularly (2), exes (2), intarwebs (2), window, theme, powered, blogger, recent, articles, minions, deviantart, wordpress, twitter, stalkers, record, frederick, loh, daniel, chong, azizul, hakim, nurisya, abdullah, pervertism101, gerard, wong, siti, khairrunisa, wani, ibrahim, currently, stalking, shah, alam, travel, technology, tech, swine, flu, sarawak, reflections, stfu, pet, peeves, acting, park, nixon, mingle, local, cuisine, humour, george, bush, gay, orgy, food, barrack, obama, apacs, annual, dinner, american, idol, labels, wron, places, rat, cockroach, ant, infestations, remember, staying, coll, spot, difference, attent, missed, mia, screw, hope, lack, updates, wher, wanted, blu, ray, seem, awfully, others, most, fresh, finding, decent, figuring, rocket, shocking, death, anoth, wacko, comin, remnants, spring, shakes, plethora, colours, leafy, green, branches, joy, impending, minding, acquaintance, requested, yes, 21st, century, generation, fucked, expose, mundane, unchar, chronicles, view, complete, profile, sarcastic, anti, geek, movie, addict, gadget, spend, perfecting, street, fighter, combos, gadgets, counting, expanding, mushroom, community, spare, count, exactly, squares, wallpapers, cool, words, london, united, kingdom, comment, staring, thinking, australia, finishing, medic, december, going, awesome, shopping, spree, buy, although, case, planned, cleaning, picking, airport, hugging, bringing, sunway, graduation, saving, realize, placed, receiver, terrified, remembered, important, hands, violently, ended, conversation, nervous, tone, legs, kept, luck, dropped, bending, pick, sent, chills, spine, single, word, uttered, mouth, raging, hormones, continue, chatting, ignoring, teenage, fancy, called, flirtatiously, arranging, future, meet, queue, ing, cellphones, common, household, item, peeved, grabbed, purse, across, unless, pay, yourself, phones, shooting, flirting, angry, disconnected, telling, rebellious, teenager, care, superstition, malay, parents, their, outside, passed, malays, believe, scariest, encroaches, territory, engulfed, dark, swore, cousin, four, slowing, tracks, continuing, uniform, steps, low, haunting, late, encircling, makeshift, king, ends, uncharacteristically, instinctively, instincts, knew, sleepover, rooms, meant, took, mattresses, gathered, centre, ceiling, huddled, space, goes, kakaaaaak, awaaaaaake, letter, sing, song, manner, curdle, fear, unsure, action, away, nightmare, forth, happily, froze, horror, pair, child, dangling, nonchalantly, upper, realization, remembering, thus, else, opened, causing, bones, tired, easily, midnight, slight, creaking, noises, fit, desks, chose, lower, beginning, semester, assigned, roommate, yet, variations, doors, closed, remainder, forget, cheated, panicked, respond, cupboard, monstrously, sized, couch, except, crucial, hey, rage, overtook, forgetting, sportsmanship, enraged, broke, quickly, tore, near, touch, deception, obvious, wobbling, pretending, left, occasionally, heading, direction, immobile, turned, standing, counted, hid, cheater, games, outline, thinly, coin, toss, reduce, risk, injury, necessary, imagine, planting, pleasant, confined, master, bedroom, circumstances, enter, adjoining, laid, ground, anyway, original, lasted, weeks, accepted, died, corpse, funeral, scream, hysterically, discovered, sitting, peacefully, curiously, immaculate, speck, wearing, exact, shirt, wore, disappearance, quieted, yaasin, ketua, played, siblings, brother, pale, refused, claims, incident, marco, polo, without, swimming, pool, sea, babes, nudity, sneak, peek, hollywood, depicts, well, listen, attentively, scuffling, stifled, laughter, players, hither, idea, lively, cheeky, preferred, solitary, indoors, 12pm, member, force, younger, lucked, ourselves, layout, kitchen, scattered, littered, restless, demonic, presence, theory, hosts, casino, commit, suicide, themselves, gambling, debts, residential, stuck, varying, degrees, sinister, auras, hosting, pussies, tonight, amassed, famous, tellings, experiences, creeps, generic, pissing, pants, listening, garnering, adapt, situations, joked, laughed, existence, insinuations, guessed, erotica, cue, reddit, page, googled, explosively, sold, digits, universal, studios, rights, film, adaptation, following, bid, war, likes, warner, bros, sony, paramount, mark, wahlberg, production, seems, work, visits, spends, friday, sundays, indulging, mill, employee, expandable, income, laud, weekends, exist, gave, sordid, scenes, ready, leave, unintentionally, turns, discuss, confused, drops, unexpectedly, lame, filler, excessively, retarded, amazed, beauty, language, irrevocably, broken, insight, bequeathed, moral, leprosy, expect, outstanding, books, understand, mommy, apt, purely, appeal, judgmental, mommies, female, acceptable, double, standards, worse, fanfiction, explained, damn, ugly, fat, chick, myer, fantasize, lives, main, vanilla, fulfill, incorporated, wrote, fantasies, lonely, violent, daydreams, fictional, vampire, incidentally, sparkles, written, psychopath, test, lolita, wanting, somewhere, middle, existent, businessman, fly, plane, instrument, flawlessly, showering, gifts, magic, spectacularly, talented, driven, sky, limit, authors, imagination, upped, ante, red, indian, werewolf, myers, racist, falling, newborn, homidical, nature, sparkling, fairy, eats, animal, mysterious, hunk, edward, cullen, uniquely, beautiful, comparing, synopses, surprised, resembled, dimensional, cliched, prosaic, ones, pervert, sense, entitlement, perceived, augmented, psyche, initially, soft, readers, explore, explosive, kinky, james, set, educate, bondage, liberation, exploration, deviant, sexuality, whatever, pure, literary, trash, culture, sucker, giving, finished, roughly, rumoured, heroine, emma, frickin, watson, ith, deserve, adamant, upset, aren, fault, stays, blithely, kisses, forehead, lightly, stir, wake, faint, react, apologises, smile, act, warms, heart, cuddles, securely, grade, forgets, minute, office, bags, rebel, refusing, rely, anymore, slightest, hint, annoyance, due, legitimately, annoying, reciprocate, wife, calculative, accountant, audit, background, selfish, sometimes, considerate, happen, aneurysm, petty, certain, seriousness, smart, caring, compassionate, yeah, hashtag, asshole, cared, treated, flash, pearly, whites, flexing, flying, asking, domestic, abuse, persuaded, tie, nuptial, knot, thanks, chiselled, toned, muskels, diary, honestly, miss, writing, shall, post, saturday, disturbing, dear, acts, father, characteristics, effortless, bond, terms, carelessness, values, opinions, account, son, marriages, disturbed, wait, essence, approximately, rate, isn, melanin, natural, mechanism, against, factors, balances, external, taller, vertically, cells, degrades, scientifically, wider, higher, magnitude, accelerates, degradation, technically, pulled, lucid, furrowed, brows, hugged, chest, say, mmm, grunted, smiled, extended, beckoning, lie, cringed, touched, dripping, soaked, jumped, knowing, early, block, showered, lathered, rinsed, therapeutic, lukewarm, water, whisper, half, lidded, bleary, acknowledges, silent, plea, mine, loosen, iron, today, fast, minimal, noticeable, movements, extricate, encircled, subconsciously, realise, getting, pull, tighter, lock, clock, wide, lethargic, crashed, hits, pillow, wednesday, forbid, eventually, termed, regrettably, confusing, terrifies, alike, works, during, stint, puzzles, involve, intimate, cuddle, talks, watch, movies, list, classics, forces, attend, obligation, month, divorce, attorneys, speed, dial, insanity, hitting, infatuation, utterly, despises, survive, multitude, gatherings, gouge, eyeballs, rusty, nail, banter, highly, rational, caused, lapse, judgement, relayed, cogs, turning, exposure, extrovert, partook, loathes, partied, drank, immersed, worthy, dramas, omg, stand, boyfriend, stains, haphazardly, discarded, condom, sits, atop, chubby, covered, birthmarks, myriad, differently, coloured, shaped, splotches, painting, skills, notable, extent, shifts, convincing, generous, teeth, jagged, rocks, dire, need, braces, tinted, yellow, result, chronic, smoking, habit, tall, svelte, traditionally, bubbly, fun, loving, evinces, attractive, sweep, sheer, exuberance, talent, graphical, promise, objective, heh, relatively, physically, unattractive, compared, bimbotic, comm, student, limited, capacity, dabble, fields, paid, privately, series, men, intelligent, mannered, pleasure, meeting, elite, schools, graduated, chemical, engineer, houseman, scholarships, relevant, preface, introverted, chronology, unhealthy, dissected, analysed, studied, exhaustion, neurotransmitters, fried, synapses, answers, faris, construe, emotionally, abusive, easy, questions, barraging, torrentially, answered, shut, biggest, where, pro, crastinating,

Text of the page (random words):
ssected analysed and studied to exhaustion my neurotransmitters have possibly fried from the frequent synapses from trying to find the answers to what did i see in him why did we last as long as we did does my relationship with faris construe an emotionally abusive relationship my husband has had a few exes and the details and chronology of girls have always piqued my interest i will tell you why but first a relevant preface my husband is a particularly introverted person his first two exes were intelligent and sweet mannered girls one of whom i ve had the pleasure of meeting they were from elite schools and graduated as a chemical engineer and a houseman both under scholarships and then came iman the third who was relatively physically unattractive compared to the two bimbotic a mass comm student because of a limited capacity to dabble within the fields of science and studies paid privately by her rich family and a party girl as is often described with a series of men she s slept with since my talent has always been in graphical description of things i ll describe her here i promise to be objective heh her small eyes sits atop a chubby ish face that s covered with birthmarks or rather a myriad of differently coloured and shaped splotches her face painting skills are notable however to the extent that she shifts from an unfortunate 4 to a convincing 6 5 a 7 might be too generous her teeth are jagged rocks in dire need of braces tinted yellow as a result from a chronic smoking habit she s particularly tall and her body svelte despite her traditionally unfortunate features her bubbly and fun loving personality evinces a rather attractive girl whom would sweep you off your feet from her sheer exuberance alone it was with iman that my husband got his exposure to an extrovert s world and partook in activities that he now loathes to relive he partied drank and immersed himself in the world of tv worthy dramas omg my friend had a one night stand on her boyfriend s bed and he found out because of the sex stains and haphazardly discarded used condom that was iman s world and it also became his when he relayed me these details my mind couldn t stop its cogs from turning he s a highly rational person so what caused his lapse of judgement will i ever experience the same he utterly despises social activities of any sort so how did he survive the multitude of events and gatherings for almost a year my husband would rather gouge his eyeballs out with a rusty nail rather than banter with a group of more than 2 people was it curiousity was in insanity was in hard hitting infatuation in the here and now he doesn t want to do anything that doesn t involve intimate moments together at home we game cuddle have 3 hour talks and watch movies from my list of favourite classics if either of us forces the other to attend a social obligation more than once a month we d start having divorce attorneys on speed dial i guess what really puzzles me is how did he during that short one or two year stint become such a different person it terrifies me to no end because you see him and i are together because we are so much alike and that works for us if he could become a different person whom eventually found himself again and termed it regrettably a confusing phase of my life will my turn ever god forbid come posted by arius at 8 13 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest wednesday march 22 2017 marriage diaries 3 shower thoughts my internal body clock has my eyes wide open by 7am despite how lethargic i felt the night before or how hard i crashed the moment my head hits the pillow at 7am today he was still fast asleep i made minimal barely noticeable movements to extricate myself from the arms that encircled me almost always and always subconsciously he would realise than i m getting up and he would pull me back hold me tighter and lock me in place i would always have to call his name in a whisper until his eyes half lidded and bleary acknowledges the silent plea in mine to loosen the iron hold he has on me i showered the moment i managed to get out of bed and as usual got lost in thought while i lathered and rinsed under the therapeutic lukewarm water when i was done hair dripping wet and towel completely soaked i jumped into bed and as usual started talking to him despite knowing that it was too early for his internal body block baby i had a shower thought mmm he grunted smiled and extended his arms beckoning me to lie with him he cringed slightly when my wet hair touched his skin i m still a bit wet sorry you don t say can i share my shower thoughts with you please please please i d love to hear it he hugged me with both arms and i found myself talking to his chest you re aging faster than i am he pulled back slightly looked at me with lucid eyes and furrowed brows and said what you re aging faster because you re taller and that makes you bigger at least vertically bigger and that means you have a bigger surface area and you know how our cells regenerate before the ability to regenerate slowly degrades and that is how we scientifically age because you have a wider surface area you regenerate at a higher magnitude which also accelerates the degradation of your ability to regenerate so technically you age faster okay but then it s okay because your skin is like black which means you have more melanin which is the body s natural mechanism against external aging factors like the sun so it balances things out sure so in essence you and i will age at approximately the same rate isn t that great wait did you call me black posted by arius at 6 22 am no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest sunday march 19 2017 marriages diaries 2 are you disturbed i find it amusing how people mistake my mother in law as my actual mother on account of how i look more similar to her than her actual son i also find it amusing that i share a lot of my father in law s characteristics such that i find it effortless to bond with that old man we re also similar in terms of carelessness values and opinions on the world so basically my dear husband married someone who looks like his mom but acts like his dad disturbing much posted by arius at 5 17 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest saturday march 18 2017 marriage diaries post 1 honestly i miss writing let s try again shall we marriage life diary 1 i ve been married for slightly over two months now to this dude he s really really good looking and if i were to be honest with myself i was basically persuaded to tie the nuptial knot thanks to those chiselled features and that toned body of his muskels he could be an asshole for all i cared and treated me like dirt but just a flash of those pearly whites and some little flexing and i d be flying in his arms asking for more domestic abuse in all seriousness though managed to bag a good looking dude who s really smart caring and compassionate so yeah hashtag win but again if i were to be honest with myself i m not the best wife i m calculative it s the accountant audit background i swear selfish only sometimes considerate if i happen to have a brain aneurysm on that day and i m very very petty on certain things if i hear even the slightest hint of annoyance in his voice due to something i did that was legitimately annoying i d reciprocate by being even more annoyed that he got annoyed if he forgets even for one minute to help me with my office bags i d rebel by refusing to give him the bag when he remembers and saying things like it s okay i ve managed my expectations and can t always rely you for things anymore can i a grade a bitch right and how does he react to all this he apologises tries to make me smile and makes sure that on the days i act like this before we sleep he does something that warms my heart and he cuddles me a bit more securely than usual if i m still adamant about being upset over trivial things that aren t his fault he stays awake while i blithely go to bed and kisses my forehead lightly when i stir in my sleep hoping i wake up and hear his faint i m sorry i m not sure what i did right to deserve him posted by arius at 11 26 am no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest sunday july 22 2012 50 shades of grey a few friends found out i was quite an avid reader and they expressed surprise at a hobby far removed from my gregarious loud attention garnering personality seriously though i m not like that i just adapt to social situations a friend joked that the only book that would interest me would be 50 shades of grey i m actually reading great expectations right now about time and i just laughed it off i didn t know the existence of the book then but from her insinuations i just guessed it was an erotica cue a few days later i m reading several reddit posts on it in which it made the front page interest piqued i googled it and found out how explosively popular it is so popular in fact that the book sold within the 8 digits and universal studios won the rights to a film adaptation following a bid war with the likes of warner bros sony paramount and mark wahlberg s production company and w ith emma frickin watson rumoured to play the heroine when it comes to understanding popular culture i m a sucker for it this led me to read twilight i couldn t read past the second book though it was giving me brain cancer and now i d just finished reading roughly 60 of 50 shades of grey and boy is it pure white literary trash initially i d read the description on it being soft porn in which readers explore the world of bdsm and explosive kinky sex and thought that e l james was a male author set to educate the world on bondage sex for the purpose of mass liberation and exploration of one s inner deviant sexuality or whatever there s always some sad pervert with a sense of over entitlement and perceived augmented understanding of the human psyche after all reading it i was surprised by how much it resembled twilight characters were two dimensional plot was cliched but at least twilight had some prosaic moments here and there bad ones but it was there comparing the synopses of the two 50 shades of grey clumsy awkward anastasia who internally downplays her hot bombshell self evident by two other male suitors clamouring for her attention unconsciously charms the young devilishly handsome and rich business magnate christian grey but aha there s a twist he s into bdsm twilight clumsy awkward anastasia bella who internally downplays her hot bombshell uniquely beautiful self evident by two other male suitors clamouring for her attention unconsciously charms the young old devilishly handsome and rich business magnate mysterious hunk christian grey edward cullen but aha there s a twist he s into bdsm a sparkling fairy that eats animal blood twilight probably upped the ante by having bella s other love interest a red indian werewolf at least stephanie myers is not racist falling in love with her newborn homidical freak of nature baby i guess the sky s the limit when it comes to some authors imagination back to 50 shades of grey christian grey comes off as spectacularly handsome talented rich driven and non existent seriously a guy that is an accomplished businessman by the age of 27 whom can fly a plane play the instrument flawlessly always showering you with expensive gifts and is a magic sex god for someone so accomplished though he seems to not be at work very often he has time to give her surprise visits and spends friday to sundays indulging in this amoral hobby of his dude i m a 23 year old run of the mill company employee with barely an expandable income to laud about and here s a fact weekends don t exist at all i gave up reading after the sordid sex scenes became too frequent it was a lot like somewhere in the middle of the book he made love to me he gets ready to leave i get sad i unintentionally do something that turns him on again and we make love again next chapter we discuss about the bdsm stuff and it got me confused and sad then he drops by unexpectedly and we make love again next chapter some lame plot filler thing happened and then we make love but then for some excessively retarded reason i get sad again i felt stupid reading it i felt stupid even wanting to read it i thought it would be something like lolita in which i was thoroughly amazed by the beauty of the language used to describe the inner workings of someone irrevocably broken i thought it would be an insight into the amoral like how the psychopath test bequeathed a whole new understanding into the world of moral leprosy i didn t expect it to be completely like those two outstanding books i was just hoping to understand more about why people do the things they do i guess the description of it being mommy porn is more than apt it was purely about sex and would appeal to those judgmental mommies or any female in general whom think porn is bad but written porn is acceptable double standards what s worse i later found out it was originally a twilight fanfiction that explained a damn lot so this sad ugly fat author chick whom couldn t get wet enough from stephanie myer s book decided to fantasize graphic details on the sex lives of the two main characters she later decided that vanilla sex wasn t enough to fulfill her empty life and incorporated bdsm into it and wrote it all out in full description for the whole world to read and everyone enjoyed it everyone enjoyed reading the sexual fantasies of a lonely and old twilight fan who gets off on having graphic violent sexual daydreams of a fictional vampire that incidentally sparkles under the sun seriously seriously posted by arius at 9 25 am 4 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest sunday june 24 2012 bedtime stories part i anyone who s known me long enough is aware of my love for the supernatural the ghosts the other world residents don t get me wrong these things get me pissing the shit out of my pants but i still love listening about them throughout the years i ve amassed quite a few ghost stories some famous re tellings and some personal experiences that usually creeps the fuck out of me more so than the generic this happened to a friend of a friend i think i ll share them here now so pussies stop reading if you want to sleep tonight i ll start with a personal experience story 1 genting apartment when i was about 11 my dad s company was hosting a family day up in genting highlands now you know the stories about genting highlands that place is littered with restless spirits and demonic presence one theory is that because it hosts a grand casino a lot of people would commit suicide when they find themselves faced with some serious gambling debts and they become our residential spirits that are stuck in this world with varying degrees of sinister auras our family lucked ...