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entation is criticised for even grammar when i set a goal as small as waking up at a time and cannot achieve it but i can tell you this it s failure that fuels me i don t like to fail i don t take kindly to failure it isn t fear it is irritation and anger that i failed i allow that to channel my story i force myself to tell a silent prayer of gratitude that the failure stopped at this and didn t extend beyond and then sit down to perform a post mortem of everything leading to the failure i call it a post mortem because i don t want to ever fail again i want that to be last ever f ing failure i don t know if i learn from it but i learn enough to know that the only person to blame for it is me not enough effort or not enough heart or didn t care enough i force myself to think about this the next time i embark myself on the journey and yes embark i do dust off my metaphorical trousers and wipe the blood from my elbows force those tears back and stand up determined to not fail to slap failure on its face so that to me means the international day of failure being able to slap failure in its face all that about growth and experience and it is important to participate is only for people who fail i have failed and let me tell you all these are empty when you fail wake up everyday wanting to conquer the world only then will you conquer the world wake up wanting to win and trample failure underneath those giant footsteps of yours doodled by justso at 11 43 am no comments wednesday september 24 yargh some people should just shut up they run the risk of being nuked by me if they open their mouth fuck off you bastards doodled by justso at 12 21 pm 85 comments labels rrtd saturday august 9 horrorathon sinister warnings spoilers might be present ahead i have always been a sucker for horror movies the men in my life havent ever been able to figure out this twist in my otherwise boring personality dad would try and ban them and when i got old enough to protest and whine and win him over i was banned to my room while watching horror movies the hubby doesnt have a clue why i would want to sit through a horror movie he prefers the usual song and dance routine as a result watching a horror movie on a 70 mm screen for me has always been a pipe dream except the one time when the colleages at work decided we all wanted to watch phoonk but well that was more of a comical attempt at horror if any that doesnt count at all i make do with watching the crap they put up as horror on tv when no one is at home i watch each movie with a foolish hope that now i shall be scared now this shall live up to its genre maybe the movies are bad or maybe i have hardened over the years exorcist the exorcism of emily rose omen and a few j horror movies probably are among the few movies that can call themselves belonging to the genre sinister uses found footage with a twist instead of jerky random shots seemingly edited from 36 hours worth of film to 90 hours the footage here is found by the protagonist the protagonist ethan hawke who is looking for his lost 15 minutes of fame trying to write a book that will get him everything that a writer dreams of movie rights interviews and of course millions of dollars in royalties combining elements of mystery and horror it is restrained horror each scene stepping up to a higher crescendo i hate movies that call themselves horror by putting in a couple of screaming bimbos and a few brawny retard hunks who get their skulls slpattered all over the walls it isnt horror it just a snuff film this movie keeps the scare to the protagonist the emotional ripples are felt by the family each in a different manner the relationship with the spouse the escalating night terrors of the elder kid and the silent horror of the younger kid the main torch wielding and looking down dark corridors and getting scared is left to the dad who fulfills his role of being scary to the tee i would have loved to see the deputy so so angle a little well explored but cant say i was too unhappy about him being just a minor cog in the wheel who puts the final puzzle into place just seconds before it all goes to town a letdown would be a predictable plot missing children after each family murder usually implies the child performing the gruesome act under some supernatural influence moving into a house where past murders have taken place is standard horror movie plot frame and i wonder if there is some sort of a dummy s guide to writing horror movies from which all script writers pick up their scripts other people trying to rationalise the fears of the protagonist a screaming wife asking to get out the house children wandering around at night all predictable the challenge though would be to take a predictable plot and use an already used to death technique and keep the viewers at the edge of their seats and sinister definitely manages to get there the background score makes sense and the brilliant cinematography that moves with the protagonist and helps the viewers understand his escalating sense of unease and then fear helps elevate the plot overall a 3 5 out of 5 it is doodled by justso at 10 21 pm 3 comments labels horror movies review sunday november 10 so much so much time wasted so many emotions spent so much in thinking about what the world feels so much about how you look in the eyes of the world so much about wanting the world to like you so much about wanting to like the world so much to erase the sense of inferiority so much to stop the craving for companionship so many walls built so many i dont cares to mask the reality of caring too much so many thorns hoping that someone shall find the rose within so many sleepless nights pondering musing and worrying about the future should you be a doctor would the world rather have you be an engineer would the family respect a chartered accountant or would you just rather please a husband and be a good housewife so many questions on how to earn the respect awe and wonder of the world so much spent in trying to cover up all your tiny and huge faults so much thought put into spontaneity so many rehearsed witty lines funny and charming and worldwise isnt that what people want and a decade later still trying so much it is indeed sad to be you doodled by justso at 12 40 am 1 comment friday october 12 grey gray grey gray this episode the girl the mother the nanny this is me this is my daughter and i hate it it should be me me and not some nanny who hasnt given birth to her me who loves her me whose reflection she is she has my eyes why do they search for the nanny doodled by justso at 3 55 pm 1 comment friday october 5 enough why is it that you do everything you can and more tear yourself out stretch thin kill yourself and try and do everything but its never enough it is never fuckin enough doodled by justso at 12 04 pm no comments labels rant rrtd tuesday october 2 un love she looked at her computer for a moment everything was just nothing all those words all that had happened all that hurt nothing mattered rationality was as if nonexistent she had thrown everything out of the mental window her eyes blurred with her unshed tears as she touched that little red dot next to his name on the messenger she realised all that she would ever have was this a little red dot that taunted her for now he belonged to someone else apparently he loved her he no longer loved her now she did not exist in his universe apparently now he was just a red dot in her universe doodled by justso at 9 33 pm 1 comment labels fiction love sunday september 30 musing it seems like all we do is spend time whatever happened to living are we sold a rosier picture of life just to ensure that we dont give up on it or is it something that we need to be doing that we have forgotten now this drab grey thing this unmoving unemotional and unexciting thing with us cannot be life or is it doodled by justso at 6 51 pm 1 comment labels random scrawlings saturday september 1 random bored word blocked someone from google california well atleast that s the place the statcounter points to reads my blog every single effing day all my past posts meticulously wow dude you deserve like a major cash prize or something and i dont give out cash easy ask the hubby p do leave a comment so i can identify my fanboy p exams near book hasnt been opened since the courier guy delivered it to the doorstep notes taken down in the weekend long class have long been used by the daughter to satisfy her growing curiosity ennui sets in forces me to listen to random songs such as these force colleague to listen to songs such as these laugh at colleagues disgust thus has degraded my sense of humor owing to ennui vacation is much needed keep planning various getaways with several people as usual none materialize sigh the big bang theory s5 looks damper than the older ones no relief there either i want to watch akki s joker hopefully that should put some life into me what say in other tv soap news a child bride remarries a remarriage shatters if you god forbid understand what the above statements mean you must tag along when i visit my shrink you and i both my friend are in dire need of his services doodled by justso at 11 39 pm 3 comments labels random scrawlings the bigbang theory the idiot box friday august 17 footprints she looked back her footprints were washed away by the crashing waves like almost she hadnt been there at all that there is life she thought no one will know for more than a fleeting moment that you existed whats journey and what is destination then she kept walking along the beach because she had nothing else left to do she lived life because there was no alternative doodled by justso at 4 45 pm no comments labels fiction gyaan random scrawlings saturday august 4 dante perhaps the greatest sorrow is to look back upon happiness from misery doodled by justso at 7 11 pm no comments labels gyaan looking back random scrawlings wednesday august 1 infatuated totally infatuated with the sound track of the dark knight rises in a loop all day long fitting trilogy wasnt a fan of the mexican mask wearing over bulky bane of the comic books but love love love the bane in the movie wow wow wow the favorite in the trilogy though has to be the joker fine villain him luurrvve him bane is good but is nowhere near the joker the earlier batman jokers were exactly that stupid jokers including that stupid movie with jim carrey as the joker duh uh miranda tate was a giveaway or maybe because i was such a dork that i had already read knightfall when i was a kid also maybe because i m such a dork that i notice details such as when the kid escaped the inescapable pit prison she had no mask on anyhoo would have loved more batman onscreen more of his bat mobile bat flying thingamajig and more hand to hand combat i wanted less of christian bale and more of batman duh nolan take note anyhoo gotta run gravy on one burner roti on the other and someone from office is pinging me about some random issue cya doodled by justso at 8 42 pm 1 comment labels batman dark knight knightfall movies random scrawlings the idiot box wednesday july 25 forgive and forget she was terrified about the thought that crossed her mind what if she could never forget what if she could never forgive how long would she have to bear the cross of humiliation and the burden of rage within her how long would she have to act as if she had indeed moved on that was more agonizing that actually admitting that the betrayal still hurt that the wound was yet raw and the anger still simmered inside she wondered how would it be to free of all these emotions for once to invest herself completely in the life that she had now to be free of the nagging voice in the head that as long as she held on to the past she was cheating the present and the future she looked at herself in the mirror and a tired woman with dark shadows and bags under her eyes stared back she looked at the eyes they held no interest in them they were just tired with the insomnia not a face someone would want to turn around and look at again what would it be to have eyes that sparkled with interest again what would it be to think of a tomorrow and hope and guess what it would have in store what if she could never move on what if the scar was seared into her soul the betrayal was etched into her psyche so deep that all she could feel now was rage disgust and a lingering of what once was love she sunk into the bed terrified of this thought and she hated herself for this all over again doodled by justso at 7 54 pm no comments labels fiction friday july 6 you it was you only you it was the answer she expected to her question she had loved the demons he harboured she loved his faults she had loved him despite the fact that he couldnt love her back she knew him intimately physically spiritually emotionally she knew his fears she knew his little conquests his quirks and his eccentricities his pride his ego and his vanity she knew them all and yet the answer never came it was time to forget her past to forget her dream doodled by justso at 10 23 pm 1 comment labels fiction saturday june 16 what goes around does come around in other news how ugly does priyanka chopra look in those yellow thingies jumping like a 5 year old britney argh another random dance with the stars rip off has madhuri dancing to those eternal hits while one agrees she is a diva no amount of botox can cover up age comon everyone is discussing aishwarya s post pregnancy weight what about poor everyday fat mothers for one i have a repartee every time people comment on my weight finally aishwarya makes herself useful huh i have an overdose of anushka sharma comon lady leave something to imagination about your acting skills i m getting saturated of watching your face pirates new movie on june 24th while yours truly has already seen it on the big screen yet cant wait for johnny depp to hit my big screen at home d and the enfant terrible beckons doodled by justso at 10 06 pm no comments labels random scrawlings older posts home subscribe to posts atom the writer cynically insane and wholesomely pessimistic so so just so blog archive blog archive oct 2022 1 sep 2014 1 aug 2014 1 nov 2013 1 oct 2012 3 sep 2012 2 aug 2012 3 jul 2012 2 jun 2012 1 may 2012 2 apr 2012 1 mar 2012 2 feb 2012 1 jan 2012 1 dec 2011 1 nov 2011 1 oct 2011 4 sep 2011 2 aug 2011 2 apr 2011 2 feb 2011 3 jan 2011 1 dec 2010 2 nov 2010 5 oct 2010 3 sep 2010 1 jul 2010 1 jun 2010 3 may 2010 3 apr 2010 2 mar 2010 1 feb 2010 2 dec 2009 1 sep 2009 2 aug 2009 1 jul 2009 1 jun 2009 1 apr 2009 2 mar 2009 1 feb 2009 1 jan 2009 1 dec 2008 2 sep 2008 1 jul 2008 5 jun 2008 2 may 2008 2 mar 2008 2 feb 2008 2 jan 2008 9 dec 2007 13 nov 2007 6 oct 2007 6 sep 2007 9 aug 2007 7 jul 2007 9 jun 2007 11 may 2007 16 oct 2006 1 sep 2006 9 aug 2006 4 jul 2006 5 may 2006 9 apr 2006 1 mar 2006 8 feb 2006 5 jan 2006 3 dec 2005 14 nov 2005 4 oct 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