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too heavy when the last toy or image met me around the corner i had packed my bag and was heading out the door for the weekend when i turned the corner and saw one of my male students i ll call him craig for the sake of this blog who conveniently skipped my class earlier that day hanging in the hallway his pants were sooooooooooo low nearly down to his knees then i saw he had basketball shorts on and boxers underneath his basketball shorts there were three distinct visible layers going on that were all 2 3 inches above each other and to top it off his boxers were riding so low i saw craig s pubic hair staring back at me now fast forward to the top of my blog and you now understand why i was screaming on dude craig pull up your pants and cover yourself boy i m a grown ass woman i don t come to school to see your mess are you crazy craig responds dang ms t why you feenin a quote they always use when i go hard on them why you always going in so hard i ll fix them just wait a minute i say wait a minute really no you wait a minute do you see me hanging out in the hallway with my vagina hanging out no have some decency about yourself so that no one else will see what you have that is your business fix yourself and get out of my face i shook my head all the way to my car and home so many funny yet crazy things were going through my head i was wondering why this boy had on three layers and it was hotter than a slave ship outside i was wondering how could he possibly walk with his pants hanging so low i was also wondering why such a wanna be thug had on a belt with green rhinestones yes that belt deserves a blog of its own i can t make these things up ya ll more importantly i was wondering when will my male students and males that i see everyday get it together to know that they already have tons of strikes against them already why add more to their plate i dig fashion all day long but when it trumps above the basic concerns in life then the epidemic of ignorance will continue to fester i m planning now for next year i ve got to perhaps a huge male and female fashion etiquette seminar or contest i m a big believer that when folks know better they do better there s a time and place for everything the only place pants that low belong is when they are about to step out of them let s hope my plan is cool yet effective enough to help them step out of them and in a new direction of flavor and respect here s to all of my other folks who suffer from the santa claus syndrome sometimes you just have to drop the damn bag and let folks know posted by thompson jordan zwana at 10 34 am no comments wednesday may 26 2010 grace jones midgets please just shoot me right now i know i have absolutely sucked for waiting almost a year to write an entry but you better believe that i have plenty of ammunition sadness perplexing moments and pure comedy for you however i will not quite blog about that out the gate tonight instead let me take 2 mins and truly vent on the crap i just witnessed on the train about 2 hours ago which made me think of some of the students wack parents disclaimer no i m not a parent i ve never given birth or changed any kid s diaper so i have no clue what it is to be a parent just yet however i do know that i teach 135 kids each day of which 50 are village idiots somehow somewhere they became these idiots perhaps from idiotic parents and situations hmmmmmmmmmm ok rewind to earlier this afternoon i jump on the train at atlantic terminal took a seat and looked up only to meet eyes with two of the most darling little girls around the ages of 4 and 2 big almond eyes flawless skin and innocence stared back at me while their mom she had to be their mom she looked identical as them was completely knocked out sitting next to them with ear buds in her ears a group of teenagers across for the girls turn on music from a cell phone that filled the train car the girls went from quietly playing with their baby dolls to perking up and gyrating in their seating mouthing the lyrics of take it take it take it baby oh boy can you get it up pull my hair etc the babies went from being the poster children of an infant mother theresa to damn grace jones now keep in mind the mom was still completely knocked out and the young girls flipped their baby dolls upside down and used the legs of the dolls as a microphone they were gyrating so hard one slid off the seat mom is still sleep the dichotomous audience on the train infuriated me even more half of them were looking and pointing ohhh look how cute they are dancing and laughing the other half were catching eyes with me like what in god s name is going on here rihanna s song rude boy is extremely catchy and i catch myself dancing to it however the song is as overtly sexual as eartha kitt fiending and saying marcus darling in boomerang very direct and highly sexual some folks would say dang sabrina just lighten up a bit it s just little girls singing a pop culture song i was thinking ok i was singing color me bad s i wanna sex you up in the car using my walkman on the way to king s dominion when i was in the 6 th grade or so and i thought my father was going to drive off the damn road when i randomly blurted out i wanna sex you up ahhh hilarious memories i even knew every raunchy janet jackson and madonna song however my parents did not sing along with me nor buy the music the young girls mother eventually woke up and started singing with them i nearly passed out however i cannot sit back and laugh at the pure foolishness that i see on a daily basis as a teacher and i know it starts with ridiculous situations of parents permitting their children to listen and see certain things at such a young age the mom of the two darling girls appeared to be hot 25 years of age with a neon yellow bra that was screaming look at me through the thinnest white baby t shirt all i could vision was these young girls growing up to either be on someone s pole or in the stairway of a school building in between classes performing some god awful act like some wild students in my school maybe i care too much maybe i had a moment where i should have laughed it off and say awh they are just kids but kids should be singing sesame street songs and learning their abc s not knowing every lyric to a rihanna song innocence has been stripped from our youth we all know how precious that is and how that can mold the rest of your life is it only the parent s duty or is it our duty as a society to speak up i stepped off the train shaking my head and questioning myself should i have said something i am still feeling guilty about my lack of actions and disgusted by one of the millions of situations that happen like this on a daily basis nationwide i pray i don t take it out on my students tomorrow posted by thompson jordan zwana at 10 44 pm no comments sunday october 26 2008 black people should stay in their place like black folks strolling in church on an easter sunday wearing their fly suits i m late late delayed missing in action i have vanished from the scene of writing entries to this blog quite honestly i m flattered by the number of emails i ve gotten saying what s going on with the students i need some comedy from your school stories simply they want to know where have i been online well just like you i am juggling this thing called life plus i am trying to juggle the lives of my countless students too i made it through the first year pretty darn good and was thinking to myself ahh my second year is going to be much smoother well i got a big hell to the nawh newsflash on my forehead as i entered my second year a few months in september i arrived on my first day back at school and was notified by administration that the class i taught last year public speaking was being replaced by more regents based academic courses aka more chemistry classes forensics etc i honestly had tears in my eyes because my passion was teaching these kids how to speak up logically about hidden concepts of racism classism and injustice in politics not about protons and neutrons how was i gonna talk about police brutality in a lab coat analyzing petri dishes and friggin beakers but there is a god two weeks into school they asked me to teach a senior english class i now have 18 year olds who have a few months before they are responsible for themselves in the real world so along with chemistry freshman biology and a social studies course yes i feel like an immigrant working 1 001 jobs i also teach one general education english class and i have been touched on many levels from working with them the first day of class i did a getting to know you exercise we were deep into the intriguing game and suddenly i decided to let them ask me anything they wanted to within a two minute window why in the world did i decide to do that non thinking teacher move 1 ha i like to be as transparent with my kids as possible without it being disrespectful and thought it was going to be cool i got the basic questions allll my students always want to know am i married do i have kids do i have a man why do i talk funny they like my southern accent then i was asked a question i never had been asked before a young man said hey ms thompson when did you lose your virginity i think if i were white or even light skin i would have turned burgundy from surprise i didn t get mad because the reason why he said he asked is because he felt as if too many young girls lose their virginity too young and conduct themselves like sluts and he wanted to know if having sex at a young age was good so here was my opportunity to turn his question into a lesson we discussed double standards in society and why was it more readily accepted in society for a guy to start having sex at a younger age but for the women to save themselves it was a wonderful discussion and i think they understood what type of atmosphere the class was going to have a brutally honest transparent and critical thinking tank so from there i told them every friday we were going to have a critical think tank i would give them 5 6 days to write a critical response to the question of the week i would throw out and then we would verbally discuss it out the following friday so ya ll we ve had about 4 5 think tank sessions ranging from is love a choice or emotion is marriage necessary why not just live together has racism improved or gotten worse are you pro life pro choice regarding abortion and their views of the death penalty this blog entry was simply to introduce you the sane insane sad profound responses to these questions of the week from my students that you will read in the upcoming days and weeks as judgemental as i sometimes want to be with them i have to ask myself what was i thinking at 17 18 years of age what were you thinking all i know is this i threw out the question for this week is america ready for a black president there was one reaction from an african american guy named fred that made my blood pressure shoot up ms thompson only a white person is capable of running this country i just think black people should stay in their place he was dead serious i honestly don t think i ve felt that strange fusion of fury and sadness since my first heartbreak then the bell rang before i had time to yoke him up we will discuss his comment and question this upcoming friday the last friday before history is bound to take place in the united states thank god our ancestors did not just stay in their place they kept moving they refused to live the life they were told they had to live are you aimlessly running on a treadmill or on a path you created which leads to a destination keep moving and go barack posted by thompson jordan zwana at 10 49 am no comments thursday february 21 2008 just wait til tonight valentine s day my school i need money so that i can use it to buy liquor and hopefully two strippers will take me home and molest me if you ve been near the macy s by penn station in nyc then you ve seen this or you re bound to see it well as i m on my phone walking from penn station i stopped in mid conversation with thee most perplexed look on my face after i saw a rugged homeless man holding up a sign with the statement above my mouth hit the ground and i started chuckling out of disbelief and comedy the homeless man and i caught eyes and we both started smiling it was at that point that i casually said aloud to myself only in new york and i didn t even really break a stride at that point i think i officially branded myself a new yorker and i realized how much i appreciate the brutal honesty of folks well to a degree including the honesty of my kids on what is considered by most the love day of the year valentine s day so it s february 14 i head to school feeling pretty good because as i get older i refuse to buy a ticket to the single s pity party sponsored by hallmark whether i m single or with someone i don t really get too giddy about vday hell it s just another day but my kids did not see it that way as soon as the first bell rang i don t have a first period class i step out in the hall to go to the front office and i couldn t even see to the end of the hall due to the clusters of inflated balloons huge cards teddy bears that people could not fit in their lockers it looked like a flea market and everybody was a bootleg vendor spitting outrageous comments such as look what i got can t nobody top my gift you should see what s inside the card often when i m not dressed up i blend in with the crowd and especially on this day i was hidden behind tons of balloons and i heard some comments that i surely did not want to hear ohhhh girl wait til tonight he doesn t know what sweet is until he tastes me and then laugher erupts from a group of fast girls i felt my chest tightening from the raw comments of 15 year olds there were dudes carrying flowers and giving it to girls but should i have been disturbed when i peeped the mad game of one of my students named rj i ll call him that for now before i tell you the story you need a visual of him rj stands about 6 3 brown skinned dude with a full lined beard deep tsunami waves and he s 15 the girls pine over him like skeeters to a porch light yes we say skeeters and not mosquitoes down south smile anyway so i see rj come in the room with two huge bags and his book bag i say rj why all the bags he responds with well i have a lot of gifts today ms thompson you know i gotta to show my love i thought to myself ohhhhh okay he is giving the gifts to a girl how sweet of him however rj had one bag of full of godiva chocolates he was distributing out to the girls he knew were going to get him stuff and recycling chocolates that girls gave to him to give to other girls then in the other hand he had a footlocker back with a box of jordan s a jump man sweatshirt and about 3 4 boxes of candy and a stash of cards he had not opened yet he was collecting gifts in one bag and distributing from the other but his choco...