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t or get too close just making sure it s okay stoic defiant whumpee not letting themselves think about how that makes them feel also if when caretaker has to catch and treat the stray because it s gotten injured or sick realizing that that s what caretaker had been doing for them they just were too scared to understand caretaker oiling and polishing their tools putting them away carefully taking pains that they were well taken care of and would last forever mentioning offhandedly that if you take care of your tools they ll take care of you slave whumpee nodding emphatically hoping that mindset extends to them as well caretaker tending their garden trimming buds from flowering plants to keep the plant healthy instead just pretty and whumpee who s only ever been valued for their appearance feels less shame and guilt for letting themselves go in recovery whump whumpee caretaker whump prompt whump prompts whump scenario 3 133 578 justbreakonme reblogged rookthebird mossbone follow i have depression character who has been through extensive therapy i feel dead inside all the time and nothing helps character who does like regular introspective thinking and is aware of the concept of mental health leave me the fuck alone i ll be fine once i get over my stupid shit repressed character it s fine i m just having an empty time what yeah empty times you know when everything is like bzzzzzz in your brain and you don t shower for two weeks why what do you call it ooooughhh now we re talkin ruffboi mags this post is a jillion times better than all the posts that complaina bout therapyspeak this one shows the relationship between characterization and conceptualization of depression as an example of that relationship in general via rubynye mental health writing about mental heath therapy speak writing reference not whump specifically 99 36 358 56 898 justbreakonme when caretaker takes in whumpee and over time whumpee turns from a slight harmless little thing to a tall strong almost intimidating figure but caretaker can t quite see it they still worry and protect like whumpee needed it because in a way they did just not physically other people see caretaker fussing over this gigantic obviously grown adult and think it s funny but they don t see whumpee like caretaker does and whumpee doesn t mind because all they ever really wanted was for someone to look out for them whumpee bending down to allow caretaker to reach them because they ve gotten so much taller whump whumpee caretaker whump prompt whump prompts whump scenario 1 60 360 justbreakonme whumpee now in a new place is told to go take a shower but can t figure out how to turn it on them standing in the bathroom paralyzed with fear realizing they were either going to get in trouble for wasting time or for asking a question or they can turn the shower on but can t get it to warm up so they just take cold showers until either someone notices or they re brave enough to ask for help this could be with a whumper with a caretaker or my fave a caretaker they think is a whumper you d think shower designers would come to agree on a standard model but noo whump whumpee whump prompt whump prompts whump scenario 1 50 391 justbreakonme reblogged ceruleana follow yknow i really appreciate ryan gosling s commitment to keeping the canon grace reaction of just fucking crying the entire time it s in character and it s like an extremely realistic reaction to the situation at hand but from most actor s ive heard both irl friends and interviews from professionals have bemoaned crying scenes in film because it can be very draining and give you a splitting headache to do multiple takes etc etc so they could have dialed it back and saved the tears for the more poignant moments but no they clearly went fuck it we re committing grace is a crier here have him crying in happiness sadness despair terror relief disbelief overwhelming joy have some heaving sobs have some single tears oohhh this man is gonna cry about it i loved that he was crying so much one because it felt very true to character and realistic two because he did it really really well men in tears is also one of my fav genres of characters project hail mary ryland grace phm as an ace crybaby i also felt very represented 6 597 29 629 justbreakonme reblogged snzqt follow did you take your medicine mhn good i think i ll go now and let you rest then n no wait i didn t take it but you just said just stay please good stuff whumpee whump caretaker whump prompt whump prompts whump scenario 1 39 356 justbreakonme reblogged whumpernickelsandwich follow whumper who sincerely believes that they are acting in whumpee s best interest that through the hell they put whumpee through they are making them stronger better if whumpee co operates whumper takes it as a sign that they re doing the right thing but if they scream and cry and lash out that just motivates whumper to work harder justbreakonme this is why i like religious cult whump because of this exact thing none of it has to fully make sense it can involve suffering and restriction for no reason and there are often authority figures without any checks or balances whump whumpee religious whump cult whump whump prompt whump prompts whump scenario 50 324 justbreakonme reblogged painwithoutplot monsterkinkmeme follow ugh look there s that garbage drone again your neighbour sneered turning away as the robot made its way down the street collecting the rubbish and tossing it into a larger collection bin which it tugged along behind it i wish they d do it earlier so we didn t have to run into them they re so creepy honestly you thought it was pretty cool the robot looked up at you as it passed the neon lines along its strange slender body flashing softly in the colour of the company that owned it thank you you said as it grabbed up your refuse with a clawed hand and lobbed it into the bin with the rest of the bags at the sound of your voice it paused something flickering in the cameras on its face which allowed it to see repeat thank you you said again unit is simply performing its function it shrugged i can still thank you though something clicked and whirred and you wondered if it was alright it carried on without any further reaction next week you made sure you were around to thank it watching its reactions more closely and the week after that too one week it twitched softly as it approached it fumbled a bag and dropped it the next week there was a different robot collecting refuse and it wouldn t respond to you or acknowledge you at all blacksheep28 it bothered you it wasn t like a robotic unit being replaced was new robots malfunctioned and were replaced yet you couldn t quite shake the feeling that it had been replaced because of you you looked up the company online and searched their policy on their units it was pretty straight forward a guarantee of reliable service was that why the unit had been retracted because it had faltered maybe they d let you buy it since it had been retired you didn t have a lot of money in your budget but you could scrape some up for it you called the company hello how can we help you the cheerful robotic secretary asked i was wondering if you sold retired units candy floss consumer i was wondering if you sold retired units the secretary made a series of noises before responding let me transfer you to the assets clerk they will be with you shortly the voice informed you a soft classical piece playing in the interlude not long afterwards a click sounded over the line ah ello there do you mind repeating the question a much more human like voice prompted you you reflexively swallowed a tempting to clear your throat i was just wondering if you sold retired units the one that uses to patrol my area was replaced recently you reiterated to the asset clerk the male voice hummed before responding well it s either sell em or scrap em for parts is there a specific unit that you wanted you felt your heart twinge strangely in your chest a bit of hope cluttered your mind as you nodded quickly before realising that no one can see you from over the phone uh yes i wanted the unit that patrolled sector 8 s extra district i think the identification number was h48r14n you blurted a small intake of breath came up of your speaker are you sure the asset clerk questioned you double checking your decision your heart twinges again of course you were sure yeah i m sure tell me h the price and i ll pay it that s the one i want you said confidently leaving no room for doubt the asset clerk didn t sound so sure himself ohh kay typing sounds filtered over the line turns out that unit is just forty credits huh seems pretty faulty but if you re sure the man checked again you almost groaned in frustration but kept the appearance of politeness definitely 100 sure you reaffirmed alrighty then just give me your name and address and you can pay when the unit arrives at your house the asset clerk told you you quickly rattled off the information confirming it completely with the clerk the man let loose a sigh alright you re all set good luck the asset clerk said in a clear dismissal you took a deep breath thanks you ended the call blacksheep28 it was three days later when the delivery truck pulled up at your place you watched nervously as they unloaded the unit and brought it up to your door here you go you quickly handed over the units and opened it up that s that s not it wasn t your robot it had the right unit number but the colors weren t quite right and it was a little too shiny there a problem miss this isn t the unit i wanted unit h48r14n the delivery person checked yes that s right but this is the correct unit have a good day the delivery person turned and walked away you knew it wasn t the right unit you stepped forward examining the plate you brushed over it lightly there you could just make out an older number beneath h48b14n candy floss consumer there you could just make out an older number beneath h48b14n your eyebrows drew together and instead of twinging your heart flared with pain this wasn t the unit you wanted but perhaps you turned the unit on and called it to follow you it did so walking into the house just before you closed the door you turned around facing the unit in your living room did you know h48r14n you asked them bluntly the unit made a humming noise voice somewhat hesitant i am h48r14n the unit sounded young a little afraid even a bit of worry welled up within you still you kept interrogating the little bot ugh that made you feel terrible did you know the original h48r14n you asked again rewording the question slightly th unit seemed to relax once you changed your approach a soft shhhh coming from them as their pistons moved yes blacksheep28 where is the original unit storage facility b12 you grinned triumphantly thank you the robot unit looked at you blankly this unit responds to inquiries it didn t understand but that was okay the original h48r14n hadn t understood why you thanked it either you beamed at it i know but thank you you carefully looked up the storage facility on a map and called the people there how may i help you a robotic voice inquiried hi do you allow visitors to your storage facility i m looking to purchase some parts we allow visitors between the hours of nine am and five pm the robotic voice replied thank you thank you for calling the company with your inquiries you packed up carefully come on let s go get the original the unit followed you out to the car and settled in the back candy floss consumer come on let s go get the original the unit followed you out to the car and settled in the back as you drove you felt a sense of nervousness from the unit behind you you cleared your throat i m not trading you out just so you know they tried to jip for one and you ve kinda grown on me you told the unit something within you settling as their anxiety toned down it wasn t long until you reached the facility after informing the gate security of your intentions they let you in with little fuss something told you that not many people came here you parked the your car before turning back to the unit you should probably stay here and hide i don t want you to be nabbed by some rando okay the unit made a soft whirling noise eye lights flashing a soft orange h48b14n please you pleaded eyeing the unit imploring a chuff of air escaping their exhaust and they sunk back down unit agrees despite the almost sullen tone you took it as a win and proceeded to cover h48b14n with one of blankets you usually kept on the car then you moved some things around to make their shape a little more unnoticeable you breathed deeply looking back at the covered unit i ll be back promise monsterkinkmeme you guys are murdering me atlantits i ll be back promise the storage unit was full of boxes of scrap metal robotic arms and legs voice boxes you name it the further you walk into the unit the more your heart sinks maybe your robot had been dismantled for parts already what were you going to do if you found them in a box just as you re about to give up hope your heart jumps into your throat when you hear something hiss from a dark corner relief washes over you as you shine your flashlight on the spot seeing your h48b14n sitting defeatedly on the ground a slow drip down the wall had already begun to rust their shoulder and your chest aches over how distraught they looked h48b14n you startle as their head snaps up to look at you lights flashing in surprise there s a moment of silence as the two of you stare at each other like they were trying to process who you were your heart leaps when a bright yellow exclamation mark shows up on the screen it s you the bot scrambles to their feet joints creaking and groaning with protest as they sends spare metal parts flying in their wake you came for me they grip your arms excitedly before suddenly seeming to realize what was actually happening you came for me of course i did you blurt clearing your throat to stop the tears that threatened to spill down your cheeks it was suddenly obvious why h48b14n had been replaced any robot wildly developing off their programing was useless to the company i couldn t just let you rot here come one let s find someone so i can pay for you act natural okay a green exclamation mark crosses their screen before going completely blank save for the normal lights one expected to see on this model unit you smile to yourself as they follow you out happy to have your robot back you found the five credit price atrocious your friend was worth much more than that but you certainly weren t going to raise it heading back to the car you see your other bot peeking through the window from under the blanket the top of a blue question mark present on what you could see of their screen blacksheep28 i found it you informed it cheerfully you opened the car and let the unit enter inside you smiled at them again i ll just buy some 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