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arder than i thought blah blah blah how s your health oh no hear comes the part about camp uh my health is good well says he we d like to call you to be etc ohhhhhh really says i him do you think you can do that me of course now what does the 1st c do him well the 2 nd c does all the cub scouting stuff me that s all i need to know so we shook hands and i walked out of there a little befuddled as i recalled the last few months i had attended my first ever article of faith reception great to be 8 meeting and focused on the primary program knowing that i would be doing the music next year and i remembered that i just couldn t get the hook into that calling so my feeling is that my time as a chorister was to give me a little exposure to some of the things i would be working with on a stake level the counselor told me they had been trying to get me since last fall had delays then i lost my job and they waited over a month to make sure i landed on my feet when we had ward conference and i saw the stake prim pres who is also a friend she asked me how my job was going and i told her i was back at work two weeks later kaboom i have a new calling anyway it s just interesting how all the pieces fell into place i feel so energized learning new things no meetings this week first time in 3 weeks yup loving the new stuff see another new post below posted by judy at sunday march 01 2009 3 comments my first tag first of all i d like to thank the academy oh wait this is not an award it s just a tag one word answers anyway it s my first and i d really like to thank those who voted for me 1 where is your phone purse 2 where is your significant other lost 3 your hair color red 4 your mother sitting 5 your father waiting 6 your favorite thing sleeping 7 your dream last night weird 8 your dream goal endure 9 the room you re in offce 10 your hobby crocheting 11 your fear heights 12 where do you want to be in 6 years secure 13 where were you last night bed 14 what you re not cold 15 one of your wish list items two 16 where you grew up dallas 17 the last thing you ate ice cream 18 what are you wearing jamas 19 your tv dusty 20 your pet dead 21 your computer slow 22 your mood ok 23 missing someone caitben 24 your car cute 25 something you re not wearing shoes 26 favorite store none 27 your summer hot 28 love someone many 29 your favorite color blue 30 when was the last time you laughed today 31 last time you cried today 32 something you crave depends not the diapers 33 bad habit procrastinate 34 why you blog ynot i guess i m supposed to tag someone ok caitlin sarah lara i won t list everyone i know so you ll have someone to tag but then i guess you all have more friends than i do so it won t really matter posted by judy at sunday march 01 2009 2 comments thursday february 5 2009 barometer i think it s interesting to note the following you can measure a person s stress level happiness level by how often they are posting sometimes at least i know it s true in my case as shown in my previous post there have been many weeks of worrying about other things and creating a new blog post was not a priority at all actually it s never a priority let me make that clear but there are periods of time that allow my brain to ponder life and then share it i don t expect that i could explain something to all of you unless i can make some sense of it myself thus i m posting again this must be a good time period in my life this afternoon on the drive home it takes 45 mins to an hour i decided to call my aunt friend cathy it seems to be a good use of the time driving although while talking to her i ran one of those little red lights at the on ramp of the 202 oops i did stop even though i go d before the green light flashed on anyway the rest of the drive was very safe i called cathy to get the report on her girls and their kids i always ask for the rundown and try to remember any ongoing news that needs updating i visualize it like a game board i must know how all the pieces are moving along ok maybe not a game board but still i like to know how everyone is doing i always enjoy talking to cathy so remember my last post about changes well i have another change coming up i got a new calling at church i can t talk about it freely yet but let me say that i m really excited i have spent a lot of time thinking about the last few months since the change of our ward boundries and my calling as the primary chorister there have been several interesting encounters that have given me some exposure to people and events and all these have led to my new calling i ve had many moments of understanding the why of many things and it makes me smile because when i realize those little hints i think of smiling up to heaven and saying ohhhh now i get it like heavenly father is smiling back at me with a look of see i know what i m doing i guess this is a life lesson reminder for me i do not see the distant scene but if i try to follow the kindly light step by step i will eventually get to the right spot for now so hopefully soon i will be able to talk about the next change posted by judy at thursday february 05 2009 4 comments monday january 26 2009 ch ch ch changes most of you already know all this but here goes my last post was dec 1st four days later i was told by my manager that due to the slooowwww new home market and lack of sales and because i was low man on the totem pole i was being let go that was december 5th i went home put together a resume and signed up with a temp agency that was hiring for wells fargo home mortgage with whom my previous company was affiliated i had plans to leave the following week dec 9th for canada so i changed my plans and left earlier than planned on the 7th what else should one do when one is unemployed go on vacation i got there a couple of days early and stayed a day longer than the original plan i arrived in an unexpected snow storm and enjoyed the snow all week except for another freak storm that came in on friday and put the brakes on our banff trip so sad the girls went out to eat and to see austrailia then we went shopping the next day at the mall and finished with lunch yes everything revolves around sitting down and or eating the reality for me is this i don t care what i do while i m in calgary just as long as i m there i returned home to reality on the 16th followed up on the paperwork for the new job and tried to figure out how i was going to shop for christmas on a suddenly non existent budget the other issue is that i could not bring myself to look forward to celebrating knowing that my immediate future would be different than what i had anticipated knowing that a job was assured but just not knowing the start date i tried to enjoy what might be the only down time i would get for a few months there were a few days in a row where i didn t get dressed or leave the house it was nice i didn t really sleep during the day but then i wasn t really sleeping during the night either christmas came and went no family over this year jeff and all his family were up at the cabin new years we invited family over jeff and jeanette had to miss about 5 hours because they had baby jesus duty at the mesa temple seems as though the baby jesus kept being stolen from the nativity while the grounds were crowded with the viewers of the lights so they had to get guards to make sure he was safe jeff said his instructions were to be non confrontational i guess he was just supposed to be a witness to the stealing if it had happened on his watch while we were at home we eagerly anticipated each baby jesus update knowing that he was safe and that jeff and i assume jeanette were fulfilling their duty on new years eve they came home about 10pm we popped the poppers at about 9 for the little girls managed to stay awake until midnight then went to bed at least that s how i remember it my new job was to start on the 5th the following monday keep in mind that for the last 3 years i would usually get out of bed at about 7 20 and leave the house at about 8 45 this new position at least for the training required that i arrive there at 7 30 am what as i did the backward calculation to allow for driving time and preparation time i realized that i would have to get up at 5 15 what did you all know that it s dark at 5 15 well i just started my 4th week and except for a couple of cases of the mid day drowsies i think i m doing ok my hope is that i will be hired on a permanent basis the other change was even more difficult than waking up at 5 30 in the morning ben and caitlin moved to maryland i could go on and on about this and how difficult it was for me to accept but now that it s done i have decided to live in a world of pretend i m pretending like caitlin is on a mission but actually this situation is better than a mission because we can talk on the phone or even visit them in maryland the only bad part is that we have become really attached to ben and caitlin they have been coming over for dinner almost every sunday and we would see them several times a week in the evening yesterday was the most boring dinner we ve had in quite awhile white fish white rice white tarter sauce yellow squash and some green peas for a little color no card games no puzzles no making fun of people on tv you know all those fun things we used to do i saw the saddest thing the other day i opened the pantry and saw an unopened bottle of hidden valley ranch dressing a bottle that was purchased specifically for ben because it s not just ranch dressing that he loves it s hidden valley ranch dressing that he loves i hope it keeps for 2 years i have to remember what it was like when i was in my 20 s every decision was an adventure and every adventure was so exciting how do parents let their children ever leave home i cannot imagine how my parents ever dealt with all my adventures maybe that s why i didn t tell them about my adventures until after they were over anyway logic tells me that ben and caitlin will have fun and be ok and take care of each other but my heart is sad and i will miss them i suppose i will have to adjust to yet another ch ch ch change posted by judy at monday january 26 2009 4 comments monday december 1 2008 giving thanks i am back to work after enjoying the last 4 5 days off our thanksgiving dinner included most of the family this year except for ben and caitlin who were up with ben s family in camp verde and the tramundanas kids kathy and victor stayed in utah and made dinner up there and andy hosted thanksgiving for his side of the family it s always fun to have a house full of people i love the moment when you get that first whiff of cooking turkey yummmmm jeanette made rolls with help from emma and sadee sarah made a beautiful raspberry jello salad stan brought corn alisha made some cheesecake pies and jennifer made a lemon meringue pie other offerings mom made cranberry sauce zack made his traditional hot pickles which i hear are very nummy but i cannot eat them jeff used his muscle to mash the potatoes then carve the turkey and becky and i continued our sweet potato war i never really liked sweet potatoes until i saw aunt sadie cook them with brown sugar and butter kinda chunky and really nummy becky liked that recipe too until she discovered cinnamon now she makes them like baby food bake the sweet potatoes peel mash and add all the other flavors i am not a fan but that s ok she loves them and so does everyone else a couple of years ago she was making the sweet potatoes i assumed she would make them the normal way i love the combination of a little bit of stuffing with sweet potatoes i was horrified when i realized that instead she made the baby food style almost completely pureed and flavored with cinnamon i just about left the table i was so disappointed since then we have served 2 different bowls cooked 2 different ways and after a week we usually have 2 different piles of yuck to throw away we just can t seem to get the proportion right leftovers always sound sooo good before thanksgiving later that evening we enjoyed a wonderful rain storm and we even got some hail it was like 45 minutes of winter so we quickly got out the hot chocolate and marshmallows i think it was an enjoyable day for everyone friday and saturday were days of doing nothing for me i crocheted and watched tv i m trying to get a new blankie finished for sarah ritchie she loved her old one to death soon very soon sunday prepare myself for the marathon that is primary we found out that in 2 weeks our meeting time is changing to 8 30am that s the best news i ve heard in a long time it is a really early time for families to get ready but it s seems to be so much easier on the children afternoons from 3 5 pm is not a good time for primary we ll be home by 11 35 with the rest of the day to be productive or something like that we will be decorating our christmas tree this evening i hope should have done it this weekend when there was nothing to do i love to have the house decorated for christmas i m off to canada a week from tomorrow night for our annual bs trip and just so you don t go there bs stands for banff springs i get a little taste of winter right before christmas and i get to visit with some of my favorite people in the world have i mentioned before that i also look forward to breakfast at eau claire and somewhere in there lunch dinner at peking garden i know for a fact that there are some canadians who look forward to cafe rio in utah we have one in arizona too and in n out burger here in arizona so i guess it goes both ways but we have something calgary doesn t have baskin robbins ice cream i think i can be brave for a few days and live without the br i d also like to give thanks to lara for updating my blog background sometimes a change is nice signing off posted by judy at monday december 01 2008 1 comment tuesday november 25 2008 cyst assistance i have to say that time flys by soooo quickly when you try to record things i ve always been terrible at keeping a journal there will be no way to ever write my biography because there are no records all my stories will go with me when i go maybe that s a good thing yesterday i had 2 dr s appointments one with a urologist a follow up on the little kidney issue i had last year the kidney isn t little the issue was little a year ago i got a pain early on a sunday morning that wouldn t go away finally i agreed to go to the er since i had started to vomit lovely i knew that was not a good sign at the er the first order of business was to start an iv not so fun after a few attempts they finally found a vein and started to give me the pain medicine they gave me 3 different kinds before i felt like i could finally lie down on the bed and relax a little i had some tests ct scan and whatever and initially they said i had a growth on my kidney which kinda freaked me out a little all i could think was kidney tumor zack and my home teacher gave me a blessing i w...