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ired and we went to rest outside heeren main entrance the others were still trying to cool that girl down still don t know her name they all know mine anyway gave all my namecards out d rested there for awhile and pamela and i kinda decided to pool but sudden change of plans as pamela wanted to meet joan and go home so i went to meet my brother and go to my cousin barry s place there wasn t much life there tho they were all like almost a decade older than me but i didn t felt that left out tho and i still wonder why so many people said that i was drunk yesterday d didn t quite regconize audrey barry s sister but it was great meeting auntie juicy and my other cousins they wanted to go to cosy bay to chill out and i had worries at first that if i could even enter but cosy bay didn t had bouncers so it was okay they were all car freaks and drove there there were 3 cars 2 fully modified civic and a coupe and there was my brother s new avante d kinda odd one out drove there and found out that cosy bay and every other thing was closed such a wet blanket and we all departed to our homes from there when i look back to how i celebrated christmas last year i guess i really changed alot my life and me i don t feel like a loner lonely anymore i guess i really do have friends around me now and i didn t had such a great time in my life thanks pamela for asking me out to many loners out there friends do not come to you you have to seek them one thing i m different from others i want to meet more loners and befriend them somehow we are all still loners merry merry christmas too all posted by zack ng at 6 32 pm 3 comments saturday october 06 2007 lonely long day today the lowest point in my life although nothing much had happened to me or should i say that nothing happened which made my life miserable the day got so long that things that happened in the morning to me it was like happenings of yesterdays my life had been very normal for the past few months if you re wondering love unreciprocated cher is still the same old cher nothing changed and boyi seemed to disappear from my life it seems like god is trying to delete her from my life the photos disappeared into thin air when my brother reinstalled the computer her memory in my phone in a game was destroyed by friends its like such miracle never mind if you don t get a shit of what i am saying now had the last 2nd paper of the end of years history one of my best subjects but it was quite a anyhow do had started the day well when i went to met juinli at 6 at sembawang macs had quite a story before it too which i was frightened by an indian woman lols the paper ended so early which speaks troubles its the same old thing again the loneliness i feel everyone had a place to go juinli was going to sentosa with her clique and others had their own plans i wanted to wait for cher and jo but somehow i wasn t really happy about yesterdays i guess that they would not have guessed how pissed i was they won t really bother so after the papers i came home straight loner huh and i am stuck at the computer until now 15 hours sigh i just want to isolate myself from the world anyway i already am guessed what i played the game so long that i leveled more than 20 times in the game still happy birthday juinli my lil penguin that was my surprise for yer posted by zack ng at 2 57 am 1 comments monday august 20 2007 another day out with my cousins the day before yesterday it was the last paper of my common test the common test just took up so much of my sleeping time i was already exhausted but the day just after the last paper i was going out with my cousins freakin tired in the car going to meet them i slept thru the journey ahhhh how can i enjoy the day like that and we re even going to the movies just hopin for myself not to sleep in the movie junction8 wasn t even half open when we reached there but my brother had already booked the tickets for the movie secrets and i didn t know that there s a dollar surcharge for bookings they were like so late supposed to be meeting them at 1030 but they only came on 1130 the other two brothers came first jerald and shit forgotten his name just some jc guy going to take his a levels walked around to waste time and i saw my rabbit hoppin around junction8 with her mate yihui or maybe it was she who saw me they came and i was already hunger dead yet they didn t wanted to eat so i just ate the popcorns went into the movie and saw my rabbit again such a small world she said in her blog yeah so many other movies to watch why secrets xp they re a couple but us the movie was great totally unexpected i wonder if its true they even showed a 1979 class photo with jay in it but jay can t be that old either maybe its all fictional they just made the photo yeah supernatural hardly exist in this world hardly doesn t mean don t it was still a great movie tho all the girls are so pretty d the movie ended and they delayed and delayed when i was already hunger fied at last after walking around for quite long even went to visit the jacobs showcase at level 2 atrium got some free biscuits to eat they wanted to go to macdonald to eat but my brother and me went to mos burger ourselves ate the prawn cutlet burger kinda missed that time eating with cher going out with her just lit my life back to the topic i even saw rachel with her boyfriend it has been like 3 years since i last saw her sigh feeling so saddened every girl has a boy everyone has a partner to rely on after eating they were deciding where to go yet again i d just hate it they re all so indecisive bowling bowling yeah they decided on going bowling instead of pool went to yishun safra as my brother is a member there but somehow the offer only applies to the card holder sigh still after going rounds to the arcade the pool centre and also the swimming pool they actually wanted to swim in their clothes and at last we went to the bowling alley saw qian hui at the pool centre tho i am always right she got the pretty looks which stands out even more in her outing clothing haha but she was so bored there her friend even wanted to get one of my cousins handphone number too bad they re from holland x went to bowl got our lanes quite quick and boyi wanted to have her bumpers lol would it be fun they could even strike with it haha my score ain t that bad afterall as its not my usual sport hmm but didn t even got a strike i also gave some of my turns to liting she didn t wanted to play after that went for some pool ing at the table in the bowling alley boyi wanted to learn how to play and she was indeed a fast learner just 2 rounds of it and we went to find the others at the arcade blahblahblah and we didn t know where to go next so just slacked at the corridors of the club then met with some troubles my cousin boyi being a busybody told 2 gangsta s not to smoke and pointed to the no smoking sign cultural difference it maybe i wouldn t really bother then the security guards came and shoo ed them off when they were walking away my other cousin kept looking and the usual reply by those people kua lan jiao ah who bothers just don t wan na get into useless troubles and waste our time we decided to go to my place and walked to the mrt somehow the two guys were behind us but i wouldn t really bother as if they really wanted to tio us they would have done it in the club already just went our own ways kinda slipped into the mrt i forgotten to bring my ez link but didn t wanted to spend money on the train rides haha went to the coffeeshop near my house and they were again deciding to whether take away or eat in freak so it was take away at last reached my house and i wondered are they staying in or going home if they are going home they can t stay for long as they need to catch the train ended up staying instead tho and i don t mind them staying its always fun with them around didn t play hide and seek like before tho just slacked around and some went to get rest liting and jerald was with me at the computer quanyi was with my eldest brother in the room kengguan benghock and boyi went for supper i suppose and meiyi was chatting with my mother it was getting really late and most of them went to bed unlike the time before which no one went to bed it only left boyi and me who weren t asleep before that i also made a new friend on msn joanna didn t know she was friendly boyi didn t wanted to sleep tho she was very troubled yet couldn t talk about it so we just chatted about other things like her new life what was she going to be quite unbelievable we talked and talked until the sun rose up it was morning already she also said that i am not sensitive to girls maybe that explains my flirt character sigh but she also said that it was not surprising for me to be a flirt she didn t say that i had the looks or what just the character to make girls laugh happy didn t know that i had that x factor in the morning my dad was going to malaysia and the others were still asleep went to disturb my 3rd brother sleep but i somehow ended up sleeping too was to exhausted three days of sleep became 12hours so what to expected i slept till night time from the early morning to 10 in the night but i still woke up to send them off tho somehow the chatting last night brought me closer to boyi and i sometimes missed that hyper character of hers but she also said that that wasn t her they are going back in four days time i guess i ll missed the times i spend with them tho i sometimes find them a lil overboard and irritating gonna meet boyi for pool tommorow guess that its gonna be fun but she wants to go escape too ahhhhh and i am so gonna skip school tommorow there s a problem now i can t go to bed just woke up not long ago from my sleep shit but it was good that i spent my whole day it kept me from thinking about my life and friends thanks guys for all of your words of comfort and tenghui i know you thanks for that birthday email too and to profire thanks i guess i know what s my life going to be entrepreneur but i am still trying to find the friends of life posted by zack ng at 12 49 am 0 comments friday august 17 2007 i wish i could kill or be killed my current mood now fuckin fucked up first it was my friends and it was my dad i hate it when i am disregarded or regarded unimportant maybe its the fact i am just a nobody its not the first time not the first person who had done that to me for an outing i am like always the burden and they would go like come if you want i wouldn t care why why is this always happening to me even the ones i am close to maybe these close friends do not make my life better instead worsen it if would someone just do something for me just for a minute i would be contented already why can t they just reply come we want you to come people always say you got so many friends already don t ya these friends are just friends friends that only say hello and bye what i want is just a friend who can be always there for me or just care about me sigh when will that be those fuckin close friends fuck off then when i got home it was perfectly fine before he got back after he came home he just fucked me off why must he even come home that s my character i treat every single shit as treasures given to me by my friends so what if its just chocolates he said he needed to teach me not to be selfish how generous is he as if i never bought anything back home for the family and what he always bought back as he credited himself was just shit how much does it cost compared to how much you earn how much you spent them on this family i don t even need you you don t pay for any single shit in my life so fuck off fuckin asshole life would be much better without you i don t need your shit money you don t even give me a single maybe one day i would just take a gun pop his head or mine you selfish bitch i hope you fuckin burn in hell with shit cleaning out my closet eminem posted by zack ng at 10 25 pm 2 comments monday august 06 2007 a fun day out yes i am back just another post was a lil down last few days the spammer at my tagboard if yer think that i blog about loners is that becos i am one you re right but i am a loner seekin for friends real good ones d and yes i do offer free blogskins go to www blogskins com me fallensoul also thanks for all the tags don t stop them coming last saturday woke up in the early morning early for my weekends around 8 haha had to prepare was going out with my holland cousins they were in s pore for quite sometime already this wasn t the first outing they wanted to go escape theme park tho boring we obliged we represents my brothers i some of us went there by my dad s car the others took the cab it has been many many years since i went to the theme park it s rather expensive for someone over 12 a huge increase in price from 8 to 16 and the last time i went was during one of my primary schools chalet could still remember it quite vividly the blue hair the kids central the poker cards precious memories d at the entrance my 2nd brother was still deciding whether to tag along in the theme park or go for pool with my 3rd brother and liting as they weren t really prepared for the scary rides still they went in with us it was also quite saddening as when we were buying the tickets there was one notice saying that 3 rides were closed for maintenance the revolution rainbow and pirate ship but we got a complimentary ticket for every ticket we bought so it was quite worthwhile the first ride was lame but my 2nd brother was afraid at first too as it would rise to quite some high the so called teapot ride it was supposed to be scary but it doesn t seemed so as the speed and revolutions it took was quite slow and everyone was bored by it then they went to the yakult ride which was indeed quite lame but i felt nauseous after it as my stomach was pressed onto the seat becos it was a lying face down ride it kinda destroyed my day the third ride made me laugh my stomach out my 2nd brother again sat infront of me the first 2 seats with my other cousin liting and he was shouting all the way during the ride guess what it was just the family train ride and he told me that he wasn t prepared for the speed i was seating with my eldest brother and we were laughing our heads off but all the previous rides were boring thus they wanted something more challenging the inverter its quite amazing that all of them except me and one of my cousins went up i wasn t feeling well the nauseous thingy and she didn t dared to so we went to ride the aeroplane ride which went round and round and made me worse almost threw up after that after them enjoying the inverter twice we went to what s more fun the gokart as liting could not drive the advance course we went for the beginner which was for 2 persons the driver had to be at some point of time we were also very bored and went into the main shelter of the theme park to play the money games luck was on our side it was just the 2n...