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irls all so fun i ve been spending a lot of time with my best friends brent brandon and marie we ve hung out with each other pretty much every weekend and i love it those three just make my life so much brighter how hippie does that sound ha i no longer have black hair it s ginger now but it ll probably be going back to black soon last friday i participated in day of silence it was kind of chaotic i live in redneck central so of course the close minded ignorant people had to complain the whole time brent handed out little pink triangle stickers that said okay with me indicaiting you were okay with people being gay well some didn t like that and made green circle stickers saying not okay with me i actually heard one person say so what if a gay got shot one less to worry about i could of thrown up i was so disgusted behavior like that is truly monstrous if you re homophobic you might as well be a racist nazi you re no different this twit that doesn t like me at school actually formed a fake myspace and started sending me messages calling me a whale and such my response laugh my ass off i don t take fat jokes offensivily it s pointless what was even funnier is now she s trying to deny it what a moron okay i have to go i m going out to eat with my mum grandparents and sister till next time leave a comment love is all you need posted in thoughts on march 1 2008 by joyvicious sorry i haven t written in so long but i have a present a full meaningful blog i ll post an update on joy s life later i just got done watching across the universe and it s amazing i ve never listened to much of the beatles but now i want to listen to more and learn more about them the movie illustrates their songs so well that it really gives you a true understanding of what these songs really meant but most importantly it gives you a great message all you need is love love is a powerful word when you actually boil it down people use love everyday i love my boyfriend girlfriend i love my friends i love my family etc but once they feel love is taken away from them they turn cold like i have before without even opening their eyes and seeing what s really around them throughout my teenage years i ve been looking for love wanting someone to hold me and tell me everything s alright when i failed at it i d beat myself up into a bloody pulp killing every bit of self esteem crying at night and bottling up every feeling i ever had it taught me nothing but hurt but now i think i ve decided to finally awake from that coma and i ve realized how much love truly surrounds me i have family that have fought to support me friends that have warmed my soul when everything is cold and various people i ve never met who s art has touched my soul i m not a free spirited hippie by any means i do hate things hate is important to the world also it proves to us that the world isn t a perfect place it keeps us from false dreams and hopes at the same time it drives us to accomplish dreams making us prove to the world we can do something when they all say we can t hate encourages us to make a difference as does love it s impossible to love or hate everyone not even god himself can love everyone he she still sends those with unclean souls the ones who refuse to listen to his her words to hell the devil doesn t hate everyone he she still allows the pure ones to rest in paradise hate and love are a part of life a world without hate would be a fairy tale painted with smiles a world without love would be a constant war drenched in sickly things there would be no reality to life at all it would be black and white humans would be better off being gray blobs because nothing would change there would be no excitement nothing to really live for because every morning you wake up it d be the same thing everyday as if your life was stuck on pause so love and hate don t exterminate one or the other unless you want a gray world i m not even sure if i m making sense this is very off the top of the head kind of thing i love you p s jim sturgess is hot p s s i understand i went a tad off subject but i m trying to say love a little more than hate but allow hate in too 1 comment _ posted in random thoughts with tags crush darrell happy on january 19 2008 by joyvicious i m so sorry i haven t updated in awhile i ve been reading like crazy and also spending lots of time talking to someone completely amazing their name is darrell and he makes me so happy without even trying i see a picture hear his name or even just a glimpse of a song we might of talked about and i m beaming from ear to ear it s like a little kid getting to see disney land for the first time just that excitement that boils in your stomach gives you a major high that you never want to break free of i ve spent a lot of my life getting kicked in the dirt and then he shows up it s almost like he s god sent i know i like him a lot and i d do anything just to make him smile it s the least i can do i don t know if this is bad or good but i compare him to my ex boyfriend aaron constantly and it s like i took a gigantic step forward with darrell he helped my best friend megan with her math homework the other night when aaron used to fight with megan and convince me she was no good darrell thinks my other best friend brent is great and rocks aaron would poke fun at him and act like i was going to cheat on him with brent also all my friends approve i ve talked to them about the sweet things he s said and showed them his pictures they just about gush in happiness for me wow i just have so much energy from talking about him that i feel like i could scream never have i been so intrigued by a person xoxo joy marie p s did i mention he s adorable 333 does happy dance leave a comment you ll miss me posted in random thoughts on december 28 2007 by joyvicious if you remember one of my previous posts called let me tell you a story well i m done with being depressed over the person i wrote that story about also i really don t have a choice anymore i have to be over them it sucks when you re seventeen years old and you are obsessing over who you re mr right is although having a boyfriend would be nice especially finding a decent one around this little area but i m not going to stress myself out about it anymore because it s pathetic boyfriend shmoyfriend i have best friends and family they re are just as good 3 another reason i m giving up on that person is they obviously don t give an inch of concern about how i m doing i mean they barely talk to me anymore life s too busy i guess so all i can say is you ll miss me when i m gone onto other things i got my hair cut a little bit shorter also it s been holiday season i celebrate christmas although i m not very christain so i guess i stick with the commercialism christmas with santa and presents i got some very awesome things mom got me a 50 gift card for barnes and noble which i immediantly used to order new moon and eclispe speaking of that i m completely obsessed with the twilight series now marie let me borrow the first book and i was glued to it for 3 days straight i could not put it down edward cullen is so mine 3 back onto christmas gifts i got the basics clothes gift cards candy etc then a few outstanding presents for example my grandparents got me a brand new cell phone pretty schweet my relatives from minnesota are in town so i ve been spending most of my time with them we ve been playing a lot of catch phrase fun game also on wednesday we got our grandma to play guitar hero my winter break has been amazing i m loving every bit of it 1 comment personality guitar hero posted in uncategorized on december 21 2007 by joyvicious today i have a small rant then i must tell everyone about my day just because it was amazing lately i ve noticed one of my friends trying to be me i know that sounds vain or something but i swear it s not i ve had issues like this before when people think they have to be an exact replica of another person in order to be their best friend it annoys the crap out of me because i don t become friends with people to make them me i m friends with them because i m in love with their personalities and how unique each one is if i wanted my best friend to be like me i d just become friends with my mirror and forget everyone else what i m trying to say is don t change who you are to impress another person be who you are comfortable being and if your friend can t accept that then they probably aren t good enough to be your friend in the first place also sometimes it s better to have a different personality than your best friend take my bestestestest friend megan and i she s a cheerleader i m in the drama department she loves country i love various varities of rock ddr music she s spent her whole life in a town with more than a thousand people i ve spent most of mine in a town with only 600 something her and i are completely opposite yet understand every single detail of each other please please please people be yourself now about my awesome day at school first off it was an early release because it s the last day before winter break but the early release was only one little detail that made it so awesome in world history geography we did nothing but talk and play games which is pretty great for urch s class but at 9 00 is when the real awesomeness started guitar hero and various other games the whole high school side of the school turned into a huge holiday party there was food drinks music and guitar hero we had a guitar hero competition and the finals were so cool we hooked it up to the huge overhead screen in the p c along with the speakers it was almost like a little rock concert ms grimsled broke out some ddr which was pretty fun speaking of ddr dad got me it for christmas last night along with a pillow that says joy across it and a new cute purse i have pictures from today which i d love to share ron vs jake fighting for finals my amazing best friend brent and i my other awesome best friend ashley and i the finals juniors competing rachel vs ms grimsled yes that s a teacher not a student at ddr hackey sack comp well i m gonna go find a new hairstyle on monday i m getting my hair cut xoxo joy leave a comment let me tell you a story posted in uncategorized on december 19 2007 by joyvicious once upon a time there was a young girl she was very dense and callow when it came to love the girl lived life day by day wishing for someone anyone to ease a non existent pain finally a day she d never thought she d have came a boy entered her life and blew her mind with his intelligence and sense of reality the mindless girl let the fascinating boy know every detail of her life and told him of this strange pain that had been distracting her he made her realize she was feeling only social pressure the need to fit in when she was meant to stick out soon after she had fallen for the boy obtaining butterflies at the mere mention of his name the girl allowed the boy to know her feelings only to learn he shared similar emotions day by day they d harmlessly flirt with one another the boy not knowing how strong the girl s feelings were getting the two attempted a relationship not long after but the girl let her idiocy get in the way and decided to break up with the boy later on in life she had regained her feelings for the boy once again and they flirted like they did in the past as her feelings got stronger his did not for he was longing for another girl and he pursued a relationship with her leaving the girl heartbroken and confused i thought he liked me where did i go wrong why am i not good enough she d repeat to herself constantly the girl had found a new boy but this boy blinded her with cheap dreams making her feel on top when really she was in the gutters seven months later the new boy decided he done damaging her and left once again the girl felt low and used thinking she d never get to be in the ecstasy she was hypnotized by with that one certain boy she had decided to let her fears go and messaged the boy she had been crazy about since day one the boy listened and felt the need to help the girl with her pains he soothed her broken heart and assured her that he no longer had a relationship with the other girl this had given her hope made her feel like just maybe she could be happy once again days went by and the boy had decided to move on from the girl he had found a new girl a better girl the moronice girl that never lost feelings for him was left alone once again and still to this day a part of her wishes he d realize her also another part of her wishes she could move on the poor girl the meaningless girl the end leave a comment happy posted in thoughts on december 14 2007 by joyvicious i ve been thinking about all the great things in my life recently and it made me realize how happy i am i have the most amazing friends anyone could ask for they help me so much and teach me new things everyday i m more than thankful for each and every one of them even some of the friends that i ve drifted from i m thankful for because they still were there for me at some point in time it s so amazing how just a few people out of this huge world can make the biggest impact on your life i know for sure everyday that when i go to school i will smile and laugh while being there just because of these awesome people if any one one of my friends read this they should know i love them all and i m here for every single one of them my family is another big thing i m thankful for especially my dad and little sister we ve been through some tough times but we made it through by sticking together my dad has taught me so much from the time i was little to now he s a major factor in how i act speak and so forth courtney my little sister is my world i swear i d do anything for that little girl who s not so little anymore she s already 13 ugh back on subject sometimes i m overprotective of her and i really don t mean to i don t want her to experience harm i want her to be happy forever as impossible as that is i still do my best to make sure she s happy because then i can be happy some of my teachers have impacted my life in minor ways but still inspired me most of them are my english teachers they helped me realize how much i love to write i seriously love to write stories and poems which i would of never known without someone making me write them i really don t like to say this but i think more of the north crawford teachers have effected me than the onalaska teachers i had i don t know why maybe it s the fact n c is smaller so you have a better chance of becoming friends with your teacher than just be another regular student then of course there s the various celebrities fictional characters that have influenced me i don t have the time nor ambition to write every single one down i just want people to know when life seems terrible just think about how you re still alive and how much you can still do within 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