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cause i have finally slept but most of those imaginary story is to revisit those good time and how to make it more perfect that s is the key of whole point make it a perfect storyline but today when i was trying to have another round of imaginary time machine before i felt asleep it does not go as smooth as previous something just popped in my mind it was a simple question a question that sound like are you sure if you are able to relive your past would you be able to produce and re experience all of those sweet memories that is when my mind started to wander for quite a time and i have decided to spring out from my bed to blog this down at his point of time if somehow a time machine appears in front of me and this machine would have setting for me to decide what date i would like this world to reverse and with a push of button everyone of this earth would relive the past once again but me would have an exception which is my current memories would not be wiped out which mean i will be aware that i am reliving the past so would i push the button or not an hour back i would definitely push it without due consideration but now no thanks the reason is i have no confident and believe that i could re experience those sweet memories and nostalgia again it would impossible or just too hard imagine i chose to start relive my 1st year in um what would i do i know what i will do and for sure it will not be the same actions that i have took originally i would be more outstanding and avoiding mistakes that i have done for obvious reason i do not think i would be fooled enough to revisit painful experiences and because of all those actions that i am actually over writing my past would change everything in my future ho lim would not be the same anymore with such a strayed course there is no point of revisit the past anymore because it has defeat the initial intention of doing so most probably i would have joined different gang of friends and would not be as fun as the friend i have now or maybe i would be tied up in a relationship early and my entire 3 years of uni life are just memories of me and her and maybe because of that all of my close friends today might become just a hi bye friends in the future i would probably break up and end up have nothing but numbers of hi bye friends now when my common sense kick in i am sure relive the past is not a good idea and just like watching a damn good movie no matter how good it was it will never feel that good when you planned to watch it for 2nd time onward and because of that instead of missing my past memories i would appreciate and thanks for it had happened in my life and i do not need to relive it because it must be a perfect actions that i have took i have no regret so friends would you push the button on that time machine posted by holim at 9 44 am 2 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday october 15 2013 ride the tide catch the tornado i wonder if there are still friends who check on my posting since i have abandon my blog for quite some time if anyone is reading this thanks for having interest in my life i am busy busy with work of course my first year of work is nothing compare to what i am going through right now but it doesn t mean a bad thing it was actually one of the best thing happened to me let me tell you why my company took a hard hit on several fail project most seniors with valuable experience left the company new hires are poorly performed and existing experienced employees are over burdened with jobs that yet to find its replacement no i am not being sarcastic nor saying the opposite i am just 25 with only almost 2 years of experience in a healthy company my portfolio would be a junior who still need to be prep for at least another 2 3 years before anything to consider however i saw a blessing in disguise i saw the golden bridge in a strong tide and chaotic weather and i decide to stand up and be counted at this point of time it is not hard to be noticed by higher management their resources are scarce they have very little people to trust most new hires are recruited with rush to fill the gap in project at this point of time it must be a moment of is now or never i am now embarking on a very large scale and value project this project is so important because it will save my company reputation from its several failed project and will surely make the financial report healthier than it was now from a mere developer i am entrusted with a role of system analyst and had became one of the key person for this project in a healthy company it would took me 4 5 years to reach that level i have to admit i was under immense pressure for first few weeks and had even reached a point of outburst and breakdown when dealing with customers however those were the past and i am glad that i could adjust myself pretty well now i am comfortable with my new roles and able to deliver my tasks with quality if everything does go well next year by the age of 26 would be my year to my dear friends we are fresh and have nothing to lose when people are running away we should also run but toward the opposite end with greater speed keep fighting posted by holim at 9 07 am 2 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest wednesday april 17 2013 bit spices of working life after seasoned for a year and plus a little bit extra fighting my own battle in this enormous battlefield of corporate world i started to taste some spices of this mysterious corporate world every year there will be this one particular day where people will get all mix emotion thingy what else s if it is not during the time when the company was supposed to announce increment and adjustment of individual payroll this is the time to know best are you been a valuable asset to your company or you are just like many who are insignificant to your company vision and core business and because disposing you will be cost too much so maintaining your pay might be the cheapest thing to do for what i believe the action and reaction are the most honest answer if your salary didn t get revised increased that would probably mean that you are off from the right track in company that would also mean that whatever efforts you have put in the past one year may not seem significant to your company vision provided that you are not slacking off jobs which in crueler word you might be the expendable one don t get me wrong about this i am not saying that people who is not entitled to raise promotion is not good enough what i mean is that the right people might be in the wrong place just like asking michael schumacher to change tyre instead of helming the cockpit if this is the case what would be your next move would you negotiate with your boss and resort to resign as ultimatum or would you put yourself low enough to beg your bosses and bombarded him with all sort of difficulties and inflation you are facing or are you the one who really know your true worthiness and decided to put it in other place ah i leave out one important move which is most recommended by the employers work extra harder prove your worthiness and try again next year for people that have been work like bull and upon receiving this feedback i am sure they will take it as an insult more to an advice thing is if one have been work like bull throughout the year and have decided to double the bull eh for another year which turn out to be another disappointment one could imagine sort of psychology and mentality damage it could inflict for what i think salary increment adjustment is the only way to gauge your future in this company one can work like bull and superman but if all the efforts were pour in area which is not within company s core business per se the boss will not really going to care that much which mean a coffee office boy can cut the paper post the mail make coffee and prepare files thrice as fast but at the end of the day he might not get a fair share of increment just because his efforts were not significant in bringing money on the table this is one of the time where you have to stand up and fight for you future this is a big and will be a long dreaded war for everyone and in war there is no fair and square like the famous saying from god father it is just business and nothing personal one can t blame the boss for not increasing your salary he got an account to watch and he will always try his best to keep the payroll minimum while increasing the revenue for the company it is his job to do so as obvious as it may look like the boss is fighting his own battle too so there is nothing personal so if you are really a key person in the company he would definitely offer you an increment adjustment promotion without fail every year even in difficult time just to secure you in the company for my case very soon enough i will know my position in company i have been thinking a lot lately mostly about my performance in the past one year well my next move would be a lot easier to decide after the result is known one can t change the surrounding but always can change itself hence may the luck and wealth with all of you as well till the next updates take care and lot of wealth posted by holim at 8 06 am 3 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest friday march 29 2013 2012 through heaven and hell it has been a while since i last pen down my blog works have been taking up most of my active time and concentration and now thanks to a nice and hot starbuck coffee beside me i have enough caffeine in my blood to colour my blog a little more once in the while it feel good to have this affordable luxury people always tend to visit their history once in a while when their mind are free just like me now thinking back my journey a year back the year of me stepping out from schools and start in limbo into my first career in life it was a very tough year when all the flashbacks streamed my mind but the year ago me somehow did not feel that worst perhaps it is my optimistic behaviour that always screened me from all the tough time i am blessed indeed there are things i am proud of such as my choice of company mesiniaga one year has passed since and my desire to be with this company is still burning strong because i know this company can definitely bring me a better place 2012 was also a years where i have to let go once in a life time opportunity to work and live at least once at the legendary new zealand it was a tough choice between starting my career early or prolong my carefree life for another half a year or more for the obvious i have started my career early 2012 was also a year where i have received both worst and best news in life it was the year where i was surprised with humongous amount of house loan debt being the eldest son i have limited choice but to step out early into corporate world in order to ease my parent s burden this is also a year where out of desperate measure i have decided to take up a business opportunity where i am not really proud of it was a business where majority of people will have negative perception on it and it is none other than a multi level marketing business amway is the company name it is a good company with great product and the business can be really rewarding if one could managed to survive the challenges however direct selling business is still not my forte though i have working real hard to adapt to it anyhow i have survived in this business for almost a year and have built quite a numbers of depths in my group i must admit that during that time i have learnt a lot of thing such as communication reading people mind team work and some sales skill but at the end of day i am not enjoying one bit doing sales and convincing people i guess the desire to release my father from the debt burden have fuelled me to go this far however with job workload become heavier i become more exhausted as days gone by i work hard and fast during working hour and run my business at night i have very limited time to sleep all of this madness has continued for one year which to my amazed i have not seriously fallen ill i guess the desire to release my parent from this debt trap is so great till i could force myself to do thing i hate so much losing friend and face until one day my family destiny has taken a great turn due to something happen which i wish to keep it silent my parent was able to clear the huge debt and even have enough for a comfortable retirement from that day onward my shoulder has never felt so light before and the only force to drag or push me doing the business is no more since then i have halt expanding this business actually i have never regretted my decision back in 2012 as i believe in every decision and actions there will be give and take just like the moment i have let go my new zealand plan i am blessed with this job in company the one year of involvement in networking business i have gain experiences skills and a foundation that other place can t get now that i have all the time and energy in the world i have decided to pour all into my career and see where it can lead to but i job alone would not satisfy my inner growing greed in future and i believe i will run a business some day with great dignity it will be a family business which will be inherited to my kin one day posted by holim at 5 37 am 4 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday february 5 2013 for you for you if i talk real slowly if i try real hard to make my point dear that you have my heart here i go i ll tell you what you already know here i go i ll tell you what you already know if you love me with all of your heart if you love me i ll make you a star in my universe you ll never have to go to work you ll spend every day shining your light my way if i talk real slowly if i hold your hand if you look real closely my love you might understand here i go i ll tell you what you already know here i go i ll tell you what you already know if you love me with all that you are if you love me i ll make you a star in my universe you ll never have to go to work you ll spend every day shining your light my way here i go i ll tell you what you already know here i go i ll tell you what you already know if you love me with all of your heart if you love me i ll make you a star in my universe you ll never have to go to work you ll spend every day shining your light my way posted by holim at 7 04 am 4 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest saturday january 5 2013 happy new mayan year 2013 happy new year to whoever is still reading my blog months have passes since my last posts though a lot interesting stuffs are going on but i always lost the mood to put it in words when i got the chance if i could live up till 100 years old then this year is my silver year that mean i am handsomely reached my 25th birth year life have...