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guy three months i d been trapped here but i bet i could leave lars had conned me then trained me with his fists and cock his insatiable cock like a tasmanian devil parasitic twin that tore up everything it saw girls guys glory holes he made me bleed in so many ways see what you make me do he said cos you can t follow directions and sometimes that s the thanks i get for bringing you out here to make you a star like linda lovelace i thought bitterly back in the 70s but lately lars so busy between booking and filming these customized shoots recruiting new stars exploring newer and even more bizarre fetishes he had no clue how i felt about joey or did he places he said from behind the camera still without looking at it i tossed the script joey crawled onto the bed the bright lights made the bedspread look dingier threadbare i used to be terrified of bedbugs but tonight they could eat me alive that s how bad i wanted him action but i was already there as he lowered his jeans i crept up his legs i d seen his cock so many times but never this close always raging i could ve swallowed it whole he gasped with my first mouthful almost lost it slower lars yelled cos he sucked cock the best of anybody a slight wink from joey smiling i slowed down enjoying this wishing i could stay down on him forever he grabbed handfuls of my hair seemed to be guiding me away but why this was our scene me sucking his cock now lars said and i finally got it carlos slid right in taking my place as he took joey in his mouth my heart sunk the script why hadn t i read it i turned away feeling so exposed so rejected joey s moans angered me without looking i knew he liked this carlos or me it didn t matter it felt good in anybody s mouth hey this was joey s job as lars zoomed in for the cum shot i stared over at the door the old fashioned chain lock to keep out thieves and killers nice lars whispered nice enjoying it as much as joey it got so late we all stayed in the room for the night naked bodies crashing all over lars on the bed snoring like mad across the highway was a cemetery i pictured the dead sitting up wondering what that noise was you mad mami carlos had asked me after the shoot now he was on the floor somewhere dead asleep against the closet door joey and me sat huddled dressed i was still shivering and yeah mad but still wanting to feel close to him his tee and chest were soaked from the shoot i smelled sweaty hair among other stuff if i were alone i would ve cried instead i shared his cupcakes the golden kind with the marshmallow y swirls and an orange soda he let me sip first from the bottle i love chicks he said into my hair but sometimes i want cock so did lars but i d stopped loving lars ok i took back the bottle sipped again tonight he said even softer i wanted it to be just us me and you my heart swelled it wasn t in the script as he took the bottle his fingers brushed mine so let s write our own lars was still snoring but softer now as quiet as we were i hope it haunted his dreams horror sleaze trash fiction 2 comments august 20 2026 4 minutes m p powers hitzewelle the city is an inferno today no wind no clouds no chance no chance of rain just a blazing bonfire sun baking the trees the grasses the cars melting bird shadows turning my flat into a furnace it wouldn t be so bad if this place had a c but all i ve got to cool me is a fan this bowl of chilled grapes and a refrigerator full of helles oh well i guess it could be worse i could be that man i saw getting his chest pumped on the s bahn platform this morning i could be the teen who turned up his toes in the spree or my icelandic neighbor hyperventilating while clutching a pink unicorn three days it s been like this three days and barely any sleep a gluey substance on my skin my brainpan boiling three days since it began with an old man passing under my window wearing nothing but green underwear and pushing a shopping cart loaded with insulation foam horror sleaze trash poetry leave a comment august 18 2026 1 minute james callan blue ball moon the stars were thick like fog on a window gossamer to shroud a torch kissed witch silicon dust in astral lashes coy across the cosmos cum across the porthole a nebulous tide a quasar for the ages a gas giantess rings where the sun don t shine shore leave on trashy planets names like nimbus nine and blue ball moon the aliens have how many breasts so what if they have gills exotic pets that could jeopardize the mission doggy or missionary on all eights or on your back horror sleaze trash poetry leave a comment august 16 2026 1 minute brian rosenberger influences he writes by candlelight as the rats emerge floorboards curl the wall paper peels tentacles tickle his ankles outside the hound begins its nightly howling the storm has started he dips his pen into the inkwell inspiration or just annoyance sometimes it s tough to tell horror sleaze trash poetry leave a comment august 15 2026 1 minute shot by baker may pow pow model maypow_pow2 photographer shotbybaker horror sleaze trash model photography leave a comment august 13 2026 august 15 2026 1 minute bryan william myers will the writer things will never be the same will carved his initials into a tree trunk somewhere in the middle of nowhere and all these fucking cliches seeped out of his brain he put on beethoven s 7th and started thinking about the time he and his friends were lollygagging in a big open field high on mushrooms he used to return at night from the bars and go down into his parent s basement and type little stupid poems on a computer it was better than jacking off if you ve got a home at night then i guess you re doing all right his dad used to say that fucking wanker will never got laid but eventually he did have a place to flop and through his depressions because of the world making him sick in his heart balls tongue and gums he managed to do what his destiny told him he should write he didn t care about capital letters or slogans or marketing gimmicks he just wanted to do the damn thing he was born to do but that was just what the world wanted to steal from him his soul so i guess it would ve been better to jackoff and sleep or whatever writers did at night budding like toadstools under dorothy s skip to my lou bullshit eventually those toadstools would sink too many burgers after midnight the bitch will howled with laughter as the years passed him by and there remained a sort of sublime nature to his own undoing at this point in his life he wasn t shakespeare and he most certainly wasn t alexander the great but he was still able to aim his piss into the toilet without any help and having a place to sleep at night sure beat the couch of a fuck up friend who toiled in drug abuse alcoholism and the eternal splendor of hearing their own voices will hated everybody secretly soon it wouldn t be such a secret and isn t that a damn shame writers are annoying especially when they aren t writing that s when they re at their worst oh well will thought and he skipped like a rock across a dirty pond with lots of elk surrounding it pissing and shitting into the wind the wind cries mary jimi hendrix sang and then he died from choking on his own vomit will kept going and the worst part about that was that he did so even when he didn t feel like it that always felt like climbing a ladder that somebody moved whenever you tried to get some shut eye it was probably best and better for his innate madness if he could just get laid but how will found himself looking in the mirror maybe i should cut my hair he thought nah that realization though always came too late heh heh one day he was in austin texas having a shitfit total mental breakdown he met some girl from dubai and he said yes i am a writer i drink wine one day i am going to smoke a cigarette without a care in the world and i will write about you oh sweet dearie but don t you worry a thing about it because i won t use your real name and let s be honest you ll forget me anyway will found himself atop the girl on a monday afternoon in a motel in the dark trying to suck her teat tit oh christ he didn t even know what to call it try again you sappy little schmuck the girl abandoned him and that became a theme in the life of a writer look at hemingway he had five wives and he must ve had a beer can of a cock speaking of second base the words started to come heh heh and that felt good but the memories of his life at this point would ultimately dwell upon the kindness of strangers and friends he was becoming himself while simultaneously becoming a total pain in the ass what would bruce springsteen have done he would ve written a song about it he would have changed up the tenses past and present he would ve developed a southern draw or maybe a midwestern twang he would ve grown out his hair and started drinking like james dean or waylon jennings and he would ve lived along a lake and got shitfaced drunk almost to the point of tears because his woman wouldn t take him back why were writers why were men why were little lost boys always so dumb it was going to take a lot of words for will to finally find his balls almost like balzac heh heh he d have to write volumes without signing his name however and this was most unfortunate he did not have the wherewithal to understand that important point if you re going to pour your guts and heart out to strangers don t expect them to foot the bill so will got up from the floors and couches and found a job it would ve been a great career choice to find a cushy position at an amazon warehouse he could piss in a bottle and make lots of friends will did do one important thing though he kept one crucial element to his spasmodic foreboding under the rug beneath his collar by reading lots of books and listening to lots and lots of music the pages came like waterfalls of ceremonious guilt and throughout his late 20s and early 30s he turned himself secretly into an f scott fitzgerald wannabe finally he found his zelda she popped lots of pills but they were prescribed so that was okay it was her condition and what was his just hide your belongings behind the couch you son of a bitch sooner or later she ll leave the room and you can sneak her pill bottles by the handful and eat em like captain crunch will wrote his first novel and then he wrote another one and when they she finally saw his words she thought he was a madman the bitch he thought she s never read celine she doesn t know knut hamsun otto frank she doesn t even know that the western world is in decline nope she ll have a kid and that kid will become a muslim and they will all pray to god that the world will get better and since i m such an advocate of religious freedom such a tolerant bird i will let them go and i will feel almost nothing because after so many years of my own rosy crucifixion like henry miller wrote into a trilogy i will write mine too nobody cared it was like poop on a stick or in the undies it was like the eyes of a crocodile writing it was totally heartless and yet it meant everything to him the heart was actually there the soul was there too a walking contradiction where the fuck was the money and how was he going to make it women they took him in they fondled him metaphorically and metaphysically and economically and all of the above there was something about a beautiful woman in a goose stepping world that made him want to live again the look in the eyes the fever of love the muse the art the longing for something better at the end of a rainbow shooting out of his eyes and gonads somewhere somebody was waiting for him well not him per se but his words yeah that truly meant something fast forward about a decade or so and there he was your words are so warm she said on google translate she didn t even speak english far away in a romantic foreign country yeah baby you re one of the most beautiful women in the world yeah will the writer he drank another beer and then got the fuck outta there if only to live another day horror sleaze trash fiction leave a comment august 12 2026 5 minutes jeff weddle who got it right i just read a poem richard brautigan wrote in february 1958 which was about a year and a half before i was born it was a poem about hamlet and ophelia getting married which of course brautigan totally made up and which is also totally fine in this poem hamlet carries a cormorant under his arm and ophelia thinks that s swell i imagine the woman who would become my mother puttering around with no cormorants in sight in some apartment where she lived with the man who would become my dad and the baby who would become my sister at the moment brautigan put pen to paper maybe the man who would be my dad said right then to the woman who would be my mom that he wanted a cup of coffee that would have been just like him let me tell you what would she have thought if she could have known that her potential son would someday while drinking his own cup of coffee read this poem by an author she would someday enjoy and be inspired to write a poem about her and also about that writer with my dad and sister in cameos it would have blown her mind most likely still she would have probably made my future father his coffee because she was always kind in that way now brautigan is long dead and the man who became my dad is gone and the woman who became my mom struggles mightily with dementia everyone knows what became of hamlet and ophelia except maybe brautigan didn t but that s neither here nor there my sister hasn t been a baby for a long time and now lives in florida with her girlfriend and i seldom see her what s left here are me and the poem the poem and i before too many years i ll be letting the poem down when i die too how lonely it must be to be a work of art as everyone lives dies mostly never knows you were here and then just scatters on the wind horror sleaze trash poetry leave a comment august 10 2026 1 minute lyn l bruises it a strange feeling i d call it a little odd not being guilty over someone else s bruises that you caused i broke your ribs on purpose and with each bone that i break i know you ll think of me every time your laughter aches while i ve never been one to enjoy licking my own wounds i find that your pain tastes pretty good so i ll pull vulnerability from you like baby teeth i ll lick the blood from your gums i ll pick your scabs and drink confessions bleeding from your tongue words laced with equal parts of desire and cyanide you slip out of consciousness like it s clothing but couldn t forget me if you tried horror sleaze trash uncategorized leave a comment august 8 2026 1 minute m p powers shit town no one here listens to beethoven no one reads the greeks or shakespeare or nietzsche or if they do they keep it a secret not wanting to be made fun of for being an elite or pretentious shit town a town whose mayor moonlights as a life coach despite his 2 bankruptcies and 7 year glue sniffing addiction shit town ...