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float like a feather float like a feather posted by emmalee tuesday 21 may 2013 choices someone once told me i should be choosing within choices and not choices choosing me and yeap indeed i got in exchange for both nus and hku which i never thought would accept me seems like my gpa isn t too bad afterall haha a little confused with all my options now argh too many things throwing at me at one go applying for pr preparing for ielts ahhhh think i should go back to my assignment soon but be sure i ll be here to pen more thoughts more thoughts on my going to an end uni life that s how fast time flew leave a comment posted in uncategorized posted by emmalee tuesday 17 april 2012 i m back to th i m back to this person with a sense of helplessness it s the same feeling i know it it is same feeling that i got when i just got to brisbane it is the same feeling when i knew syl and scott would leave me one day it s the same sense of helplessness again and i still have not found a way to deal with it i hope i can deal with this soon i have to get out of this i know i have to and i will have to i m still left with another 1 5 years i can do this for now just study hard for mars and i will be fine leave a comment posted in uncategorized posted by emmalee sunday 18 march 2012 again you proved me right life is really fragile i hope you re in a better place now rip lugi87 leave a comment posted in uncategorized posted by emmalee saturday 31 december 2011 i don t feel v i don t feel very emotionally stable now hmmm yea at 4 08am not sure if it was because of the uncomfortable night for you but you re sleeping so soundly or was it because i thought tonight would end well but unfortunately didn t turn out the way i wanted it to be a wave of uncertainty swept past me an uncertainty of all the happiness that i live in now it feels so surreal like i am so undeserving of them like i may lose them any moment and my world will crash really appreciated that you headed down straight from paya lebar despite being sooo hungry missing your favorite fish soup and helping me carry the 10kg rice back home i really pray the next two years will be easy for us somehow i really wish to put them into words i ll figure sometime soon i need to let it out to you baby i really can t afford to lose you 1 comment posted in uncategorized posted by emmalee tuesday 27 december 2011 another semeste another semester down 4 more to go results are out i would say pretty satisfying for both biol1040 and chem1020 and thank god i passed physics and zool regretted not studying much harder for zool during mids life seems rather in place now had a dilemma if to continue double major but guess i ve set my mind after hearing about the opening of marine life park in singapore probably gonna do an exchange in sabah i feel really blessed and blissful now almost perfect leave a comment posted in uncategorized posted by emmalee saturday 5 november 2011 moving on now happily i have to say this semester went past like in a blind of an eye missing lectures today and promise i ll attend the next one never holds true just because of this i missed my bonus 5 for my physics lectures 16 lectures of 50 mins to attend in a 4 months semester isn t too much to ask for but i think i barely attended 10 and i m absolutely not proud of it i have nobody to blame but myself to come till this state 3 more days to exams and honestly i m barely prepared lost the 5 for my physics failed my zoology 50 component already having difficulties doing the biology and understanding all the stupid muscles and brains ironic yeah like how i say i m moving on happily yet i have so much issues with studies really happy really happy cause i found my pillar of support over here but sometimes i also term it my emotional roller coaster i have to learn to deal with my emotions better or maybe as one of my friend said you re obviously the one who likes him more you just have to bear with it i probably wouldn t use the word bear in this case but often i really feel blessed even when i have to give in and apologize when someone apologizes first in a relationship it doesn t mean that the other person is in the wrong it just means that the person treasures the relationship more than his her ego and i absolutely believe in this so true but seriously he is my happyness till now very cliche i know sounds like puppy love at the beginning i m not really experienced but i think this is different really different and i just got chased out of the room because i was typing too much on the computer really as much as i hate to admit it he would rather msg my friend for dota than ask how i am doing at home i know this is him and sometimes i really like the way he is really asking for it i already told him how bad i felt when i was at school today studying with the two smart people how much i m seriously left behind this post very much isn t coherent i am still up now 6 30am at home because i came home from school as he was waiting have i really not shown my appreciation enough that he stayed up for me if i really did i apologized why are you still so nonchalant telling me that i m really disturbing you while you re playing your iphone and i m on my computer do you know how much that hurts i really need you now your words of comfort everything and i m supposed to be focusing on my studying now you know i can t do it like that please come back leave a comment posted in uncategorized posted by emmalee tuesday 19 july 2011 attended sean s birthday party yesterday was a great catch up with the guys had extremely good emotional talks with ben and sean i will really miss all my friends here kicking aside my emotions and moving on to results i did quite well slightly above my expectations hitting my targets for this sem gonna work much harder the next sem i must have been really lucky to scrape through stat1201 4667 i have a pretty good time table next sem but just that one physics tutorial slot if i can push it to a thursday everything will be perfect mondays and fridays are self declared holidays and during the 6 weeks when i have no practicals i only have school on thursdays hahahahhaha really hope i ll be able to head over to melbourne in end august though leave a comment posted in uncategorized posted by emmalee wednesday 13 july 2011 i thought i handled it well really was pretty impressed by how i reacted to it really it is impossible deep down i know it stabbed me hard and hurt me real deep had a late night drink till 4 30am with david yesterday talked alot and i felt so emotionless that i didn t even feel like drinking at all thought i would weep and weep after i got an answer but i didn t damn i don t know what i want now i should have known this earlier leave a comment posted in uncategorized posted by emmalee saturday 2 july 2011 currently in kunshan paying a visit to my dad after 5 months haven t been doing much but eating alot 5 consecutive days of jap food since my arrival back home guess i m gonna be a brave girl on tuesday that is if we ll see how it goes leave a comment posted in uncategorized posted by emmalee tuesday 14 june 2011 are you serioussssssssss 1020 tomorrow erm 5 will do i m so lazy leave a comment posted in uncategorized older posts categories uncategorized browse monthly archives may 2013 april 2012 march 2012 december 2011 november 2011 july 2011 june 2011 may 2011 april 2011 march 2011 january 2011 september 2010 august 2010 june 2010 may 2010 april 2010 march 2010 january 2010 december 2009 november 2009 october 2009 september 2009 august 2009 july 2009 june 2009 may 2009 april 2009 march 2009 february 2009 january 2009 december 2008 november 2008 october 2008 september 2008 august 2008 july 2008 june 2008 may 2008 april 2008 march 2008 february 2008 january 2008 december 2007 october 2007 september 2007 august 2007 july 2007 june 2007 may 2007 april 2007 march 2007 february 2007 january 2007 links ada anna nat anna lee anson 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