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alcohol i am in the middle of a 4th step in alcoholics anonymous i am just beginning to once again read my bible i ended a relationship with someone that i love and care about in hopes of finding myself and figuring out what i want and more what god would have of me i have a lot of confusion and disdain towards organized religion and the church i can not differentiate the true from the false i sit here with god and i am fighting for my life giving up on life and giving into temptation and desire at first appears feasible especially when life has gotten hard and depression has a hold for me as a human and also an alcoholic that was the most appealing place to turn alcohol offered escape from my mind and the awareness of the walking contradiction i had become and the hypocrite i had always been when the perfection of living a religious life faded the pain rose to the surface i had thought once saved you truly are a new creation and your old man is gone never to return so when my old wo man showed up on the scene of my life and caused some wreckage and pain i was devastated i was asked to enter into church discipline for choices i had made and secrets i confessed and the harm i had caused as a result i began to doubt god then and there in the midst of my defects giving into my flesh guilt shame rejection hurt denial church discipline public confession segregation alcoholism sex depression death insanity and ultimately a feeling of separation from god and an emptiness indescribable this was the last year and a half when sandy died in my house see previous blog what i saw in that was myself i was able to give her a safe place to pass away and she gave me a look at how my life could turn out if i did not start living honestly and for other people not people pleasing but people serving but at this point i was drinking i had reached out for help and the response i received was maybe this is god humbling you more i am not worried about you jenn god has his hand on your life spoken freely from someone who did not understand alcoholism or addiction i tried to stop but kept going out what i want to express is that in the midst of these things god did not stop loving me although the church no longer appeared emotionally safe my perception god sent people into my life who encouraged me and helped me not give up ironically a lot of these people were the ones i had previously judged or tried to convert they were the ones who told me jenn god loves all of you for you you don t have to pretend to be someone your not god doesn t care he is not trying to punish you or inflict pain in your life god just loves you period i have a friend lechelle who in the midst of our talks and drinking she shared with me the love of christ she opened her heart to me and poured out gods love and prayed for me a girl i had assumed was not saved because her lifestyle choices she proved to be one of the most selfless loving girls i have ever met that was the most humbling for me seeing people i had judged gossiped about to other church folk prayed for and assumed to know their heart these people reached out to me and loved me they stayed my friend and encouraged me regardless of the walking contradiction i was or the hypocrite i had always been they taught me that we all are and that gods love is bigger than us i now understood why jesus walked amongst sinners so all this to say here i am my heart misses genuine talks about jesus with other people my heart misses prayer and worship and fellowship with other believers that i have been afraid to do as i do not want to be religious ever again god has brought me back to the doors of alcoholics anonymous and he has walked me inside and turned me over to his people who understand and are able to help nurse me back to life i am slowly returning to reading the bible and asking god for direction i still am not comfortable at church and have instead discovered that my church is in meetings i watch the most courageous people stand up and be honest about their struggles feelings and hope a hope they all profess a power greater than themselves has given i do believe that power comes from god i believe jesus is god in the form of a man and he died for our sin defects imperfections that we may know peace for myself a relationship with him has proven to be the only measure of real peace i can know that relationship looks like sobriety fellowship worshipping accountability and love not from my understanding but from his i believe god speaks to us through his creation through each other through animals through the stars through simple things and big things i don t believe the bible is the only inspired word of god as i read the alcoholics anonymous book i see gods finger prints all over those pages i think god moves in ways we will never fully understand i seek to know i hope i never stop seeking to know i hope i don t return to judgment or assumption but that i strive to do gods will and not my own i feel like a yo yo at this time in my life with that i mean up and down and up and down but with the love of god through my family close friends aa my sponsor my co workers and random strangers i am finding hope again he wont give up and he wont let go july 13 2011 posted by jennlanoie uncategorized 1 comment suprise something is happening in my heart through the pain struggle and loneliness god is doing something in my heart unbelievable january 20 2011 posted by jennlanoie uncategorized leave a comment depression there was a time i was so sure about everything so sure about my purpose in this life my purpose in christ jesus my lord and savior i was passionate about god about his word about his children about those lost in the lies of the world i believed in his body i trusted those who professed faith in him now i sit here unsure of everything im exhausted and i don t want to keep fighting the good fight my spirit is crushed and my bones are dried up i see in black and white i don t know where i belong in this world i feel like a stranger in a foreign land my sin has overtaken me i feel awkward and out of place at church i feel awkward and out of place in the world i feel so alone i wish so badly that i could curl up in gods arms and cry cry while he holds me and soothes my broken heart with his agape love i know he knows i know he is the only one who truly understands i feel beyond broken inside i am so confused about so many things i am hurt beyond recognition to have someone understand or even care enough to even try to understand i wish but this is it right now darkness all around self inflicted hate as i stare into nothing i ve lost trust in everything everything but the hope i have in jesus god where do i go from here i m stuck in a cycle of insanity i wonder if this is how sandee felt alone lost like a loser and a failure incapable of anything but just that losing and failing i will never be what i see around me i don t even know if i want to become what i see around me conformists judging those who appear not to conform yet we all conform to something what do you do when most of your life you have lived for yourself lived for your desires your whims your spontaneity your flesh then god changes everything and nothing is the same and you change only to discover your still the same i hate myself is this warfare god please help me bring back your peace your sanity your love don t give up on me forgive me for my perversion forgive me for my hate and anger forgive me for judging others for judging saints and judging sinners forgive me for my lustful heart and my unforgiving mind forgive me for caring about what others think over what you think forgive me for chosing my sin over your love and your life cleanse me lord of all unrighteousness cleanse me from all filth help me love people like you love people help me not give up protect me from myself protect me from the enemy help me desire to be obedient to you and your word heal my mind lord jesus i pray for your spirit to teach my spirit guide my spirit change my heart change my desires instruct me in your ways and help me not give up i love you god with all my heart you january 16 2011 posted by jennlanoie uncategorized 2 comments sandee my phone rang it was scott i had not talked with him for some time i decided to ignore his call as the day had been long and i was not feeling very social it had been 4 days since my last drink and 4 days sense i had awoken from a nightmare a nightmare where i was knowingly entangled in sin and unable to muster the strength to repent fully and turn back to my king in that nightmare there were times of questioning my identity questioning my sanity questioning my salvation though i fell i had not been cast headlong for the lord in his love upheld my hand upon my ignoring of his call scott proceeded to text me call me now please with out hesitation i called him he explained to me that he was driving along and saw a women in the middle of the road she was on the opposite side of the road going in the same direction as me he told me later he passed her but the holy spirit yanked on his heart and whispered in his ear to go back and pick her up in obedience he turned around he called me shortly after and then text me he explained the situation to me and said she was very depressed and was talking about giving up he asked if i would be willing to come meet with her and talk to her although she was an older woman late 50 s he felt uncomfortable as a man being alone with her i asked if she needed a safe place to stay for the night he responded that he was probably going to take her to the womens shelter if possible i told him i would talk to my roommate and call him back i spoke with jess although obviously apprehensive and unnerved at the idea she said it was ok if i brought her home and let her stay the night i had never met this women before in my life it just so happened my dear friend kawena was coming over at the same time shortly after her arrival i called scott and told him kawena and i would come pick the woman up that she could stay at my home for the evening and have a safe place to rest and just be loved kawena came with me as to pick her up we prayed for gods words and that we would be his hands and feet that evening we walked into mcdoanlds the thick aroma of cooked french fries distracted me for a moment as i looked around for scott and sandee they were sitting in the back at a table we walked up i embraced the women in my arms and asked if she was ok i introduced myself i hugged scott and then sat down we talked rather shallowly for a few minutes awkwardness was clear it was obvious this women was high my guess was oxicottons or heroin something of that nature she nodded in and out of conversation i told her that we wanted to take her to my house and share the love of god with her that it was a safe place where she could go for the night no explanation needed i told her there was a time i needed help and god was faithful and that i wanted to share that same love that he had bestowed on me to her my receptors are saying yes she answered we walked to the car i noticed the pills in her pocket ever so smoothly i took them from her pocket and dropped them in my purse i was afraid she would take more and by the looks of it she was not in need of more drugs we said good night to scott and left for my house jess was in her room when we arrived to the house i told her sandee was safe and not to worry that i would sleep in the living room with her for the night kawena sat with her on the couch talking with her as i got her a cup of water in the kitchen when i came to the couch i saw sandee dump a bunch of pills into her hand she had another bottle i had not seen i told her i thought she had enough for the night she replied that she needed her pain pill and proceeded to take 2 pills she placed the rest in the bottle kawena looked uneasy and unsure of what to do i decided to distract sandee that i may take the pills and hide them i asked her if i could get her a clean tee shirt she accepted and as she changed in the bathroom i swiped the pills from her purse and hid them in my kitchen kawena told me she was leaving i thanked her for coming with me and higged her goodbye sandee came out of the bathroom and sat on the couch jess had made it up with clean sheets and pillows for her i came and sat down next to her she told me she felt safe and that she thought i was an angel i laughed to myself at the thought we began to talk we began to share she told tales of tragedy and despair a life entangled in sin drug addiction fornication greed idolatry and the like although she did not believe in sin her life proved otherwise as she sat on my couch in bondage to sins lethal consequences i began to share with her i shared some of my own tales of pain entanglement sin i shared with her my recent struggle with heart sin and then alcohol and how the want to just give up had overtaken me not even a week earlier i then shared with her gods faithfulness to show himself to me and to remind me of the good news his words carry i shared about being a sinner separated from god because of sin i shared how god wants to reconcile us to himself through his son jesus christ i explained the wages for sin is death but the gift of god is eternal life through jesus christ that each one of us have this hole inside we keep trying to fill it with these various things drugs alcohol sex food work 12 step programs excercise even religion but those things fall right through us leaving us just as empty and even more depressed only god can fill that hole i shared only through jesus christ can we have forgiveness of our sins and receive the gift of eternal life and power to overcome sin that is where true peace resides i shared that god loved her sooooooo much i shared that i believed god wanted that for her to be healed and set free from the chains of sin to give her life heart mind soul and soul to jesus christ and allow him to do the rest i explained that is why he sent us to her i asked her then if we could pray she seemed excited at the offer so i grabbed hold of her hands and closed my eyes i asked her to lead us she began she began to pray i heard her talk to jesus she talked about heaven and his power she mumbled for a bit she nodded off mid sentence i began to pray i begged god for deliverance i prayed for her salvation i prayed for myself i asked the lord to forgive me for having walked away i thanked him for this moment and for sandee then the strangest thing occurred i began to sing call upon the name of the lord and be saved all you have to do is call pon the name of the lord and be saved i sang to her i worshiped god with sandee although she sat nodded out i sang simply and softly to her and to god i sang she was asleep i covered her up and went to lay down on the couch next to her i could not sleep so i got up and came over to my computer and i wrote this is what i w...