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jerryqiang 强 sunday may 10 2015 job at work quite slow down recently the functioning of my brain getting slower and slower cant even figure out well for small problem haiz my mind are doomed cant really focus on work freaking hate ot recently dun noe why juz feel like wanted to get home as fast as possible i recently i made a big mistakes during work quotation given to client was under quoted when it question by client to my manager and found out that the amount between the corrected one and my one having a big gap after the finding of the big gap juz only realise that i miss some big amount items and forgot to include into the quotation damn it and coming monday which mean tomorrow i had to go with manager and clarify to client about such big difference between the 2 quotations the longer the time i worked in singapore the desperation of going back to kl to work becoming larger and larger oh god i really feeling wanted to go back to kl and work in singapore the daily routine are the same breakfast work lunch work dinner sleep sunday worse staying at home all day long and sometimes only one meal for a day damn it what kind of life isit even tough sometimes go for badminton and basketball but still feeling having a routine boring life thinking of planning a trip but cant get a partner to go with feeling like getting a girlfriend and travel together with her it is quite difficult to find a girlfriend here i noe because of the work place environment my site women workforce only 10 percent are women mostly are married and partnered cant i stick to you i can chase you back do i have a chance recently i feel like i am losing hope you had a hard feeling that you are not talking to me anymore have you got yours own special one hmmm i am far from you if i lose you i have no say sorry i choose to leave you alone there is the biggest mistake i made sorry actually i planned to get a car and drive up as frequent as possible juz to visit you and see you is because i do really miss you alots sometimes i seldom find you is because if i go near you too much you will get rebounded faster or slip away faster you do really appear in my dream a lots of time but it just a dream dream will or never become true hmm can it become true i really hope so the next round i will be meeting you is when can it be like now haiz only if miracle happened good night sleep early and dun always sleep so late ah sweet dream 3 i 3 you posted by qiang 强 at 5 10 2015 11 42 00 pm no comments monday april 27 2015 messed mind recently dun really feel like working for ot feeling like going home earlier even though there is not much thing i can do at home beside gaming and internet my mind are messed up with all kind of thinking cant really focus on work recently keep having mistakes during works no inspiration no mood to work why tell me why issit i too worry bout my future or smtg else yes i admit i am worrying about my future in many ways as in work family and also getting my the other half there are lots of frustration and they messed and choked up my mind when client approach me for question i cant really answer properly haiz if i continue like this i think i will lost my job i am sleepy now i will continue my writing tomorrow between very niz pictures but the bamboo village one got a bit over edited with the temperature liao hehe hei hei and that pataya made my saliva all over the floor liao xd 4 more days good night sweet dream 3 ps i m y 3 posted by qiang 强 at 4 27 2015 11 11 00 pm no comments sunday april 26 2015 1 years 3 months 16 days i have been working here for such period isit really too fast the time passing or the thing i doing are too much no idea through catching up old friend at mamak stall and chit chatting obviously to other people thinking woah working in sg is very good earn big money every time i getting myself ready before catching up with old friend at mamak stall from all those super positive thinking of theirs actually to me yes the salary is a bit more than what they got in msia after converting buti have left quite lot of important thingy and people behind after working for such period of time i feel that a not really worth to work here i dunnoe maybe i will have this thinking when i am in emotional mode or it is true after working for this period of time i did learnt and picked up quite lots of things 90 are mechanical thingy which are not related to what my parents had paid for me in college and university such a waste every time i will question my mum will it be a waste as i choose to work in different field to what u had paid for in my study i know mum always goes for the best answer she said no worry study in one thing working is another thing the most important things in life is learnt how to face the real world and earning money through your career hmmm it is quite inspiring to me and i take it as a inspiration my mum supported me without failed since i was a little boy as i was not good in study and get scolded by dad all the time juz because he demand to high to me in getting good result because of all my 3 sisters are doing it very well i am not blaming them but this is what i feel i will do my best to what my mum told me hmmm thanks for letting me to date you out i am really happy to see you actually i did miss you a lot when i am in sg sorry that i din talk much when we were together i am just feeling good of staying right besides you all the frustration from work messy thinking melted at the second i see your sweet smile feeling like laying my head on your shoulder but i dun really have the guts to do it as i am respecting you too everyday i will drop by your blog to read if there is any new personal article as you will spit all your bad moment there and there is any help or people needed to spit all your bad feeling to actually i dun mind to be the one cause just wanted you to be happy all the time i do really have a very special on you where i wish i could care of you and be with you all the time oh ya i had a nightmare yesterday midnight i dream of you xd i really really wish i can sleep forever and live in the dream with you it was a quite sweety dream actually hehe enjoy your travel day good night sweet dream 3 3 3 note envies create messy thinking posted by qiang 强 at 4 26 2015 10 44 00 pm no comments monday september 8 2014 yes i miss you and i need you coming to 4 months i nearly forgot i have a blog for me to spit all my tension and feeling at in these 4 months beside work still works nothing much i can do here tension yes like a whole building on the top of my head boring yes it is lonely yes is lonely now i am the only one who handle the whole maintenance job at a site twice the size of tarcollege previously was 2 guys handling the whole site of maintenance job but curiously why left me alone why boss so rest assured that letting me alone to handle the maintenance jobs of the freaking whole site since i am not old at this company confident in me or lack of manpower haiz i wont mumble at this load of works i will try my best to take them but i cannot assured that i met all clients requirements especially deadlines currently right now i having at least 10 jobs pending and in progress and new jobs are coming in accordingly and continuously without giving me any preparation frenchly speaking these will accumulate tensions on me if i couldn t met each clients requirements and deadline what i have to do if a job being activated 1 walk down with clients 2 walk down with my supervisor 3 verified the iso drawing drawn by my supervisor 4 get approval for the drawing and waiting costing engineer to produce the quotation 5 get client to sign off the quotation before start work 6 clients signed purchase all the materials needed 7 get supervisors to fabricate all the materials 8 fabrication done start to erect at site and get the work done and handover to clients this is oni 60 of the process of a jobs how if there is 10 jobs one shot coming to me sometimes i juz trying my best to do what i able to do i refuse to do it when i not able to do rather than i simply do and give a low quality work to client and bring down the reputation of the company anyhow i really hope that boss will assign an assistance for me to carry out the tonnes of works that i am handling alone at work i having a smiling face all the day can i say i am pretending actually i am thinking every night before i sleep am i choosing the right path am i coming the right place to work am i doing the right choice to leave her hundred miles away to work everyday and night i was thinking of her my mum really understand me that day my mum friend was asking my mum ur son got girlfriend ad sure got someone he like ba my mum straight away answered he got but he dun dare to wan yes i do i had her in my heart all the time but i really dun dare to want maybe is because of my foreseeing and over thinking and made me like that moreover i need a girl who really care and really talk to me i hope she would be the one i dun have confidence at all on long distance relationship i scare i will implicate her and ruin her wonderful life now maybe she is prioritize more to friends and most are opposite sex and this confuse me sorry for saying this but this is how i feel to her who am i am i important to her or just a normal friend as other do i really miss her i cried silently sometimes when i thought of her i do really love her good night and sweet dream 3 jerry posted by qiang 强 at 9 08 2014 11 12 00 pm no comments wednesday may 14 2014 有时候 或许每个时候 有時侯覺得自己其實一無所有 彷彿被世界拋棄 有時候 明明自己身邊很多朋友 卻依然覺得孤單 有時候 走過熟悉的街角 看到熟悉的背影 突然就想起一個人的臉 有時候 突然很想哭 卻難過的哭不出來 有時候 夜深人靜的時候 突然覺得寂寞深入骨髓 有時候 突然找不到自己 就让自己往镜子里看 至少还看到自己的脸 有时候 宁愿呆在家了都不愿意出街 是因为怕看到一对对情侣的甜蜜的时刻 自己却双手牵着自己的口袋成为独行侠 有时候 或许每个时候 我真的真的想你了 i need you posted by qiang 强 at 5 14 2014 10 40 00 pm no comments sunday may 11 2014 need some courages and answers to keep going may i fourth months been working for 4 months working in people country and made me a outsider but i was lucky that i being sent to a good site with good site manager and colleagues before i started my working life i heard lots of friends who have step into working life complaining about their company have lots of politics actually i was ready to face that kind of working life but now i am working in an environment which have only a minor politics everyone in the office are friendly and willing to help each others when facing problems even they are busy i am glad to be part of pec ltd employee i think this is the job i am looking for my own requirement of my job is not sitting inside office 24 hours xd and now i have been awarded by god with the job i am wishing for appreciated d yesh i am happy to such job yesh is the job i am wishing for yesh is earning more than working in malaysia but life changed boring lonely missing all come to me now after working time there is no significant things to do beside dinner and sleep the only significant thing i can do in my current life is doing ot the only thing that is significant which is earning extra money if weekend no work i will be very very damn boring staying at home whole damn day nobody to talk to nobody to meet nobody to chat to release some stresss aiks no life everyday when i lay on my bed i starting thinking i chosen to work at the field that is different from what i study issit a correct choice or is a must to work on wat i studied if i done this choice to work on different field will it be wasting parent money which they invested on me for my course i chosen hmmm big question lol 3 when i lay on my bed i think of her when i closed my eye i see her when my brain rest and slept i meet her in my dream i think i missed her real lots especially now when u read it now did she accept long distance relationship is she still available or she had someone else in her heart x i have no idea why the love to her never change since the first time i fell for her i guess the love trap is too deep and i fell in too deep i wish to take care love pampered her i wish to have her accompany everytime i am down and i am in pressure possible but anyhow i really love her from true heart 3 posted by qiang 强 at 5 11 2014 01 14 00 am sunday march 9 2014 trying hard y time past sooooo fast i worked for 2 months in singapore ad kinda pressure kinda enjoy weird feeling actually the colleagues are very friendly they help me a lots taught me a lots of things actually i really want to grumble that i am a bit regret of accepting this job due to the field as everyone noe that i graduated from electronic engineering but what i am work on now i am more to construction and civil engineer _ should i happy or sad i am not grumbling that is very hot and very tired a lot of things to be done i am grumbling that i am doing it as so called starting from zero i noe nothing about the civil construction and mechanical i nid to learn from zero haiz but currently i still doing my best to catching up on what i should learn and listed in my job scope i am assigned to client gsk site glaxo smith klien the main things that i should do for the new me in this company is relation between me workers colleagues and the most important are the clientsss up to now i should say i still can handle them quite friendly with all of them i think i should thank to all the event i involved during my college life still not really get use to singapore life no friends go shopping see oni but not buying saturday and sunday stay at home boring wanted to go home but cant predict the time as urgent job suddenly pop out in company i think i can change my name to blurr leeqiang ad recently really blurr day dreaming while walking i can walking distance during my working time can go up to 5 km everyday the whole site is as big as taruc maybe more than that i think after working for a year i can go take part in walkathon ady is quite tiring coz the super duper hot weather plus the super duper hot ppe i hope i can hide in office the whole day haha read ur lastest update on ur blog if really dun feel like staying there thn find a way out example like find job in other place other country go for an interview of job it might be work far way better than u forced urself to stay there i am here to help anytime need help can find me anytime i very willing to help good night and sweet dream 3 posted by qiang 强 at 3 09 2014 11 17 00 pm no comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom feed about me qiang 强 i am juz a normal guys ntg special view my complete profile blog archive 2015 3 may 1 job at work quite slow down recently the function april 2 2014 5 september 1 may 2 march 1 january 1 2013 4 november 1 march 1 february 1 january 1 2012 24 december 1 november 2 september 3 august 2 july 6 june 1 april 1 march 2 february 4 january 2 2011 25 december 2 november 1 july 3 june 4 may 3 april 2 march 8 february 1 january 1 2010 36 december 12 november 24 qiang s visitors feed live traffic stats awesome inc 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