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ny more slurs that they just throw at them am i trying to start a fight no i m not then whats the purpose of this post well i just wanted to speak a little of my mind not too much just a little cause i dont wan to end up in a detention centre too haha agree with me or disagree with me tell me about it solutions i cant give cause i m no where near to being a politician but as a young adult aiyer feel so weird calling myself that i think i can play my part by ignoring the nonsensical slurs that they throw at me and just stay n support those who think with their brains because as much as everyone knows what they say is not true and throwing facts back at them will not help why well simply cause some ppl are born with half a brain and they only wan to use 1 4 of it hahaha i m just kidding well its cause they just are simply insecure yes insecure insecurity kills period insecurity leaves them susceptible to the so called brain washing propagandas that are being spread like a disease only problem is there is no cure for this disease yet malaysia is a lovely place i ve traveled to many countries before and as screwed up as things can be here i still prefer to come back haha i also believe that if malaysia can pull thru we will definitely be a shinning example of how so many races can co exist which in turn i hope can stop racism all together we ve sang songs about racism we ve played football to try n stop racism we ve painted pictures heard talks heard stories from kids done pledges joined groups it looks like everything is been done to stop or at least reduce it but nothing seems to be working on the long run another million dollar question why we need a whole lot more love not just here but everywhere but if we cannot spread the love here first why even bother going else where so stop hating if u ve been patience keep it up it ll do you good if u ve not give it a shot but always do stand up for urself in anyway you can peace ya ll yeeehhaaaaaa oh and also go watch this http popteevee popfolio my default aspx c 9 posted by iammark at 12 30 am no comments wednesday august 18 2010 creative output all the ends of the earth have seen the salvation of our god sing a new song to the lord for he has worked wonders his right hand and his holy arm have brought salvation the lord has made known his salvation has shown his justice to the nations he has remembered his truth and love for the house of israel all the ends of the earth have seen the salvation of our god shout to the lord all the earth ring out your joy sing psalms to the lord with the harp with the sound of music with trumpets and the sound of the horn acclaim the king the lord posted by iammark at 1 14 am no comments thursday february 4 2010 library so its been 2 weeks since my finals ended once again spent also 3 4 of the month january in the library studying my butt off on the last day the 23rd of jan we had sp1 which was a real anyways after the exam got back home first thing i did was sleep really really was sleep deprived since x mas ended haha oh n the new year for me didn t really kick off on the very best note haha but oh well things would be better i hope prays once my thirst for sleep was satisfied i had another thirst i need to satisfy my thirst for hoegaarden yes hoegaarden if you dont know what is hoegaarden go google it haha so moving from 1 library to the other dharma leslie and i made our way to the library in cineileisure damansara for out fix of alcohol now this library we wouldn t mind spending 3 4 of the month at hahaha provided our fathers shit money every morning la hahaha the lot of us enjoyed the hoegaarden it was soo heavenly and nothing beats a good pint of hoegaarden after working your butt off for a whole freaking month hahaha so the total amount of hoegaarden consumed that night was 9 pints each of us had 3 pints each so that sums up to 1440 liters of heavenly liquid all of us went back home and slept smiling smiles so here are a few pics that i manage to take that night if you guys wan to just sit n chill with a nice cold beer and live music the library is definitely the place to be leslie and dharma wouldn t mind trading this book for sp1 x round numero uno round numero secondo round numero terzo a happy sarawakian a happy subang ian a happy kajang boy mmmm i m missing you already now here are the pics of us notts chem eng year 2 students really studying in the library of unmc for our final paper enough said farny ah perashant i find this pic interesting haha no perashant did not have his hands around sera perashant ahh so for this question its after a while the rest ahh fuck it la laughs walks away dharma nahh your pic jerome no i was not pretending to study haha courtesy of mr leong the row of year 2 chem eng students at 12 50am studying like siao hungry like siao time 1 50am after mamak library close so switch location yes we were damn despo time 2 am then with only a few hours of sleep for each of us i would say it was 23rd of jan 2010 d day a better pic of jerome hahaha kel shen and dharma faith but he barely had faith in sp1 right faith leslie and mr leong perashant so that basically sums up this blog post a lot a lot of pics i think by far the most ever since i started blogging next up i would blog about another random stuff i did well ok not so random but crazy enough so keep checking back from time to time hopefully i wont be too lazy too blog ps 21 days to 21 posted by iammark at 10 03 pm no comments thursday january 28 2010 a known stranger a known stranger such contradictory words in a single statement yet it is so true it really hurts that things had to come to this as much as i tried to prepare myself for it nothing could have prepared me for this settling for less was hard but i was lucky i still had something now it just feels like i ve lost so much we pass by each other like strangers meeting in the hall way we talk like mere acquaintances thru it all i realize that i needed you more than you needed me hate to admit it but its true posted by iammark at 9 14 pm no comments friday january 8 2010 pursuit of happyness yes i am back like finally haha well in my absence a miss deng decided to help me blog which i really really appreciate totally unexpected hahaha so recent events in my life has finally managed to kick me hard enough in the arse to blog haha my gosh a lot has happen in this pass few months so happiness we all yearn for it crave it want it is willing to do anything just to get it hmmm well it is true for some personally i dont believe in hurting others just so that we can achieve our own happiness what is happiness if you have no one to share it with it would really be pointless for me to say this to ppl who are self centered i do feel sorry for them too as they have to put others down just so that they can feel good then there are those who are willing to do almost anything just to make the ones that are dear to them feel special and happy they take joy in seeing their love ones smile and get excited over the little things in life that matters as of now i can only think of these two as i m totally bogged down with exams and i really think i m losing my mind hahaha so i decided to chill a little n take friday night off or maybe not x and on the pursuit towards happiness i am very much aware that the hard way hurts that is why it was called the hard way to begin with no hahaha hurt as it may whatever that does not kill me will make me stronger but do i feel stronger no not yet i realize that i have manage to push myself this time to really sit n study for quite long periods and i am actually quite amaze haha then i realize this may be me reacting to recent events in my life trying to push away the sorrows by covering it up with work and alcohol and music i really feel mentally exhausted and at times like this you really wish you are not alone well technically i am not cause i have 119 other goons with me suffering from bob and some of them from inc hahaha but you get what i m trying to say and if you dont welllll too bad haha so what are you willing to do to achieve happiness to me i take joy in seeing others being happy and that is no piece of crap haha it is nice to see a little bit of love going around when the world is so filled with hatred a song from nickelback far away has awesome lyrics the line that i would stand by would be this cause with you i ll withstand all of hell just to hold you hand and i mean why not right haha great things come to those who wait settling for less is always hard and sad but it is better than having nothing at all and yeah i guess that will be all from me for now will try my best to blog more so until then smile for there is a tomorrow and when there is a tomorrow there are opportunities so always put your best foot forward and remember action speaks louder than words spread the love ya lll posted by iammark at 10 31 pm 4 comments thursday october 15 2009 the premier of whiteout disclaimer i know i said in previous post that this was suppose to be hennessy artistry but that will have to wait a while longer hahaha so it was the 13th of oct some were a bit taboo about the number 13 but to me its just another number poor 13 somehow along the way in history got associated with bad luck i think it all started with the whole salem witch trial thing which i dont know much about anywhoooooooooo kristine so kind heatedly invited me to the premier of whiteout i m just going to roughly summarize the movie in my own words don t worry i wont give out any spoilers hahaha basically the movie is a suspense thriller movie about mankind s greed which eventually cause havoc in antarctica where the movie is set whiteout is a phenomenon whereby the weather gets so bad that winds can reach up to 100 mph and you can not see more than 6 inches in front of you so the movie is about a group of geologist who were out on their expedition searching for meteorites until 1 day they stumbled upon something very precious the story slowly unfolds itself with flashbacks and a twist or two carrie stetko kate beckinsale plays a u s marshall who is determined to hunt down the murderer and solve the mystery involved as the team of geologist dies 1 by 1 i personally like movies like this where i cant guess the endings during the movie you are bound to feel suspense haha and the element of suspense is not disappointing at all and will most definitely bring you to the edge of your sits the twist in the movie is relatively good but the movie is quite short i however enjoyed it and would recommend you to watch it despite the length of the movie it is rated 18 pl i think but there really isn t much unless the good malaysian board of censorship censored off all the good parts hahaha there is a certain extend of goriness in the movie but if you managed to survive final destination 4 then this would be a stroll in the park for you the movie will be premiering in cinemas this thursday i think which is the 15th of oct so go watch it the movie s cast includes kate beckinsale love her shawn doyle and nicolas wright here is the trailer feast your eyes on this posted by iammark at 12 13 am no comments monday october 5 2009 anger management as the title suggest this post is going to get hot hot hot hahaha i ve never had a post like this so here goes i ll try to be as gentle as possible for the benefit of everyone the one thing that ticks me off that i have really really low tolerance towards is when ppl change because of power i m really damn effing annoyed with bone heads like this after taking a long break from it i finally decided to go bak and sunday marked the first day of my so called return i never expected anything knowing things has been getting from bad to worst until a few stepped bak in to try n salvage whatever is left of it then seeing them bak there i thought to myself hey maybe it wouldn t be thaaaatttt bad after all la i was in for a surprise la the dungu of a person cannot even greet ppl with a simple hi also argue but mark she stress la chill la give her some time and space if thats the case right i want to go around being an asshole and justify myself by saying i m going through a bad patch la cannot right i mean wtf like everybody else got no issues in their life la either way it is not an excuse to treat ppl badly so ok fine i ll be the understanding one and give her the benefit of the doubt la huh during practice we were running through a song and it had to be stopped so that the musicians could be told what to play now that seriously ticks me off we are not malaysian philharmonic orchestra or a performing choir so why scrutinize the way the musicians play what happen to spontainity and sparks of inspiration i felt like i was at work being pushed around by a boss whos nose has been arched soooo high that he cant even see his own 2 feet things were just really pathetic yes i miss the good ole times we had how we used to have fun being together glorifying him n not ourselves i dont like to just sit down and complain and then do nothing about it but now i m gettin my arse up and trying to do something about it and yet all i see is ego and insecurity flaws that others have to suffer for now that is just plain ridiculous la its been at least 2 months i ve been bearing with beats that are just saddening 1 by 1 they fall because of power and the tune that is playing is the same old tune in the movie spider man uncle ben said to peter with great power comes great responsibility only thing i see is the responsibility of keeping me myself and i above the rest regardless of what i do in your attempts to make things look nicer you do the direct opposite and make a fool out of yourself now thats that since i m on a roll i might as well talk about other things its been at least a month since it happen and i m slowly getting used to things but once in a while it still bugs me here and there like when i m alone and things dont seem to go my way when the cold i feel is more than just a physical sensation the feeling of holding onto something so real yet so abstract comes creeping in i reach out my hand hoping to feel something warm something familiar but no all i feel is emptiness am i ok yes i am but i m only human and seeing something that i have nurtured grow into what i thought was so beautiful what i thought was going to keep growing something that would not fail when everything else does all my emotions every drop of it pouring into that one thing and one thing only finally dying so abruptly yes only time can heal and yes it has been healing nevertheless my confidence has dropped my self esteem trying to find its way back to me i m already packing up and bringin my act else where and so ladies and gents this is a little glimpse into my inner soul thank you next post hennessy artistry posted by iammark at 11 43 pm no comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom about me iammark kajang selangor 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