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ipromisedforever ipromisedforever menu skip to content home about 20 dec 2014 1 6 what a night for dancing nate by cxndacemxrie you re my million dollar baby my pretty sexy lady oh oh what a night for dancing oh what a night for romancing i reflected on rose s words on my thoughts from the last couple of days i reflected on the idea of bringing claire back from the netherworld in the shower i felt my thoughts weighing me down it was overwhelming now that robin was a child i had to think about him i had to think of how to explain why he had no mommy maybe moving on finding a mother for my children would be the best thing to do claire would have to wait for me or move on too i was ready ready to mingle ready to date ready to move on with my last sob my last thought about missing claire i felt liberated and free continue reading 1 comment 17 dec 2014 1 5 between the raindrops rose by cxndacemxrie walking between the raindrops riding the aftershock beside you off into the sunset living like there s nothing left to lose this chapter takes place the same day as the previous chapter it seems kinda confusing but it ll all fit together this is pretty much how rose s day went heya johnnyboy why s there a puddle on the carpet i had only been awake for like five minutes and things already seemed a little off i noticed his shoulders tense at my voice now i was very curious it s nothing don t worry about it you look hungry go eat i ll join you well that wasn t informative at all i m going to start demanding answers soon i may be childish but i refuse to be treated like a child leftover spinach frittata was what i had for breakfast johnny joined me just before i ate the last bite are you gonna tell me what happened what you and daddy are hiding i caught him off guard he just stammered for a second then resumed eating fine don t tell me today but one day you ll tell me she sounded very self assured but can you blame me i have these guys wrapped around my pinky and then some continue reading 1 comment 12 dec 2014 1 4 my immortal nate by cxndacemxrie i m so tired of being here suppressed by all my childish fears and if you have to leave i wish that you would just leave cause your presence still lingers here and it won t leave me alone when we finished our feast and the table was cleared i was feeling extremely depressed i tried to be happy so i didn t ruin the holiday for rose but i couldn t so while she was taking care of robin i decided to call a hotline for widows and widowers to see if they had any advice on how to move on or pretend like you were as i walked into the kitchen i told the brief story of my wife s death skipping certain details i talked about my beautiful children mr sager nate i m so glad you called your story is a sad one especially on this holiday of happiness my advice to you is to just think about your children it sounds like you love them enough already show them that love show them that even though you re sad and hurting you can lean on them happy holidays mr sager the advice she gave me it made me realize that i only thought i was showing them my love but i really wasn t i was too wrapped up on the death of claire and not thinking about my children it was time to change that continue reading 2 comments 8 dec 2014 1 3 thankful for the moment by cxndacemxrie don t you know that i m thankful for the moment when i m down you always know how to make me smile thankful for the joy that you re bringing in my life now before we eat the lovely meal i slaved over all day we re going to take turns and say what we re thankful for this year i ll start it s clichè but i m thankful for this house and my family i ve very thankful for my baby brother and my daddy i m thankful for being alive and i m thankful for my best friend johnny rose giggled your turn guys nate and johnny looked at each other with blank looks on their faces nate sighed and decided to go next since it was obvious johnny wasn t going to say anything even though c claire is gone i m thankful for the time i had with her i m thankful for the two children i have i m thankful for my job and this house he glanced at johnny he was still silent well johnny what are you thankful for he thought for a minute i guess i m thankful for the opportunity to live with my comedic mentor and his wonderfully bright daughter in this beautiful home and i m thankful for the support you two have given me and the inspiration to achieve my dreams that was beautiful johnny rose smiled at him with that said let s eat continue reading leave a comment 8 dec 2014 cooking feast day with rose by cxndacemxrie don t you know that i m thankful for the moment when i m down you always know how to make me smile thankful for the joy that you re bringing in my life hello viewers i am your host for this feast day and today i m gonna cook plenty of food to last until snowflake day weeeell maybe anyway first thing i need to do is clean out the fridge and do the dishes only so i ll have to use them again but no matter doing this first is vital and also makes room in the fridge once the old bad food is trashed the fridge cleaned out and the dishes washed i can prepare the first meal continue reading leave a comment 25 nov 2014 1 2 hurt rose by cxndacemxrie what have i become my sweetest friend everyone i know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt i refused to take silence for an answer i was really starting to worry about my daddy so i opened the door he was sobbing into a pillow my heart ached i tried to put a smile on my face and closed the door behind me daddy you ve been in bed all day get up get up get uuup i sang cheerfully hopefully it would make him get up i was relieved when he finally sat up and on the bed but his eyes were dead his lip quivered i couldn t stand to see him so depressed i knelt in front of him and took his hands daddy please say something he looked at me which was a good sign something he smiled weakly which made me beam at least he wasn t hollow inside i stood up and crossed my arms get up daddy please robby needs his dad and you need him he looked up at me the stood up he was wobbly but that was a start continue reading 1 comment 24 nov 2014 1 1 field of innocence rose by cxndacemxrie i still remember the world from the eyes of a child slowly those feelings were clouded by what i know now robin you won t remember anything i tell you it won t matter anyway because i ll tell you when you re older when something dies with big teary eyes you ll ask why this big guy in a black robe and large scary scythe came when your pet wouldn t wake up but that big guy with the black robe and scythe he only comes when life is over when the final sleep happens so when he comes for your pet he s only helping its spirit be released from its mortal body if you somehow remember this story you should plead with him even if the pet hurt you be the better person and show you do care even if you don t get a thank you later sometimes the big guy grants the plea only with a promise that next time he s collecting but hey it s okay it gives you more time with mo your pet more time to understand why death comes and what death really is maybe this near death experience would give m the pet perspective and life would be better between the two of you or maybe you would finally get the courage to ask why the pet hated you so much but death comes calling collecting what s due before you realize it continue reading leave a comment 24 nov 2014 get to know the family generation 0 and 1 by cxndacemxrie continuing the story from where i left off won the vote so here s a few things i should mention before i start this wild ride i have my life span set for long with a custom age mod but i will probably occasionally age up some of the family early to either move them out to make room or when i feel like they can accomplish nothing else in their current age i have a ton of mods to make my gameplay more my style and enjoyable for me i took out school goals for children and teens so i can focus on their aspirations skills and socializing my sims are blessed or cursed if they hate children with 9 day pregnancies i have lower bills the vanilla bill prices are ridiculous i have career objects unlocked i don t believe in them being locked in the first place but just because they are unlocked doesn t mean i use them all the time i do enjoy unlocking some things sometimes for example the stereo they have is the career reward that nate earned faster gardening is a must for me i enjoy it irl but i don t enjoy watching my pixel people garden their lives away my aspiration rewards are at a lower cost i have custom traits i have a mod that takes negative moodlets and amplifies negative moods i have a bunch of bug fix mods this is not a legacy this is a generational story there s no real rules except my own it s for entertainment i ll alternate narrator s every so often just to keep things fresh since rose will be here a while i will try to update at least every monday there s only a few things that will stop me from updating computers breaking family time ect now without further ado i present the ursine sager clan continue reading leave a comment search archives december 2014 november 2014 meta create account log in create a free website or blog at wordpress com subscribe subscribed ipromisedforever sign me up already have a wordpress com account log in now privacy ipromisedforever subscribe subscribed sign up log in report this content view site in reader manage subscriptions collapse this bar loading comments write a comment email required name required website design a site like this with wordpress com get started