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on times thanks posted by biz 5 comments friday february 14 2014 do i dare the real us on one of these crazy snow days in very old clothes parts of me want to delete everything and start completely over with this old blog i want face lift a defined purpose and a plan but then i read this the other day which i thought to be encouraging for my blog endeavors and perhaps something specific in your life too when we spend our lives waiting until we re perfect or bulletproof before we walk into the arena we ultimately sacrifice relationships and opportunities that may not be recoverable we squander our precious time and we turn our backs on our gifts those unique contributions that only we can make perfect and bulletproof are seductive but they don t exist in human experience we must walk into the arena whatever it may be a new relationship an important meeting our creative process or a difficult family conversation with courage and the willingness to engage rather than sitting on the sidelines hurling judgement and advice we must dare to show up and let ourselves be seen from the book daring greatly by brene brown it s pretty silly how dead on this is to almost everything in my life i never saw myself as a perfectionist like at all but somehow this seems to have crept in and the silliest part of all is my heavenly father the perfecter of my soul sacrificed jesus for this very reason because i am not perfect nor expected to be so who am i to strive for perfection by my own strengths and by the world s standards the point is perfection is an illusion that doesn t exist so we are all off the hook we can stop trying so hard and just enjoy the glory of the lord who loves us so incredibly much good stuff so because i enjoy blogging and think i may actually have the time to do it again i am daring to start again right where i am seen here my imperfection in all it s glory i went to a working interview at a vet s office and had to wear an old pair of scrubs from way back when apparently that morning in the morning light i did not see the huge stain that left me questioning if i pee d my pants the last time i wore them i don t recall ever doing that but when i saw this stain after the 3 hour intervie w i wasn t so sure of myself posted by biz 3 comments wednesday march 13 2013 working woman ha i got a job i am beyond excited you remember how i finally got the courage to make random small talk at the most amazing local coffee shop in bluffton well that s where i m going to work along with its amazing coffee and freshly made menu variety the best part is the name the corner perk come on it s perkfect boone dog update he had a second surgery it s still not over he s in good spirits and feeling spunky however the original trauma and incision is just not healing very well i m over it just ready to let him out to play and ready to sleep rather than get woken up every few minutes by his cone hitting everything we ve been to the vet 2 3 times a week for the past 5 weeks ugh wearing me out posted by biz 3 comments monday february 25 2013 life goes on life goes on we don t have a super elaborate story to tell at the moment or maybe i don t feel a need to write a long dramatic story about the past two weeks sometimes there is this urge to have a beautifully written detailed post or write nothing at all i will do neither today two weeks ago boone was run over by a big 6 seater atv these past two weeks have been focused on his recovery the first week was pretty awful considering we weren t able to sleep for 2 3 nights that monday was our 1 year anniversary and we spent the night in tears over our pitiful pup it slowly got better throughout the week by friday i surprised myself as i sat on the couch and was not overwhelmed by feelings of defeat i was tired but i had peace oh and not to worry we were able to have a wonderful night on valentine s in lieu of our anniversary dinner that we missed on the 11th that weekend i went to the best baby shower i ve ever been to and got to visit with my dearest friends who were in town from dc and ny oh how i have missed them not only that but ken and jo were in town from africa for sewe and as always we celebrated my birthday and visited with them if i could explain how special they are to me i would that s a whole nother post for a whole nother day yes i know nother is not a word last week was getting better though i got a speeding ticket oops but as far as boone goes getting better still having to baby him a bit and watch him run into everything with the cone around his head but better still at least he would actually lie down by this point this past weekend was the st andrew s women s retreat in hilton head all i can say is amazing just amazing the love and power in jesus christ surpasses all understanding absolutely unfathomably amazing and because of this life goes on and things happen but my goodness there s peace in him we made onesies at the baby shower so fun anniversary dinner on valentine s day birthday present from my sweet in laws still can t believe they drove all the way down here to deliver then turned around and drove all the way back i love it boo posted by biz 3 comments wednesday february 6 2013 heart ramblings for a number of reasons we haven t quite found community in our new home yet we were completely aware that it was going to take extra extra effort on our part due to that fact that we live a ways out of town it s actually weird you can t even find us on gps on google earth we are surrounded by trees and water it s pretty awesome in some way and in others we just knew it would take a lot of effort in knowing this and praying for some godfindence i ve started to see changes in myself i have actually gotten pretty good at talking to strangers i never really considered myself very good at small talk but i have quickly learned that small talk is pretty much non negotiable if you want to meet new people i don t prefer relationships to stay at a surface level very long but i m learning the value in it for certain seasons another cool thing is that god is not just teaching me about small talk he s teaching me how to speak to others just for the sake of love and community not even for my own sake if my motivation is self centered then small talk just comes off as weird and awkward but if i am fully aware that god is doing something for that other person then all of sudden i am not worried about myself it s pretty cool so i ve been working on this seeing people and speaking to them out of love for them and in that i have managed to make a few connections that have blessed my life seems so simple right i m understanding that we were not created to be insecure self focused people we were created by love for love and in love there is no fear no fear of rejection no fear of offense no fear of judgement and so on so once this idea really makes sense we are able to go out and just love people nothing else just love cool so i have been asking the lord how i can do this how can i be love he said invite people into relationship not in a weird way but be the one that is open and vulnerable and honest people are blessed by relationships like that so where do i start of course with an acquaintance of my mother s the only email address or phone number i have in the area so far the only place i could possible start haaa at first i was thinking that s a little strange but is it why is it weird that a young woman would reach out to a older more mature woman so i got over myself and fearful thinking and i invited her i invited the woman and her husband for dinner tomorrow night and i couldn t be more excited that they are coming funny huh seriously i am so excited to have the start of what might be or might lead to a deeper friendship so while the lord was dealing with me about getting over myself he turned the blessing right back on me that is love also yesterday i got over myself and made random conversation with the lady at a store and she invited me to lunch i have never been so excited to have lunch with a stranger and in random small talk at the local coffee shop the girl there put me in touch with a friend of hers and i have an interview for a job tomorrow i know it doesn t seem like a big deal to some of you but it was really hard for me to go out by myself in a new town and just make conversation with people i had never even seen in my life so hard that this was not something i was able to do at all when we were in georgetown god was dealing with me on this but it was not in motion yet i m serious it was something i could not do and then god showed me it wasn t about me it s about him love i am not only thankful that we have been given the blessing to live out here on this amazing portion of god s creation but i am even more excited that he is revealing more and more of himself to me through other people please pray for my job interview dinner and lunch coming up thanks friends posted by biz 1 comment thursday january 31 2013 the tree projects this week has not exactly been the most active most productive week we ve had i have been on the hunt for a job not fun not easy by the way if you are looking for a job don t even bother craigslist unless they send you straight to the company s website just about all of them out there are scams i should have known in order to get a job you have to go get a job just thought you needed to know that also i wanted to remind you to follow me again since i accidentally deleted my followers somewhere along the line so anyway the only legit stuff i have to show you this week are the most recent little projects those of you who follow me on instagram have already seen these sorry i m not sorry so because we live in the woods and my husband is a forester we make things out of trees these are two end tables we made from a cypress tree we shawn cut them we let them dry for weeks and i finally sanded and polyurethane d the top they are super cool and i love them as always photos just don t do them justice and the next little project is my favorite we have been working on these for a while now it all started a long time ago when i saw a thing my friend had a tiny little dish thing kind of a flat tiny plate for a tea spoon to sit after it had been used i had never seen it before and thought it was so clever i cannot believe there is not something like this in every household let me explain further i drink a lot of coffee my family drinks a lot of coffee everywhere we go we drink a lot of coffee every time we pour a cup of coffee and stir in the cream and sugar we proceed to do 1 of 2 things if you re looking at me i place the used coffee spoon directly on the counter and make a sticky brown spot and get fussed at or if you are looking at my sister mom or husband they grab a paper towel paper napkin or dish towel to place the spoon on better but not ideal so naturally when i saw this little plate thing of my friend s i thought it was genius and an essential thus began my search for a teaspoon plate thing fast foward we move to rbp still have not found a spoon plate thing some would call this a spoon rest but it s not a spoon rest is on your stove for big spoons not ideal for sitting sweetly by a coffee pot so my search continued then one day on a visit my mom had an idea make one out of a tree so that s what we did i realize that seems like a very anticlimactic ending to this story but that s just it the story is not over we used it for months and it proved to be the perfect little plate thing i mean perfect only confirming the thought that these need to be in every single household and if they re not that counter top has been missing something so we made a bunch and packaged them and have already mailed one all the way to new orleans so come on email me if you want your spoon stump 100 natural eco friendly sanitized and oiled love you all biz posted by biz 4 comments labels projects spoon stump wednesday january 23 2013 date night spanking hogs over the past few days we ve been hog hunting yep wild boar hunting this is where you stop if you re not okay with the idea of hunting the first night we weren t all that serious we struck out for an evening walk in the woods just to get some leisurely exercise and enjoy the peace and quiet we were just serious enough to carry a rifle with us in case we saw anything yeah because if we were really serious shawn would have worn camo or something i guess carrying a gun is not all that serious huh anyway so off we go walking and talking have you ever noticed that no matter who you are walking with some of the best talks are had while you re just strolling along it s true anyway as we are approaching one of the food plots which is a field planted with certain vegetation for wildlife to feed we realize there are several deer already in the field we then decide to try to be quiet and watch for a little while there is something so awesome about watching undisturbed wildlife kind of what i imagine it would be like to be a fly on the wall about that time we saw a big black hunk of bacon on the far side of the field just pushing his way through t he thing about hogs is they destroy a piece of property okay not like destroy beyond repair but they root all over the place and wallow out holes in the roads making big mud holes that are costly and time consuming to repair they move along rooting all over the place and really make it look bad i m sure there is a lot more damage than i know about or you care to read about all i m saying is they are considered a nuisance and people try to get rid of them hence carrying the gun so we watch this big boar for few minutes unable to get a shot we lose sight of him we continued our walk thinking maybe we ll catch up to him somewhere else but not really bending over backwards about it as we were walking down the road kicking up dust and dirt me in my super comfy sorel boots i start thinking i wonder what our friends are doing on this friday night katie and will had driven down to see some friends in savannah and i was sure their scenery was very different from ours but were we missing out maybe missing out on seeing my bf but certainly not missing anything else and just a few weeks before shawn and i had gone into savannah for date night at sapphire grill it was good it was fairly expensive worth it it was for that night but for tonight there was no where else i d rather be than kicking dust and dirt with my hunk spanking hogs on date night right here where we re blessed to call home as it was starting to get dark we headed back for the house still not really trying too hard to stay quiet or anything and what do you know we walked up on that same boar rooting in the middle of a field there was a clear shot shawn hunched over so i could use his shoulder for a gun rest plugged his ears and waited for me to shoot i struggled to get steady i m blaming it on the new to me gun and the hog i shot he ran sorry ...