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respect rioters respect rioters sexiest ghost alive home ask submit archive about header credit i will be moving to shortrapport on here as i cannot talk to like anyone on this site anymore because of this little walled garden scenario staff has imposed upon me ie i ve been shadowbanned this will be over time because i follow like 1000 people and i do want the mutuals etc aware but if you want to get set up for that that s where i ll be 1 year ago with 52 notes secretlystephaniebrown patrochilles or bust i am pleading once again for white liberals to read the new jim crow and see how racist policing and law enforcement is 1 bipartisan and 2 the key to how people of color black people specifically are systemically violently and purposely kept in check in this country begging y all to see that someone doesn t have to say a slur to be antiblack in the entirety of their belief system that the status quo you live under is maintained by the suffering both current and potential of millions toiletpotato the new jim crow pdf patrochilles or bust potato do not be playing with y all lmao get this free education source patrochilles or bust 2 hours ago with 20 979 notes daimonios exbloodfreak alt made this two headed cow plush y 3 source exbloodfreak 7 hours ago with 37 164 notes expanding soul enki2 source enki2 8 hours ago with 12 030 notes expanding soul enbaluka tokyo drift source enbaluka tokyo drift 8 hours ago with 2 993 notes unpretty thecollectibles art by m ing source thecollectibles 8 hours ago with 7 768 notes magnoliaalchemist madfoolish originally posted by heartmindalignedspirit oediex just fyi the title is a quote by james baldwin but the poem is by nikita gill i shared the source of baldwin s quote here it s from an essay that he started writing after kwame ture then still known as stokely carmichael had his passport confiscated by the us government in 1967 i also share the poem there nikita gill wrote it in 2024 you can find her on tumblr as well meanwhilepoetry here s a transcription copied from my previous post every bombed village is my hometown james baldwin and every dead child is my child every grieving mother is my mother every crying father is my father every home turned to rubble is the home i grew up in every brother carrying the remains of his brother across borders is my brother every sister waiting for a sister who will never come home is my sister every one of these people are ours juist like we are theirs we belong to them and they belong to us source madfoolish 9 hours ago with 8 269 notes splicerspawn soymoss starling source soymoss 10 hours ago with 11 086 notes child of crows byjove it would be kind of fun to have a medical dramamedy show where people patients and people in the medical field could submit their craziest experiences with the medical system and those plotlines and patient stories could be dramatized and woven into a cohesive narrative with any additional profits from the show going to pay off medical debt byjove plotline a patient is suffering from a near fatal case of hypothermia after passing out in the snow drunk and laying there all night until his 13 year old nephew discovered him in the morning said 13 year old managed to transport his druncle to the hospital on a snowmobile but the rest of the family cannot make it there due to road conditions plotline b a live rat fell through the ceiling halfway through an emergency appendectomy causing the surgeon to startle and rupture the patient s appendix infectious disease is very interested in the situation due to the risk of zoonotic infection the hospital s legal department is also very interested in the situation foxglovedforest hey op what happened to you byjove i ve been chronically ill since the age of 14 and i enjoy eavesdropping source byjove 12 hours ago with 12 872 notes dailymanners thatdiabolicalfeminist i really do think the current rise of global fascism is going to be especially bad for the massive and rapidly growing population of disabled people already inadequate social safety nets are already being dismantled and i think the cultural environment is going to become more and more brutal to disabled people we ve seen some of this already obviously the socially acceptable earnest explanations that the r slur is okay now because everyone s saying it the refusal to do literally anything to protect disabled people from covid the austerity so many governments are enforcing on the most vulnerable members of their populations politics and culture are in lockstep on the insistence that disabled people are expendable i think this has already changed the social landscape dramatically and it s only accelerating as the number of people too disabled to work surges from the longer term effects of an unusually disabling virus as work becomes increasingly brutal and underpaid your actual income number may be the same but you can t buy as much food or housing with it and new hires are being paid even less as social services continue to be gutted people who care for disabled people are going to increasingly see us as burdens and see our survival as incompatible with their own if you aren t yet disabled please stand up for us and find ways to organize additional support instead of just dumping your disabled loved ones on the street to die i d never do that good hold on to that bc the overton window will shift your opinions and politics if you let it so many people who were righteously angry five years ago about governments suggesting killing disabled people was an acceptable price to keep the economy running are now repeating those same conservative party lines almost word for word and thinking it s different because they re used to it now it s going to become increasingly common to abandon disabled people it s going to be described as setting boundaries and protecting your peace and prioritizing reciprocity but if those are your real priorities organizing additional support is a dramatically better option than removing every source of support a disabled person has all at once and comforting yourself with the thought that finding new help all at once is the responsibility of the newly homeless person who is seriously disabled source thatdiabolicalfeminist 13 hours ago with 1 292 notes lettuce seize the day northstareclipse springing off of my addiction post once more i am also skeptical at best of 12 step programs because their framework has just never remotely aligned with my actual experience the substance i was addicted to was heroin while i was actively addicted it absolutely came before everything else my life shrank around it i kept using despite very real very obvious negative consequences if you re looking for something that fits the compulsion harm loss of control model that was it but what s always sat strangely with me is what happened when that context changed once my abusive relationship ended and i was no longer in an environment where it was readily available it was shockingly easy to stop i m not saying it was physically comfortable my body was pretty pissed off for a while but psychologically it just didn t have the same hold anymore i wasn t spending my days white knuckling cravings or constantly thinking about it it dropped out of my life in a way that according to the 12 step model is not really supposed to happen and that s where my issue with that framework starts because 12 step ideology tends to assume that if you have ever had that kind of relationship with one substance it reveals something fundamental and permanent about you that you now have a generalized addictive nature that will attach itself to other substances or behaviors if you re not constantly managing it that you are in some essential way always on the verge of transferring that pattern onto something else and that just hasn t been true for me i was a near daily cannabis user for years when it started consistently making me feel physically uncomfortable instead of good i stopped no drawn out battle no existential crisis just this isn t giving me what i liked about it anymore and i moved on i drink occasionally in social or celebratory contexts and i genuinely find alcohol kind of boring outside of that it doesn t have much pull for me i tried gambling once got annoyed at how tedious and overstimulating it felt and left the casino in under an hour i have not felt remotely compelled to revisit that experience i use the internet a lot and i play a handful of video games but i can also go on a camping trip with no signal and be completely fine unless you want to try and find something pathological about nature photography in which case you can blow it out your ass if anything i generally enjoy the change of pace there s no sense of panic or withdrawal or i need to get back to my computer consoles immediately so when i hear the idea that addiction is this broad transferable trait that will latch onto anything with quick reward or low friction i just don t see it reflected in my own life what does make sense looking back is context when i was using heroin i was in an abusive relationship my environment was unstable stressful and honestly pretty bleak the substance didn t just exist in a vacuum it fit into a specific set of conditions where it functioned as relief escape and regulation when those conditions changed the behavior changed with them that doesn t mean there was no dependency there obviously was it doesn t mean there were no consequences there very much were my grades suffered i dropped out of college i lost my apartment because staying out of withdrawal and numbing out from the abuse felt more important than paying rent but it does suggest that what we call addiction might not always be this permanent identity level trait that needs to be managed forever sometimes it looks a lot more like a relationship between a person a substance and a specific environment when that s the case then a framework that assumes universality if this happened once it will always be waiting to happen again with anything is going to miss a lot of variation i m not saying 12 step programs can t help people clearly they can or they likely wouldn t exist in the way they do but i do think they re often treated as the model of addiction rather than a model that fits some people and not others and when your experience doesn t match that model many people who swear by them will assume that you are misunderstanding yourself in denial or not taking it seriously enough this paternalistic attitude only serves to make me even more skeptical of the framework for me what mattered wasn t declaring myself permanently addictive or treating every pleasurable behavior as a potential threat what mattered was getting out of the environment where that pattern made sense in the first place rat park people stop forgetting about rat park hug your face addiction might not always be this permanent identity level trait sometimes it looks a lot more like a relationship between a person a substance and a specific environment i have helped change more individual behavior by changing the environment around them than i have by working on their behavior source northstareclipse 13 hours ago with 4 342 notes next